I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

in the morning.

The bright sunshine shone on this land, dispelling the haze of yesterday.

The rain stopped.

Yesterday’s heavy rain dispelled the summer heat and brought a pleasant cool breeze.

After waking up, Wang Jinxue opened the window, then silently looked at the sunlight in the distance, thinking of scenes from yesterday.

Yesterday, during the daytime, Wang Jinxue made several calls to Shen Fangfang, but Shen Fangfang remained unanswered.

Wang Zhenxue thought that what Lu Yuan said was so angry that Shen Fangfang...

Of course, she didn't find it strange.

Lu Yuan is such a person who makes people feel so angry but not angry, funny, but you can't laugh.

At night, when Wang Jinxue was about to go to bed, Shen Fangfang called Wang Jinxue.

Wang Jinxue, who was in a calm mood, suddenly became a little messy after answering Shen Fangfang's call.

Shen Fangfang only said that Lu Yuan is okay. In fact, he is mentally healthy. Others have no problem with the opposite sex. They just learned things that shouldn't be learned and are thinking about...

Although Shen Fangfang said what should be said, and said nothing that shouldn't be said, Wang Jinxue heard a strange smell in Shen Fangfang's tone...

Wang Zhenxue didn't ask further.

She is not a fool, and she has been friends with Shen Fangfang for so many years, and suddenly she understands a little bit.

Coupled with Lu Yuan's mysterious smile yesterday morning and the tone of "I understand", Wang Jinxue suddenly realized.

Lu Yuan thought he understood.

But in fact……

Understood.

Not only is it biased, but it is also very serious.

When thinking of this, Wang Zhenxue felt a little bit dumbfounded...

This person...

I can’t understand other things that I should understand, but I don’t know what I don’t.

What did you say to Wang Jinxue?

Wang Zhenxue shook her head helplessly.

She checked the time.

Around six o'clock in the morning.

Lu Yuan is about to leave in about two hours.

The shooting date of "A Westward Journey" is about three months...

In three months, I went so far...

What did this man prepare?

After Wang Zhenxue was silent for a while, she shook her head and left the room.

……………………………………

Dazed, Lu Yuan woke up in his sleep.

After waking up, I suddenly felt a sense of melancholy...

He sat on the bed for a long time and couldn't remember.

Lu Yuan, who hadn't smoked for a long time, touched the drawer, finally took out a "red orchid" and just started smoking it.

After taking a couple of mouthfuls, Lu Yuan immediately threw it away.

The smoke is mouldy, smells very wrong, and even makes it feel like vomiting.

He had a dream yesterday.

Of course it is not a dream, but a nightmare.

Lu Yuan had a lot of dreams after he came to this world, but most of them were joyful dreams. Even nightmares were accompanied by dreams, only this time they were real nightmares.

This nightmare scared Lu Yuan very much.

I started to reflect on my life directly.

He dreamed that he was bankrupt and that all his 300 million yuan bank cards were gone.

At the same time, he was in debt and became nothing.

He wanted to continue copying a wave of things from the original world, but he found that this world was suddenly different from the original world.

Things that were originally fireable in the world can no longer be fired in this world.

What's more frightening was that he found that his memory was getting worse and worse. In the dream, he could remember some songs at the beginning, but later, Lu Yuan found that he couldn't remember all of them.

Can't remember how to copy?

Copy with your mouth?

Then he felt that he knew how to cook. He thought he could use his outstanding cooking skills to go to a restaurant to be a chef and support his family without any problems.

but……

The things made after work on the first day sent the guests to the hospital. Various media outlets broke the news of Lu Yuan's dark cuisine, which caused the restaurant to be closed down.

The cooking is broken.

Be an actor?

Lu Yuan found that no director was willing to pick him up...

Be a singer?

No one wants to write songs for themselves, and the songs I wrote are a mess...

In short, Lu Yuan in the nightmare can do nothing and eat nothing.

He is a complete loser.

How can you make Lu Yuan not afraid?

