In order to make the performance more realistic, Xu Yan left home and stood at the door of Huang Ting's and the other girl's house with Huang Ting, muttering for a while, as if he were discussing something.

Then they began to play with stones, scissors and paper to determine who lost and who bought candles.

Of course, the loser is Xu Yan.

When she went downstairs, Xu Yan almost ran all the way. She really couldn't wait to see Xu Yan and fly to him immediately.

After leaving the community, she trotted all the way. In fact, there were many people downstairs. Because of the power failure, everyone stood downstairs in groups of three or two.

Although Xu Yan is very urgent, he also knows that he can't be without discretion.

Her every move now is under the surveillance of people, and she doesn't know who the person monitoring her is. She doesn't know how powerful she is.

So she must be calm, calm again.

It's actually very dark in the community. Occasionally, someone in the crowd takes a flashlight or turns on his mobile phone for a photo or two.

Xu Yan didn't walk so fast when she went downstairs. She didn't even dare to walk according to her usual walking posture. In addition, the boots on her feet didn't fit and were some big. She couldn't walk too fast when she took a step.

But my heart is really excited, anxious and uneasy.

After taking a few steps, she thought for a moment, turned on her mobile phone as a flashlight to illuminate the road, and behaved very naturally, that is, she went downstairs to buy Candles.

When she was about to reach the small square, she pretended to look at her mobile phone and turned off the flashlight. Then she was looking down at her mobile phone. Someone bumped her, and the mobile phone fell off her hand and fell to the ground.

The man seemed to walk in a hurry. He not only knocked off her cell phone, but also almost knocked her to the ground.

"Are you okay?"

It's a girl with a low voice.

Because it was dark around, Xu Yan could not see the girl clearly, but he could vaguely see an outline.

"Are you hurt?"

Xu Yan thought of what the girl told her when she went out just now. Her brain quickly turned twice and nodded, "it seems that she sprained her foot, but it should be all right."

"Let me help you sit over there. I'm so sorry. I'm in a hurry to wait."

"It doesn't matter."

The girl helped Xu Yan to the bottom of a four-season osmanthus. Although it was winter, the leaves were still lush. In addition, there was a power failure, and nothing could be seen under the tree.

"Are you okay?" the girl asked again.

Xu Yan shook his head. She was just about to open her mouth and tighten her waist. She instinctively wanted to cry out. A hand covered her mouth, and the familiar taste was inhaled into her nose.

It's a promise!

She smiled, turned around and hugged the people behind her. She didn't even have to look. She knew that he was a promise!

Her tears flowed out at once, but she bit her lips tightly and didn't let herself cry.

At this time, a voice like her sounded behind her, "I'm fine, thank you, I'll go first."

Two seconds later, a girl came out under the tree. She walked slowly towards the gate.

After about a minute, a car stopped by the tree, and then a man came down from the car and shouted, "Xi ran, where are you?"

Xu Yan replied, "do you know how to come?"

"Sorry, I really have something to delay. Well, don't be angry. Let's go. I'll take you to eat delicious food. Tonight, there's a power failure in your community. Go and live with me."

Then in the darkness, promise hugged Xu Yan into the car.

The car sped all the way. Xu Yan didn't know where to go, and she didn't ask.

From the moment she saw the promise, she held him tightly in his arms and didn't want to separate from him for a minute.

After the car left Xu Yan's community, I walked for more than half an hour and arrived at another community. In the underground parking garage, promise and Xu Yan got on another bus and left the community.

Then the car drove all the way to the suburbs.

It was not until he got out of the city that he breathed a sigh of relief and picked up the man in his arms.

"Ah Yan."

There was no light in the car. Xu Yan couldn't see the promise clearly. She raised her hand to touch his face and copy his face and outline.

"You've lost a lot of weight."

Promise shook his head, "No."

"Just thin." Xu Yan said. Her hand was still on his body. She poked into his clothes and touched all the bones. As soon as she turned her mouth, tears flowed out, "just thin. Promise, you are thin."

When she heard the promise, she cried and sighed, "fool, isn't this good?"

"But... We haven't seen each other for more than five months. Promise, I miss you..."

Holding promise's neck tightly and lying on his shoulder, Xu Yan could no longer help crying.

The tears that had been squeezed for more than five months were like a turned on tap. She couldn't control it. She cried into tears.

Promise had no comfort or persuasion, but let her cry on his shoulder.

In the dark, she couldn't see, and his tears were flowing silently.

I'm afraid this meeting will be the last time they will meet in their life.

Last goodbye.

After hiding for more than five months, he was tired, really tired. No matter what method he used, he couldn't elute himself.

His faith has always made him give up his family, love and Xu Yan. His proud work in the end made him die not in the hands of the enemy, but in the hands of his own people.

No heartache, no sadness, how is it possible?

But how about heartache? What if you're sad?

In this world, no one can prove his undercover identity.

