Shen Fangyu came back from class at Medical University A, instead of going to the office, he went to the operating room first.

"Jiang Xu hasn't come out yet?" He glanced at his watch, "It's been a few hours."

"The situation is still complicated as expected," the doctor who spoke to him shook his head, "This operation is not easy." He said, "Doctor Jiang probably knows it himself, and today only this one is scheduled." He looked out the window, "I don't know when it will be done."

"Has he eaten?" Shen Fangyu asked.

"No way," said the doctor, "he did all the metastases. If you lose your mind while cutting the tumor, it's easy to cut it cleanly, and you can't change people, and you can't stop it at all."

Shen Fangyu frowned slightly upon hearing this.

He went to the locker room to change clothes, took a carton of milk from the rest room, roughly sterilized the surface of the box, inserted a straw and walked into the operating room, Jiang Xu was operating on the Kuckenberg tumor.

The removal of the primary tumor was over, An Wei did not leave in a hurry, and nodded to him when he saw him coming, but Jiang Xu didn't notice him coming.

He walked around behind Jiang Xu, gestured to the nurse next to Jiang Xu with his eyes, staggered half of his body, slightly lifted Jiang Xu's mask, and stuffed the straw into his mouth.

Long-term surgery tends to reduce physical strength. Generally, nurses or assistant doctors will use this method to replenish energy for the chief surgeon. Jiang Xu kept moving his hands and subconsciously opened his mouth to hold the straw. Shen Fangyu watched his Adam's apple rolling, The milk got to the bottom little by little before taking back the box, and helping him tidy up the mask with one hand from the side.

The nurse next to him wanted to say something, Shen Fangyu made a booing gesture to signal him not to make a sound, turned around and left with the milk, the nurse was stunned, and glanced at the back of Shen Fangyu walking away with the milk box.

He was wearing a surgical cap, and the mask was pulled up very high. The nurse didn't look at his face carefully just now, thinking it was the nurse who usually came to supplement the doctor's nutrition at meal time, but now Shen Fangyu gestured to him before he recognized it. That was Dr. Shen!

Holy crap, aren't Dr. Shen and Dr. Jiang old enemies?

He glanced at Jiang Xu in shock, and saw Jiang Xu's whole body and mind were focused on the scalpel, and he didn't realize who it was.

"Wipe the sweat."

Jiang Xu suddenly spoke up.

"Oh good." The nurse hurriedly wiped the sweat from his forehead, throwing the little bit of surprise out of his mind.

After wiping off his sweat, he also found a reasonable reason for what he saw just now—maybe the nurse on duty was busy, and Dr. Shen was temporarily pulled in to help. He was enthusiastic and would help no matter how small.

He didn't even look at Jiang Xu just now, and he probably didn't know that it was Jiang Xu who was undergoing surgery.

The little nurse was convinced by her own thoughts, looked at Jiang Xu, and nodded in conviction.

After waiting for more than two hours, Jiang Xu came out of the operating room with a tired face. When he saw Shen Fangyu, the tiredness in his eyes dissipated.

"How about it?"

"It's going well," Jiang Xu said, "I think... she's quite promising."

Shen Fangyu put his hands on his shoulders and pressed him hard. Hearing this, he reminded: "Just tell me about this, don't tell the patient."

The relaxation after the sore muscles relieved Jiang Xu's nerves a lot. With his back turned to Shen Fangyu, he turned his head and glanced at Shen Fangyu when he heard this, and then looked away, "Yes, I know."

Shen Fangyu nodded, and moved his hand to the middle, ready to help him massage the back of his neck, but Jiang Xu raised his hand to block it.

He gave Shen Fangyu a suspicious look, "Don't touch my neck from now on."

"Are you afraid that I won't be able to tell the severity of the pressure on the carotid sinus?" After Shen Fangyu finished speaking, he seemed to have remembered something, and said with a teasing smile, "Are you still ticklish?"

Seeing that Jiang Xu didn't speak, he leaned forward and blew on the back of Jiang Xu's neck. Jiang Xu stood up suddenly and glared at him with a bit of anger.

Shen Fangyu immediately raised his hands above his head, and quickly apologized, "I was wrong."

Then, under Jiang Xu's unfriendly gaze, he swallowed the next sentence: "...Dare to do it next time."

