Finally, the dirty clothes of xiaobaozi and the dirty clothes of Zuo Feng were all washed by Zuo Feng himself.

Xu Yan was upset by him, so he took an excuse to rest and went back to his room to sleep.

Zuo Feng came out after washing his clothes. The big and small steamed stuffed buns were playing very high in the living room.

Although he is young, he is a very competent brother.

Little steamed stuffed bun is very dependent on his brother. The two brothers have a good relationship.

Zuo Feng went over, sat down beside his two sons, stretched out his hand and said to the little steamed stuffed bun, "son, will you sleep with your father tonight?"

Little steamed stuffed bun looked at him. His big eyes blinked and blinked, blinking and blinking, as if he were observing and thinking.

After almost half a minute, the little steamed stuffed bun giggled.

He stretched out his two small hands to the left forward.

Zuo Feng was so happy that he immediately hugged his son and kissed him on his pink face.

But the next second, he cried again.

Because this guy succeeded in peeing on his chest again.

After urinating, xiaobaozi promptly took xiaobaozi out of Zuo Feng's arms, then trotted back to his small room, put his brother on Guangmu and locked the door. The two brothers lay on Guangmu and smiled proudly.

Hahaha, hahaha.

The left forward seemed petrified, so he kept the posture of being peed by the steamed stuffed bun and sat on the sofa.

I haven't recovered for a long time.

He really wants to break his head and can't understand. This son, the second son, has been with him since the day he was born. He has been wholeheartedly trying his best to be a good father.

But why does this little thing have such a big opinion on him?

On weekdays, he pleases in every way. He doesn't want to see his father.

It's hard to get close now, but it's doing harm.

It's too bad, too bad!

The left forward changed a new shirt, washed it again and hung it on the balcony.

He knocked on the door of his two sons' house, but the steamed stuffed bun didn't open the door for him.

If he didn't open the door, he turned and went to Xu Yan's bedroom next door.

The door of Xu Yan's bedroom was unlocked. When he opened the door, he saw Xu Yan lying on the wide wood and asleep.

He went over, squatted down beside Guangmu, lay down beside Guangmu and looked at her sleeping face.

Maybe she was tired just now. Her face was slightly red, but she was tired.

Perhaps because of his compulsion, she was unhappy and fell asleep, but her eyelashes were still with tears.

Zuo Feng bent down painfully and carefully and kissed her tearful eyelashes.

Xu Yan in his sleep probably felt someone nearby and his thinking was half a beat slower than when he was awake.

She called out vaguely, "left forward..."

The left forward trembled!

She hasn't called his name so gently for more than a year!

He immediately held his breath and his heart beat fast.

"Zuo Feng..."

Xu Yan shouted again, then turned over and turned his back to the left forward.

In a few seconds, the left forward heard a low sob.

The sound was very small, but it sounded like a drum in his ear. It was deafening!

She cried in her sleep because of his hurt.

Even for more than a year, he has been with her and her children and tried his best to be a good husband and father.

But he once hurt her, still can't erase.

She hates him.

He also knew that he could not forgive, and did not ask her to forgive completely.

He just hoped that she could put down the past, give it to herself and him, and reopen a future between them.

However, he didn't know whether it was possible for them to clear up their differences and start over.

The left forward kept the posture of bending down and did not dare to move. At this time, his heart was in chaos.

Xu Yan cried for a long time, and then gradually stopped crying.

The left forward also stood behind her with a bent waist until she stopped crying. He carefully changed his posture and squatted down again on the side of Guangmu.

After Xu Yan cried, he woke up.

She turned over and this time lay flat on the wide wood.

The light in the room was on. It was a weak wide wooden headlamp. She stared at the ceiling.

She admitted that her heart shook.

For more than a year, she didn't want to forgive and give them a chance.

But she was afraid of being abandoned and disappointed.

He didn't explain to her why he did that, and she didn't ask.

Everything starts for a reason.

She believed him because Zuo Yutang wanted to protect her and her son.

However, she knew more clearly that it was just her own wishful thinking. In fact, she didn't know what it was.

So she didn't ask, she didn't dare to ask.

Afraid of being amorous, she didn't want to deceive herself.

But it is hard to avoid self deception.

