In a few days.

Jingyi's ID card showed that it was raining on her birthday. Liu Cheng was supposed to celebrate her birthday, but she refused.

Because her real birthday is not this day.

This date was when handling the account. I don't know whether the staff were dazzled or deliberately changed September to December because they didn't like September. Therefore, in an era when others were looking at the date on their ID card for their birthday, it's natural for everyone to take her birthday as December.

In fact, this is also very good. At least, she looks younger. After all, girls are afraid of others saying they are old.

After this birthday, she will be really twenty years old, in the eyes of others.

At the age of 19, it was an extraordinary year in her life. She didn't want to sacrifice, but she didn't want to end it.

She naively thought that if it wasn't her birthday, she would always be nineteen.

However, how can time stay and wait?

Jingyi received a phone call from LAN Eucalyptus the night before her birthday and remembered one thing, which made her temporarily cancel her decision to hold a simple birthday party.

In recent days, she doesn't know what's wrong with herself. Since she tasted the 19 dishes with shaoshen that day, her taste buds seem to have been tricky during the meal. In the period since then, no matter what she eats, she obviously looks good and wants to eat, but she always feels super tasteless when she eats it, It's not delicious at all.

These days, she always relishes the 19 dishes crazily, closes her eyes and puts the Buddha. Each dish is still tossing and wandering in her mouth.

She thinks she must be crazy, but if she can, she really wants to be crazy once.

In this age of wanton youth, when are you not crazy?

But she still dare not. She is cowardly, timid, stubborn and stubborn. She is so stubborn that she makes herself very confused at this time, so she needs to be quiet and alone.

Walking in the rain, she didn't hold an umbrella. The shoulder bag shaoshen gave her was carried on her chest and held in her hands, like holding a baby.

This is probably the only thing she left about Shao Shen. In the days after she left that day, her thoughts grew crazily and sprouted and grew in her body with an irresistible trend. Up to now, she has climbed along every capillary of her body. It's dense. It's impossible to tear it off.

Once, when she watched idol dramas, she saw that the male and female protagonists above wiped out the spark of love so quickly and couldn't extricate themselves from falling in love. She always laughed. Such unreliable love really just came quickly and left faster, but the ending was always happy. She felt even more ridiculous with the hands of children.

But now, what she thinks funny is not TV, but herself.

Sometimes love is really caught off guard, rapid and strong. At that moment, like lightning flint, it sparks love between the two.

She fell in love with the man who she thought was really good-looking and should have hated him for taking away her first time and threatening to force herself to sign an unequal agreement. She fell in love with him.

But she knows more clearly that in this city, in this materialistic society, single men like Shao Shen, even men who have engaged, still have enough charm to make countless girls crazy, but they have insight into their feelings. At the beginning, they know what they are doing and what they want, They know what the ending is, so they always just enjoy the fun of being wildly infatuated and pursued. They always just play and even fall in love, but they never lose money.

They don't intend to, and never want to stop their footsteps for any girl. Even if they are engaged, they will divorce if they get married after all.

She knew all this clearly, but she still underestimated her desire for love.

She fell in love with the man who would never stay for him, even if he would get married in a few days.

The rain was not heavy, but it hurt on his face, like a knife. The whole face hurt to an unbearable point, and then changed from pain to numbness.

As soon as Jing looked up at the sky, her sight was blurred. She didn't know whether the rain blocked her sight or her tears.

She didn't sleep all night last night. She kept thinking, if she took pictures of the 19 dishes that day, or packed them back, or tried her best to stuff all the dishes into her stomach that day, wouldn't she regret and suffer so much now?

He saw her ID card and knew that her birthday on her ID card was these days, so he specially arranged the 19 dishes.

She deluded herself into thinking that he should have cooked, stewed and fried those dishes himself? Otherwise, why has she eaten a lot of food outside for so many years? Why has she never tasted like that?

In that way, it makes her aftertaste, intoxicated and heartache.

Does he like her, too?

She asked herself more than once, but there was no answer.

Like it or not? The man he wants to marry will not be himself.

He's getting married. There may be another woman from now on, but it'll never be her again.

It's like on the subway. You can't get on the train from this station for the second time. At the next subway station, there will be the next passenger.

However, the heart began to rain heavily, drowning her in the ocean. She squatted down like a child and cried.

Liu Cheng asked her if she was lovelorn. Her love had not started but ended without illness, which was 100 times, 1000 times, 1000 times more terrible than lovelorn.

She cried hard, shouted at the top of her voice, and put all her strength to the end of a love that had not yet begun.

She doesn't want to tell others that she is sad and sad to death. She just wants to tell herself that Jingyi, only when she is sad, can it prove that you were happy. Your heart is at that moment, because that man was happy.

……

After the rain, Jing Yi caught a cold.

Cold and fever alternately attacked her, and she fell completely.

Afraid to let her parents know, she asked for leave to lie in the dormitory.

