Gundam SEED’s Final Destination

Chapter 15: : Go there, there is my future

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, the time has come to 2/21.

Noel was still lying on the hospital bed, holding a letter sign in his hand.

However, at this time, there was no smile on his face, and his eyes were scattered and dull.

If you look closely, you will find that there are faint tears in his confused eyes, and he himself wonders why there are tears.

Several doctors in white clothes beside him were busy tidying up his broken body.

Because of the pain, Noel was unable to use tranquilizers and anesthesia.

But even under such circumstances, the pain from the fractured body still did not cause ripples in his heart.

"Di Di~"

"Ree~"

While the doctors were busy tidying up Noel's body, two beeps came from the door of the ward.

The door opened, and Cruze walked in with a blindfold and a ZAFT uniform.

"What's wrong?" Cruzer couldn't help but be slightly taken aback when he saw the scene in front of him.

No one answered, the doctors were busy treating Nuoer, and the researchers were checking the data all the time.

Noel lay there with his eyes blurred.

Cruze opened his mouth to speak, and out of the corner of his eyes, he suddenly found the letter sign in Noel's hand.

"I just received information that the first, second, and third fleets of the Earth Alliance are heading for the lunar bridgehead." Cruzer said, walking slowly to Noel, and slowly picked up the envelope on the table.

From: Anna Joy

Shipping Address: July Colonial Satellite, Junius~7.

Addressee: Dear, brother Noel Cassia.

In addition to this, there are also signed letters: Renoah Sara, and letters from Asya Yoo.

But aside from the name, they all have the same mailing address, Junius 7.

"Earth... coalition forces?" Noel slowly turned his head to look at the words, he didn't know what mood to use to face all this, anger, sadness, pain, confusion... all.

The Earth Coalition Army was once a member of the Earth.

At the beginning, he had great expectations and goodwill towards the earth. He really wanted to visit the earth. Even if it was not his hometown, it was still the earth and the star of mankind.

But now...

Junius 7 is the satellite where the orphanage is located. When he was sleeping, everything settled down.

Once again, his place of belonging has disappeared forever.

The mood of the other travelers after crossing is unknown, but he himself has always had a sense of loneliness and confusion.

Especially when he first arrived, when he was lying on the hospital bed alone, looking at the strange world outside the window, when he was in pain, he didn't know who to contact, and he was confused and didn't know where to go.

The feeling of loneliness was extremely strong, so strong that it suffocated him, and he was so confused that he was overwhelmed, and he could only use the instinct of biological confrontation to escape the anesthesia.

Although he forced himself to escape from these two feelings every day, telling himself to be at ease when he came, but his reason kept telling himself that you are not from this world.

Even if the body structure is the same, your heart, your soul is still out of tune with this world.

So from the beginning to the end, he didn't have much sense of belonging to the earth.

Or in other words, I don’t have any sense of belonging to the earth, and I only have the love and nostalgia for the earth because I once belonged to the earth.

This feeling continued until he returned to the orphanage.

When he was uneasy, the people in the orphanage accepted him, and Asya gave him the same sincere feelings as a close friend, making up for the loneliness in his heart.

Let him know that there are friends of his own here, so I can also fit in.

It turns out that I can find my belonging again and find my own spiritual sustenance.

Anna is like a naughty younger sister. Although she needs a beating, she always wants to be beaten, but seeing Anna's naughty appearance, Nuoer is really happy in her heart. It is an indescribable satisfaction.

Sister Aya, a girl under 20 years old, in order to make herself look more mature and reliable, she dresses herself up every day and learns how to dress up and make up on TV.

Although she may seem nondescript many times, the heat in her heart and her eyes staring at everyone all the time make Nuo Er always remember.

Sickel...

Peter...

Every companion of the orphanage is so sincere and sincere, giving Noel a belonging and satisfaction that he has never had before.

Although in the dead of night, he would stare at the starry sky and savor the suffocation of loneliness, but as time passed, that loneliness gradually disappeared.

And it is precisely because of the existence of Asya and the others that Noel can taste the taste of loneliness, so he cherishes everything in the orphanage.

So even if he could roughly guess the name of the security satellite and could always leave alone, he still did not choose to leave, but chose to stay in the orphanage to hypnotize himself.

The soul cannot be accommodated in a foreign country, and the body cannot be accommodated in the hometown.

No matter whether it is in the past or this life, Noel still chooses the soul.

In fact, he is not afraid of death, even if he talks about how to live every day, and even knows what is the best way to survive, he still chooses to stay in the orphanage to accompany them.

Death is not terrible. When you don't know the meaning of life, and you can't find the belonging and attachment in your heart, your breath will lose the meaning of existence.

Like we said, only after you lose it will you know how lucky you are when you have it.

However, losing twice in a row made Noel deeply confused.

"Tomorrow they will reach the moon." Cruzer put down the letter sign and looked at Noel.

"Really." Nuoer slowly retracted his gaze, staring at the ceiling above his head in a daze.

"Are you going to continue to be depressed like this?" Cruze continued to ask.

"Depressed?" Noel's expression was as indifferent as stagnant water. UU reading www. uukanshu.com

"Can't you find your future direction?" Cruzer looked at Noel's expression and couldn't help thinking of himself.

It's all too similar, almost exactly the same as the original self.

"Future...hehe." Noel sneered and looked at Cruzer. In the future, you, a guy who wants to destroy the world, told me about the future?

"I used to be like you, I couldn't find the meaning of life, I didn't know where to go, and I didn't know where to go back."

Cruze said, walked slowly to the window, looked at the prosperity outside the window, clenched his fists tightly and said: "But it doesn't prevent me from moving on, since I don't know where to go, just go as you like, I don't know. Where to go back, then create your own home."

"Then what? What do you want to say to me? What do you want to express?" Noel asked back. Such unnutritious words really touched Noel's heartstrings.

"Do you want to know your future? Then stand up and go out. Wherever you go is your future." Cruzer turned to look at Noel.

"Where I go, where is my future?" Noel slowly clenched the letter in his hand when he heard the words. Wherever I go is my future, but where can I go?

"I'm going to the moon plane to participate in the defense battle next, to fight for myself and for my future!"

Cruzer said that he walked to the door of the ward under Noel's gaze, tilted his head to look at Noel, and said, "If you don't know where your future is, where you should go, and your destination , then stand up and move forward, at least it's easier to get answers than lying here."

As the door slowly closed, Cruze disappeared from the ward.

"Stand up and move on..."

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