Xu Yan stood outside the 208 ward. At this moment, she didn't know how to describe her heart.

In my heart, it's like turning over rivers and seas.

She can't really understand why she feels like this.

However, she knows very well that she doesn't want anything to happen to the left forward.

For the first time in so many years, she felt strange, strange and disturbing about men other than promises.

"Ah Yan, I know you're right outside the door. Come in quickly."

The voice of the left forward sounded again, paused, and sounded again with a trace of pleading.

"Yan, will you come in?"

Xu Yan stood at the door with her lips tightly pursed. At this moment, she couldn't describe her mood. She just felt that too many emotions rolled and accumulated in her chest, some uncomfortable and some blocked.

After about three minutes, she moved her lips and sighed silently.

Forget it. Now that you're here, go in.

"Ah Yan, I know you're outside the door. I heard your voice. Don't try to deceive me. If you don't come in, I'll go out."

"Then come out if you have the ability."

Xu Yan raised his feet and stepped to the front door.

I was really ready to get out of bed. I decided to climb to the left front of the door even if I climbed. At the moment I heard her voice, I laughed immediately.

The next second, he saw her.

"Ah Yan!" he was as happy as a child. If he couldn't move himself, he really wanted to come forward and hold her.

Xu Yan looked at him like this, and his feeling was beyond description.

She stood at the door, not walking in, but looking at him quietly.

"Come here!"

The left front waved his right hand, "ah Yan, come here. I don't want you to be so far away from me."

Such a voice, tone and speed of speaking, no matter how you listen, give people a coquettish meaning.

This reminds Xu Yan of his promise.

In the eyes of outsiders, promise is cold and abstinence, but only she knows what a real promise is like.

No matter how cold he is in front of outsiders, in front of her, he is like a little child who likes to stick to her and act like a spoiled child with her.

I remember the days when she went to southern province and they lived together. Every day when he got home, his ass was rooted and grew on the sofa. He couldn't move.

He will shout, ah Yan, pour me a glass of water. I'm thirsty.

However, there was a cup of warm boiled water on the tea table in front of him.

Every day she would give him a glass of cold water before he came back. Every ten minutes, before he came back, she would try the water temperature, then pour out some if it was cold, and then add some hot.

She told him that the water was on the tea table. He began to say that he was tired and didn't want to move. He asked her to feed him.

Sometimes she has nothing on hand. She will hold the water cup and feed him with spoons. But sometimes she is busy, such as washing clothes, cooking or other things. She puts a straw in the water cup and let him drink by himself. But even so, he is lazy. He said it's too uncomfortable to bow his head.

At that time, she always despised him, lazy, lazy like a pig.

He said she was the sister of a pig and a pig.

It is natural for a big pig to call a little pig.

She couldn't tell him every time. She was forced to obey him every time.

For this reason, he should be as proud as he can be, and his tail will almost tilt up to the sky.

But she likes that promise.

In front of outsiders, for various reasons, we always have to do what we don't like to do and turn ourselves into what we don't like. If we still pretend like that at home, how tired life should be.

She likes to promise to be coquettish to her, play a child's temper with him, and make trouble with her.

Because that kind of promise is the most real promise without disguise.

"Ah Yan, why are you in a daze again? Do you know you really hurt people like this?" Zuo Feng's voice sounded, which interrupted Xu Yan's thoughts. She looked up at him with a faint expression and a clear bottom of her eyes.

"Ah Yan, I haven't eaten all day. I want to eat your pancakes, boiled millet porridge and chicken soup cooked by my aunt."

Xu Yan's lips moved, shook the hospital bill in his hand and said, "I'm really sorry. Although you live in the hospital because of me, it's reasonable that I should meet your little request, but I'm sorry. I'm a little uncomfortable in the hospital. My parents are in the hospital."

As soon as the left winger heard this, his heart suddenly trembled and his body pulled. The pain made him breathe cold air.

"Nian Nian, what happened to him?"

Xu Yan sighed, put the bill into his bag, then picked up a glass of water for Zuo Feng and handed it to him. Then he replied: "it should be barbecue at noon. I ate too much meat and acute gastroenteritis in the afternoon. But it's nothing at the moment, but the doctor suggested that I should stay in hospital for observation overnight."

"How could this happen? Is it better now? Children are the most uncomfortable when they are ill. They won't say it themselves. What a pity."

Said in his mouth, the left front's eyes turned red.

Xu Yan looked at his red eyes and was surprised.

She couldn't help thinking of the scene she saw in her bedroom that morning.

Does Zuo Feng really have children, and then what happened?

