I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Wang Jinxue knows Shen Fangfang.

The two were classmates when they were in Spain.

Only one focuses on music management, and the other has always been a major in psychology.

After the two returned to China, they would meet for a period of time each year at first, but as their respective businesses became busy, the two met less time.

The last time I met was about a year ago.

After coming to "Long-distance" entertainment, Shen Fangfang, like everyone else, was overwhelmed by the simplicity of "Long-distance" entertainment.

Although I have always heard that Lu Yuan’s company is very special, when it really comes...

This is so special!

It is almost impossible to dream that a Chinese superstar like Lu Yuan would be nestled in a place like a leather bag company.

This is really...

It is indescribable.

Preconceivedly, Shen Fangfang gave Lu Yuan the image of a traditional and simple artist.

Of course, after coming to the company, she didn't go to see Lu Yuan, but went straight to Wang Jinxue's office to have a good conversation with Wang Jinxue.

After all, I haven't seen each other for more than a year, and it's rare to see it once. Why don't you have to talk about some things that only girls understand?

Lu Yuan stayed in the office and couldn't expect it.

Lu Yuan has read several books of Shen Fangfang.

In particular, the book "Introduction to Hypnosis" compiled by Shen Fangfang really benefited Lu Yuan.

This thing was used to the fullest by Lu Yuan during the recording of "China on the Bite of the Tongue" a few days ago. Similarly, on the stage of the "California Night" movie promotion a few days ago...

In short, they all work well.

although……

Lu Yuan found that self-hypnosis seemed to be less and less useful these two days.

But Lu Yuan did not feel that he had adapted to such self-hypnosis, but felt that his self-hypnosis technique had fallen into a bottleneck...

Ok……

It needs a slight technical upgrade.

While staying in the office, Lu Yuan found that his heart was throbbing.

He felt a little nervous.

When I meet Shen Fangfang, what way should I use to face her?

As the author of these "Introduction to Psychology", "Hypnosis" and "Introduction to Hypnosis"...

Lu Yuan thinks Shen Fangfang should be a very powerful person!

It is estimated that Shen Fangfang has mastered all his words and deeds.

When he first came to this world, Lu Yuan felt that he was in a healthy state of mind and was good in all aspects, but as Lu Yuan came into contact with psychology, a rarely sacred subject, Lu Yuan realized that he might have some mental illness... …

Especially after looking at the description of the mental illness, I don’t know if it is an illusion. Lu Yuan feels that the above symptoms are very consistent with him...

Others may be taboo against mental illness, but Lu Yuan thinks it's not a big deal.

According to the book, as long as anyone can think, they will inevitably have certain mental illnesses. Lu Yuan feels that this is not a shame.

and……

As he read the psychology book deeper, Lu Yuan realized that his mental illness was really serious.

Anyway, these "depression", "anxiety disorders" and "obsessive-compulsive disorders"...

Lu Yuan felt that he had gotten a little bit of something special, and at the same time, he found that after he learned psychology, every time he saw someone, he wanted to apply what he learned to try him.

Isn't this Nima obsessive-compulsive disorder?

The typical obsessive-compulsive disorder!

If you are sick, you have to admit it, and if you are sick, you have to find a psychologist!

Isn't this normal?

But Nima, what does that sense of expectation in my heart mean?

Lu Yuan found that he couldn't understand himself.

He didn't think too much but waited intently for Shen Fangfang to come in.

In any case, this Shen Fangfang is still a well-known psychology expert in China, and a lot of things are better than thinking about it.

About ten minutes later, there was a knock on the office door.

"Come in."

"Mr. Lu, hello..."

"You, Dr. Shen, hello, hello..."

When Lu Yuan saw Shen Fangfang, there was an unconcealable happy smile on his face, and he shook hands with Shen Fangfang enthusiastically.

Shen Fangfang is quite pretty, wearing a pair of black-rimmed glasses and looks very gentle.

Lu Yuan remembered Yang Susu, editor-in-chief of China Publishing House.

Yang Susu's glasses are also black-framed, but they are a little different compared to Shen Fangfang's glasses.

correct!

Yang Susu is more of a book lady, while Shen Fangfang has a mature temperament that is used to the scene.

"President Lu... You look much more energetic than the picture." Shen Fangfang looked at Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan looked quite normal.

The smile is very bright.

According to her analysis, Lu Yuan's smile is completely sincere from the heart.

This kind of sincerity is easy to get a good impression.

Of course, the look in his eyes was a little weird. It seemed that he was touching a very strange field. Shen Fangfang saw a strange curiosity from the depths of Lu Yuan's eyes...

As for Lu Yuan's voice, Shen Fangfang couldn't analyze anything.

It's normal.

"Yes, I slept better yesterday... That... Doctor Shen, let's get to the point..."

"Huh?" Shen Fangfang was thinking about how to lead Lu Yuan into the topic, but he didn't expect Lu Yuan to put on an appearance of active cooperation without saying a word.

This made Shen Fangfang stay for a while.

"Dr. Shen, I don’t know if it’s due to too many things recently or other reasons. I found something wrong with my whole person..."

"What's wrong?"

"I was originally a normal person, but after reading the self-hypnosis in your "Hypnotism" chapter, I touched something deep in my heart, and then I found that the whole person started to become wrong Every time I see a person, I analyze some of his things like a psychologist..."

"Oh? Is this your trouble now?" Shen Fangfang was taken aback after hearing Lu Yuan's words.

Does Lu Yuan still read his own book?

"No, no...I seriously suspect that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder and mild depression..."

Talking to the psychologist should be open, which is very useful for treating your own mental illness.

