I Really Didn’t Want to Be Famous

Originally, Lu Yuan just wanted to sing casually, so that Shen Zhiwei could know the lyrics and singing method after listening.

But when Lu Yuan tuned the guitar and started playing the first note, he found himself lost in memories.

The long dusty memory came to mind.

This is actually a song.

An old song.

More than ten years have passed.

Perhaps not many people have remembered this song for more than ten years.

Lu Yuan still remembers.

But the feeling of writing the lyrics and composing a song is not deep, and even Lu Yuan didn't think much about it when he wrote the lyrics of this song. He just thought that Shen Zhiwei was very suitable for singing this song.

That's it.

However, the taste is different when it is actually sung.

That year.

summer.

Lu Yuan remembered that it was a noisy school, and the busy homework was full of confusion about the future, and the faint fragrance...

This is still an MP3 middle school age.

The campus is full of youth and innocence.

Love is beginning, romance is budding.

Lu Yuan remembered that this song would always be played on the school's radio every evening. When the song was being played, Lu Yuan would always stop on the aisle and listen to it quietly.

Then, he saw the long-haired girl with glasses outside the window of the next school...

The girl is listening to this song...

"Don't be afraid that we are on both ends of the earth

See my greeting riding a magic carpet

Fly flying to you at the speed of light

So you can see the Doji with the North Star as the companion..."

When I grew up, many people I used to be familiar with disappeared, and then I didn't even contact.

Play games all night together, fight together, climb the wall together, or get punished to stand together...

Either go to different things, or be overwhelmed by the burden of life, once the pride did not dare to meet people, or no news...

Anyway...

Everything becomes a memory.

Is the girl who used to be ignorant, like her first love, okay now?

Lu Yuan sang the lyrics and played the guitar.

His voice gradually became gentler, more gentle than before, but the feeling of nostalgia in his voice was very full.

He closed his eyes, as if back in that era, that person...

And, that scene has already been dusted in memory, and it seems that it has been forgotten, but it is an unforgettable picture.

When time is gone, it won't come again...

"You are not used to it without the back of my hand as a pillow

Your telescope can't see my loneliness in the northern hemisphere

The tide of the Pacific Ocean revolves with the earth

I will wait patiently to welcome you to shore anytime..."

It's always dark.

People always parting...

In a sense, the lyrics of this song will not give people a very amazing feeling.

If you don't listen to the song list and just look at the lyrics, you really can't feel that kind of taste.

Shen Zhiwei was dumbfounded.

In the sun, Lu Yuan held the guitar, singing like a storyteller.

Even Shen Zhiwei, who claims to have a strong singing ability and a strong emotional integration, has to admit that he was completely brought into the artistic conception of this song by Lu Yuan, and even a very beautiful picture appeared in his mind...

The tide of the Pacific...

The earth at sunrise and sunset...

That one used to be very familiar, but has now parted, or is no longer the innocent and innocent person who has been in the memory of himself.

After a while, you discover that some people and things are destined to exist only in memory.

Shen Zhiwei took a deep breath, and even forgot the tension in front of Lu Yuan.

He closed his eyes and watched the song, as if he had started a different journey.

"Without my embrace as a heater, are you used to it?

E give you a picture, I can’t see my loneliness in the northern hemisphere

Two big hearts in the world can warm each other

I will keep all my dreams for you..."

Lu Yuan continued to sing. There was nothing else in his mind. He just wanted to sing the memories deep in his heart. He just wanted to vent all thoughts and memories...

………………………………

Outside.

An Xiao didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

She was afraid to disturb Lu Yuan's voice.

Lu Yuan's voice echoed in her mind like a magical force, she had to admit that Lu Yuan was a born singer!

Although many people had commented on Lu Yuan this way, she still sighed with emotion in her mind again.

Some singers have good voices and can sing a song vividly.

Some singers have enough artistic conception to make a common song appear other different flavors.

Lu Yuan?

He not only has a good voice, but also has a better mood. More importantly, although An Xiao has never heard of this song, she knows it is definitely not an ordinary song.

This man is indeed hateful, and sometimes this man feels extremely inadequate to himself, sometimes he does not know how to respect people...

but……

This man is so talented!

As for Wang Jinxue next to her, she was different. She heard what memories seemed to be hidden in Lu Yuan's song.

She suddenly thought of what Lu Yuan had just told her.

The man said that he had lost a lot of happiness and seemed to feel that something was different.

She immediately thought that Lu Yuan was habitually pretending to be forced.

after all……

Since his debut, I don't know how much he has pretended to be forced, intentionally or unintentionally.

But after this song, Wang Zhenxue suddenly realized that what Lu Yuan might say is true, and now he might really feel that he has lost a lot...

Later, when Lu Yuan's song gradually reached the heaviest part, and the whole person was extremely emotional, the "she" in Lu Yuan's lyrics appeared in Wang Jinxue's mind.

Who is she?