Staring at the ceiling, Xu Yan suddenly found that it was quiet outside. She didn't hear the sound of small steamed stuffed bun and small steamed stuffed bun. She frowned. Did the two children sleep?

It's not reasonable. They won't go to bed so early after dinner.

Did the left winger take them out to play?

Little steamed stuffed bun got angry and caught a cold these days. It's not good yet, so I can't go out for a hairdryer.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan suddenly sat up and turned to get down from Guangmu. As soon as he turned his head, he saw the left front squatting on the side of Guangmu.

At first she didn't see the left forward clearly and was startled.

After fixing her eyes, she frowned.

She scolded him coldly, "what are you doing here? Get out!"

The left front looked at her, turned around, turned his back to her, leaned against the edge of Guangmu and sat down on the ground.

He didn't want her to see him cry. It was a shame for a man to cry.

"Yan, shall we have a good chat?" he tried to make his voice sound very calm.

But Xu Yan still heard the choking in his voice.

"I know you blame me and hate me. I haven't explained to you, because I don't think it's necessary to explain, but now I want to explain."

The left winger paused, raised his hand and wiped his eyes. Then he said, "Yan, I told you that there is a promise in my body. I don't know if you believe it, but it's true.

I did promise to be reborn. That year, after I was shot, I woke up and lay in a foreign hospital.

I became what I am now. With my new parents, my name is Zuo Feng.

I later learned that on the day I was shot, a man named Zuo Feng ended his young life with a silk stocking in an apartment in Yuncheng.

I don't know what kind of coincidence, my soul went into the left forward's body.

In fact, when I woke up, it was two years after being shot, and I only had the memory of promise.

It was more than half a year after I woke up that I gradually recovered those memories about the left forward, so in fact, I don't know whether I am a left forward or a promise.

After waking up for a long time, I thought, but I couldn't move or speak.

I've been training hard to recover.

Later, I was able to speak and walk.

I want to call you, but I dare not, because I know you must have married Guo Peng. It has been three years at that time. I don't want to disturb your life.

I think we will have a chance to meet when I return home. If you still love me at that time, no matter what price you pay, I will rob you from Guo Peng.

It was an accident to meet at the airport.

I didn't expect to meet you there, let alone have a son.

Looking at Niannian looks like me when I promise, my heart is both happy and sad.

I did another investigation later and learned that you didn't marry Guo Peng. You raised your son alone.

I don't know what to do. I dare not go to you, and I dare not tell you my identity.

So I've been waiting. I stay outside our community every day, hoping you can go home.

It took you more than a month to go home.

That's why I have the opportunity to meet you again and walk into your life and your son's life.

I dare not tell you my identity. On the one hand, I'm afraid you'll be sad because of the promise. The promise is dead, and it's gone. What's more, I told you, but you don't believe it.

On the other hand, it's because I still have important things to do. When I was undercover, I told you to go home and wait for me for one more month, and then we can be together. In fact, I handed over the information I had to Zuo Yutang at that time.

The teacher's sudden death caught me by surprise. I have one-way contact with the teacher.

No one contacted me for a long time after the teacher died. I wanted to wait, but you were engaged to Guo Peng. I was flustered and couldn't wait.

So I took the risk to find someone by myself. Because the teacher mentioned Zuo Yutang to me before, I thought Zuo Yutang was a reliable person.

I gave him all the information, but I didn't know that he was an undercover buried in the police, buried very deep.

When I sent you away from southern province that day, I realized that I might not have any good results, so I won't let you go back to southern province.

I started running around, looking for opportunities to defend myself.

However, as an undercover, in order to ensure my safety, all my information has been cleared from the police database. No one knows my identity except the teacher.

I have been hiding since then, but hiding is not the way.

Seeing the people who used to be close to me get caught one by one, I began to shake.

In addition, the previous injury, the bone was injured, and there was no timely treatment, so it left sequelae.

When I realized that there were physical problems, I went to the hospital for examination and found that I had reached the advanced stage of bone cancer.

When we met that night, I had a lot of struggles before. I didn't want to abandon myself like this, but I had no choice.

That night, I shouldn't have touched you. Later, I regretted it, but I couldn't control myself.

I don't want you to be a woman of other men except me. I don't want other men to touch you.

However, I can't give you the future you want.

I know. I'm an asshole.

After that night, I left to turn myself in and was shot two months later.

