Frivolous Youth

Xia Xue was indeed a girl that people liked from the first glance. She was beautiful, warm, cheerful, and kind, like a lovely red rose, and when you mustered the courage to come into close contact with her, you were surprised to find hidden spikes on the stem. She wanted to stop, but she couldn't.

Peach was a girl who would make people's eyes light up when they met for the first time. She was gentle, reserved, gentle, and pure, like a lily blooming in the wilderness. She was so ordinary and outstanding, that she could not help but be attracted to her. He wanted to leave, but he couldn't bear to.

His mother now had a good impression of Xia Xue's red rose, and Xia Xue's mouth was sweet enough to make my mother happy. The two of them quickly became close friends who only knew each other and talked, secretly laughing while pointing at me. I guess my mom told me about the embarrassing things that happened when I was a kid, like wetting my bed when I was six.

After three rounds of wine and five dishes. Everyone was more or less drunk. My dad shakily stood up to settle the bill, then took a taxi to take us to school. He warned us, "Don't let the teachers find out that we drank. Be smart!" Mother pulled me to the side and whispered, "Xia Xue is indeed a good girl, you must treat her well. Of course, don't delay your studies. I just asked, Xia Xue's results are much better than yours, you should ask me more questions if you have nothing to do! Also, Xia Xue's parents are all civil servants, you have to seize this chance and become famous in the future. "

"Mom, it's enough." I quickly stopped her from continuing. "Quickly go and help my father up. He drank quite a bit." My mother ran to my father, cursing "What are you drinking so much for?" and carefully supporting him. My mother had no culture, and her mind was typical of a small farmer's mind. She was impatient and soft-hearted, but she was still my good mother in general.

Mom and Dad went back to the Dongguan Town in the car while we drove to the Cheng Nan High School. The taxi stopped in front of the school, and we all got out and headed for the school building. This group of people had good eyes, and intentionally left Xia Xue and I behind. I looked at Xia Xue's blushing face and said softly, "Don't mind it, my mom is that kind of person, shallow but shallow."

Xia Xue laughed, "No way, I think auntie is very good. If only my mother was as open-minded as aunty."

I knew that she was talking about my mother agreeing to let us fall in love, even wanting us to get engaged. Thinking about how she ran behind the police car while crying and said "Wang Hao, I'll wait for you to come back, I'm not with Su Xiaobai" made my heart fill with tenderness. With thorns, so be it. Even if my body is riddled with scars, I am still willing to do it!

I couldn't help but want to pull her hand, but just as I touched her fingertip, Xia Xue gently shook it off.

"What's wrong?" I asked her doubtfully.

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said, "Don't listen to the wind is rain in the future, I am not with Su Xiaobai. He came to me and said she wanted to reunite with me, but I didn't agree. I knew I didn't love him at all. That's right, she was the one who dumped me that day in small garden, but even if he didn't, I would still have broken up with him, because by then, I already knew that I liked you. "

Hearing Xia Xue's confession, my heart was even more moved and gentle, and I couldn't help but pull her hand.

However, Xia Xue once again shook it off gently, and continued: "Wang Hao, I know that my temper is not good, and I'll get angry again in a few days. But didn't I want you to coax me? I like the feeling of being held in the palm of someone's hand. I like the feeling of being pampered and pampered by others. Wasn't this what a girl most wanted? Wang Hao, why can't you give it to me? "

The last time we broke up, I coaxed Xia Xue a few times. Seeing that it wasn't working, I tried to solve the problem first, so I let her off. I said apologetically, "I'm sorry. During those few days, I was busy with Ye Zhan and the others planning a plan to take care of Wheat, and I wanted to wait until we finished off Wheat and then look for you.

Xia Xue nodded: "I know. I knew it when I heard you were taken away by a police car after you stabbed a wheat knife. I know what you are busy with, and what sacrifices and efforts you have made for us. That's why I am even more determined to be with you, and why I ran after the police car without a care in the world in front of all the teachers and students. I just want to tell you, no matter what happens, I will wait for you to come back, and I will stay with you! "

What a good red rose that was full of sharp thorns, yet it was intoxicating! My blood was boiling, and I couldn't help but stretch out my arms to hug her in the campus. Xia Xue took a step back, dodging my warm and touching hug.

