coward.

This is how Do Hyun evaluates himself.

I didn’t say anything to my mother over the weekend. Because I'm afraid of the answers that come back.

Do Hyun laughed at himself.

The sloppy covering of sand collapsed. Pretending not to know and covering up the past is of no use.

With confusion, his eyes widened. The stress makes me dizzy.

The air became sharp and stung the brain. His eyes moved like blood flowing through his veins.

The separation in front of him put Doxian into extreme pressure.

Because I didn’t have the confidence to persevere, I covered it up, so I didn’t expect the backlash would be greater.

That's when

"Hey! Chinese!

A boy yelled with his eyes ripped open on both sides. Then the children around laughed in unison

"Imitate a monkey!"

The childish voice taunted Do-hyun.

Although not often, it happens occasionally.

Children as young as 9 often make mistakes without knowing what they are doing.

Usually Do-hyun doesn't care about these people.

It feels like Different versions of"Ghastlychild" that I listened to in the hospital.

The meaning of disgust or contempt contained in the words is the same. It just differs whether it is directed at an individual or a group.

"How do you think it’s better now?"I have had such ridiculous thoughts. At least it is not a personal accusation against Doxian.

But now the strange thing is that this situation has touched Doxian's nerves.

There is an unbearable feeling and I want to express it.

It is a strange impulse.

Daoxian strode towards the crowd.

Maybe because they didn’t know whether they would come here, some of the panicked children tried their best to smile and pretend to be calm.

But as Daoxian got closer and closer, the voices became louder and louder. Small.

Daoxian stared at the boy who had just mocked him loudly. Because he was shorter than Daoxian, his eyes naturally looked downward.

Facing Daoxian's gaze, William looked down at his black eyes calmly. Although he flinched, he pretended not to , sneered.

William, who had already flinched, did not expect at all……

"What should we do now?"

Daoxian was in distress. He looked calm on the surface.

Because he moved impulsively, he didn't think about what action he would take next.

William was thinking about what to say and why he came here in the first place. The sight of Dohyun, who was deep in thought, was interpreted as a silent oppression, and became smaller and smaller.

That was when a crooked voice came from the side.

"What happened suddenly?"

Daoxian turned his head and looked at the familiar face. His eyes widened slightly, and soon returned to their original appearance. The owner of the voice was Duffy.

For a short moment, Duffy, who looked at each other, regretted his impulsive step and stood out

"What's up with him?"

I had this thought reflexively. The atmosphere in Dohyun was very strange. He was always smiling when he was around Jane. When there were no friends around, Dohyun was basically expressionless. The same was the main expression that Duffy saw..

The expression is obviously familiar... completely unfamiliar.

The sharp cross section of ice or the shards of glass reminiscent of dark blue, looks very sharp and sensitive. At this time, the black eyes like a crow also feel uneasy

"…But you can’t back down!"

Duffy stared at Doxian with sharp eyes. At the same time, in order to calm down, she remembered the birthday party last week and became angry again.

Jane did not come to the birthday party.

I thought she was too busy to come, but I quietly I asked other children, didn't they just go to his house to play?

"It's my birthday!"

Duffy gritted his teeth.

That night, Duffy was so sad that he even seemed to eat the cake. Everyone except the birthday party was very happy.

While Duffy was gritting his teeth, Dohyun, who had finished sorting it out in his mind, said calmly one's own position

"I don't really want to talk to you."

The voice was slow and calm.

Daoxian hesitated for a while, and then added what he meant.

"To be honest, it's a bit troublesome."

Duffy had nothing to say.

What does it mean to glance secretly while speaking? What is that cautious attitude?

On the contrary, because of that attitude, I deeply felt that this was not something said out of anger, but the truth.

Its content The same is true.

If Dohyun is annoying, or his level is low, or this kind of thing is wrong, he will sneer at it.

But it is very troublesome. It is just annoying!

Even the sight to this side is not false at all, it looks very real.

