47 – Lee Sang Dongmong

“Hey, I’m sorry but we didn’t order sundae? We ordered fried assortments, but I think they gave us the wrong one.”

“Yes, yes?! Ah… ! Sin, sorry! I’ll bring it back! I’m really sorry!”

Soyi bowed her head to the customer who seemed to be puzzled.

It was the third time I made the same mistake today. It didn’t even count when I added other minor mistakes like dropping dishes and spilling water.

Kwak Joo-hee, tired of even pointing it out, sighed.

“What really happened to you guys? It’s been a few days already.”

“… There wasn’t. For now, I will do all the serving for you today.”

Kwak Joo-hee put on a suspicious face at Han-sol, who showed a calm face.

Because it was obvious that something had happened between Hansol and Soi and that it had caused Soyi to be so messed up.

Even while working, she stares at Hansol blankly, then suddenly her face turns red, and when she talks to Joohee Kwak, her pupils dance.

Since I started working with Hansol, something has become abnormal.

‘Or maybe I’m just nervous about working with a handsome boy… ? We didn’t meet each other when we were working before, but now while working, I’m paying attention to Lee Han-sol’s gaze?’

But even so, it is a very unnatural reaction. It’s not that Soyi isn’t that shy.

Kwak Joo-hee was frustrated, but she said that nothing happened even if she asked Han-sol, and when she asked So-yi, she would be evasive.

“… I really don’t know what it is, but please solve it quickly. Uh? Let’s talk on the way home.”

“…… “

“…… “

As the shop closed, Kwak Joo-hee told Han-sol and So-yi that they were going home together. She had no answer coming back.

“Let’s go.”

“Yes… “

Now comes the hardest time for Soyi. Walking back home with Hansol.

A few days ago, before Han-sol told her that she resembled her first love, she felt comfortable walking with him at night, but now it seemed like she was walking on a thorny road.

“So, in today’s language and language education class… Ah, that’s our first year major subject. There, it is said that the descent of the glottis was the cause of the development of language…… “

“Yeah, ah… I see… “

Soyi didn’t understand what Hansol was saying, but she accepted it with an awkward smile.

It was because of Soi herself that Hansol finally brought up the story of her self and her major.

Hansol, who kept talking for days on behalf of Soyi, who couldn’t open her mouth first, eventually had no choice but to bring up the most boring story about her.

All Soyi could do was walk as fast as possible to the house so that this awkward time would end quickly. It was while adjusting the speed so delicately that Hansol couldn’t even say why he was in such a hurry.

“… Everything has come.”

“That’s right. Goodbye Kim Soi.”

“Yes… “

Soi always walked fast to the front of the house, but whenever she parted with Han-sol, her steps slowed down infinitely.

She felt Hansol’s gaze from behind her, watching her from behind as if she was going to make sure that she entered safely.

After taking a deep breath, Soi turned around.

“Hey, Hansol Lee.”

“Uh, why?”

“… Oh, no. Goodbye.”

“Okay, thank you.”

Why are you so alone?

In the end, Soyi couldn’t ask today either.

What did you mean when you said you resembled your first love?

———-

[Author: It’s the beginning of dating]

[Title: My friend said that I look like her first love, what does this mean?]

[Content: Hello. I am a woman in my 20’s.

I have a male friend whom I just met.

That friend is a friend who works part-time with me and always takes me home after work.

I was told that the road to my house looks dangerous at night, and that this friend drives me every day. (Is this something that just friends can do?)

Anyway, while talking to that friend, the story of her first love came up.

What does this mean? Are you just saying that they look alike?

Or perhaps… Is this guy giving me a signal?

*For reference, this friend has a handsome face and is tall. She’s a good college student, so I don’t think she’ll have a romantic mind for a girl like me. How am I really supposed to take that?]

This is a post that Soyi posted on a dating counseling community a few days ago.

Soyi read through the comments in order of her recommendation.

[^^ What are you doing, Youngja? Aren’t you writing a trashy novel like this?]

[hahahaha. Is this just an article to make people feel bad? I will report it.]