Ren Miao recovered quickly after the operation, and the radiotherapy and chemotherapy plan was gradually put on the agenda. Before the rest, Jiang Xu went to the ward to take a look at her condition, but he bumped into Shen Fangyu as soon as he walked to the door.

The wards are all triple rooms, and there are cloth curtains between every two beds. The bed closest to the door is empty, but the curtain between it and the middle bed is drawn.

Ren Miao was sleeping on the bed in the innermost room. Jiang Xu thought she might have something to do, and was about to ask her first, when a force came from behind, and Shen Fangyu held him in his arms. She raised her hand to cover the words he was about to say, and gave him a booing gesture.

His back fell into the warm embrace, Jiang Xu was startled, and was about to strike back, when Shen Fangyu suddenly lowered his voice in his ear and threatened, "You're going to move around and I'll touch your neck?"

Jiang Xu: "..."

He was wondering what Shen Fangyu was doing today, but after a while, he heard a voice coming from behind the curtain.

The breeze outside the window was blowing the white curtain, two shadows were vaguely visible, Jiang Xu couldn't see anyone, he could only hear two girls chatting.

"I just found out today that your name is Ren Miao. It's a coincidence," said the lively voice, "My name is Ren Han. Do you think our names are the same as our sisters?"

"It's a coincidence." The other voice was weaker and softer, "it seems to be about the same age."

"Yeah, what's wrong with you?" After Ren Han asked, she didn't wait for an answer, and first talked about her own situation: "I didn't expect that I would get sick. I didn't expect to find out some kind of uterine fibroids by accident."

"The doctor said that's why I have been bleeding heavily during menstruation, and it was found to be anemia! It scared me to death, I have never had such a serious illness, and I will have an operation in two days," she sounded genuinely scared , looking for a little comfort to warm each other, "Have you had surgery yet?"

Ren Miao looked at her, with a bit of envy in her gentle eyes, "I did it, but I seem to be... seriously ill. My parents never told me what was wrong with me, they always said...it wasn't serious. "

"ah?"

Ren Miao sighed lightly: "Since I was a child, they have been very strict with me. I am not allowed to play on the computer for more than an hour, and they will confiscate my extracurricular novels and let me practice the piano. But after I got sick, they Asked me if there was anything I wanted to do and said they wouldn't restrict me anymore."

Ren Miao had a wry smile on her face, "I think it might be because my time is running out."

"How is it possible, you look fine now, obviously very healthy," Ren Han said, "Aren't you thinking too much, your parents must be so concerned about you." She said: "I envy you You are sick, so many family members come to see you, and your parents are always by your side, unlike me, I am going to have an operation, and my parents don’t have time to come, so they say they will come on the day of the operation.”

She wanted to chat with Ren Miao before, but Ren Miao's parents had been standing by her side, so she couldn't open her mouth. At this moment, Ren Miao's relatives came to see her, and her parents got up to send relatives off, so she found the opportunity Talk to Ren Miao.

"Do your parents care about you?" Ren Miao looked at Ren Han's green hair and tattoos all over his arms, suddenly a little envious.

Ren Han shook his head, looking aggrieved, "They are very busy, busy investing, busy making money..." So she is alone every day, and the nanny will only take care of her, but not her.

But no matter what outrageous things she did, even if she dyed her hair in an outrageous color or did rebellious things, her parents would remain indifferent.

She deliberately skipped classes, didn't study, let her grades drop, and asked her head teacher to call her parents. As a result, her mother called her and said that if she didn't want to study, she would send her abroad, and then worked harder to earn tuition fees abroad.

She didn't even know what to say.

She knew her parents loved her, but she just wanted a little attention, until it was another night of web surfing, and she stumbled across a flyer from the Women's Advocate Society.

She felt that she also needed help, but she neither met the association's lack of money nor had a serious illness.

She just wanted someone to be with her.

With little hope, Ren Han picked Yan Hua who seemed easy to get along with among the members, casually made up the name of a disease that sounded serious, and sent her an email, unexpectedly, Yan Hua was so quick contacted her.

By Yan Hua's side, she finally felt a little caring, but Yan Hua was also very busy, she was busy with work and helping other people who needed help more than her.

"Then let me care about you, okay?" Ren Miao said suddenly.

