Crazy Psychologist

"Yes, I came to see the doctor, not to see a doctor." Li Nan said carefully.

"Why don't you bring your medical insurance card when you come to the doctor? And you still drink my coffee." Muchun almost jumped up.

Li Nan was really embarrassed to see Muchun's anxious look again, for fear of really making the doctor anxious, so like a magician, he suddenly placed the medical reimbursement card in front of Muchun.

"Doctor, I haven't been sleeping well recently." Li Nan then rubbed his forehead.

"Ah, I didn't sleep well, and what next? Do you have a headache?" Muchun took the medical insurance card and directly called Li Nan.

"You really registered." Li Nan exclaimed after seeing it.

Although I know that Dr. Muchun cares about consultation fees, I really don't know that he really cares about the registration fee so much.

"Of course, you owe the Department of Psychosomatics. Okay, I'll give it back to you." Muchun took the medical insurance card and swiped it back and forth in the card swipe twice, then placed the card face up on top of the card reader and waited. After printing the documents, he picked up the medical insurance card, placed the registration documents at the bottom, and the medical insurance card at the top, and put them both in front of Li Nan.

Seeing Muchun's series of smooth operations without any lag, and his hand speed comparable to playing games, Li Nan couldn't help but laugh or cry.

Why does it feel like Muchun has been practicing this thing and waiting for him to take the initiative to send it to his door?

"Don't look at it, the registration fee is less than a dime."

Muchun sighed again.

"Let's talk about serious matters." Li Nan took a sip of coffee and then said.

"Well, I heard Hu Peng said that you went to Europe to study. How did it go?" Mu Chun asked.

"The cycle of research drugs is very slow, you know."

"Yes, very slowly, but drugs are also very important to our field, especially for patients with acute attacks."

"Yes, drugs in mental illness are indeed very important, and many of the side effects and interactions are slightly different from other drugs. Then I come back to take a break this time, and I also want you to do a favor."

Muchun quickly shook his hand, "I don't want to help."

"Why?"

"If I don't register, I will really go crazy." Mu Chun started to snap his fingers at Li Nan, "The patient came up directly and told a lot of his own problems. In the end, he said that he didn't bring his medical insurance card and had no money. , came here with a transportation card, what do you think?"

Li Nan shook his head slightly.

"There was another situation. I was sorting out notes in the outpatient clinic and writing them well. When there were no patients, the doctor also had to do some writing work. Suddenly, the emergency department called me to the first floor and I was busy for a long time."

Muchun spread his hands and Li Nan shook his head.

"And, like you."

"Me like this?"

"Come here for free coffee."

puff!

Now it was Li Nan's turn to be surprised, "Is there anyone who comes here to drink free coffee?"

"There are still people who sign up just to ask for my help in sorting out the outline."

Hearing this, Li Nan couldn't help laughing, "You're talking about Hu Peng. He always praises you. Doctor Muchun is the most powerful and Doctor Muchun is the most handsome."

"Would I believe it?" Muchun shook his head and put his hands behind his head.

"But I still want to ask Dr. Muchun for help in this matter. She is a girl I met in Switzerland." Li Nan's expression suddenly became a little sad.

"girl?"

"Don't get me wrong, Dr. Muchun. He is purely a patient, so to speak, a patient." Li Nan explained.

The patient Li Nan mentioned was named Vera, which was the same name as the wife of the famous writer Nabokov.

After Muchun heard the name, he began to listen carefully to Li Nan's story about what happened to Vera.

Li Nan told Muchun that Vera had almost no way to go out. There were many things that would delay her before she went out, making it impossible for her to go out on time to do anything. Her symptoms were somewhat similar to Li Nan's, but Li Nan believed that her obsessive behaviors were caused by clear reasons. Muchun added: "Yes, there is a clear source of fear."

"But Vera is different. We are very different in terms of fear." Li Nan continued, "Her situation seems very simple, but she has many things to do. My teacher and I went to her home to see her daily life. , we arrived at Vera’s house at seven o’clock that morning.

She lived alone in a small apartment in the city. Vera said that she originally lived with her mother in the suburbs, where the air was very good and the interpersonal relationships were simple. She liked the life there very much, but later she realized that she The problem is getting more and more serious. If her mother knew that she had so many weird problems, she would definitely think badly of her.

I heard that Vera said that her mother believed in some very small religious beliefs and was quite devout. Vera often heard those stories from her mother when she was a child. She thought that if her mother knew about her condition, she would think that she was ungrateful and bewitched by the devil.

You know, some small churches do have that culture. "

Muchun nodded and motioned for Li Nan to continue.

"So, when she was twenty-one years old, Vera moved out of her mother's home. It has been sixteen years now. During these sixteen years, she said she has been doing this almost every day.

When she wakes up in the morning and opens her eyes, it is the cleanest time of the day. The world is clear and the air is slightly sweet like the air in the countryside.

But thirty seconds later, she described the state thirty seconds later as 'her brain completely woke up'. The world changed in thirty seconds. The air became heavier and heavier, and there were more and more voices in her head. She was like a computer with countless programs open.

Usually it takes her half an hour to an hour to get up. She will turn over repeatedly, then whisper some numbers, and keep repeating those numbers. I don't sound like there is any special pattern, but I know those numbers are in Vera's mind. There must be some specific meaning in them. I have this experience and I understand what they mean.

It also takes her a lot of time to take a shower after getting up. It took her one and a half hours to take a shower that day. After coming out of the bathroom with wet hair, Vera told us that she usually takes two to three hours to take a shower, which is the case all year round. .

Vera also told us that if she didn't step on the fixed floor tile when she came out of the shower, or if her hair didn't hit the shower curtain or anything that shouldn't be touched before her feet touched the ground, , she must take a shower again.

There are very few times when we are lucky. Vera told us that there are too few times when we are lucky. Sometimes when we are very tired, or when we are sick, we cannot think of doing these necessary things, but As long as your physical condition allows, this is repeated every day.