Crazy Psychologist

The self may always be an illusion. After repeated practice, the brain forms a fixed self-projection, which can help protect the body from damage by the external environment.

But sometimes, those emotions that are not originally intended by the brain will radiate throughout the body, tightly holding the person's self with an irresistible force. This restraint has a clear direction, accompanied by intense and unstoppable emotions, as if The heavy rain that started falling half an hour ago was like a scourge.

You can't wipe it away quickly. Just like Dayu's flood control, humans can't return the water that fell from the sky, they can only divert the water and block it.

Faced with people who are emotionally aroused and have obvious self-destructive impulses, solemn promises and eager persuasion are not good methods. Even Mu Xiao, who has been trained, is as nervous as walking on a tightrope every time she faces such a situation. She needs to Always make the other person feel respected, and you need to always pay attention to the other person's feelings. Those ever-changing emotions usually have no logic, and you can neither make arbitrary assumptions nor make arrogant promises.

The process of helping people with self-destructive impulses to get rid of terrible thoughts is a maze game. One person is running in it, and the other person is chasing in it. They can only follow but not chase. Chase is a word with specific behavioral intentions, and its physical properties are dense and difficult to describe. Ignoring it, which is called intervention, is worse.

This is not a good job, Zhang Wenwen knows it in his heart, but others in the hospital may not understand it. The director has repeatedly emphasized that nothing should happen to Chu Lin. If something happens to Chu Lin, no one will be able to reap the benefits.

Doctors' work is relatively independent, but there are inextricably linked relationships between doctors in the hospital. The director's words are certainly true, but it is not useful to emphasize that nothing can happen at the moment.

Mu Xiao needed to talk to Chu Lin, separated by heavy rain, and behind him by a huge deep hole for unknown reasons.

Why is she desperate, why is she impulsive, is it the pain of illness or - some kind of hidden shame?

Young women often choose to end their lives because of shame. This is not a good choice, but many times it obscures other options that still exist in life and becomes huge, so huge that it blocks everything and becomes the only exit.

This is a road with no turning back and no regrets.

The buffering point of communication is whether the focus can be shifted to "What makes you feel so uncomfortable?", "How can we help?" or -

"What can make you feel better?" Mu Xiao's voice was mixed with the rain, and Zhang Wenwen was heartbroken when he heard it.

"I-I don't want to feel better." Chu Lin turned her back to Mu Xiao, but at least she was still answering.

"Can you tell me what makes you feel so uncomfortable?"

In the rain, Chu Lin, who had her back to everyone, shook her head in a daze.

"Chu Lin, let's think about what else can make you feel better?"

"I've always lived a very good life, a very, very good life, and I don't know-"

"So you don't know why you came here suddenly and feel so uncomfortable all of a sudden, right? You just feel uncomfortable, right?"

"I-I don't know."

"Can I come over or stand next to you?" Mu Xiao just asked, not moving easily.

Zhang Wenwen's heart tightened even more when there was a burst of footsteps behind him. The footsteps were disrupted by heavy rain and wind, as if the rhythm of life had been disrupted.

"Why is my daughter there? If something happens, I will take the entire Zhinan branch to court."

With a domineering voice, one can imagine that this mother must have strict control over her daughter.

"Don't go there." Zhang Wenwen stopped in front of Shen Qianqian and opened his arms. The heavy rain messed up Shen Qianqian's hair. Even Shen Qianqian, who had always been calm, was so frightened that her face was as gloomy as the sky. Her high heels could not support themselves on the slippery ground and shook. The body is crumbling.

After a few seconds, Shen Qianqian's attitude changed. She asked tremblingly, "What should we do now?"

"We have notified the fire and police, and the rescue work will be in place soon. Now it's up to us to see if Dr. Mu can persuade her to come back."

Zhang Wenwen's explanation had some effect. Shen Qianqian nodded, and her body shook even more violently. It would be difficult for ordinary mothers to stand with support. Shen Qianqian gasped loudly, trying hard to keep herself upright and not fall down. It seemed like she was so Doing this will also allow my daughter Chu Lin to stand still and not move her body closer to the scary fence.

Now it seemed that the fence had no protective effect. On the contrary, it seemed like arms, grabbing Chu Lin and pushing her down.

Why did she suddenly become abnormal? If there was any difficulty, her mother would stand by her side. If anything happened, her good daughter would suddenly be so upset.

Shen Qianqian wanted to know the answer. She wanted to know it very much, but she had no time to think. Her thoughts were broken, broken like never before. For a few seconds, she even felt that even if Chu Lin was dead now, her thoughts It can't be that messy.

Nervous, fearful and angry.

"I have no idea!"

She heard her daughter shouting. This was the first time she heard her daughter's voice since arriving on the terrace.

"Linlin." She shouted out of mother's instinct, "Linlin, Linlin."

Chu Lin seemed to hear something. She stepped back unconsciously and her back pressed against the railing again.

Mu Xiao subconsciously took two steps forward, and immediately used all her attention to control the pace of her forward movement. She could not pursue him too closely, and could not let following turn into chasing.

Zhang Wenwen realized that these two shouts did Chu Lin no good at all, and probably inspired her to destroy again.

"Please be quiet." Zhang Wenwen warned in a low voice.

"I-I have to go."

"Don't go there."

Mu Xiao also realized that Shen Qianqian's appearance had a huge emotional impact on Chu Lin. The problem seemed to have changed. She really didn't know why she was so desperate, but it had something to do with her mother.

The key now is——

"I'm thinking that maybe it can be a little more relaxed. The world that can't be seen clearly, those shadows, can be a little simpler."

"Yeah, okay, what are those shadows?"

“Shadows are shadows, things you’re afraid to ask, things you’re afraid to talk about, things that lurk behind happiness.”

The thing behind happiness——

A smile appeared at the corner of Chu Lin's mouth, a smile of despair, the petals of a smile blooming with great pain.

Bad intuition appeared, and at this moment when her life was hanging by a thread, she needed to take a gamble.

Block your career and your life.

This scene seemed familiar, Mu Xiao didn't dare to breathe, her heartbeat slowed down, beating slower than usual, and fear blossomed in her heart.

"Thank you, I know you do it for my own good."

"Wait a minute!" Mu Xiao suddenly said loudly: "You haven't told me about happiness yet. What are the happiness standing in front of the shadow?"

Chu Lin stopped and looked at the ground, "Happy?"

"Yes, what are those joys?"

We should be grateful for the gust of wind that blew from behind. The huge sound covered up Chu Lin’s cry. The huge thunder that resounded on the fifteenth floor platform should have been a mourning that everyone could hear, but it was protected and protected by the wind. Like a baby, wrapped in his arms.