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said word by word, "Tell me, do you like peaches or not?"

I was stunned, I had never thought that Xia Xue would actually ask such a question.

"I saw you holding her." Xia Xue said in distress, "Wang Hao, do you know? In your eyes, there is helplessness, reluctance, shame, love. You know what? It was the act of falling in love with someone and not being able to be with her. Wang Hao, so I want to ask you, who do you like, me or Peach? "

I opened my mouth, but no words came out. This is a question that I have pondered over in the Police station for an entire night, and even now, I still don't have an answer to.

"Can't answer?" Xia Xue said: "I really hate myself for discovering this. Until now, I thought you were only being angry with me for being with Peaches. That time when you spent an entire day to write Suo Shibiya's diary for Peach, it only made me feel slight resentment and jealousy in my heart. But this time, I've discovered that your feelings for peaches are different. "

My heart cooled down bit by bit. Xia Xue's Divine Vision could see through my entire body, I was like a naked naked naked person in front of her without any clothes, and I couldn't even find any cover to cover my embarrassment.

"Why?" Xia Xue's tone became even more bitter. "Why did I discover this thing that I can't accept and cannot accept when I decide to desperately be with you?"

I was speechless, and had nothing to say, so I sighed and lowered my head.

"Wang Hao, you're right." Xia Xue continued, "When I'm with Su Xiaobai, I don't care how many girlfriends he has because I don't even love him. When a person loves another person, they only hope to have one hundred percent of the person. They would never allow anyone to share and split with them. Wang Hao, I love you, so I can't accept that you're still in love with someone else. "

"So?" I felt my heart tearing.

"So." Xia Xue said, "Let's not stay together for now. Wang Hao, wait for you to decide who to love, I, or Peach, and then, go find one of us. "

These words from Xia Xue completely extinguished all of my passion from before. Xia Xue is right, I haven't even considered clearly who I love, so no matter who I am with, it will only harm this girl.

Xia Xue exhaled, and said: "Wang Hao, I hope that the one you choose in the end. "I hope that you can tell me openly and with a clear conscience that you only love me, and that I will wait for that day to come!"

After saying that, Xia Xue rushed forward, towards the school building, leaving me alone, in a daze.

As if I was looking at the back of a peach, I looked at Xia Xue's back with similar frustration. My heart was so sad that I could barely breathe.

When I was being escorted to the Police station, I thought that I had gotten everything back. The peaches were still there, and Xia Xue was still there. When I left the Police station, I found out that the Slap King was indeed lying to me.

I, have become a person again.

Life is so fucking fun, because life is always fucking with me.

From possession to loss, only one day had passed. The heavens were fair. They would never let greedy people get everything they wanted.

I am that greedy person, unwilling to part with Xia Xue, unable to let go of Peach Blossom, and I even longed for the Slap King to really come and save me. Someone like me should have lost everything, should have been tricked by the Slap King, deserved to be abandoned by Peach and Xia Xue.

I smiled wryly as I walked through the campus. Even though the bell had rung, I had no intention of returning to my class for the time being.

As someone who had just come out of Police station, even if she did miss a lesson, what would her teacher say? Besides, the head teacher might not even know that I've come out. Maybe he thinks that my expulsion is already a foregone conclusion. After all, the information about the Police station had not been handed over to the school, and the school had not posted a uniform public notice.

My mind was in a whirl as I walked around the school. Occasionally, a student in physical education would brush past me and make a face of surprise, clearly recognizing me as the student who had killed the wheat.

I was expressionless and as cold as ice. The question that Xia Xue had posed kept on going around and around in my mind. Who do I love, and why do I not know the answer? Who in the world had ever encountered such an absurd question?

About halfway through the class, I returned to the classroom in silence. Surprisingly, there was no teacher. When I got to my seat, I found that my desk had disappeared. My classmates looked at me, and I looked at my empty seat.

"Where's my desk?" I asked Liu Zihong.

"I was moved by the homeroom teacher." Liu Zihong timidly said, "He said that you're going to be expelled anyway."

My anger rose. I was already in a bad mood, yet you still want me to act!?

"Gong Ning, Li Mu, Liu Zihong, Ou Jiajhao!" I shouted, "Bring me down the table!"