She said: "it's all right after the infusion. I'm sleeping now. I just went downstairs to go through the hospitalization formalities."

"Is it really all right?"

"It's all right. I'm really sorry to worry you."

"Ah Yan, don't say such things to me. I like Niannian very much. I think Niannian is like my son. I like him the first time I see him, really."

Xu Yan pursed his lips, hesitated and asked, "Zuo Feng, I should not ask a question. Have you ever had children?"

Zuo Feng was slightly stunned and looked at her with puzzled eyes. He didn't understand why she asked.

Seeing his expression, Xu Yan thought he had mentioned his sadness, so he quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ask, you don't want to say, I --"

"I have no children, but in fact..."

What the hell should I tell her? Tell her he's a promise and Niannian is their child?

No, I can't tell her yet.

And he didn't intend to tell her that the promise was gone. He didn't want to make waves in the life that was about to calm down.

Sipping his lips, he quickly considered it in his heart, looked at Xu Yan and said, "in fact, I don't know why. When I looked at reading, I felt that I knew him very early and released the Buddha. He was my son, just like my own child. After seeing him at the airport for the first time, I would dream of him and hear him ask me to call my father.

I even met you for the first time at that time, but I knew all your things and preferences, including reciting my father. Those things were like what I had experienced in a certain period of time, or like a movie I had seen, which was very real.

Maybe you think it's incredible, you don't believe it, but what I said is true.

I know you promised Niannian's father that you loved each other a long time ago, but your parents didn't agree with you at that time, and even forced you to swear that you weren't allowed to be together, so you haven't been together for so many years.

I also know that the promise of engagement is false. In order to let you have a good home, he is afraid that you will continue to wait for him. Because you are 27 years old, he paid for a fiancee to go home and make you believe it. Then, you really believe it, so you are engaged.

I also know that when you really put aside your worldly vision and made a decision with promise, he even promised you to go home and wait for him when you went to southern province to find promise after you were engaged, but he had an accident.

I even know that you were not together in southern province. When you were really together, you promised to be diagnosed with advanced bone cancer. Coupled with work, he had no desire for life. That night you had children, but you didn't know you were pregnant until more than two months later.

Am I right? Maybe not all, but I know a lot, but I don't know why I know.

Sometimes I feel that there is a promise in my body, otherwise how could I know so clearly?

Oh, by the way, the diamond ring on your hand was promised to you? In fact, he didn't give it to you personally, because he was already in prison at that time. He asked someone to put the ring in your pocket, didn't he? This ring is the ring finger design you designed with promise when you were a child. You also told promise that if a boy took such a ring with you in the future If you propose, marry him. Am I right? "

After Zuo Feng said this, he stopped talking down. He looked at Xu Yan quietly, and her face was full of shock and incredible.

Especially her eyes, staring round and straight at him.

He knew that he said a little too much today, which must have made her unable to digest at once.

In fact, before that, he didn't want to tell her this in this way, but what happened today caught him off guard. If he didn't take a big step forward, she would be far away from him.

Xu Yan was really surprised, because it was incredible!

Although some of what Zuo Feng said do not need to be guessed, because she told him or Xiao Han, some are unknown except her and promise.

But he, he knows so well.

How could this happen?

Why is that?

Xu Yan's heart is in a mess. At this time, it's like being in a busy vegetable market. He can't be quiet.

In addition, he had given her a familiar feeling. In him, she could always see the shadow of promise.

So at this time, he said that sometimes he felt that there was a promise in his body, and she was really shocked.

She has read novels and many rebirth novels before, but those are novels. How can they happen in reality?

But if it's not rebirth, it's not like that. Why can such a person who doesn't touch any side of promise reasonably know so many promised things?

Then the left forward's words surprised her.

He said: "I didn't like millet porridge with sugar before, but I don't know when to start. I like to put some sugar in millet porridge. It's not particularly sweet. I like to eat stewed noodles. I like to put some chili sauce when eating stewed noodles. I like to put some pepper in chili sauce. I like to eat half an orange after dinner, and the rest is for you. I also know you like glutinous rice osmanthus porridge, Xu Nuo used to take you to eat glutinous rice and osmanthus porridge, two bowls and two meat buns, and he drank a bowl of millet porridge every time, didn't he? "

Xu Yan looked at him in a daze and put the Buddha like a monster.

Suddenly, she stepped back, her lips wriggled and murmured, "who the hell are you? Why do you know so much?"

Zuo Feng looked at her like this. He really wanted to get out of bed, hold her and tell her that he was a promise, her promise.

But he couldn't, couldn't tell her.

