Hold His Hand

Lu Yanzhou realized that he was not sick had been discovered by Xie Chengze, and his body was stiff, lest Xie Chengze be angry.

After all, he lied to Xie Chengze for many years.

Although he kept telling himself that as long as he gradually distanced himself from Xie Chengze, he could be his brother, but Lu Yanzhou knew very well that Xie Chengze didn't want to be his brother, and Xie Chengze liked him.

Even Xie Chengze always wanted to get close to him.

Even though Xie Chengze was paralyzed at the time, his lower body was unconscious, and he couldn't do anything, he still had ideas, but he was interrupted every time.

For seven years, he spent Xie Chengze's energy with study and scientific research, and the two of them never even kissed.

If Xie Chengze knew that the "no move" he said was a lie, he didn't know how angry he would be, would he just ignore him?

After all, in the past two years, they have become less close.

This was actually what Lu Yanzhou wanted, but he couldn't help but feel lost.

However, the development of things was different from what Lu Yanzhou thought.

Xie Chengze stared at Lu Yanzhou for a while, then kissed him again, his voice choked: "Brother Yanzhou..."

Lu Yanzhou's body is fine!

But... Lu Yanzhou pretended to have a problem!

If he found out about this when he was just paralyzed, Xie Chengze might think that Lu Yanzhou was disgusting himself and didn't want to get close to him.

But all these years have passed!

Over the years, although he can take care of his bowels and bowels, he will be in a mess when he has diarrhea. Every time, Lu Yanzhou takes care of him and cleans it up for him.

Lu Yanzhou has never disliked him, and he has been with him for the past seven years, never leaving him.

In the past two years, Lu Yanzhou has been very busy and has not gotten along with him very much, but it is also for the country and to help more people!

And... ahem, he has been following Lu Yanzhou all the time, and he knows very well that Lu Yanzhou has never paid attention to anyone other than him, and is so busy that he doesn't even have a better friend.

Lu Yanzhou loved him from beginning to end.

In this case, Lu Yanzhou lied to him, it must be for him.

He thought too, he was very low self-esteem at that time, if he knew that Lu Yanzhou was in good health, he might find a way to push Lu Yanzhou out.

And he didn't feel anything in his lower body at the time, that was the real inaction, and Lu Yanzhou probably said that because he was afraid that he would be uncomfortable.

As for why Lu Yanzhou has been holding back all these years... Lu Yanzhou is probably the kind of person who pursues spiritual satisfaction more, and doesn't care much about physical enjoyment, so he is not the same as him?

For example... He really wants Lu Yanzhou right now.

Xie Chengze was very moved and became more and more intimate.

Lu Yanzhou finally pushed him away a little: "Aze, stop for a while..."

"Brother Yanzhou, I'm all right, you don't have to endure it anymore." Xie Chengze started directly.

Lu Yanzhou: "!!"

Lu Yanzhou didn't know how he left the bedroom.

Xie Chengze wasn't in good health, he didn't dare to resist, and then...

Although it is not the end, the two of them can be considered candid, and the relationship is not clear.

When he was in the last world, he thought that this world must keep a distance from Xie Chengze, but he had already confessed when he came in, and something happened to Xie Chengze.

But Xie Chengze's situation at that time, he had to take care of him personally, how could he keep his distance? In order to take care of Xie Chengze, he also confessed repeatedly.

Thinking about it carefully, he didn't know how many times he had seen Xie Chengze's body.

Now it's like this... He can't tell Xie Chengze that he doesn't really like Xie Chengze, he can't bear Xie Chengze's sadness.

Xie Chengze has had a hard time before.

Lu Yanzhou thought that he could use an excuse to go to work and do experiments to avoid Xie Chengze, but he quickly rejected it.

Xie Chengze's health is not yet healthy.

He insisted on performing surgery on Xie Chengze himself before, because he was afraid that others would find that Xie Chengze's recovery speed was different.

Let others do the surgery, what if those people fail? Even if it is successful... The doctors who performed the operation mostly knew Xie Chengze's recovery status, and naturally knew that Xie Chengze couldn't recover so well.

Moreover, after coming to Capital University, he actually kept concealing the fact that Xie Chengze had a lame leg since he was a child, making everyone think that Xie Chengze only had a spinal problem.

Only in this way can Xie Chengze recover completely afterward.

But if other people help Xie Chengze with treatment, the condition of Xie Chengze's legs may be revealed.

Therefore, before Xie Chengze's examination, Xie Chengze's operation, and even the post-operation care of Xie Chengze, he came alone, and he did not let others approach at all.

Now Xie Chengze is recovering from his injury, and he is the only one by his side.

Xie Chengze's body has recovered, but in the eyes of the outside world, Xie Chengze still needs to rest in bed, and he can't leave Xie Chengze at this time.

Lu Yanzhou was silent for a moment and went to the kitchen to cook.

Xie Chengze heard the movement outside, hugged the quilt and smiled on the bed.

The way Lu Yanzhou was before was really interesting!

Is that shy? Lu Yanzhou had obviously never had any experience in this area, so he acted extremely shy and uncomfortable, and did not dare to respond to him, as if he was robbing a civilian.

No wonder, he was able to endure it for the entire seven years before.

Lu Yanzhou is definitely an old-fashioned man. Xie Chengze felt that compared with Lu Yanzhou, he was like a lust.

In the future, let him take the initiative.

Just... Lu Yanzhou is like this, he may really be the one below...

Xie Chengze doesn't know what other people are like. He likes men. Over the years, he has checked some information, got to know himself, and clearly knows that he prefers being hugged rather than hugging others.

