Jane had just developed the photo and brought it to school.

Looking at the photos taken together, Dohyun smiled and was shocked by the photo of a person.

The eyes softened as if they were surrounded by warmth, as if they had eaten a lot of sweet things, the corners of the mouth relaxed, and the cheeks were lightly flushed.

Because this is the expression I often make when my brother and I are together.

Among the photos we took together, the ones that are photogenic are in the photo frame, and the rest are in the album.

Seo Hyena saw the photo and brought it the next day.

Photos that surprised Do Hyun were also put into the frame. Because Xu Huina is very satisfied.

Looking at the rows of erected photo frames, Dohyun became complicated and subtle.

That day, Do Hyun faced a problem that was simply unsolvable.

On issues where no conclusions can be drawn, perhaps where there is an unwillingness to draw any conclusions.

Daoxian, who was once deep in thought and distressed, decided to avoid the problem temporarily. Maybe it's an escape. No, it's an escape.

Although Dohyun is generally persistent, he always gives up quickly to the point of nihilism on problems that cannot be solved or are not good for me.

Like a three-year-old child, if it's not visible to me, I believe it's gone, even if it's just covered with sand to pretend it's invisible.

Nonetheless, Do Hyun did it anyway.

Decided not to wonder about what lay beneath the sand. Do Hyun changed his mind.

Saturday is just around the corner and there is no time.

What's more, Jane and Nicholas, who were in high spirits, kept dragging themselves and didn't spend as much time alone as they imagined.

Because it was the day Nicholas went to the swimming academy, Dohyun finally got Jane's permission and went home directly after school. He touched the photo frame with his fingertips and stood up from his seat.

A small warmth remains on the surface of the frame and then disappears.

Dohyun entered the air-conditioned practice room. The boy standing in the front mirror faced Dohyun.

Do Hyun once again thought of the feelings he had at that time.

The coagulated blood on his hands shattered bit by bit, and his heart beat as loudly as if it was going to explode.

In addition to the guilt of killing, there is also the despair of falling into the abyss, the inexplicable fear... love, happiness, trust, expectation, hope.

The vegetation, flowers, lawns, etc. cultivated with various false words were swept away by the storm, leaving only ruins.

On the ruins, Liu barely stood breathing.

Even breathing is painful when the ash stings the lungs.

It was maximized in the encounter with Isaiah.

I feel scared to see myself in a state of poverty and inconspicuousness, now a ruin that no one can touch. I'm afraid he won't reach out again...for fear of being abandoned with contempt.

I'm afraid that the most beautiful season will be declared over.

All the nerves were focused on the boy, making it difficult to breathe.

So the chest rises and falls more intensely to breathe.

Daoxian seemed as miserable as becoming a Confucian scholar.

The red color is vaguely visible in front of my eyes. I can't tell whether it is intentional or my own feelings. The line is very blurred...

This kind of situation must have happened before...

Daoxian recalled the past with hazy eyes.

-I don't like my brother being tired. ah. At that time.

When you realize that it was the beginning of a confusing feeling where everything was blurred, you can guess the reason for the situation.

"From the moment Liu and his brother's feelings overlapped."The boundaries between emotions are broken."

The complicated emotions are difficult to identify the root cause, and Daoxian often feels uneasy and often becomes sensitive.

Even now.

It's hard to tell if the boy in the mirror is you or the one you're looking at.

No, I seemed to see a face I missed more than that...

I approached the mirror as if possessed, and flickered, and my eyes were dyed white.

Under the sudden light, he frowned and squinted his eyes, and soon saw a familiar shape

【What are you doing now! 】

The voice is very frightening

【cocoa! Madeleine! sandwich! picnic! Jane! Nikki! 】

This is a list of words whose relevance is unknown. As long as they have something in common, they are all what they like.……

"ah."

It turns out it's something I like.

…But what happened suddenly?

When Dohyun had questions, the bulky man first puffed up his body, then shrank his body and made a sighing gesture.

【Something bad almost happened! Why did he suddenly commit suicide when he obviously thought everything was fine?】

"Suicidal behavior?"

Daoxian narrowed his black eyes in panic. Liao Da scolded him severely.

【Your soul has control over itself and wants to hand it over to you. This is suicide! ]

The frightened Daoxian's eyebrows suddenly arched.

He opened his mouth slightly.

From this point of view, I was enveloped in a very hazy feeling just now. Consciousness gradually sinks... a strange feeling of sleepiness.

If you don't move, everything will end and a comfortable darkness will envelope your whole body.……

"Ho."

Dohyun took a breath.

This is the feeling when the attack in the hospital becomes more and more serious and he soon falls into coma.

I didn't mean it. If I didn't sort it out, I came out trembling.

"It's not intentional...it's just that I hyperventilate while acting...I think if I could reenact the situation, I'd know the reason……"

【Got it, got it, take a breath!】

"Yes."

Daoxian did not talk nonsense, but listened to Tuanzi's words. His face turned pale and gradually regained his vitality.

The short time with only the sound of breathing passed by.

Daoxian said calmly

"First of all...thank you. Also, can you listen to the explanation?"

It really doesn't look like a child. The guy smacked his tongue in his heart.

""It didn't reach this level when we first met."

It may be that it combined with Jung Hee-sung's self to have an impact. Although it is subconscious, since he has an adult self, he doesn't look like a child.

I know that this is natural and natural. trend, but looking at the little humans matched with Do-hyun - Jane and Nicholas - makes me feel inexplicably angry and pitiful.

Immature things grow up slowly for a reason. But that little guy muddled through that process.

Too rational for a child, too immature for an adult. It feels weird, like seeing a young individual who has only grown in stature.

