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Just like most A-level top players,

My life is also full of twists and turns.

My father is an aristocratic young man who ran away from home in pursuit of romance, and my mother is a young lady from an aristocratic family who was curious about other countries and followed caravans to Europe.

It's just like falling in love in a story and forming a family despite all obstacles.

After going through a lot of hardships, he settled down in a small village and had a daughter.

They love her very much.

It’s just that I occasionally think about what if they had quarreled and separated at that time because they both chose each other and had to live a much harder life than before.

Wouldn't it be better for them.

It's just that they don't. They both feel that as long as they have each other's company in this world, even such a miserable life will be very happy.

Both are parents with too naive and beautiful ideas.

It may be common for them to be directly overwhelmed by the cruel wave of war...

Even so, they are my parents who love me the most in the world.

The most carefree period of my life,

Although I didn’t realize this until I lost it all.

'Wait here, mom and I will bring you bread right away...'

A century later, they never came back.

The world is huge and indifferent.

Especially for a teenage girl without parents.

If the 'owner of the white house' hadn't saved her, she might have burned down the house and run away with the money she left before she asked the family who adopted her.

I'm already dead.

During the days of hiding in the ruins, when I woke up not knowing where I was going, and when I was tired, I had no place to go back to, and I was left alone. Panic, helplessness and confusion washed over my heart all the time.

I have never felt the vastness and indifference of the world so clearly.

It doesn't care whether a teenage girl lives or dies.

With the false expectation that his parents would come back to find him, he knocked on every house in the village to beg for food. He was rejected and driven away because of his mixed-race appearance.

Every night I fall asleep crying in fear, hunger, loneliness, and helplessness.

In the end, I even lost all the strength to cry.

I'll get hungrier, so I can't cry...

Without clothes, I can only wrap scraps of picked up cloth around my hands and feet. Without shelter, I can only stuff straw into the gaps under the ruins. Without food, I can only work hard to do menial work for others from morning to night.

In exchange for poor food that will not starve to death, we must save as much as possible, because there is no guarantee that we can get it tomorrow.

At that time, I was struggling every day just to survive.

Then even this level of 'security' will be taken away,

A body that is already malnourished and thin? The shoulders and wrists that were injured by a passing officer in anger have not healed even after more than a month? Do you feel pain whenever you lift them?

But compared to the pain, even the last fruit was eaten,

Huddled in the collapsing ruins, knowing full well that he might die? Might he not survive this winter?

What made me bite my lip at that time? I was afraid that if I cried, I would never wake up again.

Those memories are only cold, dark, and lonely.

No home, no parents, no one to accompany me? No place to go back to?

In a huge and vast world with billions of people?

I am alone and have nothing.

The long, cold, hopeless waiting formed an indelible and painful childhood in my memory.

Even the life after that,

Was she rescued again by that person? Awakened into a participant? Help her once again complete the great cause of stopping the wheels of war and prevent the war she hates most.

The decades he spent as a member of Night Palace Zero Knight were a peaceful and satisfying time.

So when she found out that that person had been deliberately lying to her, and her complete trust in her as a relative was shaken and collapsed,

That's why I'm so broken.

Hate her?

how come...

Just half a century after leaving there,

I found myself a different person again.

No home, no parents, no one to accompany me, and no place to go back to.

Until one day I made a stupid mistake that made people laugh...

...

It is different from all A-level top players,

My dreams are full of beauty.

The memories of suffering that are indelibly imprinted in my heart have all turned into dreamy happiness like a story.

How can I describe such an incredible level...

Grilled fish, sweet fruit, sunshine and siesta,

A life where you no longer have to struggle for survival is obviously the same scene in your memory, but it is as different as heaven and earth.

The confusion, fear, coldness and uneasiness, the loneliness and helplessness that I grit my teeth through,

Everything disappeared as if it were fake, leaving only peace of mind and warmth.

Just because of the appearance of one person.

So foul...

Angrily because he was injured, he grabbed the officer's head and smashed it against the table. The kind of peace of mind that makes people feel protected, the kind that makes people feel that there are still people in this world who care about themselves and care about themselves.

I still have the warmth of someone I can rely on.

It was too foul for myself at that time...

He's obviously just an idiot...

Take yourself away from that small village and let everything that will happen next disappear.

Abandoning the hardship and misery of struggling at the bottom, he took himself to see a gorgeous world he had never seen before, giving himself precious gifts that he could not even imagine.

For teenage girls who were originally struggling to survive, it was a dreamlike time.

Steam train, Milan manor, noble ball...

There are also the skirt that I am proud of on the projection, and the pair of cowhide short boots with a price tag of 50 lira silver coins...

Those photos that are frozen in time,

The modified life memory is that I returned to Milan alone, with the huge assets of the manor and shop, and the weapons he gave me.

There is no longer the hardship and misery of wandering, and I am really growing up happily.

Although it seemed like destiny to resume a life similar to the original one, I never felt the same loneliness as in the original life.

Because I know,

In this world of billions of people, someone will always be by my side in the future.

But you idiot,

Your behavior...will make me not want to leave your side...

...

Her light golden hair spreads over her slender shoulders, and her flawless slender legs under her skirt,

After taking a shallow breath, my eyelashes fluttered,

Ling slowly opened her light golden eyes from her sleep and murmured out of instinct:

"Fangran?"

"Well, have you finally woken up? It's time to get up, my Queen."

The memory that didn't happen but is so real, I no longer want to investigate what caused this incredible phenomenon.

After waking up in the carriage, Ling propped herself up on the fluffy blanket and looked at the young man in front of her as if she was still awake.

Then he stretched out his arms and hugged him.

Mattresses, wallpapers, water dispensers, energy-saving lamps...even a small generator, like a carriage carriage in a small room,

Like a stray cat that has found a home, Ling nestled in the young man's arms.

Holding his waist, rubbing his scent, feeling the warmth coming from his body, no matter what, there is a attachment that makes you not want to let go.

She has been sleeping in such a dream, and she has personally experienced the times in the photos.

I don’t have to be a participant, I don’t have to be a night angel, I don’t have to live so long,

As long as days like this can last.

If possible, I want this dream to have no end...