And most men like him who like same-sex are like him.

Lu Yanzhou may be like this, then...for Lu Yanzhou, he is willing to change.

Xie Chengze was thinking about something on his mind when Lu Yanzhou came: "Aze, it's time to eat."

"Well." Xie Chengze sat down at the table next to him.

Their identities have long since changed, and they are protected by someone around them. If Xie Chengze goes out, they will immediately know that Xie Chengze is safe.

Even Lu Yanzhou took care of Xie Chengze himself throughout the whole process, all because he was afraid that others would do something to Xie Chengze.

Therefore, Xie Chengze will stay in the bedroom in his daily life.

Lu Yanzhou put the food away, and was hugged by Xie Chengze from behind. Xie Chengze also stood on tiptoe, probed forward from behind him, and kissed him on the side of the face: "Brother Yanzhou, I like you so much."

Lu Yanzhou coughed lightly: "Don't be like this... what a formality."

Xie Chengze couldn't help laughing, Lu Yanzhou's behavior made him want to tease him even more!

Lu Yanzhou was very uncomfortable and left in a hurry after eating.

Xie Chengze: "Pfft!"

He was really lucky to meet Lu Yanzhou.

Lu Yanzhou liked him so much, in order not to leave him, Lu Yanzhou gave up many opportunities. In order to make him confident, Lu Yanzhou kept urging him to study.

Back then, he could never have imagined that one day he would become a person who was respected and the country sent someone to protect him.

He can't live up to Lu Yanzhou in this life!

When he is sure that his waist injury is fine, he will definitely satisfy Lu Yanzhou.

Xie Chengze attaches great importance to his waist, and he even started exercising.

He was not well nourished when he was young, he was shorter than Lu Yanzhou, and his stature was thin.

Lu Yanzhou is very strong, especially manly, but this character... Thinking that Lu Yanzhou has been dodging, he needs to take the initiative, Xie Chengze is a little helpless.

Lu Yanzhou didn't know what Xie Chengze was thinking, he just wanted to struggle one last time.

He was actually a little puzzled. Xie Chengze in this world used to be very restrained, which was completely different from the previous world. Now he is only in good health, why suddenly...

Well, after experiencing the last world, it doesn't seem strange that Xie Chengze is like this?

That is, Xie Chengze's soul fragment is like this. If Xie Chengze himself hadn't followed the ruthless way, would he have...

After thinking about it, Lu Yanzhou still felt that he thought too much.

In the last world, Xie Chengze had skin thirst. In this world... Xie Chengze is estimated to have been holding back for a long time.

Lu Yanzhou took good care of Xie Chengze every day. Seeing that Xie Chengze could do a hundred curls at a time, he finally determined that Xie Chengze was no longer a problem.

"Aze, we took a long vacation, and it's time to go back to the laboratory tomorrow." Lu Yanzhou said.

Xie Chengze was stunned for a while, and then said, "Yes, it's time to go back." He is not as noble as Lu Yanzhou, and prefers to spend only their time with Lu Yanzhou rather than research.

But it can't be like this forever, they will go back sooner or later.

"Aze, your body is recovering a little too fast. After you go back, you will sit in a wheelchair for a while, and then use a cane to stand up slowly." Lu Yanzhou said.

"Okay." Xie Chengze agreed. He knew that Lu Yanzhou had a secret, but if Lu Yanzhou didn't tell it, he wouldn't ask.

"Then you have a good rest, we have to get up early tomorrow." Lu Yanzhou said.

Since being pressed by Xie Chengze that day, he has been sleeping in separate beds with Xie Chengze these days.

He was really afraid of Xie Chengze.

At this moment, Lu Yanzhou stood up and planned to leave.

But as soon as he got up, Xie Chengze hugged Lu Yanzhou: "Brother Yanzhou, please stay."

"Don't make trouble, it's not good to rest like this." Lu Yanzhou tried to reason with him.

Xie Chengze was speechless, and Lu Yanzhou was too shy... But he knew how much Lu Yanzhou valued himself, so he naturally had a way to win Lu Yanzhou: "Brother Yanzhou, do you dislike me?"

"No…"

"Then why don't you stay?"

"I'm just... so sudden..."

"If you don't stay, you just dislike me." Xie Chengze's eyes turned red.

Back then in the village, he was very good at pretending to be pitiful, and now it's even more of a problem. The appearance of tears in his eyes is called pitiful.

Seeing him like this, Lu Yanzhou really couldn't leave.

Xie Chengze said again: "We have been together for so many years, why are you still avoiding me... If you do this again, I will go out and tell people that I like men!"

Lu Yanzhou: "!!" Is he... "returned"?

Xie Chengze actually used his trump card to deal with him!

Lu Yanzhou was thinking so, Xie Chengze hugged him and kissed him. After kissing, he said, "Brother Yanzhou, you may not understand... Don't worry, I know how to get here, and I will satisfy you!"

Having said that, Xie Chengze also pushed Lu Yanzhou onto the bed, not pushing down but pushing hard.

Lu Yanzhou fell on the bed by surprise, and realized that something was wrong - what does Xie Chengze mean?

Lu Yanzhou quickly knew what Xie Chengze meant from Xie Chengze's actions.

Xie Chengze was still comforting him: "Don't be shy, take it easy... Tell me when it hurts, I'll be careful."

Lu Yanzhou: "..."

Lu Yanzhou turned over and took the initiative.

At this time, if he hasn't taken the initiative, there is really a problem.