However, the only thing that makes Lu Yuan feel that he is not desperate is that he still has a wife who will never leave him?

although……

When Lu Yuan wanted to see who the wife was, Lu Yuan suddenly woke up.

and many more!

In reality, I am a single dog. Where does the wife come from?

Is it so nonsense?

Lu Yuan scratched his head.

After he was lost for a long time, Lu Yuan subconsciously looked at the deposit on the bank card.

He let out a long sigh of relief.

Feeling that the pain is much less, he found that reality is far happier than dreams.

This is just a nightmare after all.

However, Lu Yuan did not completely think about this kind of nightmare, but seriously analyzed the reasons for the birth of the nightmare.

Nightmares are sometimes a sign, a sign of powerlessness that is unknown deep in the heart.

Some people choose to escape. Anyway, it is a dream. Anyway, many things are impossible to happen. What should I do...

But Lu Yuan, who had learned a little bit of fur psychology, felt that he could not escape, instead he wanted to look at the nightmare.

He began to examine his own heart.

Why do I have such a dream?

correct!

It's fear!

He felt that deep in his heart, he was not as strong as he thought.

At the same time, I am very scared.

Where does the fear come from? One is unknown, and another possibility is to feel that he is not strong enough.

Lu Yuan felt that he had both of these reasons in this dream.

In reality, Lu Yuan felt more and more that he was indeed half a bucket of water.

I have a mediocre talent in culinary art, and I can't do well in cooking according to the steps in the book. A dish often requires repeated trials to make it well.

He thoroughly began to reflect on himself.

There is some talent in singing, but if you stay away from copying, what will you still do?

In terms of acting, I do have a little talent and a strong ability to imitate, but if I really go bankrupt, will I still have a chance?

What about other aspects?

guitar?

half glass.

piano?

Not even half a bucket of water...

Fiction?

half glass……

Screenwriting ability?

Barely half a bucket of water.

After Lu Yuan's self-reflection and self-examination, he suddenly realized that his hard power was really insufficient.

Suddenly I felt a sense of crisis, and even gave birth to delusions of persecution who don't know how much insecure.

He shook his head.

What am I afraid of?

Then he got out of bed, opened the curtains and looked at the sunlight.

The sun seems beautiful.

Illuminated on this land from a distance, so that this land began to appear vigorous.

After the heavy rain, everything seemed to be reborn.

He suddenly laughed after seeing the sunshine.

The haze in my heart instantly disappeared completely.

The weak are not ashamed.

The shame is not admitting that he is weak.

In the same way, it is actually a good thing to see yourself clearly and know how many pounds you are.

After the filming of "Journey to the West", no matter what the final film score is, it is time to go to Yanying to learn all aspects of professional knowledge.

One cannot rely on copying for a lifetime.

Combination of Chinese and Western to cure stomach...

Cough...

Anyway, I have to keep up with my professional knowledge while copying. Even if I don't have much memory in the future, I can still live well in this world.

After self-reflection, Lu Yuan looked at the time.

After seeing that it was almost seven o'clock, he quickly took a suitcase from under the bed, and then turned over the closet...

…………………………

Half an hour passed.

Lu Yuan had breakfast and when he walked to the first floor with his suitcase, Lu Yuan saw Wang Zhenxue standing at the door.

After seeing Wang Jinxue, Lu Yuan felt a strange sense of familiarity in his heart for some unknown reason.

But after thinking about it, he felt very nonsense again.

I see Wang Jinxue every day, can this be unfamiliar?

When Lu Yuan saw the two large suitcases under Wang Jinxue's feet, Lu Yuan was instantly at a loss.

"Are you going out?

"What should I do if I leave the company? Is it possible to close the company temporarily?"

"Then you are..."

"What did you bring in your suitcase?"

"Change clothes, toothbrush and toothpaste..."

"what about others?"

"That's all, what else do you need?"

"Do you know where Ningxia is?"

"If there is a plane, I will never get lost, and Li Qi and the others are there...they will be picked up when I get off the car, don't worry."

"That's not what I asked..."

"what is that?"

"These two boxes are for you."

"Give it to me? What's inside?"

"Look at..."

"Oh."