[How do you accept it? It’s a dream, so wake up and wash the dishes ^^]

[It’s not like a woman in her 20s, it’s like she’s just reading a ropan webso and writing crap like this hahahaha]

Everyone, let alone counseling, doesn’t believe in their stories and only criticizes them.

Her annoyance Soi let out a sigh and tossed her cell phone on her bed and lay face down on her desk.

“Ah, Hansol Lee is annoying… She says something weird and doesn’t say anything more about it… “

Maybe it wasn’t reality, it was a dream I had alone.

Han-sol, who said that right away, seemed calm as if nothing had happened.

The subject of dropping a bomb on Soi’s head.

“Lee Han-sol’s first love, when was it… And who was it… “

If you say that she resembles you very much, wouldn’t it be something that happened when you were young?

So when you were in middle school and high school? But didn’t she say that she never had a girlfriend? So is she a crush? Hansol Lee?

“But with that face, can you do that… ?”

I don’t know. She already knows that she used to be a girl who has a boyfriend.

Or… Maybe it was just a word she made up to comfort her self-deprecation.

“I’d rather have something like that, really… “

Soi felt that something was more persuasive to her.

She never had anything like first love.

Hansol, who used to tell Soi not to put herself down, was plausible.

She felt that Han-sol had never had a woman in her heart, so So-yi felt a little excited without realizing it.

Pulsuk-

Lying on her bed, Soi picked up her cell phone and read the comments on her post again.

This time not at the top, but at the bottom.

She

Unlike the ones she read earlier, she saw quite a few nice comments (which were bombarded with downvotes).

[Isn’t it just a confession? If she asks me to go home every day, I think she’s already got an answer… ]

[Doesn’t the fact that you resemble your first love mean that you are your first love? Lol]

‘I, first love… ?’

Lee Han-sol’s first love was me? It’s not that we’re really alike… Because that’s me?

That can’t be. I can’t…

“Ugh, ugh…” !!!”

Soy buried his face in the pillow and kicked the blanket.

“Crazy! I’m crazy… !!”

Exhausted from the riot in the middle of the day, Soi only looked at her ceiling.

The light from the fluorescent lamps resembled the color of Hansol’s platinum hair.

“If… Really, what if… ?”

What if Hansol really likes you?

I don’t know if Soyi herself is her first love or not, but if Hansol’s favor she’s been receiving so far meant that…

“How about me… “

I don’t know yet. So-yi was still unsure of how she felt about Han-sol.

It’s been less than a month since she met him. Because she was Hansol who came in in a very short period of time.

“Just tomorrow… I wish I could see you more comfortably.”

Soyi closed her eyes while imagining saying hello with a natural smile to the man who made her worry so much.

———-

After taking Soyi home, I returned home.

I pretended to be calm again today, but when I saw Soyi’s behavior, which seemed to be constantly conscious of me, I could not help but be agitated as well.

On the first day of my part-time job, I must have rushed too fast while taking Kim So-yi home.

She resembles her first love. It’s also very similar. How did I ever say something like that?

Well, I was very angry at the time. Kim So-yi, who was so bright and confident in her previous life, keeps belittling herself. She hated seeing it.

She wasn’t even lying. Because Kim Soi is my first love.

The problem is that now we are not lovers, but friends who have only been together for less than a month.

Such a subject… Confession I made an unreasonable statement.

“Kim Soi… I just didn’t know what to do.”

What is Soyi thinking right now? Would you have been offended to hear me say that? Or not… Were you happy?

What kind of person am I to her now? Is she a likable person? Or a boundary target?

What if Soyi has a crush on me?

What if you happily accept what I said and create such a subtle atmosphere between us? Then… Will we really develop into lovers in this lifetime?

I don’t know. My mind is still not well organized.

Yoo Ara…

Is it okay for me to be in such a relationship with Soyi, considering he has another woman in mind?

Her head is pounding.

I don’t like being in an uncomfortable relationship with someone I love.

I just want to be able to see Soyi more comfortably tomorrow.

I closed my eyes, imagining her saying hello to her and her natural smile.

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