Her Cruel Love

I sat on the leisure chair downstairs of the hospital, staring at the sky.

Xiao Mo has been missing for almost two months.

Two months ago, Dongfang Xiaoyao tried to kidnap me just to cause me to die with Xiaomo. I remember that Dongfang Xiaoyao was frantically stuck in the car door and pulled the car that I was sitting with Xiaomo to the side of Tiesuo bridge. Xiaomo threw me out before falling off the bridge, and he and Dongfang Xiaoyao fell off the bridge together.

The condition of that day is distressing. The search team only finds the body of Dongfang Xiaoyao, but can't find Xiaomo. The search team described that Xiaomo was in the car at that time, probably because the water wave was too big and washed away his body. Later, the search team said that they found Xiao Mo's belongings in the car they picked up. It was a wallet, and there were not many things in it. The only thing that caught my eye was a picture that was discolored by the water - we were married. All the pain condensed at that moment, from the last sentence that Xiao Mo left me to admitting his death, to this day, I have no response.

The day before yesterday, Wang Qiyuan brought Xiaomo a world-famous book that had been sent to Xiaoxiao from Europe. It was probably the first and last book that Xiaomo sent to Xiaoxiao. I listened to Wang Qiyuan coaxing Xiaoxiao.

He said, smile, this is the book your father bought for you earlier. Although it was delivered today, is it enough to make you happy?

Xiaoxiao took the book and said he was not happy.

Wang Qiyuan asked why.

Smile said, because I have no father.

Later, I laughed and cried fiercely. I asked Wang Qiyuan angrily if he could not always mention Xiao mo.

Wang Qiyuan frowned a little, and it seemed that he forced the brow to level.

"The boss is gone. Why doesn't his wife cry?"

I was just stunned for a while, then dry dry smile: "I can't cry out."

Later, I coaxed him to smile and stop crying. Wang Qiyuan didn't know what he was reading. At that time, he couldn't hear it clearly and didn't want to hear it clearly. I think it was the company left by Xiao Mo that he was sorting out. He worked so hard that he became wordy.

I still remember that day at Xiao Mo's funeral, people from the Oriental family made a burial place for Xiao Mo, and Yuchen accompanied me to incense Xiao mo. Looking at the people around me crying, I don't know why, I can't show any sadness. The scene was filled with grief and tears. Even Yuchen can't help but shed a few tears. Later, I comforted him and patted him on the shoulder. Don't be too sad.

Yuchen was shocked to see my face, as if he thought I was a ghost. He also asked me, don't you feel it?

I was stunned again.

Meng Minqi hated me very much before. Even after five years, she still hated me very much. Especially this time, the death of her own son and adopted son had something to do with me. The police just took me to make a record and let me go without any embarrassment. Maybe she was unwilling, or she was too sad. She was crying and pulling my shoulder: "Tang Yunxi, you are a disaster. I told him not to be with you and let him divorce you, but he just refused to listen! You won't let him go! Now well, when you cultivate deep feelings, divorce, he is still willing to die for you, why do you want to pester him? He is everywhere for you, forcing me not to care with you! Knowing that Li Lan is the murderer who killed his father, he is still willing to do it for you! Why can't you think about him! I just have a son and a husband. Why do your mother and daughter want to rob my husband and my son one by one? Why? "

I didn't understand what she said about my mother being their enemy. You explain to me repeatedly why my mother is your enemy.

Wang Qiyuan stopped Meng Minqi from going on, but Meng Minqi went crazy and said: "when my husband had a car accident, it was Li Lan who seduced him in the middle of the night and called him out that my husband died in a car accident! It's your mother who made me lose my husband and my father! "

My throat is a little dry, staggering two steps, looking at Wang Qiyuan with a calm face: "really?"

Wang Qiyuan grinned bitterly and nodded.

Finally, I understand why Xiao Mo treated me coldly and hotly before. Finally, I understand why he said that it was for my good that he didn't let me know some things. Finally, I understand why when he talked with Mrs. Fang in the United States, he said that he could understand the pain of the orphans of the people he hated.