In fact, at the last moment of death, I'm not afraid at all, but I'm sorry.

Xiao Han took you to prison. He asked me if I wanted to see you for the last time. I said no. I don't want you to see me as a person or a ghost.

But in the end, I regretted it, because I couldn't look at you before I died.

Maybe it's because the resentment in my heart is too big, coupled with the missing and guilt for you and the guilt for my parents, so I'm reborn.

Two years ago, when we got our marriage certificate, I suddenly had a bad attitude towards you because Zuo Yutang had planned to get rid of you.

Do you remember when you committed suicide by cutting your wrists in the cemetery, and then you were taken to the cemetery to cut your wrists again?

All related to Zuo Yutang. Zuo Yutang is a very cautious person.

Although the promise is dead, he is worried that the promise will tell his sister Xu Yan something, and he also knows that we are brothers and sisters, but we are lovers.

So, after seeing you with me that day in Zuo Yutang, he began to plan to get rid of you for the third time.

You must be curious. Since Zuo Yutang wants you to die, why not kill you directly.

In fact, I also think this person sometimes has a problem in his mind. He is too cautious, so he always likes to detour, think about East and West, and can consider a lot of things. He thinks the way to make you commit suicide in front of the tomb is the least suspicious way, so he did it twice.

The third time, on the day we got married.

Zuo Yutang searched our house in the name of your sister who is promised and wanted.

He made arrangements in advance, so he really found some things in our wedding room that he had already prepared about us.

I realized the seriousness of the matter, so I deliberately alienated you. On the other hand, I had to fight with Zuo Yutang.

That's the way it is. If you believe me, give me a quick word. Have you followed me or not? "

Zuo Feng said so much in a hurry. These are words that are suppressed in his heart. If he doesn't say it at this time, he's afraid he'll regret it.

I didn't say it was unnecessary and didn't want her to worry.

But now he found that if he didn't say it, they would really be over.

So he had to tell her everything.

Xu Yan sat blankly on Guangmu and looked at the man with his back to him in the dim light. Her eyes were gradually covered by fog

He said he was a promise. He had told her more than once before, but she didn't believe it.

But today he said the same, but she believed it.

He is a promise, only promise to do things is so unreliable, so people want to smoke him.

Xu Yan turned around and turned his back to the left front, tears streaming down her cheeks.

She never understood that they just wanted to have a couple all their life. Why is the reality so cruel.

We have lived together since childhood for so many years, but the days we really spend together are few and far between.

They are stubborn and awkward people, which is probably the fundamental reason why they are destined to experience ups and downs.

However, fortunately, although they have experienced a lot of unhappiness, at least they have not caused any big problems.

She gave birth to their second child.

Although he is no longer a promise, as long as it is a promise, no matter what it becomes, it is her love.

She finally knew why she was so excited about the left forward in such a short time that she couldn't control it.

Originally, because he is a promise.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan grinned again.

It's funny to cry and laugh.

But at this time, she was so excited that she wanted to cry and sad that she wanted to laugh.

After so much experience, can they finally be together?

Thinking of those difficult and sad days before, she didn't dare to look forward to it.

The greater the hope, the easier it is to fail.

But anyway, at this time, they are together.

For so many years, no matter how gorgeous and tempting the outside world is, they still love each other.

That's enough.

Once she thought that she and he grew up together, childhood sweethearts and love each other, and there would be no big problems together in the future.

But the reality is so dramatic. They have experienced what most couples or couples will experience, cheating, junior, betrayal.

Although it was only fake, she believed it and was sad for so long.

This man is really super annoying. She really hates him!

Xu Yan was wiping his tears. She felt a heat behind her. She was a little stunned. Her waist had been clamped by a pair of hands.

The left forward hugged her from behind and let her cling to his arms.

"Ah Yan, don't fight with me, OK? I've been very unhappy for more than a year. You ignore me and my sons ignore me. You all isolate me. I think I'm an abandoned person.

Especially Niannian, I opened my mouth and shut up and asked my name was Zuo Feng. If my father didn't call, even my uncle didn't call. Every time it sounded like I wanted to beat him.

And Jianing, worse!