Ren Han: "Huh?"

"Although I may not be able to care about you for too long," Ren Miao looked at her: "But I promise, when I am alive, I will care about you every day."

Ren Han's heart was hot, and he was a little awkward, so he replied in other words: "I told you that you won't die!"

Ren Miao pursed her lips, "Actually, I secretly read the chat records of my mother and aunt one day," she explained, "I only read a few sentences and didn't see what my illness was, but they mentioned Chemotherapy, I watch TV dramas... only cancers need chemotherapy."

Ren Han subconsciously said, "Really?"

But after speaking, she felt that there was nothing wrong with this kind of thing, and her expression suddenly became a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry..."

"It's okay," Ren Miao smiled, "I'm very happy to know you and talk to you." Looking at the white clouds outside the window, she seemed a little helpless, "Other people talk to me carefully."

"It's okay, Ren Miao," Ren Han said, "I heard that cancer doesn't necessarily kill you."

"But the death rate is high."

"What are you afraid of if the mortality rate is so high!" Ren Han said: "As long as the mortality rate is not 100%, you may be the lucky one!" She comforted her with a loud voice: "Be confident, you are so good, God is reluctant to let you die of!"

As she spoke, she grabbed her own hair, watching Ren Han easily tore off the green hair, Ren Miao's eyes widened.

"It's a wig," Ren Han said, "I still have a lot of wigs like this." She held up a strand of Ren Miao's hair. Ren Miao's black hair was beautiful and draped long over her shoulders. "I heard that chemotherapy I will lose my hair, and then I can send you my fake, in any color, and it is more beautiful than yours."

"You don't have hair and you don't need to wear a headgear. It's so convenient. I also have a lot of matching cosplay clothes for you." Seeing Ren Miao's blank eyes, Ren Han asked, "Do you know what a cosplay suit is? ?”

Ren Miao shook his head.

"That's it," Ren Han took out his phone and clicked on the photo album to show Ren Miao, "These are anime characters, we can pretend to be them, it's called cosplay, you are so beautiful, you look just like anime characters, The cosplay will definitely look good, I will take pictures for you when the time comes, do you have any favorite comics?"

"My mother...don't let me read these." Ren Miao said.

"She's let you see her now," Ren Han said, "You will be my good friend. From now on, you can do whatever you want, and you can do whatever you want. I will always be with you."

"Really?"

"Hmm!" Ren Han said, "If you don't believe me, we'll hook you up."

The white curtain swayed gently, and the girl's shadow was slanted on the curtain by the light. Indistinctly, one could see the overlapping hands of the two hooks, and heard a short but beautiful laughter.

Jiang Xu opened his arms from Shen Fangyu's arms, frowned, turned and walked out of the ward.

Shen Fangyu chased after him, "Aren't you going to check the house?"

"Let's go after they finish chatting." Jiang Xu couldn't bear to interrupt this scene, "Isn't Ren Han's surgery done yet?"

"Well," Shen Fangyu said, "It's done tomorrow. I just wanted to check on her condition. I've been transferred to the outpatient clinic the day after tomorrow. I'll go back to City B with you after the surgery tomorrow night."

He handed the high-speed rail ticket to Jiang Xu, "Come back the night after tomorrow?"

Jiang Xu nodded. The time for rest is very tight. His work is one after another, and he can't rest at all. There are already a lot of time in a day.

On the speeding high-speed train, the trees outside the window were verdant. Jiang Xu leaned on the back of his chair and planned to read the literature. Shen Fangyu glanced at him and turned off his screen without any doubt.

"sleep."

"It's still early." Jiang Xu retorted.

"Go to sleep for a while," Shen Fangyu pointed out, "I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep at night."

Jiang Xu paused, and finally put away the tablet and closed his eyes.

Maybe it was a little nervous, or maybe it was some other thoughts, Jiang Xu seemed to have difficulty falling asleep. After a long time, he finally felt a little sleepy, but just about to fall into a dark and sweet dreamland, there was a sudden ear-piercing sound beside him. cry.

A few-month-old baby was shouting loudly as if trying to overturn the entire high-speed rail. For a moment, everyone around him looked sideways. The mother who was holding the baby showed an embarrassed expression, with an apologetic wry smile on her face, but the baby was not so Too many thoughts and feelings of guilt, still crying loudly, I don't know why I am so wronged.