In the face of justice, he became a true sinner and a prisoner who died countless times.

He really regretted that he shouldn't have been so impatient. He was in a hurry to send out the evidence. He went to find someone himself, but unexpectedly, he found an undercover of the enemy hidden in his team.

Funny?

It's ridiculous!

He was the undercover of the police who broke into the criminal group, but the evidence he sent out was given to the undercover of the enemy.

He wanted to laugh, but his tears couldn't stop.

He thinks he is really stupid and stupid. For 12 years, he entered the group at the age of 18 to complete his mission. Up to the age of 30, he has given up so much. He has never complained, but up to now, he really regrets it.

He regretted that when he was 18 years old, he should not be persuaded by his old boss. He should not abandon his parents and Xu Yan to accept this task that he could not complete. He was overconfident, stupid and ridiculous.

Now, he finally ate the consequences of his own misfortune. His thirty years of life will come to an end.

Tears fell from his face one by one. He really regretted and didn't want to leave.

He also wants to marry and have children with his ah Yan. He promised her that she would marry her. They also said that they would not have children after three years of marriage and enjoy their world.

In the past 12 years, they gathered less and separated more. He would also like to accompany her well and accompany her through the rest of life, 30 years, 40 years, or even more.

However, there is no chance.

He held the people in his arms tightly, trying to rub her into his body.

If he can, he really wants to run away with her, even if he lives in hiding all his life, it's better to be separated from her forever.

But he can't be so selfish. He doesn't want her to accompany him through wandering and hiding days.

He wants her to live in the sun, live happily and live well.

Xu Yan didn't know when the car stopped.

All she knew was that when she realized that something seemed wrong, she had been promised to carry her into a room.

There was a dark light in the room. After entering the room, the door of the room was locked by promise.

Although the light in the room was not bright, she could see him clearly.

Black and thin, people are also very haggard.

The stubble was scraped temporarily tonight. It was scraped in a hurry, and some places were not scraped off.

She looked at him like this and couldn't help but sour her nose again.

He promised to hold her on the sofa and let her sit in his arms. Seeing that she was going to cry again, he quickly said, "ah Yan, it's not easy for us to meet here. I don't want to waste our precious time on me coaxing you."

Xu Yan was really going to cry again, but he was a little angry when he said so. He raised his hand and slapped him on the shoulder.

Pursed his lips and angrily stared at his big dark and bright eyes, "how dare you say it's a waste of time!"

He promised to kiss her and was dodged by her, "don't touch me!"

"Pa -" another slap, but the slap hit the promised face.

This slap, Xu Yan used his strength, so the promise's face turned red soon.

They looked at each other and became silent.

After almost two minutes, Xu Yan's tears came out again, "you don't mean what you say! You told me to go home and wait for you for a month. You married me, and you let me wait for you for five months! Five months!"

She raised her hand and wiped her tears hard. "I told myself that I would hit you when I saw you, but... But promise... I'm sorry... I'm just afraid, I'm afraid of promise..."

She hugged his neck again and sobbed.

She was really afraid that she would never see him again.

They met so much trouble this time. They wanted to see each other again. They didn't know when to see each other again.

"Promise, don't leave me? Where are you going? Will I stay with you? I'm afraid. I'm alone every day. I'm afraid something's wrong with you. I'm afraid you'll leave me alone. If you're gone, how can I live? Promise..."

The promise didn't speak, but held her tightly.

Don't say a slap, it's ten slaps, and a hundred slaps should be.

She doesn't have to say sorry to him. She didn't apologize to him. He did.

I didn't dare to promise her before, but I promised her later, but I couldn't afford her future.

He should say sorry, he should say sorry.

If there is an afterlife, this time, we can only hope in the afterlife.

In this life, there is no chance to walk into the palace of marriage with his beloved girl, hold hands together, and grow old.

In the next life, he must meet her again. However, he doesn't drink Mengpo soup on the bridge. He should remember her, her appearance, her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, her mouth, everything about her... And the little things they are together.

Xu Yan raised his head and his face was covered with tears. "Promise, will you take me away? I won't be separated from you."

Promise didn't let her see his face. He pressed the back of her head, put his cheek on the top of her hair, and said in a dark voice, "Yan, do you believe I'm a bad man?"

Xu Yan turned sideways, buried his face in his neck socket, and answered in a low voice, "what is a good man? What is a bad man? The person I love is your promise. It has nothing to do with you being a good man and a bad man.

A person alive, as long as you have a good conscience, promise, you don't want to say, I don't ask, but no matter who you are in the eyes of outsiders, in my heart, you will always be my hero, my idol, my man, the only man I love.

Promise, you know?

During this time, I have been thinking, what is the meaning of living alone?

I've thought a lot and wanted to understand things I didn't understand before. In my life, people always have ups and downs, clench their teeth, survive, and then look back at this section of the road. In fact, I'll find that what I thought couldn't get through at that time is just that.

