Crazy Psychologist

No one likes to be a loser, especially an adult male. Admitting failure is a very painful thing, and people will want to "escape" when they encounter pain.

[Denial], [Looking for reasons], [Concealment], all methods are used to make the pain less obvious at a certain level of life, or completely non-existent.

He Ping's illness lies within himself, and his body cannot hide the pain, but He Ping wants to make him look normal, healthy, and successful in other dimensions of life.

Muchun closed her eyes gently, and there was only the faint hum of the instruments in the ward.

Birth, old age, illness and death, separation and death are all human nature.

But that doesn’t mean it’s human nature and can be talked about easily, nor does it mean it’s human nature and everyone knows how to deal with these words.

It sounds simple, but when a person faces it, sadness, fear, bewilderment, fear and even shame will emerge, as if being pushed into a swimming pool filled with black water. The surface of the swimming pool is calm, but underneath the surface Below, there are whirlpools. There are countless blood-stained arms in these whirlpools, with exposed bones and ulcerated skin. They greedily grab everyone who is pushed into the pool.

From now on, you will never be a normal person again.

A patient who has received a diagnosis will only feel cold and pain when he walks out of the hospital, even if the sun is as bright as the sky when he first fell in love.

From now on, the warmth of the sun has nothing to do with him. He needs wisdom and energy to face the next life. Then he will see faces one after another, the faces of colleagues, leaders, wives, and children. , the parents’ old faces.

He would feel so ashamed that he could not face any of them.

Life begins to take away from that person, and there is nothing but weakness.

The original era may have been better, but in this era, getting sick is as shameful to many people as if they have done something wrong. Once they fall ill, not only are they unable to take care of their family, but they also have to be taken care of by others.

As a doctor, Muchun is like every ordinary person. No one has special privileges when it comes to life, old age, illness and death. He understands He Ping's pain and all the efforts he has made to continue his life.

Such efforts, whether appropriate or inappropriate, should not be blamed.

Mu Chun began to tell the story that he hoped He Ping would listen to. In the story, a star visited a female fan in order to fulfill her wish, listened to the female fan's concerns, and because of some sympathy for the same disease, revealed some personal information to the female fan. Due to the illness, the female fans, for unknown reasons, framed the star and accused him of domestic violence and doing rude things to her.

Naturally, the star couldn't admit it, but I don't know whether it was because the female fan was too smart or too scheming to threaten her with "I will tell everyone that you are sick."

"I didn't tell her that I was seriously ill." He Ping sighed, "But I shared some thoughts about death with her. I think as you said, I just revealed some emotions, and she sensitively caught it. "

"So that day she went to the police station to find you, and then told you, I know about you, I know your biggest secret, the secret that you don't want to tell anyone." Mu Chun said slowly, with a hint of weirdness in his tone.

He Ping couldn't help but shudder, his shoulders shaking slightly.

"How do you know? Yes, Xu Dan is very smart, much smarter than she looks on the surface. I even feel that I don't know her at all. Speaking of being a fan, it is impossible for me to understand a fan's situation, but she She sent me emails, left me messages, and sent hundreds of messages. She said she wanted to commit suicide and that she didn’t want to continue living. If I hadn’t been supporting her, she might have died long ago." He Ping finished speaking, embarrassed. He smiled at Muchun.

Indeed, she seems to be a very weak girl. It would be understandable if she fell in love with He Ping, but this matter is too incomprehensible. Why would she like He Ping and then frame him?

Muchun wrote down all these doubts and wrote them down one by one in his mental notebook. Instead of becoming simpler, things became more and more complicated. There were so many strange things hidden in this live broadcast of suicide.

And the leader of all this seems to be Xu Dan alone.

What is the purpose of this girl?

Could it be because she really liked He Ping, then unsuccessfully pursued her idol and planned to frame him? If He Ping did not lie, it means that He Ping simply sympathized with Xu Dan before visiting her and maintained some contact with her.

Maybe it's not that simple. Gradually, did He Ping also express his concern for Xu Dan with words or some body movements?

These questions are not easy to ask. Mu Chun tries to sort out the information. If it is not a question that requires knowing the answer, Mu Chun will put it aside temporarily.

Thinking of this, a simple and logical inference emerged.

If Xu Dan really fell in love with He Ping, and later learned that she could not be with He Ping, or if He Ping clearly rejected her love, Xu Dan would do all the following things because of love and hatred, and even sue He Ping for infringement at the expense of her own reputation. and domestic violence. She clearly knows how terrible these accusations are for a celebrity, ruined by reputation and troubled by lawsuits.

If convicted of rape, this is a serious crime.

"So has she fallen in love with you?" Muchun asked.

He Ping fell back, leaned on the pillow, and shook his head, "I can't tell, maybe it is, but maybe it's not. Do you remember what we said when we chatted in this hospital for the first time? I said I I'm not sorry for Bai Lu, I don't love Xu Dan, I haven't done anything irregular, maybe no one will believe it."

"Do you know what happened in Xu Dan's past?" Muchun asked again.

"Yes, she told me that she has been living in shame and wants to die. She is a girl with a strong aura of death. How should I put it? But I also have selfish places." He Ping replied helplessly.

"I understand that many times the pain of another person will alleviate the pain of the patient." Muchun said.

Suddenly a light flashed in He Ping's eyes, "Why is this? People are really interesting. It is indeed for this reason that I take care of Xu Dan, because she is even worse than me. How can people be like this, eating others?" The wound saves one's soul, like a gui. But it is indeed more useful than painkillers."

"It is also human nature to forget one's own pain in the pain of others. It is not something that cannot be understood, but it is not easy to talk about. This is because individuals in a civilized society have many things that cannot be said, but those who cannot Saying things doesn’t mean they don’t exist or are unreasonable.”

Mu Chun told He Ping about Bai Lu's drunkenness, and He Ping shed tears from the corners of his eyes.

Finally, Muchun also reminded He Ping that if a person has not done the things that others have accused him of but admits it for some reason, he may have covered up other people's crimes or concealed a more terrifying truth. In terms of the overall legal system and personal emotions, , still need to be carefully weighed.