I Am a Low-Class Aristocrat of a Perishing Country

41 – Please don’t leave me (3)

The pulse of the heart rises steeply. You don’t even have to touch your chest to realize it. I also thought that I liked this person’s side.

I can admit it now.

I have a crush on Neffi. Now I’m afraid of my daily life without this person.

‘Since when?’

When did you hear Nefi’s sincerity?

When Mirren got up and was healthy?

When misunderstandings are resolved and we talk peacefully together?

Yeah, no. Certainly, the happy and enjoyable elements are correct, but they cannot be the decisive factor.

But if you ask me to give a reason, there is absolutely nothing to say.

So I went to sleep next to Nefi.

I feel like if I cling a little more and feel Neffi, I’ll catch something.

I thought I would get a clue if the dream overflowing with desperately vivid emotions materialized.

From that point of view, it was an extremely businesslike reason.

‘Let me know. Why can’t I be attracted to you?’

I buried her face in the stiff chest of your blood. A familiar body odor mixed with the carefully applied perfumed balm gave off a strange feeling.

Thump, pound.

I can hear Nefi’s heartbeat.

Like my master, he doesn’t seem to have any intention of hiding his tension and excitement. Even so, if you listen to it, your heart will be at ease.

In that state, I closed my eyes and focused on Nefi’s voice.

Her body relaxes, unaware of the pajama slipping down her shoulder line.

My consciousness sank into a deep abyss in complete darkness where only Neffi could be sensed.

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[Is this… A scene from a duel?]

I looked down at the familiar landscape reproduced.

Innumerable exclamations echo here and there. In the gymnasium, where eyes of disbelief pierced, the two men violently exchanged hands.

Bartlante Chester boasts a level of skill that can open his chest proudly at a young age.

He was being pushed back by the cheeky Marquis, who was sure he would lose badly.

“… That’s annoying.”

I lick my lips while watching the game. He murmured so subtly that the expression was just right.

At the same time, the feelings at the time were crumpled into my head and I was dominated by my emotions.

[Kuh?!]

Until now, it was easy to accept that Neffi and Netionpis were different people.

There was always Neffi on the outside, and the contemptuous evil Netionpis did not reveal its existence.

However, when Mirren awoke, it was clear from His Majesty’s reaction that she would sometimes come out on the surface.

Excluding me, they must have talked directly in private.

“I forgot. After all, it doesn’t change that there are two souls in one body.”

What should I do?

If this continues, our time and daily life will no longer be just the two of us.

Even when I had fun talking with Neffy, even when I slept holding hands, there must have always been a netion piece behind it.

I don’t like it.

This is unacceptable.

It disgusts me that an unauthorized person sneaked into my daily life.

“How… If I don’t use my hands somehow… I…”

Does Mirren, who can see the soul, know the answer? If I could only extract the soul of Netion Peace, I would be able to solve my troubles.

I have to get rid of that darkened soul.

The remnants of evil must be destroyed.

…

……

Stick-

“Ah… Uh…!”

[Yeah… It was like this. Ugh.]

Intense pain hit my temple, as if it were being tightened with an awl. It seems that each hair has become a long needle and stabs it.

Emotions of unknown origin swirled around. Longing and hope, grief and despair spring up like mineral water.

A sense of déjà vu.

A terrible sense of déjà vu.

The regret of abandoning oneself and living as a different being. It was as if I was constantly repeating that I was a false self.

I went through my chaotic mind and uttered gibberish as soon as I opened my mouth.

“Mirren… Where is Mirren? The basement room under the spiral staircase… No, yes, he was in the palace garden. Where is Neffi? Neffi… Who is Neffi? Why, is she there? She wasn’t there. ?”

[Did I say this? Gut!]

Something, a vague substance that seemed impossible to catch, seems to be caught.

Think of it. Don’t stop thinking Open the door hidden in the thick fog. Look at the gray world stained with ashes, the footprints I left behind. Give me confidence in the reason I live.

“Ah, ah, ah…”

[That’s right. At some point, I felt uncomfortable with my current life. Ah… Huh!?]

What is the truth? Could this moment be a dream? If I wake up like this, is it real?

Just then, Bartlante pulled out his sword. Netionpis also responds by creating another pair of swords through enchantment.

A clash between two men.

The moment Netionpeace slams his sword down.

A terrible pain came over me, as if a knife had been put around my neck and was being squeezed.

[Ah… Ah ah…! aaa!!!]

A scream that seemed to rip through space darkened the world. It resembled the agony of a man about to be decapitated.

In the next scene where the scenery changes completely, I see a cabin.

In a dark, shabby hut were two decapitated corpses of an elderly couple.

I knew them.

I don’t know why, but I had no choice but to know.

I caught and killed those who tried to run away in fear. If I had stayed still, I would have saved her. I just wanted to get some peace of mind.

The bad thing was that they had a special sense of loyalty that they were an old couple.

[No, no. Those people can’t be bad I… I…!]

It was when I was drowning in self-destruction and floundering in the air.

A familiar, eerie noise resonated.

Jerbug. That buck

Kkik-, kiik-!

The monster, heavily armed from head to toe in jet-black heavy armor, approached.

[… Who are you…? Don’t come this way Don’t look at my ugly inside…]

“…”

The monster didn’t even listen and gradually closed the distance.

Close to close-!

