I Just Want To Deliver a Normal Takeaway

The feeling of losing a friend is very painful, and the feeling of losing a lover is even more tormenting a person's mind, but if the lost friend...is also his lover...what will happen?

People will have memory, and memory will bring good memories to people, and it will also torment the person involved in the silent night. There is nothing more painful than uncovering the scar that he didn't want to show under the moonlight.

There has been a shadow in his heart that only he knows, which contains almost all negative emotions, but he will suppress it...

Wouldn't it be better to suppress it? No, if there is a future, then these pains will be 'brought up' by the cradle of the heart, and the moment it erupts, it will become a nightmare, a nightmare in which it is like a quagmire.

It's not that Chen Feng can't see the intentions of those children, it is precisely because he can see that Chen Feng chooses to stay away at the right moment.

He understands that a person like himself will always be a very evil person with troubles and dangers around him. He has the same attitude towards his friends, but Chen Feng doesn't quite understand why they have such admiration for him. heart?

Those girls in the Nakano family are like this, Xue Nai is like this... Even that little girl Ruijier has evil intentions.

Thinking of this, Chen Feng could only smile bitterly.

It is obvious that he has been taking care of these children as an elder, teaching them that means can be used, but means cannot be used. But why... all these girls have become like this?

In the end, Chen Feng could only attribute these to immature impulses. If it takes a little time to calm down and disappear, it is not a real relationship. If someone can really make up his mind, it's not impossible for him to accept it.

In short, no matter when it is, it can't change the fact that he is a person with strong contradictions, and it can't change the fact that Chen Feng can see himself clearly.

It is relatively easy to see others clearly, but it is difficult to see yourself clearly, but... it is sometimes a kind of happiness to be able to see part of it clearly, but not to see everything clearly.

Coming here, only his body has become younger, and his heart has been eroded by time. He really can't get younger.

Whether it was the years when he was a mercenary, or when he reached the pinnacle of his life and started his own revenge plan, there was never a shortage of women by Chen Feng's side.

The habit of releasing stress could not be changed after all, he could only restrain it a little.

Before Ruijier arrived, Chen Feng was a frequent visitor to the local red light district. Those mothers liked him very much, and those part-time or professional young ladies also gave him rave reviews.

But after Ruijier came, Chen Feng saw a little bit of himself from this little girl, and immediately shifted his attention to taking care of Ruijier, and he spent less and less time going to those places after night work , now he only goes once or twice occasionally, not as frequently as before.

Maybe this is why he is different from others. In Chen Feng's view, there is a certain reason for the existence of such an industry. There have been prosperity and depression since ancient times, but no matter how suppressed, this industry will always remain the same. They sprung up like mushrooms after a rain.

Chen Feng is not a saint either, although he would listen to those young ladies and sisters chatting with him about their own stories, but apart from sympathy, he could do nothing.

In such a place, he can also find a place where he can let go of chatting with others, and there will not be too many other pressure restrictions.

Adding up all of Chen Feng's time, he once had two pillars.

His first pillar of life is his younger sister. As an older brother, he beats away those brats who bullied his younger sister, even if his body was bruised and bruised. When he heard that his younger sister dreamed of becoming a doctor who can save the world, Chen Feng still clearly remembered how happy he was at that time.

Even if she was bullied since she was a child, even if she was often discriminated against because of her status, even if she was injured by pranks, she has always been so kind, like an angel descending from the sky, her white wings exuding infinite brilliance.

But the orphanage collapsed, and under heavy pressure, Chen Feng resolutely chose to make money by himself for his sister to study...

But...he had no face to see that girl for a long time, he betrayed his oath, betrayed that kind girl, stood on the opposite side of her, and became the enemy of the person he wanted to protect the most...

The person who is Chen Feng's second pillar is Yinxue. This woman let go of her strong personality, stood firmly behind him, and gave up other things she owned. State, still supporting him, encouraging him, believing in him, walking silently on the road.

It was a long and endless road, surrounded by emptiness and darkness, and nothing could be seen but the road.

This woman would often chat with him about a lot of things, and he didn't know how long it had passed, but Chen Feng actually looked down at the blood stains on his hands, and had some reflections in his mind.

I... did I do something wrong?

After walking for a long, long time... the woman who supported him fell down, not just a simple fall, but fell into the abyss below the road.

The voice of encouragement is gone, and the story of the war that happened when she was young can't be heard, and the whisper when she was lonely is also painted as fly ash, and the hands that held his shoulders tightly... are gone!

He encountered more and more problems, and the choices he needed to make gradually became cruel and bloody.

All of these things turned into heavy pressure in the end, destroying his already somewhat recovered sanity.

It wasn't until both hands started to drip blood that Chen Feng got the answer...

It seems that I did nothing wrong.

His vacillating thoughts not only did not loosen the soil, but gripped the ground more and more tightly, and took root deeper and deeper, until this ominous giant tree burst into blooming bewitching flowers, bearing flowers made of blood and blood. The fruit poured out of the soul.

At the end of the road, at the moment of blossoming and bearing fruit, glaring lights gushed out, drowning himself.

This endless long road collapsed, and he also ushered in his own ending

--die

"Is it hard?"

Chen Feng asked softly, he didn't show any signs of struggling.

"Uh-huh!"

"Don't blame yourself, I can understand, just relax, I will help you."

Feeling the weakening of the power from his wrist, Chen Feng shook his hand slightly, but he didn't break his promise, but rubbed Sayuri's head, and took the initiative to move forward.

...

In the early morning, the heavy snow had weakened by nine points, but the snowflakes like elves were still fluttering silently. Last night’s blizzard covered all traces, and the cable car in the distance was also covered with snow debris. The staff of the ski resort was cleaning the equipment beside the cable car, preparing for today’s opening.

Such heavy snow is very common here, and everyone is no stranger to it.

On the tall buildings of the hotel, in the empty room, the white light intruding from outside the curtains is enough to wake people up from sleep.

Sayuri is no exception, she is already awake, but she dare not get up...

I... I... what did I do...!

Most of her head was buried in the bed, and the lingering remorse and tension in her heart prompted her to act like an ostrich, thinking that she could hang around for a while.

The last time may be regarded as an accident, and there was no such abnormality in the whole day, but... But why did it still happen?

She felt that she had no face to face anyone...

It's just that she felt a little sad in her heart. She was indeed as excited as if she had been drugged after seeing Chen Feng, until she couldn't control herself completely, but it didn't mean she didn't know what happened last night.

Mr. Feng is too proficient, right? !

Indeed, Chen Feng's actions are not at the same level as his own appearance, but more like the kind of person who has been in the crowd of women since he was a child.

Thinking of this, Sayuri's first thought was not about herself, but about Chen Feng himself.

very sour……

She could feel the bed beside her shaking a few times, followed by the rustling of clothes, which was small but clear.

"Miss Sayuri, it's time to get up."