Fast Travel Wanted: Don’t Get Angry with the Blackened System

Chapter 116 Han Jincheng never let go

From a very young age, I knew that I had a problem, because I was extremely possessive, as long as it was what I liked, I would get it regardless.

My mother tried to heal me, and tried to change my mind, but all failed in the end.

Sometimes, my mother would even yell at me.

Calling me like a brute, without emotion, I think, may be true.

Because I only have possession in my eyes, and I really don't have any feelings. When I look pleasing to the eye, I want it. When the thing becomes mine, I protect it desperately, and no one can take it away.

This kind of me was soon abandoned by my mother.

Not only that, but even my father gave up on me, accusing me of being like a monster, not crying or laughing, not knowing anything.

But why cry?

You didn't do anything wrong, why are you crying?

Since the things have been taken away, is it possible that someone will return the things after crying?

It's ridiculous, of course I have to snatch it back myself!

But... things that have been touched by others, I'm really sorry, I will feel dirty, and I don't want them if they are dirty...

My things, even if I destroy them, I won't let anyone touch them.

That is the possessive desire from the soul, which cannot disappear.

Later, I also gradually changed, I felt that it was impossible for me to laugh anymore, it was impossible to have any feelings, and I would not feel pain or sadness.

Until later, I met her, an irreplaceable person in my life.

But it's a pity, maybe people like me really can't have happiness, and I still drove her to a dead end.

Today, this is the hundredth day since she left me.

She didn't know that after she left, my life was completely plunged into darkness, and I could no longer see the light.

For a long time, she always felt that I didn't love her, and that I was only damn possessive towards her.

At first, even I thought so.

It wasn't until she left that I realized that we were both wrong.

I fell in love with her before I became possessive of her.

Because, when I am with her, I can clearly feel happiness, sadness, and my emotions change again and again because of her!

However, I can no longer have her.

Everyone told me that she couldn't survive, that the plane crashed, and there was no body left, but I didn't believe it, I didn't want to believe it, because I thought that geniuses would be favored by heaven.

It must be these people who are jealous on purpose, that's why they became what they are now.

Later, I walked the road you liked alone, and saw the scenery you wanted to see, but unfortunately, I still couldn't see you in these places.

Only I exist alone.

You once said, I don't understand love.

But I think, I probably already understand what love is now.

But, my love, I still can't learn to let go.

You left me, but I still won't let go, because only by holding you tightly can I feel at ease.

Even if you say that I am abnormal, I don't care, as long as you will be by my side in the future.

Many people don't believe that there is an afterlife, but I believe it, because I know that I will meet you again, and you have my imprint on your body, which no one can replace.

The person I love, the person I am in love with, the person I miss, no matter where you go, I will follow in your footsteps!

Ticket ticket ticket ticket ticket... I have lovesickness, and not seeing tickets for a second is like claws scratching my heart! Kind and lovely babes, you know how to save me, don't you! Love you guys! Good night!