Although Jiang Xu was used to this kind of crying in the department, his nerves seemed to be extra sensitive at the moment. The thundering sound of the child made his head a little painful. He closed his eyes, trying to regain that little sleepiness, the child But it seemed to be against him, and the decibel was raised again.

"You coax the child," said the aunt behind the woman with a bad temper, "You don't think it's noisy, but we don't."

The mother holding the child lowered her eyes and apologized repeatedly, "I coaxed him, I don't know why he cried like this, I'm really sorry."

Seeing her attitude, the aunt couldn't continue talking, so she could only curl her lips and mutter, "Why are you taking care of the child?"

The mother's eyes turned red when she heard these words, and she hurried to pat the child on the back, but the child's crying was always unreasonable. He had just been fed and didn't catch a cold, but he kept crying. She couldn't find the reason, but the more she coaxed the child, the more she cried.

"Let me try it?" Shen Fangyu suddenly stood up and walked to the woman.

"ah?"

Shen Fangyu glanced at Jiang Xu, and said to the woman, "I'm an obstetrician."

The child was crying out of breath, the woman looked up at Shen Fangyu and then down at the child in her arms, a little hesitant.

"Let him try it," the overwhelmed aunt persuaded, "Anyway, you don't have to worry about him taking the child away for you, big guy I've seen it all, and besides, the young man doesn't look like a bad guy."

"Then...thank you very much." The woman released her hand very carefully, Shen Fangyu bent down, supported the child's neck with one hand and his buttocks with the other, and took the child into his arms.

The child looked about six or seven months old, and he was quite fat. Shen Fangyu hugged him without much effort. He let the child wrap his chubby arms around his neck, and the half-rolled cuffs showed clear muscles due to the force. Lines, he gently rocked the child rhythmically, let the child stick to his chest, and hummed softly.

After a while, the child really became a little quieter, Shen Fangyu stopped shaking, and carried the child to the window at the junction of the carriages.

The scenery outside the window was galloping, and there was low-frequency and steady white noise. The child seemed to be attracted by the scenery outside the window. After staring at it for a while, Shen Fangyu also calmed down and patted the child on the back until the child completely forgot about it. When he was about to cry, he gently pressed the child's head against the side of his neck. Not long after, he heard a steady breathing sound from his chest.

The rhythmic heartbeat and breathing sound of adults is the best magic weapon to lull children to sleep.

He hugged it for a while, making sure that the child was completely asleep, and then gently handed the child back to the woman.

"As expected of an obstetrician, you really have two brushes." The aunt lowered her voice and praised, and the woman also showed a grateful expression.

Shen Fangyu smiled, and sat back beside Jiang Xu, seeing that his brows were still slightly frowning, "Stop making noise, or can't sleep?"

Jiang Xu let out a "hmm", half-opened his eyes and glanced at Shen Fangyu, "Is that child asleep?"

"Of course," Shen Fangyu said with a smile, "There is no child I can hug and coax to sleep."

Doctors in obstetrics and gynecology do not have a side job of coaxing children to sleep. Jiang Xu asked, "Who else have you coaxed?"

"My elder brother's child."

"Brother?"

"Um."

Jiang Xu said unexpectedly: "Aren't you the only child?"

When he was born, family planning was strictly enforced, and most of Jiang Xu's classmates and friends were only children.

"Look, you don't care about me at all," Shen Fangyu changed the subject, "So I have experience, how about I put you to sleep?"

Jiang Xu rolled his eyes.

"Try it, don't you dare?"

Jiang Xu, who overturned his car twice, finally saw through Shen Fangyu's aggressive method, "Don't provoke me."

"Then you can't take the bait."

Jiang Xu closed his eyes directly, ignoring the noisy Dr. Shen.

Half an hour later, Jiang Xu, who was lying more and more awake, opened his eyes again, and took a look at the darkened scenery outside the window.

"What? Still can't sleep?" Shen Fangyu caught his expression at a glance, stretched out his arm and said, "I told you to try."

Jiang Xu's temples twitched, a little painful.

…Forget it, he thought, just give it a try.

Jiang Xu tilted his head to Shen Fangyu's chest expressionlessly.

