It turned out that there were activities in the mall, including riddle guessing, shooting and some messy. In short, it was very interesting.

Yunkai took a fancy to the big pillow of the polar bear on the cabinet. He liked it very much, but he needed to shoot to get it. Moreover, the rule was that all five bullets hit the bull's eye.

When she saw it, she was angry, so she had better forget it and give up her love.

Pulling Xiao Han to leave, he stopped to look at the bear and then at her, "I like it very much?"

"HMM." Yunkai nodded a little lost and thought of almost the same experience as this one, but the man accompanying her at that time was not Xiao Han, but the man she loved most in her life, her father.

That day was also in the afternoon. On her mother's birthday, she came to the mall with her father to choose gifts for her mother. It was still early after the gifts were selected. She happened to meet that the mall was engaged in activities. She was very curious, so she leaned over and saw the white polar bear pillow at a glance. She was very happy.

"Dad, if I want that bear, I want that bear." she coyly took her father's hand, knowing that it was almost impossible to get, but she just stubbornly wanted it.

The rules on that day were even stricter than today. It took eight shots to hit the bull's-eye.

Dad was embarrassed, but he decided to try. As expected, he lost miserably.

At that time, she was not a child. She was an adult at the age of 18, but she still cried in a mess. She said, "Dad, why are you so stupid? You're so stupid that you can't even use a gun. Look at other people's father." she pointed to the father of a little girl next to her. The father was very powerful, and ten guns were bull's-eye.

That day, because she didn't get the polar bear, she didn't take care of her father when she got home. The next day, when she came home from school, she came back to the room and saw a snow-white polar bear on the bed. She was ecstatic and rolled on the bed, forgetting the unhappiness of the previous day.

Just looking back now, why were you such a jerk at that time? She's the only girl in the world who doesn't understand anything.

Later, her mother told her that her father ran to many toy stores in order to buy the polar bear, and nearly had a car accident on the road.

It was just that she had known it for several months and didn't take it to heart at all.

At that time, she was still young and wantonly squandered the love her parents gave her. She never thought that one day those love would disappear and never be found again.

"Why are you crying? How old are you? You're still crying." the slightly hot finger on your face gently stroked the cloud. Only then did you know that you were full of tears.

She sniffed. Before she could make a sound, something flashed in front of her eyes, covered her face and stuffed it into her arms. She didn't see what it was and held it tightly.

"Cry again later, don't say you are my daughter-in-law, shame!"

The cloud opened and took away the cover in front of him. When he saw what was in his arms, the just dried tears fell down like beads with broken lines.

"Look at you, why are you crying again? Alas, how can this woman have so many tears? It's endless to cry..." Xiao Han's voice was still disgusted in his ear. In the blink of an eye, he didn't know where he was. There were no people around him. It was like a room.

The tears in the clouds were gone now, and the on his face was wiped clean. He still held the polar bear tightly in his arms, as if he had been lost and recovered. He was naive but distressed to think that holding it so tightly was to hold his parents' love, circle it in his arms all his life and never leave.

Xiao Han naturally didn't know these thoughts in her heart, but he could feel that this polar bear probably reminded her of something or someone in the past.

Inexplicably, he felt a little uncomfortable because he thought of Zheng Junjie, her ex husband whose wife loved for several years and married.

Later, they bought hats, Yunkai bought two clothes and a tie and a pair of Cufflinks for Xiao Han. When they came out of the mall, it was already dark.

"Oh, it's so late. I thought it was early." Yunkai always held the polar bear when shopping. He even took it into the fitting room when trying on his clothes.

Xiao Han stopped several times and wanted to ask what the pleasant looking bear meant to her, but he didn't ask it in the end.

On the way back, maybe I was tired. Yunkai sat in the car and fell asleep with the polar bear in his arms.

Xiao Han turned on the warm wind. When waiting for the red light, he saw that the bear had blocked her face. He was afraid that she would hold her breath. He stretched out his hand to help her head up, but he accidentally heard a thin sob. He was stunned and helped her up. Only then did he see that she didn't know when her tears had flowed all over her face, and it was obvious that she was dreaming. What unhappy things happened in her dream.

