Crazy Psychologist

The setting sun is shining, and the evening spring breeze is still carrying a hint of chill, like a dagger hidden in the smile.

There were many people on the beach. The middle-aged and elderly people on the promenade were running towards the sunset. Chu Lin was fascinated by chasing their backs.

In the past, she hated aging in her heart, and was unwilling to get close to the elders at home. Old people outside, and even slightly older middle-aged people would make her feel strangely disgusted. The existence of this feeling made her uncomfortable. It can be solved but cannot be changed.

She likes all the beauty, which has something to do with the living environment she has grown up in. She has rich clothes, the best clothes, the best food, and the meticulous care of her mother. The princesses in fairy tales are like this at best. When she was a child Reading books and fairy tales, she never envied the lives of those princesses like other girls. For her, the beauty of the world was like tomatoes and lettuce in a salad bowl. It was too easy, everything was right in front of her eyes.

I don’t like older people because beautiful things should not be destroyed, and perfection is perfection.

Chu Lin's eyes turned to the sea again. The originally dark blue sea was stained with a thick layer of orange. The color was deep and warm. Although the light was not dazzling, it was wrapped together by the superimposed sunset and closely involved with each other. , forcibly soaking the evening sea surface. After looking at it for a while, Chu Lin's eyes began to get tired. She seemed to feel that there was a long and deep wound under the sea surface. The wound was winding and stubborn, tearing the originally calm sea water apart. .

"So ugly", the sudden pain came over her. Chu Lin couldn't help but squat on the ground, holding her shoulders tightly with both hands. She was in so much pain, every part of her body hurt, as if the light of the setting sun was gathering in the sky. Her body was growing rapidly, and it was finally about to burst out from under her young skin.

"So ugly." She murmured in a low voice, her lips trembling as the pain intensified, followed by an indelible fear. She was afraid. The object of fear was not the pain but the person she had been waiting for here.

"No, no, no."

She endured the pain and stood up, her feet were weak, and strange eyes fell around her. She had never been looked at by such eyes in her whole life, as if they had all seen the sunset in her body, accompanying the setting sun. Feeling helpless and destined to perish, Qiqi Aai's voice suddenly sounded in her mind.

Irritability, the irritability caused by pain masks the pain itself.

There was nowhere to escape, and the empty seaside promenade could not be filled even if more and more people passed by after get off work. This emptiness and irritability were twofold, and the double pain fell on her body and mind.

A few minutes ago, she hoped to see Ning Tao as soon as possible. She longed for the two of them to be together every moment before the wedding. It seemed that as long as she did this, she could touch a fixed eternity, yes, be fixed in time and space. There is something called eternity in it that she wants to grab, or she wants to tie herself to it, even if there is a burning cross behind her.

Indeed, she did not wait for Ning Tao for a few ugly and embarrassing minutes. Her handsome fiancé only came over in the sunset.

"You look bad. Is it too windy? Is your body okay?"

This was the first time she had heard Ning Tao mention her body so directly during her illness. She pursed her lips, and the tips of her teeth were like small awls that broke the mucous membrane in her mouth, and a strong bloody The smell suddenly spread, and she was so distraught that she quickly answered her fiancé, "I'm fine, my body has always been like this."

"If there is anything, you must tell me."

If there is anything, can you really tell him? Chu Lin nodded, as docile as usual.

Her mother told her that there was no need to be inferior to Ning Tao.

Her mother has always said this. She was even hesitant because of the way the two got along. Whether she really wanted Ning Tao to become a partner of the law firm, her mother had always been firm, but she also clearly told Chu Lin that she I don't like the way the two of them get along.

On weekdays, Ning Tao is impeccable and has outstanding work ability. He is able to get things done both inside and outside the circle. Everyone he comes in contact with everywhere praises him.

But his mother said there was no need to feel inferior just because he was good at everything.

Inferior? Is it really? Chu Lin's shoulders became tighter and tighter. Gradually, Ning Tao seemed to notice something strange about her. The palms on her shoulders were slightly firm, and he pulled her closer to him and said softly: "You can tell me if you have anything on your mind."

Chu Lin shook her head quickly, her voice stuttering, "No, how could it be, what could I have on my mind."

"That's good."

Ning Tao agreed quickly. Chu Lin regarded Ning Tao's quick answer as trust. He believed every word he said. This was great.

She didn't know what was good about it. She had confused truth and lies. What words should appear between the two of them at this moment? What could she say that would not destroy this solidified beauty? Chu Lin felt that it was the truth and a solid fact.

Ning Tao took Chu Lin to have dinner and chose a restaurant with an elegant environment. The cuisine from Jiangsu and Zhejiang was delicious. Chu Lin used to like this restaurant, but when eating, Ning Tao found that she seemed to have a lack of appetite for any food, and couldn't help but frown. He frowned.

"When is the next checkup?"

Chu Lin panicked and said: "Next week, specifically - five days later."

"Zhinan Affiliated Medical Center?"

"Yes, you know, the doctor said it's fine. It may be because I have been weak since I was a child."

"If you need further treatment, please don't hide it from me."

Chu Lin's pale face suddenly turned hot. Under the warm white light, Ning Tao didn't notice her nervousness and panic. He thoughtfully filled a bowl of fish soup and handed it to his fiancée.

She was even more frightened, and her heartbeat was about to jump to the dining table. Her body could not withstand such a frightening moment, and because her body was already overwhelmed by the burden, her nerves became increasingly fragile, as if they might break at any time.

She could hardly breathe. She thought, if she didn't answer Ning Tao, he would notice it. Although it was true that there was no serious illness or big problem.

So many doctors have seen it, but no one said anything particularly terrible would happen.

She shook her head to keep herself calm, subconsciously picked up the soup bowl with both hands, and dropped it on the table as soon as she picked it up.

"Yes, I'm sorry." It was obvious that the fish soup was spilled, but she seemed to have done something wrong.

Ning Tao would not blame her, he would only feel sorry for her. With distressed eyes, he wiped the soup on her clothes with concern.

"It's too hot. It's not burnt."

"No." Chu Lin suddenly felt calm in her heart, and time had frozen, because this spilled bowl of soup was a blessing in disguise, and she did not need to face the problem about the hospital's pungent disinfectant smell.

Because those problems smelled as ugly as the things she had always disliked about aging.