"you-"

His arms suddenly sank, and Shen Fangyu, who had been talking before, suddenly went silent as if the pause button had been pressed.

"Try it." Jiang Xu broke the can and said.

His chest was warm, Shen Fangyu was stunned for a moment, and then he seemed to suddenly come back to his senses, and carefully raised the guardrail between the two of them.

He stiffly raised his hand to wrap around Jiang Xu, and patted him on the back lightly, suddenly he didn't know where to put his hand.

"Your heartbeat is so noisy." Jiang Xu commented with his eyes closed.

"Then you... lean up a little bit?" Shen Fangyu swallowed, "Maybe your ears are just right on the heart sound auscultation area."

Jiang Xu moved up against him, leaning against the side of his neck, and the soft hair tail brushed against Shen Fangyu's chin. Shen Fangyu felt like a fire was burning from his chest to the side of his neck. trend.

"Are you experiencing tachycardia?" Jiang Xu gave Shen Fangyu a diagnosis based on the heart sounds he heard just now, and attached the doctor's order, "Go back and check an electrocardiogram when you have time."

"Hmm...Okay." Shen Fangyu perfunctoryly said, "Maybe it's a little hot."

Jiang Xu didn't speak anymore, but Shen Fangyu's mind became more and more confused. The real touch on his chest and side of his neck made him inexplicably reminded of those broken dreams.

He took a deep breath and looked down at Jiang Xu.

At this moment, the man was leaning against his arms in a very real way, with an undefended expression, a little tired, but somehow seductive for no reason. His breath fell on Shen Fangyu's neck, and his side neck was dyed It was red, if Jiang Xu opened his eyes at this time, maybe he could still see the thin sweat on his temples, and that face with an uneasy expression.

After not knocking on the door to offend Jiang Xu once, although he didn't deliberately keep a distance from Jiang Xu, he kept restraining himself from thinking about those distracting memories.

He didn't want to make Jiang Xu unhappy because of this kind of thing.

Originally, he thought that he was immune to Jiang Xu's inexplicable attraction to him, but now those suppressed things seem to have made a comeback, and there is even an intensifying trend.

Shen Fangyu suddenly had a little admiration for Liu Xiahui. He could hold a woman of the opposite **** without any disturbances. He was just holding Jiang Xu, who was also a man, so why did he have so many messy thoughts.

He was not such a person who couldn't help teasing him before, besides, Jiang Xu hadn't teased him yet.

Shen Fangyu couldn't figure out why he, a straight man who had been straight for so many years, had so many fond memories of Jiang Xu.

Maybe Jiang Xu was right, he really should go to the hospital for a check-up, but not to see the heart, but to see the andrology department.

Jiang Xu obviously didn't know that there were so many twists and turns in Shen Fangyu's heart. Shen Fangyu was wearing very thin clothes and his body temperature was a little high, but it was just right for him to sleep on.

For some reason, he felt that Shen Fangyu's breathing sound was a little heavy, but this sound was particularly hypnotic, making him feel sleepy after a while.

Half-dream and half-awake, he smelled the faint pine fragrance from Shen Fangyu's body, and the tail note was a bit gentle and sweet, like the morning after lingering, giving people a sense of relaxation and soothing peace of mind.

I don't know if he used this smell to lull the child to sleep.

Shen Fangyu likes to use perfume, and also likes to light incense at home, but because the scents he uses are very mild, Jiang Xu has a bit of rhinitis, and has never felt anything. Every time Shen Fangyu pulls him to admire, he is indifferent.

But maybe because he was too close, he actually smelled it today.

The soft fragrance envelops him, and the youthful breath is like blue wind chimes blooming one after another on the grass after the first rain. When the wind blows, the flowers will sway slightly.

No, Jiang Xu vaguely realized that this was not the first time he had smelled the fragrance of Shen Fangyu.

Last time, they seemed to be very close, and the smell at that time seemed to be stronger than now, and in the flamboyant and ambiguous atmosphere, it seemed to be mixed with the heavy aroma of wine.

However, he didn't have time to think clearly about the following text, and he had already fallen into a dark dreamland. In the dream, the blue wind chimes opened, layered upon layer, swaying with the wind, and finally turned into a boy's blue school uniform.

Dimly, Jiang Xu thought, as if... still an acquaintance.

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