"Ah Yan -"

He was about to call her, but she snapped at him. She stared at him with red eyes. "You investigated me and promised, didn't you? You're terrible!"

With that, Xu Yan turned and ran out of the ward without waiting for the left forward to speak.

"Ah Yan!"

Xu Yan ran downstairs, came to a small garden downstairs of the inpatient building, found a place where there was no one to sit down, and gasped.

When the breeze blew, her face was itchy. She raised her hand to wipe it. She found that she didn't know when she had burst into tears.

She knew she really wanted to promise too much. She even imagined that he really promised to be reborn when Zuo Feng said those words. He was her promise.

But soon, she gave up her absurd idea.

Because, this is reality. There is no such absurd thing in reality. Where can there be rebirth!

The promise was gone. She promised to bury herself.

The promise has been gone for more than three years. He's gone.

Sitting in the quiet little garden, Xu Yan turned out the memories of the promise again, aftertaste and taste them carefully.

Gradually, she became quiet.

What Zuo Feng said is indeed correct, but many can be guessed, inferred and even inquired, so it can not really mean that he is a promise.

So she can't be confused by him.

She should be very clear that the left winger met her at the airport for the first time. He had ulterior motives for her.

Once a person has any purpose, he will certainly investigate the other party very clearly before.

The things she promised to them are not just their secrets. There are many classmates, friends or her parents who know them. They can inquire about them.

After the mood calmed down, Xu Yan calmed down.

She looked at the time. It was two hours since she came downstairs to go through the hospitalization procedures.

At this time, parents must be hungry. She's going to buy them something to eat.

Xu Yan stood up, took a deep breath, looked left and right, and then walked towards the gate.

She bought some porridge, two homemade dishes and some cakes in a restaurant near the hospital. She returned to the hospital with it.

Entering the building of the inpatient department, Xu Yan remembered that Zuo Feng's girlfriend and mother were sitting in the waiting hall. She looked there specially. She didn't see anyone anymore. She should have left.

She didn't think about it any more and went upstairs with food.

At the entrance of the stairs, she remembered the suspicious looking man before. Just now she was worried and forgot the most important thing.

No matter what the purpose of the left forward approaching her is, she can't watch him have an accident. Anyway, he saved his father's life.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan went upstairs and took out his mobile phone from his bag to call Zuo Feng.

But the hint is that it can't be connected.

How could it not be connected?

At this time, Xu Yan has come to the stairs turning from the second floor to the third floor. Do you want her to tell Zuo Feng? Remind him to pay attention?

But she really didn't want to see him again. It was really embarrassing for them to meet.

But if you don't tell him, what if something really happens?

Xu Yan fell into contradiction and entanglement again.

After standing at the entrance of the stairs for five minutes, Xu Yan finally decided to send the meal upstairs to his parents first, and then come down to consider whether to remind Zuo Feng or not.

When he went upstairs and returned to 308, Xu Yan frowned as soon as the door of the ward was opened.

What's the matter with this left forward? Why did he run up from downstairs?

How can he move about in this situation?

"Ah Yan is back." Xu's mother twisted her head first.

Zuo Feng is lying obliquely on the bed. Xiaobaozi is sitting next to him. He is telling a story to xiaobaozi with a fairy tale book in his hand.

Hearing Xu's mother's voice, they both looked up and looked at the door.

The left front's face was full of happy smiles, and the story book in his hand was immediately closed and put aside. If it weren't for his inconvenient action now, he must have stood up.

"Yan, are you back?"

When xiaobaozi saw his mother and wanted to get out of bed, he was quickly stopped by Xu's father, "Niannian, you're still infusion now. You can't move around."

The steamed stuffed bun looked up at the eyedropper, and then Wei Kuba looked at Xu Yan, "Mom, where have you been? Miss Mom."

Looking at his son with tears in his eyes and a sentence "miss Mom", Xu Yan was almost in tears.

She quickly walked into the ward, put the dinner on the table, and then held her son in her arms.

"I'm sorry, baby. Mom just had something, so she wasted some time. Does her stomach still hurt?"

The steamed stuffed bun shook his head. "It doesn't hurt. Mom, grandparents and uncle all said that I ate too much meat, so I got sick. Will mom not be able to eat meat in the future?"

Xu Yan shook his head, lowered his head, probed his son's forehead with his forehead, and her fever subsided. She said, "of course not. You can eat it, but you can't be too greedy at one time in the future. It's the same with eating noodles."

Although it's scary and the children suffer, it's not a bad thing if the children can have a degree in eating noodles.

