Husband, Please Stop Flirting

When did you begin to find that the circle between yourself and Si Yeqing is completely different? Feng ChuChu thought carefully. Maybe she still had a little fantasy at the beginning. For example, she can integrate with her own efforts. For example, just in the car, fluent communication and dialogue with the driver is the result of her self-study.

Knowing that Sijia's group and enterprises mainly cooperate with Japan and the United States, Feng ChuChu has made great efforts to learn Japanese and English. Now she can completely pretend to be overseas Chinese returning from overseas study, and let the local people not hear a little strange. But after learning these languages well, Feng clearly found that they are just useless Kung Fu.

Si Yeqing will never take her to any public occasion, or even to face some important customers.

Without contact, those things become useless. Feng ChuChu once thought later whether he could integrate into his life with his own efforts, so that he could at least change his ideas about himself. Even if you don't fall in love with yourself, you will become a friend who can chat and tell your troubles. However, later, Feng clearly found that some people were destined to be what kind of relationship from the beginning.

"I can't walk into his life. I can't catch up with those topics in his circle no matter how I study. His three outlooks are completely different from mine. His way of thinking about things every day is different from mine." Feng ChuChu once sat in the corridor of the hospital with Lin Zixiang, "Since I found that I like him, I have been expressing my feelings all the time. When I see him, I will call my husband intimately and say I like you and I love you."

But what's the response? Si Yeqing will think that she is pretending and false, and no one will believe it.

"Later, I became calm. I wanted to try to enter his life circle. I thought, if I could attend that occasion and meet his friends, would it prove that I was standing with a certain weight in his holy lake." Feng ChuChu found that he always wanted to be so naive, because when Si Yeqing contacted her, it was like a shell.

After three years of marriage, Feng ChuChu finds that he hasn't even talked to Si Yeqing's friends several times. In Si Yeqing's world, he is like a transparent person, no one will notice or know. Such a poor sense of existence makes Feng ChuChu's heart break up again and again, "I once tried to get close to him and ask if today's work is busy. I lowered myself into the dust."

"But what happened? He looked at me coldly every time and said he was busy today and didn't want to continue acting with me."

In Si Yeqing's eyes, Feng's clear feelings are like a play. Only when he is not busy, will he cooperate to play a play. Lin Zixiang looked at Feng's clear eyes and wanted to quietly hug her shoulder that day so that she can rely on her arms, but he still didn't take such action. "I've had enough of disappointment and told myself in my heart, give up and don't regret until the day when I break myself."

"But every time at this time, Si Yeqing seems to feel something. He appears next to me again and gives me a little tenderness, and I will go back without hesitation. I've had enough of this life, but I can't get away from it. Zixiang, can you understand how tired I am now?" Feng ChuChu never thought that he would have such an experience in his life.

Originally, Feng ChuChu's description of his future was in the arms of a gentle man who loves himself. Even if they look at each other's eyes and don't say anything, they can understand each other's thoughts. But now? Feng ChuChu suddenly feels that life is very funny. She finds that everything is false, "Zixiang, if one day I want you to take me away, will you take me away?" that day, when the wind was the most vulnerable, she even asked such a question in her head.

"As long as you need me, I will take you away immediately!" Lin Zixiang nodded and gave a positive answer.

Feng ChuChu closed her eyes and didn't answer. She seemed to be such a tangled creature. She clearly knew that as long as she let go and threw herself into another arms, she could feel the happiness and care she had never had before. She could act like other girls, be coquettish and unscrupulous, don't have to disguise, don't cater, and even sit on the ground. There would be people Love yourself unconditionally.

However, the person in my heart just can't let go.

Even if Si Yeqing had tortured her, "Zixiang, thank you." after a long time, Feng ChuChu slowly opened his mouth and sent out his own good man card. Of course, Lin Zixiang had expected this result. He smiled gently and said, "you still haven't saved enough disappointment. I'll wait for you."

This is like a promise and a curse.

At that time, Feng ChuChu thought that things were already so bad. Is there anything worse waiting for her? Now that such scenes have been endured, will she encounter more embarrassing scenes? Thinking so, Feng ChuChu didn't think that the dinner party a few days later was a nightmare. Japan, this city, let her no longer want it For the second time.

Because here, everything makes her feel broken.

"Fengchuchu, is this what you want?" no matter how long later, fengchuchu recalls those things she experienced in Japan, she will feel disheartened and cold all over. It is a sense of helplessness, and even a sense of powerlessness that no one can help her. "I told you, don't trust anyone, don't place your hope on anyone, why can't you always remember!"

Feng ChuChu seemed to see her grandmother. Such pain made her finally make that decision.

And all things have to go back to those days in Japan. The wind was clear in the room full of instant noodles. After sleeping until the next morning, he came out of the room with fresh eyes. Looking at the people standing at the door, he stepped back two steps in surprise and said nervously, "why are you here?" Si Yeqing looked at the woman in front of him, I wonder if she has lost her memory!