Fantasy world

I was really hurt by Huang Huimin! Wu Wenyan took the initiative to cancel our engagement with me. Michelle and I had a complete falling out, and my parents were silent towards me. People in the bay stayed away from me when they saw me again, and Mihe and Lingzi also quietly broke off their friendship with me.

Huang Huimin thought she could force me to compromise and submit using such despicable means. It's so naive. If I just didn't have any feelings or thoughts about her before, it was because I was afraid of getting into trouble. But it's different now. I'm full of contempt, disgust, and hatred for her. However, after all, she is the niece of the Tu Emperor and the dean of the school. What can I do? Even if I grit my teeth, I still have to swallow my anger. Perhaps, learning to be patient is also a sign of growth.

I can't vent, I can still choose to remain silent. She was still pestering me as always, and I was still turning a blind eye and turning a deaf ear.

Finally, she couldn't hold on any longer and surrendered first. She sincerely apologized to me with tears in her eyes and begged me to give her a chance to explain. Only then did I relent and agree to negotiate seriously with her.

That day, she kept following me home, and her parents still politely allowed her to have dinner. Although the family was very cooperative and left a good date space for the two of us. But I am still afraid that there will be disputes in our negotiations, which will affect and hurt my family. After dark, we quietly came to the lonely countryside together.

Plunging into the boundless darkness and boundless wilderness, I naturally breathed a sigh of relief. I have become accustomed to darkness and the countryside. Only in such an environment can I feel extremely relaxed and at ease. Because on weekdays, we all live in an invisible depression

"alright! Now you can tell me frankly. Although we are not friends, we have no enmity. Why do you want to harm me like this?"

Now that things have happened, I am really puzzled. Why did she do it?

"Why should I harm you? You have helped me at critical moments in the past. Although you do not regard me as a friend, I still miss you and remember your kindness. Why should I harm you?"

"yes! Why? I'm asking you!"

"Didn't I tell you? Why do you insist on thinking the worst about me? Why should I harm you?"

"Why? Why? The facts are in front of you, but you still make excuses. What are you relying on? The roots are strong and the young shoots are red, but there are people behind it, so they are being unreasonable! It’s so baffling! I will tell you the truth today, no matter what tricks or tricks you play, I will never really like you or be with you. Nor will I resign myself to fate or be at your mercy. The worst case scenario is that we will die together and perish together."

"You-you've gone too far! Self-righteous and unreasonable! Let me tell you the truth, don’t think that just because you are an educated youth, you are great! Don't think that we country wine drinkers are all so easy to bully. Do I want to harm you? If I want to harm you, I will beat you down long ago without me taking action! Don’t forget, this is the countryside. You are here to receive education. If the poor and lower-middle peasants treat you as a human being, you are a human being. If they treat you as a ghost, you are a ghost."

"forget it! Stop bluffing and scaring people! I am an educated youth and I am here to receive education, but you are not qualified to represent the vast number of poor and lower-middle peasants. I also know your details. You have a father who is a cadre and an uncle who is a local emperor. Who here dares to provoke you? I can't afford to offend you, but I can hide away if I can afford it, right?"

"Don't come here, you've already offended me this time, you can't hide even if you want!"

"What? Are you really relying on me?"

"Who depends on you? It was obviously you who caused trouble on purpose and made it like this. How do you want me to end it? How to step down? Do you know how much it hurts me if you do this?"

"Hey! Stop it, stop it! I said you are really a pig climbing the city wall - beat me up! You were making unreasonable troubles about this matter from the beginning to the end. How come this is my fault?"

"At the beginning, I did have something to ask you. I didn't expect you to be so stubborn and ignore me. Do you know what it means to a girl if you do this? This was an insult that she could never forget or erase for the rest of her life. I'm not good-looking, but I won't make you so disgusted when you see me, right? I just want to know, why are you doing this to me?"

"You - you have something to ask me for - then you - just say no. As long as I can do it, I will definitely not refuse."

"Did you give me a chance to say it?"

"So tell me now, what do you want me to do?"

"But I have changed my mind now. I have nothing to ask of you."

"Well! Then can you stop following me like this?"

"no! no way!"

"You-what do you want to do? You are the emperor's daughter, but I am just an educated youth who went to the countryside. What does it mean for you to follow me like this? Do you want to kill me?"