Just now you were sleeping. I washed my clothes and went to the living room to play with him. Just holding him in my arms, he peed all over me again. "

The name of the little steamed stuffed bun is Zuo Jianing. Jianing was taken by Xu Yan. When he went to the hukou, he was supposed to become Xu Jianing, but Zuo Feng used means. When Xu Yan got the Hukou book, he found that it was Zuo Jianing.

To this end, Xu Yan didn't say a word to the left forward for a whole week, and didn't even look at him in the eye.

"Ah Yan, shall we make up?" Zuo Feng asked softly, but more in a consultative tone.

Xu Yan didn't speak, but his tears were still flowing silently.

The left front held her hand around her waist and tightened it a bit, "okay? Let's make up!"

Xu Yan was still silent, but now he began to choke.

Zuo Feng sighed, turned her body, raised his hand and gently wiped her tears.

"Look at you, what are you crying for? I promise. Are you unhappy? Or do you not love me now?"

Xu Yan glanced at him and lowered his eyes.

Zuo Feng simply pinched her chin directly and said in a ruffian tone, "I tell you, if you don't love me, you are also mine. You're married and want to leave. There's no way unless I die, but if I die, you can only be a widow and can't divorce me."

"Pa -"

A crisp sound suddenly sounded in the room.

Zuo Feng looked at the person in her arms in surprise. She stared at a pair of scarlet eyes. Her right hand was still raised in mid air. The expression on her face was angry and angry.

The slap was inexplicable.

"What's the matter?"

He doesn't remember how many times she hit him in the face.

Speaking from his heart, he was a little angry.

But he wants to know why.

Xu Yan waved his right hand and slapped him in the face.

The left forward was also a little red eyed, but he didn't let himself get angry.

"You don't explain why to me today. Believe it or not, I can't let you go to Guangmu for three days." Xu Yan heard it with anger in his voice, but she just didn't explain to him.

Because these two slaps don't need any explanation.

For so many years, what he did to her was just these two slaps, which was very light.

The next second, Xu Yan pushed away the left forward, came out of his arms and stood on the ground.

Zuo Feng sat on Guangmu and looked at her.

Xu Yan did not look at him again and went straight out of the room.

After seeing that there was no one in the living room, she went to the room of small steamed stuffed bun.

"Niannian, it's mom. Open the door."

As soon as the voice fell, the door opened a small gap from the inside.

The little steamed stuffed bun lay on the crack of the door and looked out to make sure there was no danger. Then he opened the door.

Xu Yanwei frowned, "what are you doing hiding in the house?"

After she entered the room, xiaobaozi immediately closed the door and locked it.

When Xiaobao saw his mother coming, he stretched out two small short arms and asked his mother to hug him.

Xu Yan went over and picked up his little son. "Jianing, you confess. Did you do something bad again?"

The little steamed stuffed bun giggled and didn't speak.

Xu Yan pretended to be angry and flattened his mouth. "Jianing, if you don't call mom again, mom will give you to dad and don't want you in the future."

This threat works.

The next second, the little steamed stuffed bun cried sweetly, "Mom ~"

This is the child's first time to call his mother. Although he has read it and is not a new mother, Xu Yan still couldn't help but red his eyes.

She held her son in her arms excitedly. Tears still fell.

"Baby, you can finally call Mom, you can finally call."

The little steamed stuffed bun was in her arms and danced with joy.

The steamed stuffed bun sighed on one side, and then lay flat on the wide wood, looking like a young man.

"I said Zuo Jianing, my mother cried. What are you happy about?

Alas! What a fool!

Fortunately, you and I are not the same father, alas! "

Xu Yan listened to his eldest son's words and couldn't help laughing through tears.

She sat down beside Guangmu with a small steamed stuffed bun, looked sideways at her eldest son and said, "you two are a father and a mother, so the genetic genes are the same. He is a fool, and you are similar to him."

Little steamed stuffed bun snorted disapprovingly, "my father is a promise, his father is a left forward, how can it be the same!"

After a pause, xiaobaozi said, "Mom, you'd better not be a lobbyist for the left forward, otherwise I won't even pay attention to you!"

Xu Yan, "..."

Well, little rabbit, the resentment against his father is bigger than her. Is that enough?

"Mom, I don't care what he told you. Anyway, I won't forgive him. He doesn't want me to ask him to call him dad again. There's no way!" the little steamed stuffed bun stressed again.

Xu Yanning's son sighed.

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