Xu Yan forgot to stand up, so she squatted on the ground and looked up. Tears were still flowing out of her eyes one by one. Through the blurred line of sight, she quietly looked at the man who broke her heart and thought day and night.

In fact, she hates her appearance.

Mingming was angry and sad because she promised to take her fiancee home. She called Guo Peng and said they were together.

Mingming last week, Guo Peng proposed to her. She could refuse, but she didn't. She agreed to Guo Peng's proposal.

Clearly, today's engagement date was set by herself, and no one forced her.

Obviously, all this was her own decision and choice, but she regretted it. She regretted it very much.

She wants to escape here and escape marriage. She doesn't want to live with a man she doesn't love. When she thinks of living with a man she doesn't love for most of her life, she feels scared and feels that she might as well die.

She felt desolate and desperate.

She wants to promise to come back.

She wanted to cry in his arms.

She wants to tell him that the person she loves is always him. He can not marry her. He can marry other women. She just wants to stay by his side.

Even if she can't see him every day, as long as she can live with him two days a week, she's enough.

She doesn't want marriage, no children, and even doesn't want him to love her. She just wants to be with him.

Being a junior who everyone despises, she has no regrets. She just wants him.

"Don't get up yet?" when the promise fell, he stretched out his hand, bent down and took his arm, pulled Xu Yan up, raised his hands, wiped her tears with his thick finger abdomen, and said, "a 27-year-old man knows to cry when he meets something. Are you ashamed?"

His voice is low and gentle, confusing people's hearts. If you listen carefully, it's not difficult to hear a warm smile in his voice.

He gently wiped the girl's cheeks and eyes with his fingers. He moved carefully and slowly. He put the Buddha faster for fear that he would damage her skin.

Her face was as soft and smooth as when she was a child.

I can't remember how many years he didn't wipe her tears, and how many years she didn't shed another tear in front of him.

Yes, he admitted that he has been getting together with her for many years. Since he took part in work, the closest time between him and her was when she went to nanprovince during her junior summer vacation and crowded with him in that one bedroom.

The bedroom is very small. There is not much space to put down a bed, and the living room is also very small. He can only put down a double sofa and a small coffee table. However, the two months he lived with her in the one bedroom of less than 25 square meters are the happiest days of his life.

Every day when he goes out to work, she washes his clothes, cleans and cooks his favorite meals at home. When he comes home, she gives him bath water in the evening, burns hot water to soak his feet, massages him, pillows his legs, curls up on the small sofa and listens to him talk about interesting things at work

She said that after graduation, she would also work in southern province. She would wash his clothes and cook for him every day. Until he got married, these jobs would be handed over to his wife, and she would ignore him.

At that time, their parents had opposed their being together. Their parents forced them to swear, vicious vows, saying that if they were together, they would make their parents suffer thunder every day, and they would be restless all their life.

Therefore, they all know that they can't come together after all.

But they all cherish the stolen time. They live together, but they never do anything beyond the rules, or even kiss. The closest thing is that they hug for a while before going out every morning.

At that time, she still called her brother, and he still called her a Yan.

Just forgot from when, she no longer asked him to call his brother, and began to call his name, promise, promise.

In fact, she didn't know that from childhood, what he hated most was that she asked him to call him brother.

Because if it's a brother and she's a sister, they can't be together.

They can only be together if he is not her brother and she is not his sister.

But he knew very well that even if she no longer asked him to call him brother, they could not be together.

Even if he doesn't think about himself or his parents, he should think about her.

In this life, he is doomed to fail her. If there is an afterlife, he must not be her brother, and he will not go to the police school.

He only worked as her little attendant, grew up with her, went to school, graduated and worked together, then made money together, made a lot of money, and then left it to his parents to ensure that his parents had no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their life. He flew away with her to a place where no one knew them and stayed together for life.

Xu Yan looked at the promise without blinking. Even he wiped away her tears and wiped off her makeup with a handkerchief. She didn't have any reaction. She looked at him quietly. Everything around her had nothing to do with her. In her eyes, there was only one man in her world, the man she loved.

Promise took a step back, bent his knees, bowed his head, looked at her, finally relieved, smiled and said, "well, clean up, look good when you don't make up. Don't cry anymore. Today is a happy day. If you cry again, I'll go."

"Don't you go!" Xu Yan hugged him around his waist and held him tightly. His body was close to his arms. He wanted to rub himself into his bones and blood, so that he would never be separated from him again.

She looked up at him, blinked slightly blurred eyes, shook her head hard, with a low voice and a coquettish meaning, "promise, I don't want you to go anywhere, I want you to accompany me, don't leave me?"

After drinking so much wine before, Xu Yan felt not only not drunk, but also very sober.

But it was only a few minutes. She felt as if she was a little drunk.

These words came out of her mouth, which surprised even herself.

At the age of 18, she celebrated her birthday and made a wish to marry her promise at the age of 20. She was so excited that she said her wish, which shocked her parents. That day, her parents were furious, and her 18th birthday became the burial day of her love.

Since that day, she has never been so coquettish in front of the promise. She put her heart away for fear of being discovered by her parents. Only in the dead of night, she hid in the quilt and looked at the promised photos with a flashlight over and over again. She can't get tired of looking at them.

Only when there is no one, she dares to say to herself, promise, I like you and I want to marry you.

Those feelings buried in the depths of the heart, over the years, not only did not decline in the slightest bit, on the contrary, they became stronger and hotter.

The 27 year old woman has already passed the age of ignorance and impulse. It is precisely because she has matured that she has strengthened her heart.

In this world, she met a promise. From then on, no one can enter her heart.

