As soon as Jing saw her mother coming, her face was surprisingly ugly. She was so frightened that she hid behind her father that she felt unsafe. She shouted, turned around and ran away.

Liu Chenggang walked to the gate of the yard and heard the scream behind him. He turned around.

"Brother! Brother! Help me!"

Jing Yi shouted and ran towards him.

Although he didn't know what had happened, he came forward to meet her and held her in his arms, "what's the matter?"

"Ma wants to hit me!"

Liu Cheng raised his head and saw Lu Qi standing not far away. Although it was night, he still clearly saw her cold and angry face.

In fact, he can understand Lu Qi's difficulties as a mother, but what he can't understand is that as a mother, why can't Lu Qi be a loving mother like most other mothers?

Because I don't love Jing Zhen, even if I have lived together for more than 20 years and had two children, I still don't like Jing Zhen. Even this daughter will suffer from her white eyes.

Maybe she also loves this daughter, but how much is this love?

Because she loved Shao Qilu, after she was abandoned by Shao Qilu, her love turned into hate, hate Shao Qilu, and lost their common children together.

Maybe she once loved this son at some time, but how true is this love?

Such a woman is more sad than cruel.

At one moment, he thought that if one by one really couldn't come back, he would consider recognizing her mother and son and bringing her to the end of her life.

However, at this moment, he knew that the idea would not come true in his life.

He didn't go to see Lucie again, because when he looked more, he felt that the sin of the woman disgusted him more.

He knew he shouldn't be like this. He was born in October when she was pregnant. Even if she abandoned him, she gave him the life to come to this world after all.

Moreover, she is the mother of one by one. It is impossible for him to really break off the relationship with her in his life, but it is impossible for him to recognize her and ask her to call her mother again.

Maybe he is paranoid, but didn't she give it all?

Liu Cheng looked down at Jing Yi, whose body trembled slightly in his arms. He raised his hand and patted her, "go back to live with my brother later."

Jing Yi hesitated. In fact, she wanted to stay with her father and mother, but her mother looked so fierce that she didn't dare.

Lu Qi spoke at this time, "go, it's inconvenient for you to live here at night."

Jing Yi suddenly looked up and looked at her aunt with an unbelievable face. Her aunt actually agreed to let her live with Liu Cheng. What's the situation?

Jing Zhen echoed, "yes, it's not very convenient to live here. Go to your brother's place. I'll go to see you with your aunt early tomorrow morning."

Jingyi didn't know what else to say. He only nodded to obey the arrangement.

After she left with Liu Cheng, Jing Zhen and Lu Qi stood in the yard for a long time without talking.

Jing Zhen knows that Lu Qi is feeling bad at the moment, but he has always wanted to say something for so many years, but he has never said it. He originally planned not to say it all his life, but now he decides to say it.

He took a few steps towards Lu Qi, took her and sat down on the chair in the yard, and then turned off the lights in the yard, leaving only the lights in the house still on, but the light was not particularly bright in the yard.

He said, "don't be sad, mom. Children are afraid of you since childhood. You don't know. She's afraid of you beating her."

Lu Qi looked at her husband and kept her tears from falling, but she couldn't control it now.

She choked and said, "am I really so fierce? I didn't want to hit her. I haven't seen her for so long. I'm too happy when she comes back. How can I be willing to hit her? I'm not willing to even scold her."

Jing Zhen patted her arm, took out a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe her tears, and she took it over and wiped it by herself.

"Ah Zhen, am I a special failure?"

Jing Zhen sighed, "do you want me to tell the truth?"

Lu Qi nodded. At this time, like a wronged little girl, she sobbed, "I must tell the truth and don't hide anything."

"In that case, I'll tell you what I've wanted to say to you all these years. You can't be called a failure, but you're definitely not a good mother."

Lu Qi was stunned and her face turned pale.

She looked at her husband in front of her. Although she knew that she had been very strict with her daughter, she really hurt her and loved her. She admitted that she was not a qualified mother, but she could not say that she was not good at all.

