Going Into the World!

Carolyn had an admiration for Hollywood stars, like most girls. I didn't want to lose to anyone, and my claim was so clear that despite my parents' opposition, I gave up college and dreamed of a star and headed to Hollywood.

Carolyn, who had herself in her beauty in her own way, has been wandering around looking for opportunities, just like the tales of stars.

How many girls have dreamt of being Hollywood stars? Pretty girls are overflowing, and there's a line of kids who can do anything to make themselves known.

For beginners who have just graduated from high school, society is not so great. Soon after, Carolyn realized that she was just one of the tens of thousands of people who lurked around the entertainment industry.

Wherever there were small connections, there were opportunities to intervene, but many people who did not get the right opportunity for a very long time and looked around.

After a year of that life, I had a hard time, but I met a man who said he was going to a production company. I started living with my partner because I was deceived by sweet words that I would look for an opportunity, but it still didn't come easy.

Carolyn's boyfriend initially talked about it as being a lawn maker, but in reality, he was just helping set up, disassembling, or participating in events.

Later, I found out the details, but I waited for 'just in case,' and after another meaningless year, I finally broke up.

Having already been at the bottom of Hollywood for more than two years, Carolyn opened her eyes to the periods at the bottom, and now she's out looking for someone to really empower.

At that time, I met a man named Patrick, who was overseeing the program at a subcontractor company, who was tempted by the idea of fixing him to appear on cable broadcasting and pretending to be his girlfriend.

Although Patrick was featured in the work involved, the program itself was not very exciting, and he could not get more attention than a few pieces of overlap.

At first, even Patrick, who was good to Carolyn, began to slowly shuffle as she continued to hang around. Later, she told me to break up with her new boyfriend, but she still had a conscience and connected me to another place to work.

I was taking a break before working at a new place, but I got a call from my mom asking if she would come to my sister's graduation. I only contacted her occasionally for a while, but I was free, so I met my family and returned home for a while with tired body and mind.

Today was the graduation day, and I went to this place called a theater downtown with my mom and one of my cousins.

“Oh, there's a lot of people here today. Right?” My cousin looks surprised to see the crowds.

"That's odd. It wasn't like this in my day." ’Carolyn had a strange thought.

I followed the people inside and placed a seat for the graduates in the middle of the large hall, but the students have not yet come in. I go to the audience and sit down, and I hear a whisper behind me.

“Why is it so complicated today? It wasn't like this last year, was it?” The woman in the back is saying the same thing as her cousin.

“Oh, my God. John Kim is coming today. Mom, do you know him? ”

“John Kim? Who is that?” I don't think I've ever heard of a woman named Mom.

“You don't know my way? ”

“My way?” It seems like a strange name for a young person.

“Well, do you know Polygram? What about Classmate.com? ”

“I know Polygram and Classmate.com. He's afraid I won't even know it!”

“John Kim is a graduate here, and it's all his. I guess there's more than one or two. He belongs to the wealthiest man in America. You must be very rich, right? Just because you're giving an alumni speech today, everyone's here to hear you say something. ”

“Oh, is that true? Is he that rich? ”

The woman repeats the same words a few times as if she couldn't believe it, but she hears the same chatter behind her.

"Tsk! I can't believe John's so rich. It's so unfair... ’

Carolyn suddenly chokes as she hears the sound coming from behind. Carolyn has struggled for the past few years, but John has become a hard man to see in the meantime.

It was too bad that I couldn't be more actively captivated when I remember laughing with him when I was a student. At that time, he also thought he was going to be a Hollywood star, so he was not as desperate as he is now.

Over time, the graduation ceremony began. First, after the students enter, the music of the choir spreads, and someone comes in next to the choir. Two of the followers appear to be bodyguards in black suits.

“Ouch! That one!” When I saw someone coming in, Carolyn screamed without knowing it.

“What's the matter? Do you know him?”

My mom asked me with a surprised face next to her, and Caroline couldn't answer because her mind was complicated.

That's Jennifer, isn't it? John brought her here. You're still carrying her around. ’

The moment Carolyn sees Jennifer, her face turns red with jealousy. I can't hear anything anymore. You never thought you were worse than Jennifer.

I don't know how Jennifer, who's a little stupid, managed to tail John, but I don't think that's going to happen. Some people spread the floors so hard, but it's nothing fancy living like that!

I heard from my friends that I was doing well, dragging a BMW around. I spread bad rumors to my friends because I didn't want to look at them, but when I saw them here again, I felt resentful.

‘This is just... this is just... this is ridiculous. There's nothing I can do worse than Jennifer! ’

The two of them sat kindly and petrified each other and provoked hatred one by one. Later, when John came out and heard that he was donating three million dollars to school, he was devastated.

