Code Farmer Comprehension

  Chapter 758 I care

  Grandma often said: Everyone's body and life are gifts from the gods, and they should be cherished.

  Then what I am like should be the masterpiece of the gods, right?

   If you don’t cherish it, the legendary king of the gods, the Lord of all things, should be very angry, right?

   After all, the gods are watching us!

   Thinking this way, Che Yuting slowly persuaded himself and didn't take that step. After sitting quietly all night, she decided not to sit around waiting to die, no longer hide in this small orphanage, live a cautious life, she needs to take the initiative.

   In the days that followed, she still maintained her original life, and at the same time, she no longer avoided every 'good-hearted person', but carefully observed them.

   Half a year later, another kind-hearted man appeared. He was different from the successful men in the suits before him. He was not clean, even a little sloppy, and his character seemed a little timid or depressed.

  The children who were eager to perform first were not interested. But her eyes lit up, because she didn't feel the breath of the street corner from him.

  She quietly asked Mammy whether the other party wanted a boy or a girl.

  Perhaps it was the first time I saw myself asking this question with a weird personality, and the much older nanny looked at herself in surprise, and said:

   "Girl, but this gentleman's family is not rich, and he didn't even get a wife. He wants to raise a baby for him to die, but because he is not married, he doesn't meet the requirements."

  Che Yuting knew that Nanny was indeed hesitating.

   "I'll go!" Che Yuting replied.

  Grandma was stunned again, looked at the dirty Che Yuting for a long time, and then said: "Even if I agree, I still have to choose someone!"

   "En!" Che Yuting replied, and left in a hurry.

  Mammy thought about it for a long time, but she didn't know what she was thinking about, but in the end she agreed to be adopted by the kind-hearted man.

  She didn't take Che Yuting's words seriously, and let the other party choose when she went back. The timid middle-aged man had already started to choose from the crowd, and she appeared from the door. But her appearance attracted everyone's attention.

  A donated long skirt that she carefully placed. Although it is a bit old, it is not torn or faded. The pink color is the main color of her age.

  At the age of eight, although she is not the oldest child, she has become the taller among the many children. After carefully grooming her, she is completely different from before, as delicate as a doll.

  Nurse's eyes were full of surprise; the eyes of the children around her were indeed innocent and dull; in the eyes of the middle-aged man, there was indeed surprise and surprise, and there was a gleam of light that made her instinctively uncomfortable. Made her frown slightly.

  No matter what, as long as she is not a successful person like the one on the street corner, if she leaves with such a 'good-hearted person', it won't be long before she becomes a street presence on the two streets opposite.

   "Let's go to her!" Without any surprise, the man was stunned for a moment, and pointed at himself.

   "This..." Mammy seemed a little hesitant. If this hesitation was before this morning, there should be no such hesitation.

   "Mom, I am willing!" Che Yuting said, stifling Mammy's delayed words in advance.

   In this way, she had a 'father'.

  Following the other party, she crossed a street corner and came to an area she was not familiar with. In fact, she hasn't been familiar with many places these years, and has been hiding in the orphanage.

   However, although it is a bit messy and smells a little bad, the treatment is much better than that of the orphanage. It seems that I have chosen the right one.

  Before dinner, she thought so.

  During dinner, she ate steak with this well-meaning man 'father'. The strange thing was that although there was a light, it was not turned on, but a candle was lit.

  The other party seemed to be the same as myself, after a careful cleaning, it was no longer as sloppy as in the afternoon. Although it was still unsightly and a little bald, at least it was not so bad.

   This is fine, life should be much better in the future, thank the gods for watching!

  Thinking like this, she felt a little uncomfortable. Looking up, in the dim candlelight, the vague outline of the 'good-hearted man' father came into view.

  The other party looked at himself with a smile, his eyes shining. As the candlelight jumped, the other party's eyes seemed extremely bright.

   This light again!

   Che Yuting frowned slightly, lowered his head slightly, and quietly ate his steak. Meat is not often found in orphanages.

  After dinner, the father of the "good-hearted man" told her that his name was Shang Kexiang, and he would be her father from now on.

  During the inquiry, he knew that he was eight years old and it was time to go to school. He said he would ask about it later.