But she did not expect that in her husband's eyes, she had such an evaluation of her.

Definitely not a good mother.

absolutely.

She didn't know how to describe her mood at this moment. She just felt uncomfortable.

Jingzhen looked at her and felt a little unbearable, but the words had been spoken, so there was no need to take them back.

He said calmly, "I never deny that you love children, but you can't deny it. In your heart, her existence reminds you of your misfortune all the time, so every time you see her, you can't help frowning. It's a kind of rejection and resistance from the heart. You tell yourself you can't like her, even though she is your daughter.

I know you've never loved me. You've been married for more than 20 years. Even you haven't looked at me at all. You despise me. I don't have a degree or diploma. I can't do anything except work hard to earn some money. I'm stupid and can't speak. You're very wronged and unwilling to marry me.

The baby has been afraid of you since childhood. She told me more than once, Abba, why doesn't grandma always like to laugh? Why? Because you think your smile doesn't deserve me and give it to the baby, because we are like two roles that shouldn't appear in your life but have existed for so long. You want to get rid of them, but you don't because of various concerns.

But in fact, staying will only make you more and more uncomfortable.

Lu Qi, we have been married for more than 20 years. I am very grateful to you for not abandoning me and the baby for so many years, but if you want to be free, I will let go, and I think the baby will understand you. Maybe your mother daughter relationship will be improved in the future. "

"What do you mean Jing Zhen?" Lu Qi stared at Jing Zhen, shaking her handkerchief.

Jing Zhen didn't have the courage to continue to look at her. In fact, he was very nervous when he said these words, but he felt much more comfortable when he said it.

Some words are held in my heart for too long and too uncomfortable. When I say them, I suddenly feel relaxed.

He drooped his eyelids and said: "I respect your choice. I'm really guilty of imprisoning you in that poor and backward mountain area for so many years. You shouldn't belong to that place. You are a bird and the blue sky is your home. But no matter what you choose and what you do in the future, my baby and I will always support you. Maybe we will separate, but we will always be a family."

He slowly raised his eyelids and looked at the person opposite whose tears were rolling down his cheeks. He leaned over, raised his hand to wipe her tears and said gently: "I don't mean anything else. I just hope you can be happy. I think a lot about the baby. We are old. How many years do we have to pursue what we want and want? Go out and walk. After staying in that small place for so many years, your vision has become narrow. How can you paint in the future? You are a painter, you should look at the world."

……

This night, Lu Qi has been sitting in the yard, thinking about Jing Zhen's words and reflecting on her actions over the years.

Then she figured out that she should go out for a walk.

When her daughter is older, she is also taken care of by others. Jing Zhen doesn't need her to worry. Someone will take good care of him.

Three days later, Lu Qi had lunch with Jing Zhen and Jing Yi, and then she took a taxi to the airport.

Jingyi took her to the airport and cried into tears.

"Mom, I'm sorry."

Lu Qi shook her head with a smile and raised her hand to wipe her tears. "Baby, you're right. For so many years, the wrong person is ma. Now that you've grown up, you can take care of yourself and your father. Ma should take advantage of being able to go out and walk. Maybe we'll meet soon."

"When you go out of town, you must get your mobile phone number at the first time, and then call me and Abba every day."

"Well, I play every day. A 20-year-old can't be capricious like a child anymore. Take good care of your father for me."

"Mom, take care of yourself."

"Yes."

Mother and daughter hugged each other and separated for a long time. Then Lu Qi didn't say anything. She turned and walked towards the ticket gate.

Until her figure disappeared in sight and could no longer be seen, Jingyi's tears ran out again.

Although my aunt said she was just going out to relax, she felt that maybe she would never see her aunt in her life.

She squatted on the ground and cried sadly.

Crying heartbroken, a big hand fell on her shoulder and patted her.

Who?

Jingyi slowly turned her head. When she saw who the man was, her face suddenly changed!

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