Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

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A wooden stand was erected by the Tongchang River, and Kumoroyan was wrapped in white cloth and placed on the wooden stand. Guizi originally carried out burial, but Jomo Moroyan was a Tianzhu man, so Tianzhu's cremation custom was used.

Bai Chun led all the members of the royal family, the princes and ministers, arranged in several rows, all in a row. On the other side of the wooden frame is a group of monks, led by Roche, and his master Pantou Dado is also among them, sitting on the river beach and chanting.

Vrsartipa was plain white, with white cloth wrapped around her forehead, holding a torch in her hand, her eyes swollen, her face sad and sad. The torch was supposed to be the eldest son, but Roche had already become a monk, and without his secular status, he was the youngest son.

Bai Chun nodded solemnly to Vshatipah. Vshatipah walked to the wooden frame and lit the hay covered on the wooden frame. After a while, the flames rushed up and swallowed Jumoroyan. A cry was mixed with chanting, solemn.

Vishpatti knelt on the ground, her hands on the ground, her head hanging down, her shoulders shaking. I looked at Rosh. He seemed to have forgotten his chanting, and only looked blankly at the father who was disappearing from the fire. The sadness on his face made me unable to look at it.

There is a sentence in the "Theories" of the Dragon Tree Bodhisattva translated by Roche: "From existence to life, from birth to old death, from old death to sorrow and sorrow, all kinds of common problems, but there is a big bitter Yin collection. Wisdom, from now on, life and death are all fundamental." Therefore, the wise man must "do nothing without extinction." It's just that if Roche could really do nothing, why would he cry for his father that night?

I looked at the fire, and meditation in my heart: Master, I hope you can see the people you love for life. The Buddha will accept your thoughts. The Buddha himself has suffered from **** desires, and he should reunite you. I hope you in heaven, happiness...

The funeral lasted for more than an hour, and finally burned out. With help from the servant, Vishati collected the father's ashes and sprinkled it into the Copper Factory River. My heart clumped as Vishati cried while holding her ashes.

After returning to the Guoshi Mansion, I didn't immediately ask Vishati to leave. He is still in grief now, and I really can't bear to mention this topic. Roche did not continue to live at home, and went back to Dali Temple with Pantou Dato. As he walked, he stared at me, his gray eyes revealing too many complex expressions, which I could not understand and did not want to understand. Heart, tired...

I was watching the sky in the yard. I never understood before that the sky here is certainly purer than in the 21st century, but what is so good about the sky. Now I understand that it is not how beautiful the sky is, but when people are worried, looking at the sky is indeed more elegant than simply being dazed.

"Ai Qing!"

Turning back, she saw Vishati standing on the steps. He still wore the filial piety of the Qizi people, his eyes were sunken, his plump face was thinner, and a blue stubble appeared on his chin. He looked calmer, as if he had matured a lot. No wonder some people say that the boy grew up at his father's funeral.

I haven't talked to Vrsati for many days. He walked down the steps and stood beside me, not as clumsy as before, but looked down at me. Since returning to the Guoshi Mansion, he has always behaved well to me.

"Ai Qing, that day..." I was a little puzzled to see him talking. What day?

"I mean on the day of Subash..."

Ah, remembered. I shook my head gently: "After so long, what else do you mention it?"

"I've never used women strongly. I don't know why they are so uncontrollable to you."

"Vishati, if you want to apologize, I have already forgiven you."

"Then...here..." He pointed his lips with his finger, and his face was a little red, "I heard that the Han women are tightly guarded..."

I suddenly realized that he meant that kiss. I smiled: "That...I'm okay. It was just a bite from the dog..." To be honest, I don't remember the taste of that kiss. For me, it's not a kiss, it's just being forced to have an object attached.

"You... actually called me a dog..." He was anxious and rushed at me, "Beware I let you be bitten by the dog again."

I escaped, and he didn't chase the way he did before, he must succeed, just standing and laughing. For almost two months, I finally saw him smile. Vishati, who was still smiling, was like him.

His smile erased in an instant, and he looked around with some sadness: "After my father left, he found that his home was so empty and lonely and unstoppable." He looked at me, his eyes flowing softly, "Fortunately, you are still there , It also makes me happy."

He stretched out his hand to caress my face, I was shocked, leaned back and hid. He was a little bit distraught, withdrawing his hand.

"Ai Qing, I knew you were wrong when I kissed you that time."

I didn't understand it for a moment, and was startled.

He smiled slightly: "That kind of reaction, if not a virgin, I would have been in vain since I have been dealing with women for so many years."

"You..." I stomped, "Why do you care so much about this? Am I a virgin, and what is your business?"

"You lied to me that you came back, but I didn't find out until that day that you have been alone with him for three months. The lonely man and the widow, staying together for three months, even if he is high, he will be a man, you can Let me believe that there is nothing between you at all? I'm not as good as him everywhere, my parents spoil him, uncle Wang respects him, the world respects him, what about me? What do the world think of me, they all say that I'm the Archmage Kumomo Rosh's younger brother, does anyone know what my name is and what I've done? Finally, there is a woman who likes it, and he will take it away."