Duffy did not answer, perhaps because he found it difficult to understand, and kindly added additional explanations.

"It doesn’t matter what you say later, but I hope you don’t insist on getting a reaction from me."

To be touched by that kindness... what a bullshit

"Who do you think you are, gesticulating!"

Duffy was furious.

Hearing that reaction, Daoxian's head tilted a little. There was a vague question on his face.

"Why does it attract my attention so much?"

Daffy opened his mouth.

What on earth was he saying? His brain refused to understand.

If it wasn't true, Dohyun might as well be the dust on the hind legs of an ant passing by Duffy, or rolling around next to it Mites on the leaves!

"What nonsense! am I crazy?"

"Stay still and then rush over, insisting on talking to attract attention. What is this behavior that causes concern?"

Unlike Do-hyun acting out multiple emotions, it's another thing to truly understand and identify with the emotion.

So imagine the imaginary character specifically and use the method of adding it to yourself.

Do-hyun has not experienced emotional maturity. process, and have no sympathy for the inferior satisfaction gained by torturing others. Because they cannot identify with it, their ridicule is more troublesome than shame or anger. Not only that, but also about finding something you like and cherishing what you find. To Do-hyun who was very excited, they looked really strange.

Do-hyun said in a sincere voice.

I don’t know why you care about me so much, but I don’t care about you and I don’t want to have to

"Me neither?!"

Duffy retorted absurdly, and Dohyun nodded slightly.

"Okay, then we don’t have to care about each other, okay?"

The very clear tone is even refreshing. Even Duffy who heard it said:"Really?"It's been done.

The two people who didn't know whether they were quarreling or something, the children laughed or made speechless gestures.

But no one actively stood in front of Daoxian.

They were also the same as William, because In the early days, he was dragged down by Do-hyun's courage.

Darby noticed this and felt aggrieved afterwards.

He fanned the flames next to him, and although they flirted together, he swore not to directly hit Do-hyun or scold Do-hyun.

But the children who took direct action quietly Silently, his innocent self was listening to such words.

Duffy, who despised the fact that he had stood up first, developed feelings for the children he had been with for a while.

When Duffy stared at the children for no reason, he did not get an answer. Do Hyun took this as a positive meaning

"Then I knew that was it and off I went. goodbye."

Dohyun said hello in a calm manner, then turned and walked towards the class.

The children failed to catch Dohyun who disappeared and showed a lost expression.

"ah! Shake your head!"

Nicholas patted the shoulder of Daoxian who was painting a mural from behind.

"Um?"

"I heard Daffy likes you?"

Because it was too nonsense, Daoxian failed to respond quickly. Nicholas said happily

"The news has spread! Duffy treats you badly because he likes you!"

Nicholas laughed to death from the beginning.

Looking at Nicholas who fell to the ground, Daoxian looked a little dazed.

How could that conversation be understood like that?

It was even strangely mistransmitted in a short period of time, It even spread.

In Nicholas's words.

It was the same with Juliet. This school seemed to spread miraculously quickly.

Daoxian buried his face in his hands. He didn't say anything to anyone. The result was that he looking for

"Am I such a person who moves according to my mood?"

I vented my anger because I was in a sensitive state. Yes, although I pretended to be calm and logical, it was just to vent my anger. Dohyun did not react to them laughing at me. He was just swayed by my feelings and acted impulsively.

Dohyun felt Tired, he rubbed his eyes.

Reflecting on his cold behavior, he might have just heard the news and walked into the class excitedly.

"Dolly!"

Zhen, who ran all the way to Daoxian, glanced around and whispered softly.

"Dolly! Don't be too surprised! Tamiflu……"

"like me?"

"Why! So you know? It seems to be true!"

Jin's face showed surprise and subtle emotions at the same time.

Under Dohyun's judgment, this made me sigh in relief.

"That’s why I’m treating you badly! I thought it was because I liked me, so I felt sorry for no reason... Ha!"

