Disaster Artist

Yan Huaishu, I'm really tired—

Between the lakes and lakes, the thoughts are immersed, and it seems to be in a half-dream and half-awake state. The eyes are still fixed on the big screen, and the brain is still awake, but the figures of Lan Kai and Mi Yang are gradually blurring.

Then, she saw it.

In the familiar streets of Lanchuan, she and Su Changting were walking, running, and arguing. They appeared at the entrance of the movie theater in the dim night, they appeared on the sunny Sunan Avenue, and they appeared in the voice of the people. On the turbulent beach, the memories deep in my mind slowly surged.

Suddenly, the boundary between reality and illusion has disappeared.

Yan Huaishu thought that she was already mentally prepared, because she had seen the direction and the ending, because the follow-up story was all spoiled, and if there were no surprises, there would naturally be no sadness and disappointment, but she never expected that this time The tears came earlier, and by complete accident.

When Lan Kai drove to Mi Yang's hometown and personally persuaded Mi Yang to continue chasing his dream, Yan Huaishu burst into tears in this scene.

Because Lan Kai finally understood the deep meaning of Mi Yang's words, and because Lan Kai supported Mi Yang to continue chasing his dream with his own practical actions, and because Lan Kai had already decided to let go at this time, and because Lan Kai finally understood the meaning of dreams. Meaning, however... they had missed it.

Yan Huaishu sat on the seat, his shoulders drooped helplessly, and the tears couldn't stop at all—

Back then, she couldn't understand.

Perhaps, until now, she still has not been able to truly understand the meaning of her dream.

Later, when they grew up, Su Changting always said "I'm sorry", it was all his fault back then, maybe if he was willing to choose to compromise and let go of his pride, things would be different.

But Yan Huaishu finally understood that they were both right, it was just that they missed each other, and at a fork in the road, they had already embarked on different directions; moreover, she was the one who first bowed her head to compromise with life.

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Even if you do it all over again, the ending is still the same.

Because, this is them, wanton and flamboyant, self-willed and stubborn, one or two are so proud, they bloom wantonly, warming each other and hurting each other.

On the big screen, Yan Huaishu saw her figure, and she dissuaded Su Changting who was about to give up and compromise.

"Changting, you should continue to persevere."

"You are a child who will never grow up."

"Young master, just convince yourself like this, not because you choose to give up, but because reality doesn't give you a chance, so you just deceive yourself like this."

Su Changting stared at her stubbornly and arrogantly, but she was not afraid at all, and stared back fiercely, showing contempt and ridicule.

"Tomorrow morning at eight o'clock, I will wait for you here."

Then, she walked away, leaving Su Changting alone in the night to think deeply.

At that time, they were still young, grasping the tail of youth, standing at the crossroads of life, wandering back and forth, trying to make a choice for life, no one can predict the future, so they were afraid and confused, Amidst the impact and crushing of reality, we strive to move on.

So, when Yan Huaishu saw that montage again, she didn't cry, but smiled and stared at the big screen with happiness.

She and Su Changting have missed each other, even wasted ten years, they both know they can't go back, of course, there is no need to go back; but the movie is like a dream, the wildest, most real and most Pure emotions are constructed into a new world in a smooth and smooth manner.

Thrilling, dazzling... The charm of light and shadow is fully released at this moment without reservation, it is about the movie, and it is also about memories.

A kind of extreme romance, but also a kind of extreme sadness, like fireworks all over the sky, gorgeous and colorful, but fleeting after blooming wantonly.

When Lan Kai and Mi Yang met their eyes again, Yan Huaishu seemed to see her reunion with Su Changting again—

She knew that the bitterness was unbearable, but behind the bitterness, there was a hint of sweetness, because they and they both knew that each other was happy.

Yan Huaishu's heart overflowed little by little like this, and the warmth of happiness completely filled his entire chest.

woo woo woo woo…

The big boy next to him was crying so hard that he curled up into a ball, but he never wiped away his tears. He just let the hot tears flow sideways, and stared at the big screen intently through the hazy tearful eyes, lest if he blinked a little, he might Miss any bit of the picture.

Yan Huaishu didn't know the boy's story, but she knew that they all lived in Lanchuan, they all liked movies, and they all found their past or present selves in the stories before them. In the short two hours , they spent a long period of time in their lives—

And, they shared each other's heartbreak and grief in this green hill theater.

After tonight, they will go their separate ways, and maybe they will never meet again, and they won't even know each other's names and identities. There was an intersection, and they stayed together for a short time.

So, Yan Huaishu took out a clean handkerchief from his backpack, patted the boy's arm lightly, and stuffed the handkerchief into the boy's palm.

The boy looked at Yan Huaishu with tears in his eyes. He didn't know why, so he looked down at the handkerchief in his palm, and buried his cheek in his palm, crying more and more sadly. , that low whimper made others feel sad too.

Although there is no dialogue, Yan Huaishu understands, she understands everything, this is the charm of "City of Stars Falling", and it is also the charm of the movie.

Movies are about stories and emotions, but also about memories. Those hidden on the big screen also have memories hidden outside the big screen.

Yan Huaishu didn't bother the boy, but turned his head to look at the big screen that was slowly dimming, and warmth appeared in his eyes again.

It's sad or emotional, UU reading www.uukanshu.com is bitter or slightly sweet, the smile on the corner of Yan Huaishu's mouth rises slightly, crying and laughing like a fool, but at the same time, it's also happiness, relief, and relief. The threshold she thought she had crossed a long time ago, in fact, has not been crossed until now.

And who can refuse "City of Starfall"?

Maybe, she should find time to watch it again. After the third time, she will be able to find reason and watch it carefully. After the third time, there will be no emotional shock anymore?

The movie is over.

The lights in the projection hall slowly turned on, and no one applauded—it was more sensible than the dome theater. Not all movie theaters have such an atmosphere; but people stood or sat, but reluctantly did not leave, only a small number of people left Seats, others still seem to be a little nostalgic.

You can see the faces in the line of sight, fresh and excited, and the eyes are shining, as if you can feel the turbulence deep in your mind.

Whispering with each other, although the movie is over, the movie belonging to the audience has just begun.