"If I was John's girlfriend, it would've been mine."

Carolyn had no idea how the graduation ceremony ended, but she couldn't go downstairs and take a picture with her sister. It's because I noticed John and Jennifer smiling, surrounded by people.

I didn't want to see Jennifer smiling brightly, and John smiling as if she liked that stupid bitch. I rushed out of the bathroom because I was afraid I'd run into Jennifer, and tears broke out because I was sick.

After barely recovering from her graduation shock, Carolyn returned to Hollywood to work for a local cable station called Rozevision, Patrick's introduction.

I helped with work or appeared as an actor on the program site, and in the evening I registered for an acting school to fill the gaps.

For a long time, I felt uneasy and angry, but there was nothing.

“Caroline, if you're on your way in, would you take this to Mr. Torv?” I'm going to finish my work at a film studio attached to a broadcaster, and the director asks me to do it. It's a videotape.

If it isn't Mr. Tobe, the young director who just got here. ’

When I heard about the people, I heard that he was the son of the boss. That's why he's already moved at such a young age.

After entering Tobe's office, there is well-furnished and luxurious furniture, but the atmosphere is different from other offices.

“Mr. Tobe, I have here what Geoffrey asked for.” Carolyn kisses Tobe in the eye with a kind smile.

“Oh, thank you. By the way, who is it? ”

He looks up and down at her and smiles at her face. Knowing what it meant, Carolyn quickly introduced herself. I hesitated to leave the room, but Mr. Tobe recommended a seat.

We talked for a while, and Tobe said he would be involved in programming in the future. When Carolyn heard that, she smiled more aggressively.

“I had fun today. We'll talk again next time. Haha.” Tobe clears out his desk to see what he has promised.

“Yes, I'm glad to know you. Can I come by again next time? ”

Darts is visible on one side to greet and come out, with a picture underneath.

“Ouch! This picture! ”

Carolyn is surprised by the picture below the dart target plate. Why are you here?

“What's the matter? Caroline?”

Tobe follows Caroline's gaze as she looks at the wall, startled and screaming. Under the dart target there is a picture in the newspaper, and there is a hole in the picture because I used to throw darts whenever I was upset.

“Khh-hmm. It's no big deal. I just put it on because I was bored. ”

Actually, he hated the picture, so he hung it up and darted it, but I was tired of explaining it.

“Director, do you have a grudge against these two? ”

Carolyn is surprised by the picture on the wall. Don't you know John and Jennifer? There was a picture of Jennifer's color and John's picture taken in the newspaper next to it, with a hole in it and a bloated dart.

Everyone can easily infer that this is a bad relationship.

Tobe squints at Carolyn's words and stares straight at her. That attitude is like, "Why do you interfere? 'There seems to be a complaint.

“I know people. But it's not a good relationship. ”

As soon as Carolyn said she knew the two of you, Tobe said he was having an uncomfortable relationship with them as he got worse.

“What? You know John and Jennifer? ”

Tobe suddenly raised his voice, angry as if he hadn't heard the words behind him. Carolyn quickly closes the office door.

“Director, why are you yelling all of a sudden? Did I do something wrong?” Come to your senses, Carolyn spoke to Mr. Tobe in a quirky, seductive voice.

“Hmph. Hmph. Oh, I'm not mad at you, I'm just surprised you know them both. Well, how do you know? ”

I'm still a little excited, so I came up with a bit of a rush.

“Let me tell you a story. And suddenly I'm very embarrassed to see these two photos here. ”

After approaching Tobe, Carolyn tells the story, and his face is grinning.

After talking for a long time, you see a slight smile on Caroline's lips.

“Try it first. He might take me in. Then you can tell me what's going on here. Or the other way around. It can't get any worse. It's a possibility for both. ”

Carolyn continues to mutter to herself, her face grimacing and shifting to see what she's planning.

“There's a quiet place to talk on the 12th floor.” Let's go inside and ask, "said the staff member who recognized me kindly. Every time I stay near LA and Hollywood for the past few months, I use this hotel and my manager or employee remembers me. It's weird not to know when there's a line of bodyguards around.

After arriving on the 12th floor with a story, there is a luxurious bar like a luxury hotel. It seems like there are one or two tables of people because the time is late and weekdays.

The waiter looks at us and guides us to a compartment with a compartment.

“Thank you. Bring me the menu.” It's too remote, so I'm going to ask you to take a different seat, but Carolyn's in a hurry. I just sat there because I called the waitress who was already going.

“John, it's so good to see you. Isn't that right?"

