Crazy Psychologist

Pain ran through her whole body, and Chu Lin wandered between waking and sleeping. Dreams were short-lived and changeable. One short video followed another, and she would jump to the next one before finishing one.

Occasionally when she was awake, her forehead was pressed firmly by a heavy object and she couldn't open her eyes, so she reviewed those dreams again and saw them in confusion. She saw that she was still a high school student, changing into sportswear in the locker room. While playing badminton, she saw all her classmates lining up on the field. The distant team could not see their classmates' faces clearly. She was a little anxious. In her dream, she vaguely felt that she was late.

Her mother arranged everything. Before class, she was called to meet some people, some unfamiliar uncles and aunts. They all liked her, but she didn't like them at all.

Like a giant doll, being shown and asked to say the right words, it still delays class time.

The dream changed again. She huddled in a corner, a round house, red, with viscous liquid flowing on the roof. She scratched her neck, as if she touched the skin of a fish, stretched out her hand in front of her eyes, and it turned out to be The blood was bright red and smelly.

This dream about blood frightened her so much that she reached out and touched the blood again and again, trying to see the color of clear water from the thick blood.

The space around her became narrower and narrower. She panicked and trembled all over. Finally, she didn't know where the courage came from, and struggled to stand up. This time she stood outside the house again, and her body drifted with it, all the way to the clouds. The blood is gone.

She circled happily, but she was overjoyed and looked down the way she came from. She saw a red ball that was twisting and shrinking. It was huge, as if it were like Mars. The surface was pitted and covered with thick blood vessels and black texture.

Chu Lin covered her nose, feeling that the smell of that thing was overwhelming.

How could such an ugly and smelly thing exist in this world? Its existence was even more frightening to Chu Lin in her dream because of its irrationality.

When she woke up, she had forgotten most of it and seemed to remember most of it, a series of dreams that were like candied haws, but she couldn't take a bite of the taste of the candied haws.

In the mouth - so bitter.

Chu Lin's eyes opened slowly. Ning Tao was beside her at that time, the morning sun was shining, and the mist filled the window.

After all, the sky lights up, everything wakes up, and people's courage also wakes up. She looked down the infusion tube above her head until she saw a piece of light blue gauze on the back of her hand where the intravenous drip was being applied. Chu Lin thought it was quite pretty and one of the more beautiful things in the hospital.

In fact, if it weren't for her illness, she would have liked syringes, stainless steel plates, and medicine bottles since she was a child. She had many toys. However, she still couldn't help but like hospital things. Unfortunately, no one could share this unspeakable preference.

There was another hand buried under the back of her hand, which was Ning Tao's hand that she was familiar with. Looking at the pale sky, she thought, Ning Tao must have been here with her all night and never left.

Her memory gradually faded. She saw the woman and walked in with a tall and thin man. It was the first time she saw that woman, but it seemed that she had always existed in her mind. She had fantasized about that woman countless times. She finally appeared in an unsettling manner. Chu Lin felt that she could actually be more shining, more confident and at peace with herself, because Ning Tao had a castle in his heart, and there was a Rapunzel in the castle. This princess was different from the princesses around him. She was the princess who truly belonged to Ning Tao.

It's like a fairy tale between two real and fake princesses. The real princess is sealed in the castle. One day she will meet the knight again.

She just moved her body reluctantly, almost unable to feel the existence of her body at all. This experience was very strange. The parts below her neck were like clouds, light but unable to float.

Ning Tao slept for less than five minutes and woke up again.

"Linlin, are you awake?" Ning Tao's voice became hoarse after a night of waiting.

"Did you stay up all night? Silly or not, I'll be fine."

"I slept for a while. How can I sleep well with you like this?" Ning Tao rubbed his eyes and turned to look out the window. "It's not yet dawn, so I'll sleep a little longer."

"It's not day yet?" Chu Lin looked up. The sky, which was still pale just now, was now showing golden sunlight from a distance, and the sky was gradually showing a pure blue color. How could it be that it wasn't day yet? Could it be that my brain has been damaged due to illness? If that is the case, it would be fine. It will always be daytime and there will never be any need to worry.

It makes sense for patients to be afraid of the night. It is easier to think about death and the end at night, while during the day, the world is noisy and full of life.

"Brother Ning Tao, you said it's not dawn yet?"

"Yeah, what's wrong? Look, the room is so dark. Do you want me to turn on a light for you?"

Chu Lin became more and more sure that Ning Tao was not joking. He really thought it was still dark.

"What time is it now?" she asked again.

"About four o'clock. Judging from the sky, it's almost early morning, but the sky will still be dark blue."

It's almost sky blue.

Chu Lin's eyes were wet and she was choked with sobs, unable to speak.

At this time, Shen Qianqian arrived, as energetic as ever. Behind her were doctors doing rounds, a group of four, just like the team. Ning Tao stood up to greet him and glanced at the electronic clock in the ward. The slender numbers clearly displayed: 6:31.

Is innocence really bright? In an instant, he seemed to understand something, and he remained calm without any trace of nervousness on his face.

Shen Qianqian gave orders with the dignity of an elder and the impatience of a woman, "Ning Tao, you have to go to the court in the morning. Now go back and take a shower and rest. Don't delay your work."

Lying on the hospital bed was her biological daughter. She could be so calm and calm. Ning Tao admired Shen Qianqian's composure from the bottom of his heart. He couldn't leave even if he didn't want to. At least he would not leave until the doctor had finished the examination.

But the current situation did not allow him to hesitate. Shen Qianqian did not want him to stay here. Chu Lin also advised him to go back and take a bath quickly, "Brother Ning Tao doesn't smell bad anymore. Go take a bath and sleep for a while." .”

"Then I'll come with you after I finish my work and have a good rest."

"Go quickly." On the other side, Shen Qianqian urged, as if she didn't want him to stay for a minute longer.

"What happened last night -" he started, then stopped, now was not the time to explain.

When passing by Shen Qianqian, he saw the doctor approaching Chu Lin. Shen Qianqian stood by the door and whispered: "That woman——"

"I see."

Ning Tao knew what she was going to say, but he wouldn't say much. Just reminding her was enough. He was an understanding person.