I Really Don’t Want To Be a Natural Disaster

Except for Mo Rendi, the special group didn't notice anything obviously wrong.

Originally, GM's presence was not strong. They could still vaguely remember that there was a special advisor named "GM" in the group, but they also forgot what it looked like. Under the influence of "correction", everyone naturally explained this "weirdness" with "GM's special ability".

They reasonably suspect that GM is the "first" apostle.

At least now they are so misunderstood.

Taking this opportunity, Yi Rin devoted herself to retreat, and spent two months at the top of the snow-capped mountain to understand the true meaning of "sense of existence".

"Will my existence be 'dilute' from human memory?"

two months later.

Yi Rin stepped out of the Everest cave, he looked back at the residence behind him, and subconsciously rubbed the [Xia Xuezhi] on his chest, a touch of sadness floated in his heart.

Time is a terrible force.

It can subtly affect everything, including memory.

Irene narrowed her eyes and looked directly at the sun.

The sun was a bit dazzling, Yi Rin waved to the sky, and in an instant, the brightness of the sun dimmed a bit.

"It's nothing more than a huge light source and heat source."

Yi Rin nodded at the just-right lighting, expressing satisfaction, he drew a circle with his right hand, drew a portal, and stepped into it.

With the movement of Yi Rin, a layer of looming streamer shrouded the surface of his body. Every time he took a step, there was a stream of data intertwined with "1" and "0" behind him, which turned into dust and dissipated in the air. in the snow.

At this time, "Yi Rin" had moved into Qingcheng, entered Qingcheng High School, and bought a bunch of dummies, and began to work silently to "kill Henry Zhang". Whenever Yi Rin thinks of this, he will involuntarily observe a few seconds of silence for Henry Zhang. The significance of his existence is like an indispensable "gear" in the historical process. Henry Zhang has become a part of history, no matter how many times it is cycled, His existence is meaningless, but "Henry Zhang's death" can promote history, how ironic.

No, Henry Zhang is no longer a simple "person", but a blessing, a totem, a concept, and Henry Zhang deserves to be sublimated.

Good work, old classmate.

In the old apartment, "Irin" was meticulously practicing cutting his throat. He is like a tireless robot, counting silently over and over again, only practicing 50 times a day, no more than one time, no less than one time.

Irin opened the diary and started recording. When he was writing an observation log for "self", Xiaoxi appeared behind him and yawned: "Hug."

Everyday hugs, lifts high, lifts high again.

Our goddess lay back in her mother's arms contentedly: "Looking at the old self, how did you feel?"

"Mood?" Yi Rin pondered for a moment, then asked in a slightly puzzled way, "Is it important?"

Xiaoxi opened her pink and tender mouth into a round "O" shape, stayed for a moment, then shook her head: "It doesn't matter."

Irin continued to lower her head and write a diary. While writing, Yi Rin remembered something: "How much of your current strength has you recovered?"

"15.4%." Xiaoxi reported a number accurately: "But I can't interfere."

"I know, I'm just asking." Yi Rin nodded calmly. He didn't have any hope for Xiaoxi at first. If Xiaoxi could go off at will, the table would definitely be overturned, which obviously did not conform to the next "history". Over the years, Yi Rin has been constantly updating his information, trying to deduce a "bright" future based on the history he knows, but he finds helplessly that he can't deduce it, just because this closed loop has not been broken for a day, and the correction and Distortion interferes with the world, and it will not stop.

Xiaoxi watched Yi Rin, who seemed more and more calm, and she bit her lip. Although she was happy to see such a result, when Yi Rin really started walking down that road, Xiaoxi couldn't help but secretly felt for Yi Rin. Rin felt distressed that he was carrying too much, too heavy.

But Xiaoxi shook her head and quickly put aside the unnecessary thoughts. The nature of God's heart is closely related to the degree of recovery of strength. The current Xiaoxi's divinity is more "infant" and is going backwards, which cannot be compared with the "young woman Xi" of the past.

"By the way, I'm curious, Merlin, what kind of existence?" Yi Rin wrote, thinking of the great sage Merlin in the wandering sea, and asked casually.

Since Xiaoxi sealed the "eye of insight" of the supervisor, she has fallen into an unprecedented state of weakness. In addition to dozing off, she is asking for a hug. It is rare that Xiaoxi woke up today, and Yi Rin hurriedly asked if she had any doubts.

"I didn't find a record of 'Merlin' in your [Navigation Log]."