The nodachi-shaped longsword, which was too large to fit the body, splattered sparks as it dragged the ground.

[Ugh… Ahh!]

It hurts. I feel like I’m going crazy with pain beyond my limits. My whole body tingles. It is a sense that the weapon, with its unmistakable malice, is violating the five bodies.

Why am I specifically aware of this sensation?

Under a sky filled with the pain of limbs being torn apart, the monster is completely right in front of you.

The monster threw away his sword and put his hand on his helmet.

Understanding the meaning is a fleeting task.

That… No, she took off her helm and showed her face.

[…]

I met her dull blue eyes.

She was a terrible woman who had one of her eyes gouged out and her face was thrown out of balance. The shriveled skin, like crumpled paper, was ugly, and the smell of rotten blood was foul.

Her gray hair reached her feet and was messy with dust.

“Ah… This… Er… This…”

She opened her mouth and let out her grinding vocalization. The terribly familiar sound of her metal led me to an opaque truth.

[… Ah. I see Was it like that?]

Cognition is corrected. Consciousness has been reorganized.

The world of the dream was quickly crushed and distorted, repelling impurities.

What I got from the clearly imprinted dream was a certainty. Confidence like the truth that will not change.

I opened my eyes from the returned reality and looked at him, dyed in the indigo color of the dawn sky.

I enjoyed the feeling of happiness in the arms of a relationship that I had no choice but to love.

‘It was like that. It was inevitable that I would be attracted to Neffi.’

Actually, I don’t know yet. However, there is also a vaguely grasping truth.

If the future stretches out like countless branches, the biggest turning point for me will be the presence or absence of Neffi.

And in a world without Neffi, I will surely reach an unfortunate end.

Due to Nefi’s existence, the daily life I enjoy is established.

Looking back now, there were not just one or two strange things.

No matter how high the use value of the founding nobles was, they did not ignore it and negotiated. In addition, I relaxed my mind with minimal vigilance against the most disgusting villain.

Everything he talked about was honest and had the utmost courtesy. They laughed and chatted with each other incoherently, and they readily accepted jokes.

Even though there were circumstances, it was the first time I danced at a public event.

As far as I know, it was an absolutely impossible move.

‘I’ve probably sensed it subconsciously from before. It couldn’t have been.’

From the first day I met Neffi, my fate was met with a variable that turned into salvation.

In a world without him, I don’t know why he would dip his toe into a bad ending or what he would do.

Anyway, in the future without him, my Anon won’t even become a mirage.

Now that’s all I know.

‘Whoops, Nefi is my savior.’

I whispered for the first time with elevated affection.

“Thank you, Nefi. Please don’t leave me.”

But at the same time, it contains anger.

‘But… I see. The evil on the other side that we share our time with is very irritating.’

I’m afraid because I don’t know what kind of malice may be hiding behind the good Nefi.

Thanks to that, Nephi must have a lot of difficulties in her daily life. Like the unintentional duel that day.

But don’t worry.

As much as I have been given the gift of a happy future, I will completely destroy all the malice that afflicts Nephi.

‘I promise. My savior My daily life, Nefi.’

Unbeknownst to anyone, the jet-black morale swayed feebly.

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Shaaa…

Suddenly, my heart was pounding and disgusting. The fraud spread throughout the body, creating a sickening disgust.

I made my mind free and fell asleep at best, but I had no choice but to wake up because my morale was fluctuating.

It was the first time I’ve experienced fraud since the fight with Siegharun.

‘Could scams also be manifested as sleep talking?’

If so, the day I slept with Mirren was a great adventure. In any case, Mirren could have died without even knowing it.

Of course, not even a speck of dust will affect her who is soundly asleep in her arms.

I slowly closed the scam. Then, he calms down his fluctuating mind while watching Ir Elfi.

‘Netionpeace must have gone mad. It wouldn’t be strange if I went crazy if I dealt with this kind of energy continuously.’

However, the current netion piece was an exception. Perhaps because they have adapted over hundreds of years, they do not take any risks at all.

Isn’t it possible that IrLP is having nightmares for no reason due to its special energy?

I was worried all over again.

“Um.”

She muttered calmly, as if to ease my concerns. She may not have been premeditated, but I got the impression that she was cute.

“That’s it and this is dangerous…!”

The collarbone where her breath touches is damp, no matter how long it has been attached.

She didn’t even dare touch her beautiful figure and was contemplating what to do.

She tossed and turned again with her muttering.

“Yes, Nefi.”

Her pure white hair tickled the nape of her neck. In addition, the breath of Irlp, who was trying to get closer and closer, added heat.

Her lips finally reached the point where she joined her collarbone and neck.

In the wake of an emergency, I experienced a dizzying threat that made my soul tremble.

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‘Huh!?’

I squeezed the scream that was desperately trying to leak out into my throat.

Ir Elfi’s cherry blossom-colored lips ran between her collarbone and chest. I closed my eyes tightly at the sensation of being ecstatic.

Because I was driven by the urge that otherwise I would forget myself.

Her act must have been a catastrophe that occurred in a sleepover, but I am the only one who cannot inflate a vulgar and lascivious imagination.

“Ha… Illelpi, you will be punished someday…”

A voice so small that she couldn’t hear it squeezed into her chest. Pain and pleasure, it was an ambiguous scream located in the middle.

Just that amount of crying filled the dawn sky full of indigo.