With this lesson, the steamed stuffed bun nodded and promised, "Mom, I'll listen to you in the future. I'll be good. I won't have an injection or take medicine in the future. The injection hurts and the medicine is bitter."

Xu Yan looked at his son and frowned with heartache.

"Mom bought millet porridge. Will you drink less porridge?"

"OK, mom, I don't eat so much."

Listening to the child's careful guarantee, Xu Yan's tears finally ran out.

She didn't know what had happened to her. Since her son suddenly vomited in the afternoon, she was very sad. On the one hand, it was because of her son, on the other hand, she was sad because she wanted to promise.

She thought that if the promise was around now, even if her son was really uncomfortable, she wouldn't be so flustered, because there was a promise, she didn't have to worry.

At this time, looking at her son like this, her son was uncomfortable, and her heart was even more uncomfortable.

Little steamed stuffed bun saw her cry, and his tears fell, "Mom, why are you crying?"

Xu Yan and xiaobaozi were right on the left side of the left front. He wanted to reach out and pull her, but his left hand couldn't move and his body didn't dare to move, but he still struggled to pat Xu Yan on the shoulder with his right hand, "ah Yan, what's the matter? Don't cry, you see, you're crying."

Xu Yan looked at him, tightly pursed his lips, lowered his head to wipe away his tears, smiled at his son in his arms, pinched the tip of his small nose and said, "little fool, what are you crying for?"

The steamed stuffed bun choked twice and flattened his mouth without talking.

"A little man can't always cry, you know? Mom is a girl. Others won't laugh when she cries, but you're a boy. If you always cry, others will say you're a little girl. It's a shame."

"Mom is so ashamed. Mom is still crying when she is an adult. I am a child."

In a word, Xu Yan broke his tears into laughter.

She kissed her son's face, "OK, mom knows. In the future, mom won't cry or read."

"Yes."

"How about wiping your tears and feeding you?"

"OK."

Xu's mother wet a hot towel and handed it to the steamed stuffed bun.

The steamed stuffed bun reached out and took it. "Thank you, grandma."

Then he handed the towel to Xu Yan, who raised his eyebrows. "Wipe it yourself."

The steamed stuffed bun shook his head. "Mom cries, I cry, so mom wants to wipe it."

"Little bastard!" Xu Yan couldn't help scolding, took the towel, wiped his son's face, and then wiped himself.

Zuo Feng sat aside and looked at their mother and son. He smiled happily.

But at the same time, a strong sense of remorse rose in his heart.

She is a woman in the end. Niannian has followed her since childhood, and her temperament is more soft. If her father is around, it won't be like this. He is bad.

But in the future, he will make up for it and make the situation better.

Xu's father and mother didn't say anything, but they both had red eyes.

A child without a father can only rely on a mother.

After feeding the steamed stuffed bun, Xu's father and mother also ate it. Xu Yan turned on the TV in the ward and then went downstairs.

When she bought the meal, she didn't expect that Zuo Feng would be there. She had no appetite, so she bought three copies. Zuo Feng hasn't eaten yet.

Anyway, she can't drive the left forward away at the moment.

Xu Yan went to buy another dinner. When he went upstairs, he met Zuo Feng's mother at the entrance of the stairs on the second floor.

"Hello, Mrs. Zuo."

Li Jiangyue smiled at her and hurried downstairs without saying anything.

Xu Yan's mouth moved. She could see that Zuo Feng's mother should have something urgent. She wondered if she was looking for Zuo Feng, but before she could make a sound, Zuo's mother had gone downstairs and disappeared in a twinkling of an eye.

Forget it, forget it.

Li Jiangyue was really worried, because she went home and brought the dinner made by Wang Ma to the hospital, and then her son disappeared!

Asked the nurse, the nurse said she didn't know!

So she hurried downstairs to see the doctor to see what had happened.

But downstairs, Li Jiangyue suddenly stopped. Why is Xu Yan here?

She's holding something like dinner in her hand. Who did she buy it for? Feng?

Thinking of this, Li Jiangyue hurried back and went upstairs. She ran to 208 and found that she didn't see Xu Yan. When she asked the nurse, she knew that Xu Yan was in the ward 308 upstairs.

Li Jiangyue hurried upstairs. Before reaching the door of 308, she heard her son's voice from the ward. It sounded very pleasant. Although she was very angry, she was relieved that her son was safe.

She quietly lay on the glass window on the door and looked inside. She saw her son eating. Xu Yan's son was sitting next to him, holding a steamed stuffed bun in his hand and feeding him.

When he took a bite, his eyes narrowed into a line and his face was full of enjoyment.

Is it true that the son will be confused by this woman in his life?