"You asked for that too! I didn't want to harm you, but you forced me like this, and now I have no way out. Now, everyone in the school and even the whole village knows that I am pestering you. If you can't give me a step down, I will have no choice but to jump into the lake."

"You-what did you say?"

"This is all forced by you, and we have no way out. I can't step down, and you can't get rid of it either."

"You are crazy! Why do you want to harm people like this? Did I provoke you? How could I meet such a loser like you?"

"This matter was originally caused by you, and of course it is your responsibility. For no reason, I was being criticized all day long and told such unpleasant things. What do you want me to do? Even if I am misunderstood by people's gossip, I can't make myself so embarrassed and bullied by you, right? I am a drunkard, I also want face and self-respect!"

"You - you want face, you want self-respect, so you can ignore others? Reckless? You - you are so selfish and too much!"

"What you did was so irritating that I became more and more crazy and completely lost my mind. Now that things are like this, I am the biggest victim. Do you still blame me for killing you? You are a grown man, you have taken advantage of everything, and you still act like a good boy when you get an advantage. Don't you think about me? I am a country wine drinker and a yellow-flowered girl. I am so shameless in pursuing a man. Even if I cannot catch him, it is a joke. How do you want me to see people in the future?"

"Don't blame me for this, it's all your own fault."

"OK! I brought it upon myself and asked for it! Remember, these are what you said today. I don’t want to dwell on the past anymore. Since you asked me out today, our relationship has become a mess. It doesn’t matter whether you recognize it or not. I can't help you anymore"

"Why! Huang Huimin! We have had some friendship before, why did you become like this?"

"What has become of me?"

"selfishness! Incomprehensible!"

"That's it? Any more?"

"Unreasonable and hysterical!"

"Any more?"

"That’s all for now, and I’ll tell you when I remember"

"OK! I am waiting! Anyway, from now on, we are officially dating. In other words, from now on, I have the right to pester you anytime, anywhere, but you can't refuse me"

"Are you serious? I agreed to come out and talk to you today, but that doesn’t mean that I surrender to you. I just want to have a good communication and negotiation with you on how to solve the problem."

"So tell me, how do you want to solve the problem?"

"Don’t you think that what I did this time went too far, which made you lose face and hurt your self-esteem? Then I admit that I was wrong and apologize to you now"

"Is this enough? Is this the end?"

"besides! I will go to school tomorrow and I am willing to apologize to you in front of all the teachers."

"Yeah? So how are you going to apologize?"

"I just said that you are too good and I am ashamed of myself. I rejected you because I am not confident in myself, and——"

"Is this an apology? Are you obviously rejecting me again in public and slapping me in the face again?"

"no! If you want, I can slap myself in the face in public. If you want to vent your anger on me, I'll let you do it."

"OK! I understand, you would rather die than give in, and you will never agree to have a relationship with me. I want people to see my jokes"

"No no no! Absolutely not! I'm thinking about how to properly solve the problem and restore your face."

"impossible! At this point, the two of us are left with two choices, either to turn against each other, or to pretend to be real. You can choose the former, but you will bear all the consequences yourself"

"Then - what will be the consequences?"

"I will die in front of you, and then my family will go to you for revenge"

"Why! Don't, don't, don't! Don't scare me?"

"I'm serious, no kidding!"

"Then - forget it, I'll just listen to you!"

"That is, if it had been like this, nothing would have happened. I just don’t understand. Even if we are in a relationship, whether it’s true or false, overtly or covertly, I’ll still be the one who suffers. I’ve begged you so, but you’re still coy. Are you real or faking it? Isn't it just a show between you and other people's black-type children? Why are you so proactive and willing? In your eyes, am I that bad? It's bad luck even if it sticks?"

"You - don't think too much. Even if there is fate between people, there is no way to compare them. Wu Wenyan and I, you should know the situation at that time. I just wanted to help others when they were wronged. Now it seems that maybe I still harmed others. When you made such a fuss this time, people were understanding and immediately backed off. I'm really worried and guilty"

"Come on, even if you help her, you won't be able to help her for a lifetime. Sooner or later, you two will have to face this matter. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Maybe I did something good this time"

"You will make excuses!"

"Oh well! Today's matter is settled by us. Please think clearly, do we still need to have a formal ceremony?"

"Don't don't! Forget it, it’s just so confusing and specious, it’s fake anyway! It’s easy to get together and part ways"

"OK! It's up to you!"