And the little guy himself doesn’t know what he’s missing.

"Of course, this is the price the little guy has to pay……"

There is nothing you can do about feeling uncomfortable.

Looking at the little human waiting without urging, the voice is full of strength

【You also know that Jung Hee Sung’s ego sank in your unconsciousness. Although it affects your entire unconsciousness, it is sunk and will not be exposed unless you deliberately think of it or encounter an opportunity that triggers the memory. Even if exposed, it is only the acceptance of memories, emotions, and experiences. Things you just experienced, like side effects. 】

The light that makes up the blocky body spreads out as if scattered, and then gathers again after being dispersed.

The soul is"Qi", and what this Qi realizes with temper is the soul. But your soul is now a mixture of both personalities. Although it will be resolved with time...but you can't just spend this time quietly. In the presence of two personalities, you yourself feel confused about your existence, and the feelings that form your soul become confused in an instant. Done

"Is it me...or my brother?"

【All right. ]

Dohyun moved his lips and fingertips several times. Looking at Kuan'er like that, he quietly had doubts, and then explained

【Even if you give up the initiative, Zheng Xicheng will not come back alive. This is a broken soul mixed into yours. All that remains are remnants and evil thoughts. Even if you give up your dominance, ultimately your physical body is still a vessel that exists to carry your soul. If the wrong soul and body meet, there will only be destruction. You know this very well. probably?

"……I don't think so."

Dao Xian protested in a low voice. Seeing the expression of No Ying, Qiao Da snorted.

"Turns out...Roxanne was right. Roxanne said it seemed to be a problem caused by over-involvement.

As a result of over-involvement, the memories and feelings of her brother poured out, so the three selves were intricately affected, which is not wrong.

Ultimately, acting is a problem

"Can't I start acting?"

【ha? you?】

"Tsk, tsk, smacking your tongue, as if the lump is very strong."

Say something sensible. How can you not act?

Your tone is more determined and unhappy than expected. Daoxian tilted his head.

【This is the talent that makes your soul nearly perfect. That has seeped into your soul and body. Thinking about it makes me even more speechless. Why do you think that is acting? No, have you thought about it? 】

This is a question I have never thought about.

Just by looking at his expression, you can tell that the spinning block floating high in the sky has fallen a little.

He seems to be looking at Dohyun

【Because your life, your experiences, your feelings, and your desires guide you strongly. Not for you. Not anyone else but what you choose, your talent. The same goes for Jung Hee Sung. 】

I chose…

【Do you think you can survive without doing this? Those of you who have been looking forward to it for a long time, and even your talents have become a matter of course? It makes no sense, just like when Jung Hee Sung finally picked up the violin】

"But my brother couldn’t put down the violin because of me."

Because that brother's lifespan was shortened. Dohyun will never forget that fact. He has not forgotten it either."

【This is Zheng Xicheng's truth. 】

Just like telling me a truth, this is a very distant and indifferent tone. Daoxian truly felt that Tuantou was a transcendent existence.

In the end, Zheng Xicheng was guided to the violin. It was a natural thing that he had. Even if it was not your instigation, he would still pick up the violin in the end.

Tuanzi’s words dispelled the guilt that bound Doxian.

Suddenly, I thought I knew why people became religious.

It would be breathless to blame a huge fate for a personal ordeal that cannot be endured. Become infinitely want to rely on. Do Hyun is ultimately a cowardly individual. logicallyDohyun murmured to himself following Dango’s words

【So don't think about discussing impossible things, because there is no such stupid waste of time.】

"It turned out to be impossible."

Do-hyun seems to know only one thing.

Still can't deny that Leon's question is"no".

Acting has always been a fun and fresh feeling for Do-hyun, and acting has often made him feel tired recently.

Even so, I don't feel that way at all. I never thought about quitting my job.

It's weird when you think about it. If I was just simply tired, I would want to quit...

The answer is simple.

It's not a question of hating and liking. Because everything can't always bring happiness to people. After all , acting is a part of Dohyun. Because it is a part of the soul, body, and life, it cannot be given up.

After admitting it, his mind cleared up.

Dohyun understood what to do.

If we can only be together, we must find a way Together. There are many problems with the current situation

"The motive of"because others are worried" turned into"for the sake of acting itself"

"Mr. Block."

Dohyun, who looked down for a while, calmly raised his head.

"Do me a favor?"

【What's the meaning? Although I often appear and feel that I am easy to bully, I am essentially a coordinator and cannot help in any logical way.】

"Just look at me like this... If I encounter a dangerous situation like just now, will it be difficult to cheer me up?"

【This level should be no problem. 】

Dohyun’s face suddenly brightened

"Can I please ask you?"

【Neither you nor Jung Hee Sung... are afraid of the tuner. They are looking forward to this and that. 】

A ball of lukewarm words rose to Doxian's head. The glowing balls in the black hair settled down.

Looking at his own glowing head in the mirror, Dohyun smiled vaguely, realizing that it meant permission.

Thank you, Dohyun, who was small enough to hear a lump above his head, began to focus.

Although acting is called a"game" and I am already familiar with it, this is the first time I have experienced such complicated emotions.

I don't know the solution. Do Hyun acknowledged his limitations and did what he could. immediately

【Why don't you cheer up, little one?】

"…Ha, okay! Thanks!"

Until it succeeds

"What kind of ignorant behavior is this?"The guy clicked his tongue, but the more he repeated it, the more obvious the effect became.

In less than a minute, I felt a stinging electric current on the top of my head. Three minutes, five minutes, ten minutes... Although it was only a little bit, the time began to change. It's been a long time.

There is still this period of time.

Daoxian gradually found the feeling.

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