But I can't speak any more except my brain.

Wang Qiyuan anxiously explained to me: "he really loves you, and he is willing to be with you even if he knows the truth!"

I can't listen to him any more. I look at the photo on the table, but the calm eyes of Xiao Mo seem to have a God now. I say: "Xiao Mo is not dead, he must not be dead."

This is always ridiculous. Sure enough, Meng Minqi, Mingyue and others cry more fiercely. Even Meng Minqi is excited to drive me out of the mourning scene. Fortunately, there are many people here, and Wang Qiyuan is in charge of it. Only when I stop her, can I continue to offer incense to Xiaomo.

Mr. Fu mourned and patted me on the shoulder: "Miss Tang, you should be well, don't be too sad."

Then I left, but Yuchen was afraid that I was depressed. I blame him for thinking too much. Recently, I eat well, dress well and drink well. I have been very leisurely. I don't feel melancholy at all.

In the days after that, I changed my mind and wanted to settle down in T city. First, I moved Xiaoxiao's school status to T city. Second, I was a little bored and didn't have much interest in finding a job. Instead, I went to see Chu Lingshan several times. Seeing that Chu's daughter was very soft, I volunteered to teach her to dance waltz.

During this period, Jieyuan came back from a foreign tour and learned about the news of Xiaomo. He thought that I was at ease and advised me: "aunt, don't be too sad."

I asked him funny: "where am I sad?"

Jieyuan shook his head and sighed: "even if I played so many subtle scenes, I didn't play as well as you, auntie."

"Are you stupid?" I laughed and knocked him on the head as usual.

Up to today, Yuchen and I went to get the report of premarital examination a few days ago. Yes, the days will continue. Yuchen and I always want to get married.

I get up, Yuchen let me sit here waiting for him, but I can't sit, think too much, some trouble.

Face to face, Yuchen came with the premarital examination report.

His face is not very good, I asked with a smile how, and then received the premarital examination report.

Looked at the above premarital examination content, the body is all normal, just... I stay, understand why Yuchen's face is so gloomy.

It says I'm two months pregnant.

"Yunxi, is this child from Dongfang Xiaomo?" Yu Chen's facial expression is more and more not good-looking, he always puts out such facial expression to me.

I know that I must have hurt him, but when I think about it, I find that I'm stupid and don't know how to explain it.

We are going to go to take care of the family for dinner today. All the way back, Yuchen is calm and doesn't speak. I also have mixed feelings in my heart.

Until I arrived at Gu's house, Yuchen suddenly pulled me into the hall rudely, and then went straight to his room and closed the door heavily.

He said, I want you to really be my woman.

I didn't seem to hear it. I heard it again. But I can't care about Yuchen's feeling, holding Yuchen's hand, crying sadly: "he's dead! He's dead

Ah, I never know, I have been pretending numbness, pretending indifference, pretending indifferent, will collapse at this moment.

I finally realized that I would never be able to call Xiao Mo again.

I finally realized that I would never see Xiao Mo again.

I remember he said he wanted to go for a walk on the beach in the dusk of love sea.

I remember he said as long as I can remember his good.

I remember he said you should be happy.

The name of Xiaomo is engraved on my heart. What a pity his leaving leaves me.

I'm still in love with him. I can't forget him.

I thought I pretended not to care, then I would not be sad.

But I was wrong. I'm very sad, very sad.

I was so sad that I was numb and unwilling to admit the news of his death.

I admit that I was wrong.

Has been reluctant to be together with him, in addition to sorry Yuchen, more do not want to be hurt. Because I love Xiaomo deeply, I want to avoid being hurt again, but I hurt myself.

Yuchen hugs me, and I push him away again. I kneel on the bed and grasp the position of my chest. I feel so painful.

Never so painful, never!

At present, I'm recalling every bit of Xiaomo.

Now I'm thinking about the future.

Now realize the endless torment.

This life may live for a long time, but without the existence of Xiao Mo, what's the meaning of living?