Earth Era

Chapter 64: i want to give up

No one knew what a major event happened to Zhao Huasheng in just ten minutes. It was the ups and downs of going from **** to heaven and back again from heaven to hell. However, Zhao Huasheng's expression remained calm, and his words did not fluctuate in any way. No one knew what Zhao Huasheng was thinking and what he wanted to do.

Zhao Huasheng left his office and came to another office. There is also a computer in this office, Zhao Huasheng walked over and sat in front of it, and then pressed the power button.

"What do you want to do?" Stellar Man asked.

"Do some ordinary things and prepare a gift for my fiancee." Zhao Huasheng said lightly, "I'm very busy with work, and I don't have much time to spend with her, so I will record a video so that she can pass through when she wants me. This video to pass the time."

"Don't think about making a fool of yourself," the Stellar Man said.

"You've been monitoring me, and if you find out that I'm doing a fool, just punish me directly." Zhao Huasheng said, "I'm sorry, you stellar people only have one gender, so you probably can't understand this kind of feeling between our human beings. ."

The Stellar Man was silent and did not speak. Zhao Huasheng turned on the computer, put a blank disc into the optical drive at will, then turned on the camera and started recording his own pictures. These images will be burned to that disc.

Just like what Zhao Huasheng said, Zhao Huasheng really didn't make a fool of himself. Zhao Huasheng just looked at the camera on the computer and smiled faintly, his body remained motionless, he didn't say anything, didn't make any small movements, didn't make any expressions or hints in his eyes. After turning on the camera, Zhao Huasheng seemed to have turned into a clay statue. If it weren't for Zhao Huasheng's chest still rising and falling because of his breathing, this would be a completely still picture.

Zhao Huasheng's breathing was also completely normal, neither accelerating nor slowing down. Zhao Huasheng did not try to convey any information through the frequency of breathing. First of all, Zhao Huasheng did not understand cryptography, and secondly, even if Zhao Huasheng understood, he could not do it.

Zhao Huasheng smiled at the camera for five minutes. After five minutes, Zhao Huasheng moved. Zhao Huasheng stretched out his hand and pressed the stop button. So the recording was over, the CD-ROM was opened, the CD was held by Zhao Huasheng, and then put in a box.

"If you have doubts about it, I can re-record it." Zhao Huasheng said.

Stellar Man snorted and didn't speak. Zhao Huasheng ignored it, but casually stuffed the CD into his pocket and returned to his office.

Zhao Huasheng found Meng Zhuo and asked Meng Zhuo to re-arrange a mobile phone and a computer for himself, Zhao Huasheng's office returned to normal. Zhao Huasheng still works as usual, with such a routine, and there is nothing unusual about it from the outside.

When it was time to get off work, Zhao Huasheng returned home as usual, had dinner with Li Wei, and then watched TV for a while. At ten o'clock, the two said goodbye to each other and went back to their own rooms.

During this period of time, Stellar people never spoke to Zhao Huasheng again. However, the persistent slight itching on Zhao Huasheng's head constantly reminded Zhao Huasheng that the stellar man has been monitoring him and has not left for a moment.

Zhao Huasheng didn't give the CD to Li Wei, but threw it on the table in his room as if he had forgotten about it, and then ignored it again. The next day, Zhao Huasheng still came to the Institute of Stellar Physics to start a day's work, and then went home, repeating this for five days.

On the night of the fifth day, after saying goodbye to Li Wei, Zhao Huasheng didn't rush to sleep, but tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. At this time, the Stellar Man finally said the first sentence to Zhao Huasheng in a few days: "You don't seem normal today."

"You stellar people have no gender, you can't understand this feeling." Zhao Huasheng whispered.

"I see," the Stellar Man said. "I said, I understand your human culture. If I'm not mistaken, your current state... seems to be related to sex? You eat some lamb during the day, and Some other things, I think, your state at the moment is probably related to these things you have eaten. At the same time, you and Li Wei have been living together for almost a year, and Li Wei is also considered in the aesthetic concept of your human civilization. A beautiful woman, in the words of our solar civilization, has very good life information. Your life information is also excellent. I believe that the life information of the two of you blends together, and the offspring born will be even better. "

"So, why are you putting up with it?" the Stellar Man said, "Our cooperation agreement will last your life until you die, and I don't want your life to be boring, because that would reduce the Your desire to survive increases your chances of breaking the contract. Only those who value life more will abide by the contract.”

