Eldest Senior Sister Has Abandoned Treatment

Eldest Senior Sister Has Abandoned Treatment Chapter 69

Fortunately, I didn't hear it!

She remembered the system task again. If she chooses Task 1 and waits until tomorrow night to act again, I am afraid that the strange voice just now will be heard by Third Junior Sister.

what a scary thought.

Bai Lian calmed down his excitement and continued the spirit of Concentration to upgrade the Spirit Root Grade to Second Junior Sister.

 …

Su Youwei began to reflect after returning to house.

The biggest problem she faces right now is the Heart Demon!

If you can't suppress the Heart Demon, when she breaks through to the Golden Core Stage, it's very likely that she won't be able to survive Thunder Tribulation.

She couldn't let the hard work that Senior Sister Bai put into her was in vain.

But how to suppress the Heart Demon?

Su Youwei tossed and turned. When she saw the orthography on her wrist, the first thing she thought of was the example Senior Sister Bai gave in the special class.

Senior Sister Bai once relied on visualizing a perfect self to overcome the cowardice in her heart. Maybe she can follow the method of Senior Sister Bai to fight the Heart Demon.

If you can't beat the Heart Demon outright, it will at least be useful, right?

Su Youwei is actually not very confident.

It wasn't that she felt that Senior Sister Bai's method was not good, she just felt that she absolutely couldn't be as confident as Senior Sister Bai.

Try it first.

With this idea in mind, Su Youwei closed his five senses not long after lying in bed, and only in this way could he concentrate his energy to fight the Heart Demon.

This is the summit of Bright Jasper Peak, and she believes she will not encounter any danger with Senior Sister Bai.

After a few breaths, Su Youwei came to his Sea of Consciousness.

She didn't systematically study Visualization Art, but she just visualized another self, and doesn't need a method that is too profound.

Su Youwei tried her best to start portraying another perfect self in her inner world.

This is a very time consuming project.

Maybe it took a quarter of an hour, maybe one hour.

When Su Youwei came back to his senses, she was surprised to find someone exactly like her in her Sea of Consciousness.

But before she could be happy, a dazzling scarlet suddenly covered her entire Sea of Consciousness.

Su Youwei trembling with fear lifted the head, and saw a monster with a face looking sinister sticking his head out from the edge of the Sea of Consciousness.

Heart Demon!

Su Youwei stared wide-eyed.

Her Heart Demon is about to have an entity!

Clap.

Heart Demon gave a mediocre slap, and Su Youwei watched helplessly as the other self he had imagined with a lot of energy was smashed to pieces.

Chapter 26 Because someone is already protecting me

bang!

Violent The explosion made Su Youwei cover his head subconsciously.

It's over.

The other one in Sea of Consciousness was so shattered that there was no residue left, and her visualization didn't work at all.

What makes Su Youwei more uncomfortable is that even though she has turned her eyes, the terrifying appearance of the Heart Demon is still reflected in her eyes.

That is a very tall monster.

It's made of bare flesh, studded with red spurs.

The "wings" extending from the back are actually a bunch of broken blades.

Half miserable white as snow.

Half is black as ink.

Half is the emptiness of the heart.

Half is a crazy killing intent to fill.

It is difficult to describe its savage appearance with exact words, and even high P cannot save its appearance.

Maybe this is the Heart Demon.

That's what they do as one pleases.

Su Youwei begins to recall the past.

When exactly did you start encountering this terrifying monster?

This goes back to a past life.

From the moment she fled Su Clan in the pain of losing her dearest, there was a void in her heart.

She would wake up suddenly from sleep because of suffocation.

Wake up with tears in her eyes.

The first to fill that vacancy is boundless hatred.

She still vividly remembers the scene where she stabbed her first enemy with a machete.

Blood gushes from the wound like a fountain.

In an instant, the white clothed on the enemy's body was blood dyed red, and he fell to the ground tremblingly.

blade after blade.

Flesh splits.

More and more blood poured out.

Isn't that scene very similar to the huge monster in front of you?

But at that time, when she looked at the sharp scimitar from which the blood beads rolled down, she felt surprisingly peace of mind and peace. She felt that she finally had the power to protect herself.

And then...

As her strength increases, so do the enemies she encounters.

She has no time to think about the way out for the future.

She only knew that the world she wanted to protect was ruthlessly destroyed, and all she could do was to use the same means to make them feel the pain she had felt.

Continuously kills.

Use killing to expel hatred, and use blood to make up for the fear that once filled my heart.

But killing brings more hatred.

In order to drive out these hatreds, she had to kill more people who stood in her way.

This is probably the so-called drinking poison to quench thirst.

If she in her previous life could successfully kill all those who had hatred with her before she died, this Heart Demon would not have become so hideous.

Su Youwei lifts the head.

The Heart Demon did not continue to attack after she dismissed her imagined self.

One person and one demon stared at each other from the air.

In Sea of Consciousness world.

They seem to be thousands of miles apart.

But in a trance, Su Youwei felt that the Heart Demon was always in her body, and the monster she saw now was the real herself in the mirror.

A monster born to kill!

"That's right."

The voice rang out.

It's Su Youwei's own voice, as if it came from the depths of the heart.

"Whether you admit it or not, I am you, you are me, and we are the same person."

"No." Su Youwei shook his head, "You are simply not human. !"

No one looks so terrifying!

"Here you see your heart."

"Heart?"

"Ugly heart."

"Impossible!"

"There's nothing impossible."

While speaking, the huge monster's body shrank rapidly, and those annoying spikes completely disappeared after shrinking.

The one who finally appeared in front of Su Youwei was a petite girl with white hair and red eyes.

She was wearing a gorgeous, bloody dress.

The color stings deeply into Su Youwei's eyes.

"I know you'd prefer to see me like this, but it's just a fake disguise after all. You see, this dress is still scarlet no matter how it changes."

Su Youwei clenched his fists.

"Actually, you understand that even if you go back to the beginning where nothing happened, you can't deny everything that happened, otherwise I wouldn't be here."

"If I choose to forget?"

"You can't forget!"

"..."

"Perhaps you haven't realized that you have a pair of visible The eyes of the past and the future, even if you temporarily seal this memory, you will remember them again soon."

Su Youwei said after thinking: "So, if you want to forget all this, Do I have to choose death?"

"No, you can choose to accept it all, what you have to do is not deny yourself, but make yourself a whole person!"

Su Youwei's eyes flashed with confusion.

She suddenly felt that what Heart Demon said made sense.

The reason why Heart Demon was born in her heart was because there was a hole in her heart.

If she chooses to accept what Heart Demon has to offer, wouldn't that void be closed?

But...

Su Youwei shook the head.

She has become a monster, so how can she continue to stay by Senior Sister Bai's side.

Another Su Youwei continued: "It's not so hard to accept, is it? You It shouldn't be forget what protected you during those difficult times, if even this layer Protection has been given up, what are you left with?"

loneliness.

The word popped into Su Youwei's mind automatically.

Under the clear sky, she walked alone, no one would care about her.

It was supposed to be like this, as "she" thought.

But...

"The rest of my life will be a life I've never experienced!"

Su Youwei interrupted the other with a firm voice. one of her words.