I don't know what happened at this moment. Maybe the warm wind is too big and the windows are closed. I just feel that the air in the cramped car is thin and suffocating.

He reached out and pressed the button. The window slowly fell half. He breathed out of the window and repeated it several times. Only then did he feel more comfortable.

I don't know when the red light turns into a green light, and the horn sounds one after another.

Xiao Han woke up like a big dream and started the car by shifting gears.

It was at the peak of the city's night prosperity that the lights flowed and merged into a flowing river, winding forward. Their car was sandwiched in the middle, but he suddenly couldn't see the road ahead. There was only boundless darkness in front of him, no road, no direction

Accompanied by the low cry of the clouds, the air in the cramped carriage was filled with sadness and suffocated.

Xiao Han looked at the car driving in front of him. He tried to concentrate, but the sob in his ear, the Buddha beating the drum, beat him one by one, and his heart hurt very much.

He didn't have such a feeling. For a long time after breaking up with Su Yanxi, he didn't dare to hear people mention her or think about her, because he felt miserable when he heard and thought of her.

But he still has to live without hesitation and live well.

It's just that this feeling hasn't appeared again for several years. Now it suddenly appears, just like the oncoming waves, slapping him on the bottom of the sea. He can't swim to the surface of the water. He doesn't even have the strength to struggle.

He clearly knew what kind of feelings he had for Yunkai, but it was because he knew that he was afraid.

I'm afraid that one day, she will leave him recklessly and never look back in her life.

Her stubbornness, her stubbornness and her pride are his deadly weapons. He really doesn't dare to think that one day, she will leave him.

He suddenly remembered Su Yanxi. When he broke up with her so arrogantly and ruthlessly, he watched her fall to the ground but didn't come forward to help her up. At that time, she must have been very painful, right? Now he seems to be able to perceive how painful and powerless he is at that moment in the future.

On the busy streets, lights flashed like meteors, colorful and strange, but they disappeared in a moment.

He didn't know whether her marriage with him was like this meteor, blooming in an instant and then turning into ashes.

He has never been a groundless person, but now he is worried all the time, every minute and every second.

From the moment she woke up, he lived in fear every day. He tried to change himself, please her, coax her, hurt her and love her. He was so careful and scared. He just thought that if she wanted to leave him one day, the days they were together were full of happiness, beauty and happiness, and he could at least use these to retain them, Make the last struggle.

But at this moment today, he suddenly had no courage at all.

She hugged the snow-white polar bear in her arms and couldn't let go for a moment. Even in her dreams, she was crying. No matter where he is now, he always lives in her heart, and the only thing he can remember is the four years he lived with her.

And that night, it doesn't count.

The car didn't know when to stop. Xiao Han pulled Yunkai's left hand and gently stroked the ferocious scar with his thick finger belly. His eyes were bloody red.

He didn't even have to close his eyes to see the blood all over the ground. The bright red blood flowing out of her body gradually cooled, cooled and solidified from the hot.

She was afraid of pain and injections. She actually cut such a long and deep cut on her wrist with a blade. How many knives did she cut? He dared not think that it was his sin.

He had never been so sad at this moment. His heart trembled and could not help shrinking.

He lowered his head and kissed the scar inch by inch, like kissing a treasure, but put the Buddha in redemption. Only in this way can he feel a little more at ease.

Xu's wet and waxy softness woke up the clouds. She slowly opened her eyes. She was a little confused. She didn't know where it was. It seemed that she was on the road. The dim light on the roadside projected into the car through the sparse branches. She didn't dare to open her eyes completely. Then her eyes moved. She saw Xiao Han kissing her wrist, gently and softly, and his lips were slightly cool, Next to her skin, but it gives people a very comfortable feeling.

The light hit him on the face and body, like the mottled lens in the film, quietly shrouded him. At this moment, he was like a devout child, like kissing the newly obtained candy. He was so careful, for fear that he might accidentally touch a little crumb, which was very distressing.

This kind of Xiao Han, this kind of easy dust, is something she has never seen. It seems that she is another person she has never known.

Those delicate kisses obviously fell on her wrist and scar, but she stubbornly felt that they fell on her heart.

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