  Well, it was elementary school. Don't even think about welfare homes like theirs, kindergartens, etc. Many children don't go to public primary schools until they are eight or nine years old.

  After that, she went back to the house. Her house seemed to have been carefully arranged. The pink room was the most beautifully arranged room among all the rooms, but it didn't look new.

   Feeling uneasy for no reason, did I really choose the right one?

Will not! The gods should take care of her once!

  Nurse said that the gods are the fairest and will take care of everyone!

  Thinking like this, she slowly fell into sleep.

  ······

  In the middle of the night, she suddenly woke up inexplicably.

  The door of the house is opened, the night in the city, even if it is late at night, the room will not be dark, at least not here.

  Through the dimly lit room, she saw a dark crack in the door, like the entrance to hell, dark and deep.

  In the crack, a pitch-black figure stood there, only a vague outline and those bright eyes could be seen.

   "He seems to be hesitating? What does he want to do?"

  Che Yuting, who was pretending to be asleep, thought so, then she moved and raised her head in confusion, "Uncle, what's the matter?"

   "Hehe, it's okay, it's okay, I'm worried that you won't sleep well, come and have a look!" The other party replied.

   "Oh, go to sleep, I'm fine!" Che Yuting replied.

"Ok!"

   "Crack!"

   "Boom..."

  With the sound of closing the door, the other party seemed to have left, and the feeling of something wrong all over Che Yuting's body also slowly dissipated.

   In the days that followed, Che Yuting felt more and more uncomfortable, the door would be opened every night, even if she locked it, she still had the key.

  At first, the other party was still outside the door, but after a few days, he was beside the bed. Until one night, the other party actually kissed her on the lips while she was pretending to sleep.

  The feeling that something was wrong became stronger and stronger, and she was sure that she had chosen the wrong one. Not necessarily worse than the corner option, but probably not much better.

  She began to plan to leave, but this will take some time, because she does not plan to go back to the orphanage, nor can she go back. In this case, she should need some money.

  Damn it, I should know more about the outside world these years, I shouldn't hide in the orphanage and avoid contact with those people on the street corner.

  Unfortunately, she doesn't have that much time anymore.

   Waking up again overnight, she felt a pair of rough hands moving around her body.

   "Uncle, what are you doing!" She suppressed her panic and said innocently as much as possible.

   "Uncle is playing a game with you. All you have to do is keep silent, and you will have delicious candy tomorrow. Do you like it?" said the 'good-hearted man'.

   "But I'm so sleepy, let's talk about the game tomorrow!" Che Yuting replied.

   "Just a little while, my little one!"

  While speaking, the black figure beside the bed began to approach her. The dark silhouette was like a legendary demon, who would choose to devour people, and those bright eyes seemed to be able to devour people's souls.

  ······

   After a long time, she didn't know how she got here.

  She only knew that when she came to her senses, her somewhat torn clothes were covered with blood, hot blood, and the 'good-hearted man' was lying on her pink bed, dyeing the bed crimson, which was extremely dazzling.

  His eyes were wide open, he covered his chest, his mouth was half open, and stared at himself. It seems that he never figured out why an eight or nine-year-old girl, a piece of broken glass, was his last life.

  Che Yuting was sluggish for a long time, the scalding blood had been half-coagulated, and turned a little cold, and the scabbed dark red color seemed to declare that it wasn't her blood.

   "Tick tock!"

  The palm of the hand holding the lens is still dripping blood. It should be that he cut the palm when he stabbed the opponent.

  Looking down, through the dim light of the room, Che Yuting saw a blurred blood shadow in the blood-red mirror.

   On the same night, she made a choice again. This time she was injured, and a completely different life began, which she knew clearly.

  She also knew what her ending would be, but she couldn't resist. At the age of eight, even though she is different, it is still not enough here.

  Then the police came, and they first went from disgust, to pity, and finally to...a show?

   When everything calmed down, she went into a special place, kind of like a juvenile house, a place worse than an orphanage. At least the boys in the orphanage are not 'perverted'.

  Yes, it is abnormal. This is a word she learned from the police after going through adoption, and it is used to describe Shang Kexiang, her only adoptive father.