“Haha. That's right. It's been a long time, right?”

Carolyn leads the conversation in a unique and active way. It seems that the old habit of smiling with words remains the same.

We were discussing the materials with the teachers when we went to school, but there was a lot to talk about, whether there were many lessons we had together surprisingly.

Recently rigorous ileum (?), Caroline intrigued me with a lot of fun stories.

“John, you know what? I loved when I was in school.”

These are memories of the past, but I was moved by Carolyn's confession. I was aware of it, but I was slightly moved by hearing it directly from the party. If a beautiful woman who I used to know appeared and said, "I liked you," there's not many people who wouldn't be shaken.

“Did you?” I pretend to know a little, but I don't. Even though we are together, the reality is the reality. I didn't want to complicate things.

“I liked John a lot, but I stepped back because he seemed kind of overwhelmed by Jennifer.” I had a few quiet cocktails in front of me, and Carolyn looked at me and smiled and said something different.

Am I allowed to laugh and talk to Caroline like this, by the way? ’Carolyn went to the bathroom for a while and I started to think of something else.

Carolyn is a high school alumni. I took a lot of classes with him and was a little close to him. It's no big deal to see here. However, the problem is that there is a pretty and provocative charm in "women" alumni.

Do I have to be careful what I say? My head became complicated for no reason.

‘That's right. Even in school, Jennifer didn't like me hanging out with Caroline. Yeah, well, you don't need me to give you something to misunderstand. Did Carolyn really like me, by the way?'

It reminds me of Jennifer and Carolyn's struggle, and I suddenly have a dream from a while ago.

‘Scream! I don't want to see that look again. ’

Jennifer shows up out of the blue when she's banging Riley, the flight instructor. I remembered the look of love and the eyes of grumbling as I cried out ‘How?’ vividly. Damn it! I don't want to rethink that scene...

"John and I are dating," he said to me. 'I suddenly woke up to Riley's voice, who was lying.

You continue your conversation with Carolyn when she returns to her seat, but unlike the first time, her excitement subsides.

“I know. It's in the past. But can I ask you a favor?” I feel a desire for Carolyn's eyes to speak in a gentle voice.

“Hm. Talk to me. Let's hear it first." I spoke a little cautiously.

“You know I want to be a movie star, right? Can you be my sponsor? ”

“What?” Carolyn's words confuse her meaning a little. What does sponsorship mean here?

“John, do me a favor. We used to be best friends. I can give you anything you want. ”

Carolyn suddenly approaches me and asks me in a desperate voice. I understand what that means, but this isn't it.

If I had appealed to him a little earlier, my mind would have been shaken, but it was too traditional, so I had objections.

“Caroline, why don't you talk to Jennifer? Then I'll help you. Honestly, you and Jennifer didn't get along so well. You know me and Jennifer, right? I'm sorry, I don't want to cause any trouble. I'm so sorry."

Having heard me say that Caroline's face is stiff and complex, it seems to agitate her.

“John, you didn't marry Jennifer! Why do you care so much? Do I have to take permission for this too? Everything you have has been done by yourself. And I'm not gonna be your girlfriend, am I? ”

Carolyn tried to persuade me, raising her voice a little. Suddenly, the excitement that remained was broken.

It's none of Carolyn's business how I live. And it's not good for a woman to force her thoughts like this. Some say women are leafy and assertive, but men aren't usually looking for women like that. I hate women who say things like that in front of me.

“I'm going to marry Jennifer next year. And I don't want to ruin it just because I'm doing well. I haven't changed my mind. You can make up with Jennifer. Why are you trying so hard to leave the easy way behind? ”

I tiled Caroline well. I wanted to quietly finish the job and send it back because it's a good thing. I'm not hungry for women, and I don't want to cause any trouble for Caroline. No matter how far Carolyn is from "pure." After all these years on the floor...

“Really? You're a man.I 'll comfort you when you're tired and tired. You can do anything you want. John, you donated $3 million to school. I just need a little help. I won't ask too much. ”

Hearing Carolyn's desperate voice, I feel sorry for her, but I hear there are a lot of women who would do anything to be a star. I felt a little bitter and prepared for my school days.

“Carolyn, I'm sorry, but I don't want you to talk about that anymore. It's been a long day. Let's get up.”

I got up from my seat in a hurry. Carolyn hesitates for a moment to see if the excitement hasn't subsided and follows me up. It was a slow atmosphere, so I didn't say much and said a formal greeting in front of the elevator and broke up.

It tastes better in my mouth because I feel like a piece of my good memories are falling out of my hotel room. Then why does my back water tickle so much?