"You're right." Zhao Huasheng replied, "I really have no reason to endure it any longer."

"Go." Stellar people's words were full of smiles, "She won't reject you. But even if you start the process of reproduction, I won't let go of your surveillance. Don't feel awkward, you Knowing that we are different life types, watching the process of your reproduction, it seems to me that there is no difference between mating with two ants. Or, you can think of me as an ant, I think, you probably won't Mind your business being seen by an ant."

Zhao Huasheng hummed, got up from the bed, and walked to Li Wei's door. As if plucking up his courage, Zhao Huasheng finally raised his arm and knocked gently on Li Wei's door.

Li Wei may have just fallen asleep and was woken up, or she may have just fallen asleep. After the fourth knock on the door, Li Wei's lazy voice came out: "Watson? What's wrong?"

"I... you... please open the door."

Footsteps sounded in the room. After a while, the door opened. Li Wei with long hair and pajamas leaned against the wall and looked at Zhao Huasheng with some doubts, "What's the matter with you?"

Under the soft lighting of the night light, Li Wei seemed to exude a breathtaking light all over her body. Zhao Huasheng looked at Li Wei's eyes with love, slowly stretched out his arms, and then hugged Li Wei tightly in his arms.

This sudden hug made Li Wei a little flustered and a little surprised. But Li Wei still did not resist, but also hugged Zhao Huasheng and said softly in Zhao Huasheng's ear: "Watson, Watson, what's the matter with you?"

"I'm sorry, I can't control myself." Zhao Huasheng said in a low voice.

Li Wei's body froze for a moment, and then two red clouds climbed up her cheeks. At this moment, Li Wei also became at a loss, her tongue seemed to be stiff, and she could no longer speak.

"Let's go to your room and talk, okay?" Zhao Huasheng asked.

Li Wei's body seemed to soften, but she nodded meekly. So the two returned to Li Wei's room, and then fell on the bed...

During the whole process, Zhao Huasheng's eyes were always cold and calm. It seems that there is no emotion or desire fluctuation in Zhao Huasheng's heart at all. But at this moment, Li Wei probably didn't notice this.

After an unknown amount of time, the room finally regained its calm. Zhao Huasheng was lying on the side, and Li Wei was snuggling in Zhao Huasheng's arms like a docile kitten.

Zhao Huasheng's eyes were still calm and cold. In this quiet and sweet darkness, Zhao Huasheng's low and magnetic voice entered Li Wei's mind.

"Li Wei, you know what? I'm very tired."

Li Wei held Zhao Huasheng stronger, and her voice became more gentle: "Huasheng, I've been by your side all the time. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com"

Zhao Huasheng did not respond to this sentence, but continued: "I think crazy, do research crazy, I can't sleep all night, but I still get nothing. I have no superhuman wisdom, no outstanding I'm just an ordinary person. I'm exhausted with everything that's on my back, because the difficulty of this matter is far beyond what I can handle."

Li Wei faintly noticed that something was wrong with Zhao Huasheng. But what was wrong, she couldn't tell. In the more than a year of communication, although the two cannot say that they have the same heart, they also have a lot of tacit understanding, and Zhao Huasheng at this moment makes her feel a little weird.

But Li Wei didn't speak, but still listened quietly.

"I want to give up all this, give up this mission." Zhao Huasheng said quietly, "But... everyone in the world is looking at me, expecting me to make a major discovery, expecting that I can solve the solar crisis, It can save the entire human civilization from suffering. I think of the Freya family who were frozen to death in the ice and snow, the old people who prefer to die and stay in their homeland, and the risk of their lives on the ice caps of the Pacific Ocean and the Atlantic Ocean. The staff who maintain the supply line in Equator City, thinking of all the people who are struggling at this moment... my heart hurts like a knife."

"Li Wei, can you understand me? I want to give up, but I have no reason to give up..." Zhao Huasheng said in pain, "I want to give up, but I can't give up. It makes me feel very painful."

In the darkness, Zhao Huasheng's eyes were still calm and cold, and there was no sign of emotional fluctuations.

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