Tan Liangliang and Jiang Xinlan bought her medicine and rice, and even called their family's private doctor, but her disease was like a little strong with extremely tenacious vitality, so they couldn't defeat.

At the end of the fever, she was a little confused.

Tan Liangliang and Jiang Xinlan insisted on taking her to the hospital, but she woke up at this moment and cried. She said she was okay, but she was just sad.

She's not sick. She's just sad.

She refused to take medicine. Every time she was forced to feed the medicine into her mouth, she would spit it out. She said that the medicine was too bitter. Her heart was bitter enough and didn't want to be more bitter.

She even refused to give an injection and the doctor to diagnose her. She just stubbornly lay there, lying on the narrow single broad wood, closed her eyes and breathed powerlessly. Even the Buddha breathed with a bitter taste.

She said, I miss him. I miss him very much. It's like someone has dug a big hole in my heart. It's him. He dug a hole in her heart, but he's going to marry another woman with her heart.

She said, I don't like him as much as I think. I just love him. What's cute? Why is love so bitter?

That day, Jing Yi lay there in a daze and muttered all day. In the evening, she finally couldn't make a sound. The whole person was like losing her soul, and her breath was too weak to detect.

Tan Liangliang and Jiang Xinlan took her to the hospital. That night, Liu Cheng kept her.

She never woke up and slept all the time.

I slept for three days.

Three days later, it was a sunny day. In the morning, she slowly opened her eyes and saw the sun shining in through the gap of the curtain. She narrowed her eyes and let the Buddha see the new world, grinning.

She sat up and looked at the man lying on the side of Guangmu. There were new Stubbles on his chin and mouth. This was the first time she saw him without shaving these days. He looked a little sloppy and sexy.

"Liu Cheng..." she raised her hand and gently rubbed the top of his gray and white hair. She remembered that the man was like him and had white hair at the age of 30.

When Liu Cheng heard her call him, he suddenly opened his eyes and began to think he was dreaming. After a moment of silence, he knew that he didn't dream. She woke up!

"One by one!" Liu Cheng raised his head happily, like a child, and suddenly hugged Jing Yi in his arms, but tears flowed out at this moment. "You're awake, you're awake." thank God you're finally awake. If you don't wake up, I'm really going crazy.

Jingyi was choked by him, but he didn't push him away.

She looked at the light beam coming in from the curtain, which was the light beam guiding the light in the dark.

She raised her hand and hugged him. She said, "Liu Cheng, when shaoshen gets married, let's fall in love."

Liu Cheng trembled all over and stared straight. He didn't return to his mind for a long time.

What did she just say?

Did he have auditory hallucinations?

It must be auditory hallucination. It must be.

How could she tell him that we should just fall in love? How could it be?

Tears flowed more fiercely. Although he knew he was dreaming, he was still very happy because he moved himself.

Jing looked at the sun for a while, his eyes were a little sour, so he hung his eyes, smiled and said, "don't you like me? Your men's love is really short."

Liu Cheng was stunned again. She said... She... What she said just now was true. Did he have auditory hallucinations?

"You... What did you say?" he didn't dare to look up and release her. He still felt that he was dreaming. He was afraid that he would move. As soon as he released his hand, the dream would wake up.

Jing Yi sighed slightly, looking lost. "I won't repeat the same thing for the second time, huh --"

The man's warm lips stick to her lips, which is different from the kiss she remembers, but the feeling of lips touching lips is so clean and comfortable.

She smiled silently in her heart. People always have to give themselves a way out and give others a chance.

Some people shouldn't, some people don't dare, and some people need to.

"One by one, I'm very happy. Although I know that there is still some time before the beginning of our love, and changes may happen at any time, I'm still excited." Liu Cheng took Jing Yi's hand, the palms overlapped, and the fingers crossed with each other, which is a kind of solid touch.

Jing Yi thought, maybe this man is not her final habitat, but youth, let yourself crazy once. Talk about a love, even if the end is lovelorn, it's nothing more than crying, illness and pain, that's all.

However, many times, when making decisions, we can never really predict the future.

As Liu Cheng said, changes may happen at any time, but so what? I'm still excited.

Tan Liangliang and Jiang Xinlan came at 10 a.m. at this time, Jingyi and Liu Cheng had already had breakfast. However, Jingyi probably recovered from a serious illness and threw up without eating two bites. Finally, they just drank some boiled water.

When Tan Liangliang came in, she always looked at Jing Yi. Her expression was as light as ever, but her eyes were full of ups and downs.

Jingyi is a smart girl. Can't she see it?

She told Liu Cheng to go back to wash. There were only three girls in the ward.

Tan Liangliang peeled off some walnuts and handed them to Jing Yi, "eat some. How can you do without eating?"

Jing Yi shook her head. Now she has no appetite for anything. She doesn't know if she has been ill for too long. Her stomach has been sick.

Tan Liangliang stuffed walnuts into her mouth, looked at her while chewing and said, "even if it's not for yourself, it should be for the children in your belly."

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