"Of course, I deleted it." Xiaoxi said confidently.

"Huh? But the others are still there."

"You have read my logbook, you should know what a 'saint' is."

"There's too much data, and I didn't have time to interpret them one by one. But I can probably understand that 'Saint' is similar to 'Moren Di', and in a certain artifact, 'Saint' is enough to constitute a 'key support point'. , and can be understood as a 'world protagonist'. Merlin is that?"

"Yes, no." Xiaoxi spread her hands: "The guy named 'Merlin', in the early setting, was a 'God's creation', I spent a lot of resources and called the sealed 'Uruk' With the 'Atlantis' technology, I also secretly went to the next door to borrow a little bit of the 'Ancient Blood' bloodline to create the 'Saint', but unfortunately, it turned out to be useless."

Yi Rin squinted: "Borrow?"

Xiaoxi straightened her chest and said confidently, "borrow!"

"But why keep it?"

"It took a lot of resources to create it, don't waste it."

"understood."

"Secia von Einzberens, Merlin, Kotomine justice, they will work together to create your 'death'..." Xiaoxi said, and began to feel sleepy: "You gradually begin to understand, 'management' staff's duties. But..."

Xiaoxi closed her eyes.

"But what?"

"Well, nothing." Xiaoxi shook her head.

"Have you done your old trouble again?"

"No, not really." Xiaoxi shook her head vigorously.

Of course, Yi Rin got used to it. He didn't really get angry, just complained about it. He smiled slightly: "Progress is always accompanied by sacrifice... necessary sacrifice."

Xiaoxi: "For victory."

Irin: "For victory."

…

Yilin stayed away from the special group, away from Mo Rendi, away from Molly, and away from the capital.

He knew very well that the seemingly peaceful world at the moment was turbulent behind the scenes.

Connor on the other side of the sea.

Gu Tianqing, the leader lurking in the dark.

Miriam of the West.

There is also the old black, the famine knight hidden in the dark in the barren land.

Irin can observe their actions from the side by means of his own administrators. Everything they are doing now is just helplessly following the trajectory of history, and in this closed loop, trying to play the role of "destined".

The world is a closed loop.

He will become the administrator, secretly intervene in "Irin", "Irin" will follow the footsteps of the past, go to "death", become the struggling "undead" in hell, climb through the sea of ​​corpses and blood, and return again. Then, become an administrator again.

No matter how this closed loop was born, when it becomes a closed loop, it means that there is no hope here.

Xiaoxi said that this time, unlike the other nine times, she made Yi Rin fall in love with a woman named "Xia Ruxue".

Will this seemingly insignificant change break this hopeless closed loop?

Irin closed her eyes and looked into the world. There was a fire in his heart, a silent anger, and he longed to burn everything, burn it up... them.

"Yes, Xia Ruxue."

…

Three years later.

July 8, 2121.

It was pouring rain that day.

In the rainstorm, "Yi Rin" put on a raincoat, held a dagger, and sneaked into Henry Zhang's house.

Henry Zhang was summoned and came out alive from the trial of preparing the apostles.

"It took me 832 days, UU reading www.uukanshu.com and you became good friends in the eyes of my classmates..."

"Irin" looked at the corpse lying in front of him and said the numbers in his memory with a straight face.

The administrator Irin was on the side, silently observing "myself many years ago".

He finally understood that his obsessive-compulsive disorder, which was sensitive to numbers, was not a disease. "Irin" was born from the data of countless operations in Hiland. At the moment of his birth, the world was "distorted" and "corrected". The current Irin seems to have just changed from a "machine" to a "machine". Human", he has "distorted" generated memories, but he has no "humanity".

Yi Rin touched her chin and fell into deep thought: "When did I start to gradually become like a person?"

"Irin" took the apostle's ID and disappeared, and he entered the inner world.

…

【July 8, 2121】

"I" became the apostle.

ID: 1010.

It seems to be an arranged number.

I watched myself helplessly, stabbed Henry Zhang once again, and my heart was still like water.

Maybe this scene is too familiar, I don't feel it.

For the past three years, I have been observing "I".

Xiaoxi often sleeps, and every time she wakes up, she hesitates.

I know what she's worried about.

From her [Voyage Log], I could tell that she wanted me to be a "real" person.

But,

Maybe,

In the end, I will live up to her expectations.

Because, I know one thing very well.

In the process of constantly building the Infinite Throne, my "divine nature" has awakened.

Sorry.

My goddess, Xi.

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