In Li Jiangyue's heart, unspeakable sadness and disappointment.

For her son, she really didn't dare to force him any more, but if she really let him choose such a married woman with a child, she was really unwilling.

Even at this time, she felt that she might as well choose Lin Qing.

At least Lin Qing loves Xiao Feng wholeheartedly. Lin Qing has never been married. As far as she knows, for so many years, Lin Qing has never talked about it except a boyfriend in high school.

No matter how you compare and choose, obviously, Lin Qing is better than Xu Yan.

However, Li Jiangyue knew better that she could not force her son, otherwise something would happen.

She must think of a all-round plan. It's best to let Xu Yan take the initiative to stay away from Xiao Feng.

……

The next morning, there was no problem after the steamed stuffed bun examination. You can go through the discharge formalities.

Xu Yan went downstairs to go through the discharge formalities for xiaobaozi and met Zuo Feng's mother again.

She could see that today was not an accidental encounter. Zuo Feng's mother seemed to be waiting for her.

In fact, without Zuo Feng's mother talking, she can guess what she will say.

"Miss Xu, can you spare me some time? It won't be long," said Li Jiangyue.

Xu Yan thought for a moment and said, "I'll call first. Wait for me."

"OK."

Xu Yan called Xu Fu and said she met an acquaintance. She couldn't go upstairs until later and asked them to wait for a while.

After calling, Xu Yan left the hospital with Li Jiangyue and went to a cafe opposite.

Li Jiangyue asked for a cup of white coffee and Xu Yan asked for a cup of boiled water.

"Miss Xu, I came to you today to talk to you about my son."

Xu Yan nodded, "Mrs. Zuo, tell you."

"Miss Xu, I won't beat around the bush. I don't want my son to be with you. Of course, it doesn't mean you're not good. You're a good woman, but you're not suitable for my son. Moreover, my son has been engaged to marry. His fiancee is Lin Qing. You've met. Lin Qing's parents are friends with me and Xiao Feng's father. The two families are also friends. Xiao Feng feels like Lin Qing It used to be good, but recently, he began to quarrel with me and wanted to withdraw his marriage. At first, I didn't know why. If I hadn't met him in the hospital this time, I might still be in the dark. Miss Xu, I can see that you have no feelings for my son. In that case, as a mother, I beg you to stay away from my son. He's just for a moment If you lose your mind and don't meet or contact for some time, he will forget you. "

Xu Yan pursed his lips and drank the boiled water in the water cup, but he suddenly felt bitter.

Her feelings for Zuo Feng can't even be called feelings, but her heart is very confused after what Zuo Feng said last night.

However, she knew very well that she could not fall in love with him, but it was not a good thing to always find the shadow of promise in him.

No matter whether Zuo Feng is engaged or not, no matter who he is, she won't have any results with him.

The man she loves is only promise, and promise is no longer in the world.

In this world, no second man will come into her heart.

Even if the man is more like a promise, it is not her promise.

"Mrs. Zuo, I can understand your concerns and worries as a mother. It was because Zuo Feng saved my father before, so we came a little closer. I didn't expect such a misunderstanding and caused trouble with you. I apologize for this, but don't worry, I won't have contact with Zuo Feng again, and I will make it clear to him."

Li Jiangyue nodded, hesitated for a moment, but said, "Miss Xu, I don't believe what you said, but I think it's still empty. Can you write me a guarantee? Don't worry, I won't let you write in vain."

Then she took out a check from her bag and put it in front of Xu Yan.

"Here is 200000. After you finish writing, these are yours."

Xu Yan glanced at the check in front of him and smiled immediately..

These businessmen are really interesting. They use all the things in the mall in their life.

She could understand the woman's mood, but she was a little angry.

"Mrs. Zuo, do you think I'm close to your son because I like your Zuo family's money?"

Li Jiangyue was stunned. Her lips moved, but she didn't say anything.

Xu Yan smiled more sarcastically, "Mrs. Zuo, please don't judge others with your thoughts. Please don't insult yourself and your son.

As I told you just now, the reason why I am a little close to the left front is that he saved my father before. In addition, I have no idea about the left front.

However, even if you don't look for me today, I will cut off any contact with him. After all, you and I know his mind very well.

But he and I will never be able!

I have a husband. I love him very much. We grew up together since childhood. Our feelings are very good. No one can intervene in our feelings.

Mrs. Zuo, please go back and look at your son well. Don't let him entangle again, otherwise it will be really stiff and everyone's face will be ugly. "

Put down the water glass and Xu Yan stood up. "Mrs. Zuo, take your time and I'll go first."

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