Crazy Psychologist

Fang Ming looked at Gu Tiantian's condition and the two emergency records, and shook his head.

"What can I do about this problem?" Fang Ming asked Shen Zifeng.

Shen Zifeng rolled his big mung bean eyes and whispered in Fang Ming's ear: "This is Dr. Jiang Hong's relative. Dr. Mu also treated him before."

"Ah, then let Muchun do it. I have nothing to continue here."

Fang Mingjiang patted Shen Zifeng on the shoulder and went back to the second floor. This time, Gu Tiantian walked to the psychosomatic clinic on the fifth floor by himself.

Muchun looked at the outpatient registration system and sighed to himself, it's strange, haven't they all made appointments for next week? Why did everyone come early?

"Doctor Mu."

Gu Tiantian's face was extremely ugly. The man following her looked to be in his sixties. Gu Tiantian called him grandpa. He must be the grandpa of Gu Tiantian's child, that is, Gu Tiantian's father-in-law.

My father-in-law was introverted and didn't know much about talking. After meeting Mu Chun, he looked at the environment of the clinic and then said, "What kind of clinic is this? Shouldn't we go to Dr. Jiang?"

"Grandpa, this is Doctor Mu that my aunt asked me to find. You go outside and wait for a while. I'll be fine here."

The man who was called grandpa looked at Muchun hesitantly, and finally walked to the door and stood in the corridor uneasy.

"Are you still having a [panic attack]? Didn't you breathe the way I taught you?"

Gu Tiantian's right hand was still attached to the bottom of his neck. Mu Chun wanted to take that hand off, but it seemed to be used to keeping it there, as if doing so was a weird ritual that could prevent something terrible from happening.

"[Panic attack]? Is this what happened to me? I'm actually very, very, very scared."

Gu Tiantian's fear was far more serious than she said. She panicked and burst into tears.

"Wait a minute, many mothers have gone through this process just like you. Don't, don't be too nervous, relax, relax."

"I am the most terrifying person in the world, you don't know, you don't know."

Gu Tiantian could barely finish a sentence, and it took several minutes before the loud crying turned into bursts of sobbing.

"I, I, always think of killing my son in various ways. I~~~I am the worst mother in the world."

The table in front of Gu Tiantian was full of tissues. Mu Chun just handed them to her one after another, but it still couldn't relieve her self-blame and pain.

"Why is this happening? Why?"

Muchun shook his head, "But you would never do that."

"What?"

Gu Tiantian didn't understand what Muchun said.

"However, no mother would do this. Because you love him so much, you will imagine all kinds of horrible things that happen to him. You may think of him being scalded by boiling water, being bitten by mosquitoes and suffering from incurable diseases. , Playing on the bed may fall to the ground, food may choke the trachea when eating, an adult falling asleep while holding the baby may make it unable to breathe, babies on the balcony may fall, and vaccinations in the hospital may cause death. If you take antibiotics when you are sick, your resistance may be low and you may die. Child seats may be unsafe. A child who brakes may break his cervical vertebra and die. He may slip when taking a bath. He may drown in the bathtub. He may swallow toothpaste. There will be parasites and eventually death. If you come to the hospital for a physical examination every month, you will be infected with germs in the pediatric care department and eventually die. The baby may die because the mother accidentally failed to hold her and fell to the ground. The child may accidentally catch something and put it in his mouth. If you eat jelly, you will definitely inhale the trachea and suffocate to death. If you eat seafood, you may be allergic and your body will be covered with terrible pimples. In the end, you will die from Adam's apple edema. There is no way to achieve 100% accuracy in penicillin skin test. Children may die of delayed death due to the use of penicillin. Allergies, the baby bottle may burst suddenly, and glass fragments may fall into the child's mouth, puncturing the throat and causing the baby's death. The elderly may neglect tableware hygiene and cause the baby to die of bacterial infection and diarrhea. The mother's ring may accidentally fall into the baby's mouth. Babies will choke to death. Fathers are always careless. Most of the time they will hold the child too close to compress the heart, causing the child to be unable to cry and eventually die. Men always think that they will not miss when they throw the child around, and end up falling on it. Death on the ground. The car door may not be locked when driving. The child can always open the door and roll out of the car. The cotton swab used to clean the child's ear may accidentally pierce the eardrum, leading to brain infection and death. The child may be alone if he does not defecate for a day. If there is a tumor inside, it will eventually burst and die. If you don't cover the blanket when you sleep, you may catch a cold and freeze to death. If you cover the blanket well, the baby may catch it and suffocate your face to death. The shower at home may be leaking gas. If the mother falls asleep, the child will die of gas poisoning. The quality of plastic toys is worrying. The child may die of chronic poisoning. The problem of milk powder is good today and bad tomorrow. Maybe the child will have a child and live less than three years old. If If you use too much force when going to the toilet, you may pull out your intestines. At this time, it will be too late to send you to the hospital. Once the child coughs, it is pneumonia, and if the child has runny nose, it is a viral cold. If you send him to the hospital for a checkup, it does not mean that he will be fine when he goes home. It may be that he is not. If you check it out, there may be cockroaches burrowing into the baby's ears at night, and they will eventually die. You must not eat fish. Chicken bones will rupture the esophagus. Exposure to the sun can lead to skin cancer. Fruits are genetically modified. There are more than 10,000 kinds of them for a child. I can talk about the way to die from now until I get off work, and I won’t be able to finish it.

But, they will grow up just like us. "

"this"

Gu Tiantian didn't know what to say at all, he just held the tissue. Is this doctor a devil?

"[Fear of death], when it appears, it is like a real event. At this time, the more you try to drive away this imagination, the more real it becomes."

"Yes, that's it. My back feels cold and I can't move. Then I sweat on my forehead. Finally, I have trouble breathing. I always feel like there is a breath stuck in this place. What's wrong with me?"

"Because you care too much about your children, and you are a first-time mother, so you are a good mother."

Muchun's voice was very gentle. Gu Tiantian didn't expect the doctor to speak like this, so he lowered his head and started crying again.

"This is what fear is like. When you feel fear, it doesn't matter whether something happens or not, because the brain is actually experiencing pain. How about we do an experiment now."

Muchun tried to let Gu Tiantian imagine that Xiao Lingdang was seriously ill and gradually weakened, and imagined that she would finally cry in pain while holding the child.