No matter when, I want you to remember, be worthy of your heart and don't give up. I will always wait for you to come back at home and wait for you to marry me. "

Promise to close your eyes, and tears flow wantonly down your face.

He sniffed and nodded, "I remember, remember every word you say, every word. I don't give up, ah Yan, but maybe you have to wait."

"It doesn't matter. As long as you live well, even if we can't meet often and talk on the phone, it's enough as long as you and I breathe the same air and live under the same blue sky in this world."

After a pause, Xu Yan raised his hand, wiped the tears from his face, licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and then the corners of his mouth bent up with a girl like shame on his face.

She said, "promise, we grew up together. I've been twenty-eight. You've kept me waiting for so many years. I'm ashamed to be a twenty-eight year old woman. You turned me into a woman. It really belongs to you, okay?"

"Ah Yan -"

"Shh -" Xu Yan raised his hand and put a finger on his lips accurately. He was pressed by his warm and powerful hand on the back of his head. She couldn't see his appearance, but she still knew his expression at this time.

He must be frowning. He must be unwilling. He must want to say, ah Yan, not now. When we get married in the future.

But she can't wait, really can't wait, can't wait a day, can't wait a minute.

Wait, she'll go crazy.

She just wanted to be his woman, a real woman.

For twenty-eight years, she didn't know what it was like to be a woman and what kind of experience it was under her beloved man. She wanted to blend with him physically and mentally and give herself to him completely.

Tonight, from this point on.

"Do you love me?"

Promise closed his lips tightly. He understood her mind and what she was thinking.

But he can't. although he promised her not to give up, the reality can't be controlled by him.

He is a dying man. If he wants her again, how can he let her marry in the future?

No, even though he has longed for her for so many years, he still can't.

"Ah Yan -"

"Promise." as soon as Xu Yan heard his tone, he knew that he was going to reason with her again. She had heard enough of his reasoning from childhood to childhood. This time she didn't want to listen. This time she must be the master, and he wanted to listen to her.

She covered his mouth with her whole little hand again, held it tightly, and interrupted him, "Promise, if you don't turn me into your woman today, I'll find a strange man to open a room in the hotel after I leave today. Anyway, you don't want me. What's the point of keeping my innocence and body? I'll give you three seconds to think. If you say no, I'll leave right now."

Promise raised her hand, pulled her hand from her mouth, worried and angry, "ah Yan!"

Xu Yan stuck her neck like a cockfighting chicken, her hair was blown open, her face was cold, her voice was not warm, and her tone was not urgent and slow "I listened to you every time I grew up. I did what you asked me to do. You arranged my life for more than 20 years. You can't always be so selfish. This time, you must listen to me. You owe me. You must give it to me! You want me to wait for you. You said you wanted to marry me. I cancelled the wedding with Guo Peng. Now you have to break your promise. You don't want me anymore. Are you right Can't afford me, so you must give me what I want

Promise closed his eyes painfully, and his heart was like a sharp knife. The pain made him tremble and couldn't even breathe.

The room fell into a stalemate of silence, and the temperature in the surrounding air dropped several degrees.

None of them is willing to give in, and everyone has to stick to themselves.

Time passed minute by minute, and every minute and second shortened their time together.

Xu Yan didn't know how long she had waited. Anyway, she felt that it had been a century since she released the Buddha.

She hates waiting most. In recent months, she has been tortured and tortured by waiting. She hates waiting.

So she won't wait. She'll take the initiative.

She didn't give the promise any chance to respond. She suddenly raised her head, held the promise's face and kissed him on the lips.

Xu Yan can't kiss, because no one brings it or teaches it.

Only last time she met promise and promised to kiss her. She learned the way he kissed her last time. She sucked his lips. She pried his lips and his teeth into his mouth with the tip of her tongue.

She tangled with his lips and tongues and stirred in his mouth.

Although very astringent, without any skills to speak of, and even often touch their teeth and lips are painful.

But it still disturbed a pool of spring water.

Promise is also eager for her. Between reason and emotion, he is in painful contradiction, struggling and suffering.

He tried to control himself and didn't move, but he couldn't push her away.

She was kissing him with tears. Her tears slipped into each other's mouths, so bitter and salty.

Last time they met, she also cried. He kissed her tears. At that time, she was happy and he was happy, so he thought her tears were sweet, very sweet, as sweet as honey.

But today, at this moment, those tears flowing into his mouth are so bitter and salty, stimulating his taste buds, his nerves, his heart and every cell of his body.

He was so bitter that he could not help frowning. He felt that he could hardly bear it.

Some people say that when a person is sad, tears are bitter and salty.

He swore not to make her sad, but now he makes her sad, so sad.

Promise, you're really an asshole, asshole. You're sorry for her. You failed her. You ruined her.

Promise, even if you are an ox and a horse in the next life, you can't make up for her. You owe her, and you can't pay it back forever.

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