It seems that they used to be very happy together, and even lived together...

But, in the end can't be together again?

then……

After thinking of something, Wang Jinxue felt a little dazed inexplicably.

She thought of another song by Lu Yuan, another song "Lilac Flower".

Yes.

When she first listened to it, she didn't feel any other way, except that it was just a slightly sad song.

But when "Lilac" merged with this song, another faint thought came into her mind.

There are so many girls in the entertainment industry, and there are countless beautiful girls...

but……

Lu Yuan seemed to have the same attitude towards girls.

Never show obsessive or greedy expressions like other people.

His expression has never become gentle because of girls, and often even tough.

Very tough.

for example……

Xu Cancan.

Wang Jinxue, a girl like Xu Cancan, believes that most boys can’t resist. She has come to the company so many times and pleaded in front of Lu Yuan in various ways. Accepted.

But Lu Yuan still refused unswervingly, always refused.

At this moment, Wang Zhenxue felt that she understood a little.

After all, Lu Yuan’s song is already obvious...

Perhaps Lu Yuan once loved a girl deeply, and then they were together, but it was a pity that they parted for various reasons, and it was very likely that this parting was a parting between life and death.

As a result, Lu Yuan's heart died.

He closed himself forever and lived day after day in his own way...

Perhaps he felt that it would never be possible for a girl to come into his heart to replace that person.

after all……

Some people are irreplaceable.

Psychological problems are actually the most difficult to treat.

Especially the closed heart door is the most difficult to open.

This takes time, but also requires a person to accompany him quietly.

Wang Zhenxue's faint face showed a bit of distress.

This is indeed a distressing man.

Although it looks like a **** on the surface, he is greedy for money, shameless, and often out of state...

But maybe it was just a disguise from him.

At this moment, she silently decided in her heart that she would always guard Lu Yuan.

At the same time, she would not let Lu Yuan suffer any more harm, and no one could harm Lu Yuan.

Yes!

She swears!

………………………………

A song is over.

When the last note fell, sweat appeared on Lu Yuan's forehead.

He let down the guitar silently with a long sigh of relief, his glasses eyes closed slightly, as if he was feeling the smell of nostalgia.

The melody of Lu Yuan's song has been echoing in Shen Zhiwei's mind, echoing again and again.

This song is really wonderful.

The sound has even penetrated into every cell of his.

The office is very quiet.

He could hear the clock on the wall ticking by.

Outside the window in the distance, a bird spread its wings and flew to an unknown distance.

Shen Zhiwei subconsciously wanted to applaud, but then he felt that applause was not appropriate...

"Crunch"

At this moment, the hidden door opened...

An Xiao stood at the door in a daze, staring at Lu Yuan in a daze.

Then she shook her head.

"Lu Yuan, I want this song!" She broke the silence in the office.

"Ok?"

The feeling that Lu Yuan had brewed disappeared instantly.

He turned his head and saw An Xiao...

"Puff!"

An Xiao saw Lu Yuan suddenly laughed.

This was originally a good song, and it was a very moving voice, but when Lu Yuan turned around, An Xiao felt that everything was ruined.

Lu Yuan's black-rimmed glasses are too playful, too much like the funny characters in comedy movies.

"Why are you laughing……"

"Lu Yuan...your glasses...are very unique..." An Xiao smiled brightly.

"..." Lu Yuan's face was slightly red, and he subconsciously took off his glasses and put them on the table.

"Lu Yuan, this song is very good. Tell me about your conditions... I will buy your voice on behalf of "Sweet Angel"..."

"No, this song is the title song prepared for Shen Zhiwei!" Lu Yuan shook his head.

"Mr. Lu, I, I... I may not be able to." Shen Zhiwei was very excited when he heard this, but then shook his head sadly.

"why not?"

"I like this song very much, but I, I may not sing as well as you..."

Shen Zhiwei lowered his head.

He boasts that he has a good voice and a good mood.

but……

In front of Lu Yuan, he suddenly found that he was completely incomparable.

If Lu Yuan didn't sing this song, then everything has nothing to do.

Unfortunately, Lu Yuan sang this song in front of him.

then……

He knew that no matter how he sang, he couldn't surpass Lu Yuan and could only live in his shadow.

The saddest thing in this world is not that I can sing badly...

The saddest thing is that the song written by your boss is better than you, the composition is better than you, and even the main song written for you is better than you.

Such a comparison...

It's very hurt.

I……

What kind of singer I...

Shen Zhiwei lowered his head, suddenly a little self-doubt.

"Everyone has their own understanding. This is the song I wrote for you. When it is your main song, it is your main song. No one else can take it away..."

Lu Yuan patted Shen Zhiwei on the shoulder.

Shen Zhiwei was shocked.

He looked up excitedly at Lu Yuan.

At this moment, Shen Zhiwei felt that Lu Yuan's whole body was radiating light.

Although the reality is that Lu Yuan happened to be standing in the sunlight by the window...