Lu Yuan understood this truth too well.

then……

He said nothing he could say.

"Do you think you have a mild mental illness?"

"No... it's not mild, I think OCD is a bit serious... For example, when I see you now, I will analyze the dark circles next to your glasses and the occasional fatigue, I will analyze that you didn't sleep well yesterday... The same , I saw your ponytail. According to your book, I analyzed that you are actually a young person... At the same time..."

"Stop... Mr. Lu... Have you read my book, right? And you read it very seriously?" Shen Fangfang suddenly became a little weird when he saw Lu Yuan's endless appearance.

In fact...

Lu Yuan's analysis is so a little bit right.

This person...

Doesn't look like a person with a mental illness, but like a psychologist?

Shen Fangfang suddenly had this idea.

"Yeah, Dr. Shen, I bought all the books you published in the past two years... Well, I read these three books every day, and I always carry one of them with me..." Lu Yuan pulled out from the drawer. Published a few books.

"..." Shen Fangfang looked at these books.

That's right.

I wrote them all by myself.

Judging from the traces turned over, Lu Yuan did not seem to lie.

He is really watching.

"Doctor Shen...?"

"Well, can I understand that you were normal before, but after reading my book, you developed an analytical obsessive-compulsive disorder?" Shen Fangfang felt that Lu Yuan's current performance was similar to what Wang Jinxue said when he called himself Those details are completely different.

"Yes, not right... I suspect that I have always had obsessive-compulsive disorder before, but these obsessive-compulsive disorders are only hidden. I didn't notice it myself, but now I notice it..." Lu Yuan told the content of his self-analysis very seriously Shen Fangfang.

"I think you can try this method of attention shift, for example, what hobbies do you have..."

"I... suddenly found out that I like to think about psychology, is that count?"

"..." Shen Fangfang was suddenly speechless.

How do you ask her to pick it up now? Love thinking about psychology?

This is indeed a hobby.

There is nothing wrong with it.

"Doctor Shen...I have other reasons, I always think I am quite abnormal..."

"Mr. Lu, I actually think you are quite normal, you are just okay to scare yourself..." Shen Fangfang immediately shook his head after looking at Lu Yuan.

She feels like Lu Yuan is here to hit the place...

"Yes... I thought so before, so I have been trying hard not to think about myself, trying to self-hypnotize myself. At first the effect was good, but as time passed, I found that self-hypnosis was useless... …" Lu Yuan scratched his head, "I’m very upset..."

"Have you really tried to divert attention?"

"I tried...but it's useless...I don't have to lie to you..."

"Have you suffered any trauma when you were a child?" Shen Fangfang stared at Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan's frank cooperation made her feel more and more weird.

"I always feel that I am poor, and I have never felt safe. Well, when I was a child, I felt a sense of powerlessness when I was robbed of a lollipop by a girl. Is this a trauma?"

"This is normal. Everyone has an insecure and powerless side... what about the others?"

"Other...I don't know. After all, as your book says, the hardest thing for everyone is to recognize yourself..."

"So, you mean you want to recognize yourself?"

"Yes!" Lu Yuan nodded seriously, "It's best to hypnotize me and record what I have hypnotized... Let me figure it out..."

"The human heart is the most unpredictable place. Are you sure you want me to be hypnotized?"

"Hmm..." Lu Yuan hesitated for a while and then nodded.

In fact, he wanted to see the power of true hypnotism.

As for the secret in my heart...

What secret can you have?

That is to say, I am a traverser...

others……

Gone……

Even if you say that you have to believe in the traverser, right?

and……

I don't know why, Lu Yuan has a way that even if he is really hypnotized, he cannot say that he is a traverser.

This is an inexplicable strange sense of confidence...

Lu Yuan couldn't figure out why this feeling was.

"Row……"

After about a few minutes, Shen Fangfang took out a pocket watch from her bag...

"calm down."

"Ok."

"Look at this watch..."

"Okay, by the way, is this watch you wrote in the book, worth more than one hundred thousand dollars?"

"This is not something you should pay attention to, you look at this watch, and your mind is free..." Shen Fangfang's voice slowly softened.

"Yeah." Lu Yuan stared at the moving watch, trying to make himself stare seriously...

"Tell me, what do you see now?" A minute later, Shen Fangfang asked Lu Yuan in a strange tone.

"I see that this watch is very valuable...I want to ask if this watch is a limited edition?"

"Yes, a limited edition."

"Oh……"

"It's inlaid with bricks?"

"Yes... President Lu, concentrate, look at this watch, don't think about other things, your world is only this watch... Tell me... what do you see now?"

"I saw...hmm...your nostrils?" Lu Yuan was taken aback.

"..." Shen Fangfang almost threw the watch on Lu Yuan's head.

"Concentrate...Don't think about anything else. Look at your watch. You have now entered a magical world. This world has blue sky and white clouds... Then, what else?"

"There is also a group of flying birds..." Lu Yuan was at a loss.

"Um... yes, tell me, what is your most satisfied with yourself, what is the most proud of? What is the most regrettable place?"

"I'm quite satisfied with my appearance. I think I'm more handsome. I could have been a little fresh meat, but unfortunately, I didn't treat it as...this should be the most regrettable thing..."

"..." Shen Fangfang shivered.

The pocket watch didn't hold...

Little fresh meat?

This……

After such a meal, Lu Yuan instantly shook his head and looked at Shen Fangfang.

He felt that he had become sober.

"ended?"

"No……"

"Oh, what did I just say?"

"Nothing, let's continue."

"Well, good... continue..."