  The half-grown baby here, the manager, has too many perverts like this, and her face seems to be a curse here, making it difficult to survive.

  Are the gods really favored?

  Why did she never have one?

   Could it be because of her face that she used up all their blessings?

  Then what will she give back to them?

   Che Yuting, who felt more and more difficult to protect himself, looked at himself in the shards of the lens again in the middle of the night.

  Maybe it’s because the lens was changed, the original one was left in the police station. This time, she's disgusted with herself in the mirror, a face that's not a masterpiece at all, it's a curse.

  That night, she still didn't do anything, because she couldn't.

  But the next day, when she was being bullied by several older girls, she accidentally bumped into the mirror, half of her face was **** and bloody, leaving a horrible wound.

  Many people deplore this, but she is not sad because it is her choice.

  The days after that suddenly became a lot easier. Although it was still difficult, the ever-present gaze finally dissipated.

  Time flies, and for many years, her life becomes more and more difficult.

   Obviously half of her face has been ruined, but as she grew up, some perverts began to look at her again, not looking at her face, but at her figure.

  She knew that it was time to leave, after all, she was twelve years old and should be able to live on the street. In the streets and alleys next to the orphanage, although there are not many people who start 'working' at the age of twelve, there are some.

  Although she doesn't go to stand on the street, she should be able to live.

  Having learned the lesson from the previous time, she didn't procrastinate, and left as soon as she said it. She knew the secret passage where children of the same age sneaked out to fool around at night, and left there without any pressure.

  But when she went to the street, she realized that she was still too young at her age. She lacks systematic education, even though she is precocious, she really doesn't know too much.

   In this downtown area, at this age, there is not much work to do.

  Helpless, she had no choice but to become dirty again, coupled with disfigurement, and it was not difficult to integrate into the world of homeless people. They are cruel, realistic, but occasionally tender.

   It is the best group of people she has met in these years.

  But... why do homeless people still have groups and gang management?

  You can’t even afford to eat, and you have to pay protection fees?

what! What are you protecting?

   Protect her from the favor of the gods?

  Have the gods really cared for her?

  Lord, have you really seen this world and have compassion for all beings?

   "Hehe, even if I return your masterpiece, you have never cared for me!"

  Feeling the coldness of his body, Che Yuting, who had been beaten and fractured in many places, even with open fractures, felt that life was flowing with the blood, and let out a final sigh.

   Faith, originally her last insistence, seems to be broken now. Is it because she is too fraternal and believes in too many gods?

   While in a daze, she seemed to see a door of light emerge, and a man with a beautiful appearance, like a legendary god, stepped out of it.

  How perfect he is, divine, radiant, and extremely holy, as if representing all the beauty of men. At this moment, such a picture seems to be eternal, like her first memory, deeply rooted in her mind.

  I saw him looking at himself with those star-like eyes, without any filth, only pity, pity, and a little anger.

   Is it because she is angry that she didn't believe until the end? She really should be angry, after all, when she abandoned her faith, she waited for favor!

"Ugh······"

  She looked at him and sighed, and then he lowered his body, stretched out his holy hand, and stroked her dirty and ugly face.

  She instinctively wanted to hide, how could a person like her defile the holiness of God!

  Unfortunately, she no longer has the strength to hide. If it wasn't for his arrival, she probably would have closed her eyes. Even if she opened them now, it probably won't be long.

  As he touched her, Che Yuting felt a wave of warmth spread all over her body, her whole body was cheering, and she felt warm.

  What kind of warmth was that, as if it instantly warmed her gloomy life and illuminated her dark heart.

  She stared at him obsessively, even though she had the strength, she didn't dare to move, for fear that if she moved, she would wake up from this impossible dream.

   He looked at himself and spoke suddenly.

   "Little guy, you said: The gods have never favored you, so I will favor you from now on!"

   Let me declare again: Che Yuting's character has a tragic past, but he uses wisdom to protect his holiness, and chooses suffering for purity, the standard saintly path. Of course, there is no intention of criticizing women today!

   "Feminist rights" is still a "good girl", she just wants to have a good life, these big guys with hypersensitive thoughts, don't think about it casually, and even rise to the point of saying that I allude to real women's values ​​or something!

  (end of this chapter)