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"Ha (sigh)..."

"Ahhhhh (crazy)..."

"Ha (sigh)...."

"Ahhhhhhh (crazy)!"

...

It’s Monday again, there’s no class in the afternoon, there’s a bye on assignments, and Meng Lang is not here (addicted to bullying newbies),

In the kitchen, Gou Yu watched Fang Ran repeating the cycle of sighing and getting mad at the small table, and couldn't help but sigh helplessly in his heart.

What's going on...

I remember that he finished last weekend. Although he looked like a useless person wrapped in a quilt to keep warm, from time to time his eyes would be blank and he would be thinking about something.

This time it seems a little more serious.

"Ha (sigh)..."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh (super crazy)!"

Troubles have spilled to the surface...

But compared to the last time, Fangran was able to think clearly, but it was different from the situation where he needed to temporarily change his mood.

In addition, I can’t let him into the kitchen anymore because he cooks dishes that can really make people burst into tears.

Gou Yu had no choice but to put down the egg beater with a sigh, walked out of the kitchen, looked at him and asked:

"Captain, are you having any troubles?"

"Small or..."

Then seeing Fangran's troubled face, he sighed a little hesitantly and asked:

"Am I a scumbag...?"

Gou Yu: "..."

Can I go back to the kitchen...?

Wow, this is another inexplicable question that came out of nowhere when he had nothing to do.

Gou Yu sighed helplessly and decided to leave this topic to someone who could 'talk' with him better.

"For this kind of question, I think it would be better for you, captain, to ask Brother Meng or Tang Bing."

"But if you ask Brother and Hulu about this kind of thing, you will definitely get ridicule..."

Fangran silently resisted and disliked Gou Yu's 'reasonable' suggestion.

He could imagine the scene when he asked them both, it must be...

‘Hulu, am I a scumbag? ’

‘Senior, although I may occasionally dismiss you like that, please don’t be too arrogant. How blindly confident do you have to be to make you think you might be a scumbag? ? ’

Such expressionless and heartless complaints.

If it were Meng Lang, it would be a direct and naked ridicule.

'ha? Scumbag! ? Hahahaha, this is the funniest joke I've heard this year. Brother, you're a virgin and you're a scumbag even if you're a virgin? Not bad enough. ’

Listening to Fangran’s words that make people feel ‘lifelike’,

Gou Yu couldn't deny his laughter. He thought he was playing tricks again and was about to walk back to the kitchen.

"If you feel good about yourself, how should you respond..."

Suddenly he heard Fangran whispering to himself behind him, turned around and stopped walking,

The sun was shining in the hut, and he looked peaceful and lost in thought.

"Captain, what happened?"

Seeing Fangran's appearance, which was rarely shown in daily life, Gou Yu slowly sat down at the small table.

"Ah...? Ah..."

After being asked this question by him, I came back to my senses.

Fangran returned to his usual appearance, scratched his cheek in embarrassment, and spoke in a long tone with his eyes wandering:

"I was just thinking about what happened to a friend during recess in the morning..."

a friend...

Instead of asking, "Is this friend of yours actually you?" Gou Yu picked up the water glass and followed what he said, and asked calmly:

"Captain, what happened to your friend?"

"It's just that he recently discovered that it seems... it just seems that the two girls he knew before seem... maybe... probably like him... which makes him a little bit..."

Saying extremely uncertain words in an extremely uncertain tone,

I can't help but recall the memory of yesterday.

In the quiet cabin filled with sunshine, after regaining his consciousness, he looked at Xia Yao, who was pressed under him, and his heartbeat was incredibly fast.

At the moment of thirst, he stood up in a panic and apologized.

'Feel sorry! Senior! I didn't... didn't stand firm just now! ’

And Xia Yao, who fell on the carpet,

Just smiled softly:

‘It’s okay, junior. ’

There is no point in pursuing the reason for the disappearance of reason. Fangran tries hard to find words to describe his mood from the tangled thoughts. "It kind of overwhelmed him."

Gou Yu tasted the sweet floral fragrance of the black wheat tangerine in the cup, and continued to ask in a gentle voice:

"Why are you at a loss?"

"have no idea."

But Fangran pressed his eyes, lowered his head and collapsed, giving up thinking and speaking out the answer.

Seeing his expression of a headache that looked like he couldn't figure out a math problem, Gou Yu couldn't help but laugh softly, and guided his thoughts and said:

"Is it because I don't have feelings for them?"

"I don't feel it...that must be a lie,"

Lifting it from the palm of his hand, Fangran's eyes were entangled in worry, as if he was looking at the past things in a trance.

"It's just...there are some things they don't remember..."

"I've already given up... and now... it's like it's because of their beauty... excellence, or my own... lust or something... ah ah, I can't tell!"

I struggled to explain word by word, but finally gave up and covered my face again. I found that I couldn’t express my thoughts clearly.

He pressed his face to his eyes and let out a long sigh of trouble:

"Besides, he had developed feelings for other people some time ago. After listening to other people's suggestions, he just figured out what he liked, but he was attracted to them again..."

"Ah - how innocent this person is...how easily tempted!!!"

That's why I'm wondering if I'm a scumbag...

Finally understanding the whole story, Gou Yu thought with some dumbfounding,

Then he breathed a sigh of relief, sighing helplessly, and looked at Fangran with a smile, who seemed quite guilty about this.

"Let me tell you, captain, before the partnership is confirmed, just this level cannot be said to be a scumbag."

"ah?"

Seeing Fang Ran raise his head with a confused look on his face, Gou Yu held the water glass and looked at the reflection, his eyes lowered and his voice lowered:

"It's normal to be attracted to someone. It's also reasonable to be attracted by the other person's appearance and excellence."

"Everyone is impeccable. They are attracted to multiple members of the opposite sex and cannot understand their own feelings."

Thinking of the scenes he had witnessed in the hut, he looked at Fang Ran who finally noticed and chuckled.

"That's what happens in this world,"

"Especially for people who have never been in love."

Fangran looked at him blankly, seeming to understand.

"So, Captain, you can't make a choice?"

Gou Yu looked at him who was so absorbed and asked gently with a smile.

"No, I'm just not ready,"

Fangran held her cheek, looking out like a child in trance.

"There are things I want to do more now..."

Seeing the seriousness on his side face that he had never seen before, Gou Yu's eyes widened.

Then after the silence,

Suddenly asked softly:

"Captain, are you satisfied with your current life?"

"Um?"

Hearing his sudden question, Fangran's eyes moved slightly, and he went through all the recent daily life for a moment, and then even the chuckle that appeared unconsciously became warmer subconsciously:

"Satisfied..."

"Then just do what you want, captain."

"Eh?"

Gou Yu looked at Fang Ran seriously and spoke with his usual supportive response.

"Since there is something you want to achieve more, it won't be too late to consider love after you finish it, captain."

"It doesn't need to be as complicated as you think. You don't have to respond immediately when you notice a favorable impression. Slowly accumulating it and letting it ferment is also an option."

He spoke with a chuckle, and then watched with an outsider's smile in his words.

"I guess 'they' might think so too..."

After receiving such advice from Gou Yu, Fangran was slightly startled, and then he felt that his worries were relieved.

"Is it...."

But he finally reacted in the next second, with a serious look on his face and waved his hands to emphasize:

"But this is all my friend's business!"

Gou Yu: "..."

That...Captain, isn't it a little too late for you to reiterate this point...