Jin blocked my mouth.

But it was too late.

Daoxian completely grasped all aspects of the incident. Why is Jin so quiet every time he meets that group of people?

"I just said it wrong!"

Jen only picked up the pieces afterwards.

"Jane"

"Um. Um!"

First of all, although I don't have a good impression, it's a bit pitiful for him to be misunderstood like this. Dohyun started to correct the misunderstanding.

"He should like you"

"Um?"

JIN denied the reality.

Smiling faintly at Jin who said it was impossible, Dohyun went beyond being speechless and even felt a sense of shame.

Because I understood that unlike other children who were just joking, only showing hostility The reason.

When I thought that the reason for staring eagerly was about first love, everything felt inexplicably empty.

JIN, who still tried to deny Dohyun's words, did not accept the reality until he explained what happened to Dohyun in the corridor..

Nicholas found it hard to believe when he heard this story.

"Chi, really? You're angry?"

Dohyun thought about it for a while.

Strictly speaking, I wasn't angry. Because I never raised my voice.

"But I'm still relieved." That's right. Doxian nodded.

Nicholas was very surprised by him.

It was none other than Doxian who was actually angry. That Doritos!

You can say this or that. , it’s okay to say you don’t want to do it, I want to know if there is something annoying, that honest and silly Doritos!

Nicholas can’t imagine Dohyun being angry at all

"curious!"

Nicholas's eyes were full of interest.

Nicholas spread the wings of his imagination. Imagining Doritos who were as soft as marshmallows and became angry.

While Nicholas was thinking about strange things, Jane was very depressed and looked at Dohyun's The look in her eyes.

Zhen curled her hands and looked at Doxian, raised her eyes and glanced at them.

Then they looked at each other, pretending not to be like that, and secretly averted their eyes.

Doxian's eyes kept following, stagnant. Walking closer to the front ground, with a sad face

"sorry……"

Nicholas clicked his tongue. Jin, who glanced briefly, saw Dohyun and spoke cautiously again.

Because I have a good relationship with you, I seem to be jealous of you. Sorry for not saying it earlier.

Jane's voice gradually became darker.

"He's kind of...all the boys I'm close to say. I didn't keep it secret on purpose, I just felt embarrassed……"

Yes.

Jane was seriously, truly ashamed of Duffy.

She blushed at the jealous look on every boy she was close to.

Daffy seems to think that boys who have a good relationship with Jane will like her.

Why are the numbers my own?

Jane is very aggrieved

"Phew!"

Nicholas exhaled exaggeratedly

"Out of breath now. Every time I want to mention him, Qin blocks me, how depressing it is!"

The happy expression is in contrast to the person who is about to die.

Perhaps because he was very depressed after being blocked during this period, Nicholas, who was unblocked, was happily noisy.

The story seemed to be getting longer, and I listened to Nicholas's story with one hand..According to Nicholas, Duffy has unfortunately been obsessed with Jane since the first grade and chased her all the way.

But recently she has a good relationship with the most popular (?) Dohyun, so she feels a sense of crisis

"I did that last year too! Although I don’t know why I resigned not long after I left."

Looking at that extremely clear face, it's hard to be jealous.

Daoxian guessed Duffy's mood. At the same time, I also understood the reason why Nicholas and Duffy seemed to have a bad relationship.

Looking back, I felt that it was too quiet next to me. , turned his head away

"Phew……"

Dohyun couldn't help but smile.

It was strange because it was so quiet, but Jane seemed to be relieved of everything and showed a faded white expression.

Dohyun temporarily forgot about his own shame and laughed. My hands trembled and the color was a little crooked.

"Well...smile more...Dolly just smiles."

Even if you act so knowledgeable,

"If I see you, I will divide your head and body into a belly……"

Occasionally he gnashes his teeth.

Doxian choked, Nicholas put down the pen and took the pen from Doxian's hand with a smile.

That day, I discovered a new side of Chen, who I had always thought was very mature.

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