"So I've been angry all the time. You haven't come back for such a long time. I must have gone to the temple to find him. I was really mad and forced you like that." He looked down and smiled again. "However, after kissing you, I calmed down. I was thinking, fortunately, you are so jerky even kissing, how could it be tainted with him? I have no time to grab you. After all, he is not eligible to be married." And I have."

I was annoyed: "Vishati, your approach is naive. You just treat me as a quarrel with him just because you are jealous of him? I don't understand, what's wrong with being an ordinary person? Smart people are smart People's misfortune is too famous, but it is affected. Do you want to be a happy ordinary person, or an unfortunate celebrity?"

"Then..." He looked at me fixedly, with a serious and expected look in his eyes: "Do you want your husband to be an ordinary person?"

What is this problem? My heart thumped for a while. Press it, it's time to say to him: "Vishati, I have already contacted the caravan. They will leave in five days, they will take me to Banchaoqiancheng first, and then to Chang'an." In order to let them take me When I went to Gancheng, I paid twice the price.

"You..." His face changed, grabbing my shoulder, "You still have to go..."

"I have no reason to stay here."

"Marry me, you have reason to stay there."

Alas, he was clear. "Vishati..."

"If you despise me having been better with so many women, I swear that I will only be good to you from now on, and only have you as a woman."

"Vishati..."

"Don’t tell me what age is older than me, I’ll be older than you in a few years. Don’t say what you don’t belong here. No matter how good it is in heaven or Chang’an, what fun is there without me Vrsati? There is only one answer: whether to marry or not to marry." I have never seen him look so serious. If my heart is not filled by another person, I will definitely not resist such a confession.

"Vishati, I won't marry." I broke the hand he put on my shoulder and told him calmly, "There is only one reason: I don't love you."

He shook his body and left a bitter smile in his mouth: "Ai Qing, you taught me what love is. When I finally learned to love, you told me that you never loved me."

"Sorry,……"

"Don't tell me what I'm sorry!" He shook his head frantically and pulled me over, "Do you love him?"

"I..." How can I admit aloud? I can't ignore his identity.

"Don't hide it from me! During his stay at home, people will change your medicine every day, and he looks at your eyes, will I not understand?" He drew me closer, his eyes sharp on my face Turn, "You know he can't marry you, you still love him?"

"Vishati, I also hope that I love you. If you change time and place, I will fall in love with you 100%. With you, I am really happy, you will bring me a lot of fun, will not let me Loneliness is uncomfortable." I can't deny it anymore. In fact, what difference do I accept? Nothing can be changed.

"But love is blind. I can't tell why. I just love him. Even knowing that this is impossible, I still can't control myself. So, I have to leave."

He let go of me suddenly and smiled hummingly. The expression on his face was very complicated: "I'm still a step behind him... I'm really tired of playing games with women this year, without real heart, for a moment The ecstasy of my soul can’t withstand the loneliness of the whole night. So I started to look forward to your return. The fairy told me that I would come back only if I recite the Book of Songs. Do you think I started memorizing the Book of Songs ten years ago? I started to recite last year. I want to try to see if what you said is true. As a result, when I can recite it all, you really come back."

He looked at me and his expression turned soft: "You still love to laugh like a smirk ten years ago, as pure as before. My father didn't get used to it and urged me to be married. These words are just fooling my father. After seeing you, I suddenly thought, aren’t you the one woman who has been unique all the time? So I want to keep you, I want to see your pure eyes all my life. I think I’m finally better than him this time Almost there. But he still snatched you away in a quiet voice."

I am not impressed, but I always feel that there is something wrong in his words. "Vishati, ten years ago, I was only with you for three months. At that time, you were only ten years old. After ten years, you may not even remember what I look like. Why do you treat me like this? Never forget?"

"I remember..." He reached out to touch my face and I took a step back. He didn't approach, only depicting my facial features in the void. "This year, your appearance has been in my heart, more and more clear. So when you nibble on the skewer on the street, I recognize you at a glance."

I sighed and couldn't get entangled like this anymore. Although I still don't quite understand why he was so emotional with me at once, I don't want to figure it out. Since this is the case, what is the point of understanding too much? I looked at some withered vines in the yard and took a breath: "Vishati, I will go to Queli Temple tomorrow."

"Are you going to see him?"

"Yes. But you can rest assured, I just say goodbye, we won't have anything." I smiled bitterly, "I and Rosh are both sane people..."

I took the piece of sheep fat jade lion hanging from my neck and handed him: "Give it to the woman you can really fall in love with."

He watched the Jade Lion not answering, just silence. It took a while to say, "This is yours."

He also learned to look to heaven. The sunset was slanting, and the glow of the sunset glowed on his tall back.

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Kumoroyan's funeral refers to the funerals of Hindus I have seen in India and Nepal.