"Wait... sunscreen? Skin care products? Wait... and what is this... pajamas?"

After seeing these messy things, Lu Yuan was stunned.

"These are all necessary items for going out, I can guarantee you didn't bring them?"

"I can understand all these things, but what do these masks and perfumes mean?"

Lu Yuan was frizzy.

These things give him a **** feeling...

he……

I shudder at the thought of applying the mask on my own.

Nima...

Really uncomfortable!

"It's very sunny over there, you're right with these." Wang Jinxue shook his head.

"..."

Lu Yuan looked at it again, and suddenly saw a mess of other things that he couldn't say...

He feels a little messy.

"Bring it, just in case you need it. Shopping over there is not as convenient as here. In case you can't buy something but you need it in a hurry, it will be troublesome.

"Oh."

Lu Yuan's expression was tangled, but when he saw Wang Jinxue's serious look, he nodded.

Look at these two large boxes of things and compare them with one of your own small boxes of luggage.

Lu Yuan always felt that there was such a sense of violation...

But my heart is warm.

"I'll take you to the airport..."

"Well, thanks."

Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.

Wang Jinxue's expression is still so light.

Lu Yuan felt an indescribable feeling in the air.

He felt that Wang Zhenxue seemed to have something to say to herself.

But, what on earth do you want to say...

Lu Yuan couldn't guess for a moment.

……………………………………

The car was driving on the highway.

It takes about two hours to get to Hangzhou Airport.

Wang Jinxue seemed to be focusing on driving along the way, and Lu Yuan felt that the strange feeling in the air was getting more and more wrong.

There is also a sense of depression.

Wu Tingting was already waiting for the landing at Hangzhou Airport.

Wu Tingting left early in the morning.

Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for Wu Tingting to leave herself.

He was still a little confused before, but now...

Lu Yuan understood.

It seems that Wu Tingting is giving herself and Wang Jinxue a space alone.

Just at this time……

Just, what are you going to say?

Lu Yuan narrowed his eyes.

He looked at Wang Jinxue.

Wang Zhenxue seemed to be driving the car very seriously, without saying a word, as if he were more silent than before.

seem……

What are you thinking about?

Two hours later, the car stopped at the reception gate of the airport.

Wang Jinxue and Lu Yuan were silent all the way...

A rare silence.

Did I think too much?

Lu Yuan got out of the car and prepared to take his luggage.

Wang Zhenxue watched Lu Yuan in silence.

then……

She took a deep breath, her face suddenly became blushing...

"Lu Yuan..."

"What?"

"Bon Voyage."

"Oh... be careful when you go back."

"Ok."

Wang Zhenxue saw Lu Yuan take down his luggage, and then gritted his teeth slightly.

"Lu Yuan..."

"What?" Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue.

He noticed Wang Jinxue's expression and expression.

He has never seen Wang Jinxue's expression so strange since he knew Wang Jinxue.

"Didn't you ask me if I like you?"

"Yes." Lu Yuan was a little embarrassed.

What kind of chicken operation was this before...

It's simply...

Speechless.

"I...I...I...actually..."

The sun shone on Wang Jinxue.

Lu Yuan looked at Wang Jinxue...

Her face suddenly turned red, and she didn't seem to know where to put her hands.

then……

She let out a long sigh of relief.

"It's okay, speak slowly...this..."

"I'm not... the kind of **** you think..." Wang Zhenxue gritted his teeth.

"Um...I know this, I won't get it wrong, I apologize for yesterday's recklessness..." Lu Yuan nodded and laughed.

"No...no...I didn't mean that...I, I...I..."

Wang Zhenxue was too anxious.

Obviously this is not the sentence.

He didn't mean that.

but……

It was wrong again.

Her face turned redder.

She had never seen such a situation in her life.

"Yunxue...what do you want to say? Isn't it about confession?" Lu Yuan felt that the atmosphere was too weird, and he wanted to make a joke to ease this weird feeling.

"Correct!"

"The answer is that I like you...I like you!" Wang Jinxue clenched her fists.

The chest is constantly rising and falling.

This sentence……

It seems difficult...