Even if they can't be husband and wife in this life, she doesn't regret falling in love with him and loving him all her life.

Promise stared at her with a dim eye.

Suddenly he smiled, raised his big hand, gently stroked her scattered on her shoulder, like a waterfall. The soft and smooth black hair between the hair was like a spring, sliding into his heart and filling it up.

The girl he loves, silly girl.

If we insist on this year, no, it will take eight months. Even if we speed up the progress, it will take half a year.

Six months later, if he is still alive, if she is not married, or if she is unhappy after marriage, he will come back and marry her, no matter whether his parents object or not. This time, he will only live for himself and for her.

After so many years, she has waited for him for so many years. From a little girl to an old girl, he is really an asshole.

But now is the key time to close the net. He can't relax or know if something will happen to him in the future, so he can't promise her or let her wait for him, just in case

Promise looked up in the mirror. He saw something bright shining in his eyes. He quickly blinked and looked down at her in his arms. "Fool, my brother has to work. Who will support the family if he doesn't work?"

Xu Yan held him tighter for fear that he would leave as soon as he let go. "We don't want so much money. I have graduated and I have a job. Don't you want to stay in southern province? When you come back to Yuncheng, I don't want you to go."

The promise's eyes turned red. For so many years, no matter how painful and uncomfortable, he didn't cry, but at this moment, those tears seemed to be uncontrollable and crazy, pouring out one after another from his eyes.

Some drops fell on Xu Yan's head. She seemed to notice something. She wanted to look up, but she was promised to press her head tightly on his chest. She couldn't move. In her ear was his strong heartbeat, bang! Bang! Bang!

Like a beautiful note, it beats her eardrum and vibrates her soul.

This is true. She really leaned against the promise and listened to his heartbeat.

He was right beside her, so close.

Xu Yan closed his eyes and grinned silently.

She said, "promise, will you take me away? I'm not engaged to Guo Peng. I'll go with you. I'll be with you wherever you go, wherever I go, and at the ends of the earth."

The promise's mouth opened again and again, and the word "good" lingered on his lips, but he couldn't spit it out.

He dared not promise her the future because he didn't even know what his future would be like.

He has been dormant for 12 years and sacrificed six colleagues in exchange for his stable position in the criminal group today. He can't just give up. This is the road paved for him by six colleagues with their blood. He stepped on the bodies of his colleagues step by step to the present. He knows how much responsibility and obligation there are. If he doesn't get rid of this cancer, More people will die and die.

Without everyone's stability and stability, how can we have the warmth and happiness of the small family? Therefore, he can only give up the small family for everyone. In fact, it is also for the small family he told Xu Yan.

After a few months, the network has been closed, and the evidence in his hand has been almost collected, but recently the wind is too tight, he can't send it out, and his only contact, the old policeman who got him out of the police academy, died suddenly last month. Up to now, he hasn't received any new notice or contacted him, He can only wait.

However, he thought it should be soon. When he sent out all the evidence and completely eliminated the criminal group, he made an application report to his superior and resigned his job. Originally, he didn't really want to be a policeman, but it was his honor and honor to be selected by the state.

But the more to the last minute, the more dangerous it is. He has been feeling very uneasy recently. Although things are going well, he always feels that something is going to happen.

Since he became an undercover, he knew that life and death could not be controlled by himself, and he had long ignored life and death.

Just, the only thing I can't rest assured is her.

She is so dead hearted and so stupid. What if she can't think about it?

So he must cut off all her thoughts. Although she will be very painful, over time, the wound will always heal.

If God bless him and he can live, no matter how difficult the future is and how many obstacles there are, he will stay with her and marry her.

But now, I can't tell her the word "good".

He couldn't give her hope, but he cruelly disappointed her in the end.

"Yan, don't mess around. You're engaged. You're an adult."

Xu Yan's tears came out again. He suddenly broke free from his bondage and raised his head. His eyes were red and wronged. It was distressing. She asked, "promise, do you love me?"

“……”

Promise stared at her for two seconds, then pushed her away, turned around and went to the washing table. He opened the water pipe and washed his hands. He didn't answer her immediately.

Xu Yan caught up, stood behind him, grabbed his arm with one hand and asked again, "promise, do you love me or not?"

"I used to love, but now I don't love." promise turned around and looked at her, "ah Yan, we are brothers and sisters. I have been engaged, met the woman I like, and you are engaged, met the man who loves you. Guo Peng is a good man. You will be happy if you marry him."

Xu Yan stared at him, his eyes getting redder and redder. At this time, he didn't cry anymore, but there were more and more tears in his eyes.

She asked him, "are you telling the truth?"

Promise to hook your lips and smile, "what do you think?"

Xu Yan stared at him for two minutes, then released his hand, laughed at himself and nodded sadly, "OK, I know. I drank too much today. If I say something I shouldn't say or do something I shouldn't do, don't worry."

After a pause, she lowered her head and wiped the tears from her eyes. When she looked up again, there was a smile between her eyebrows, completely like nothing.

She smiled and spoke softly, but there was no coquettish warmth. On the contrary, she was trembling cold.

"I should go out, or Guo Peng will be worried for a while. I wish my brother and sister-in-law happiness and happiness, and I wish myself to finally find my home."

Turn around, open the door and walk away.

Clearly know that is impossible, clearly know that there will be no result, clearly know that it is looking for self humiliation, but in the end still let oneself completely die.

Goodbye. Promise to see you later. You'll just be your brother.

As soon as he came out of the bathroom, Xu Yan saw Guo Peng coming this way. She smiled at him, "is it a long time?"

Guo Peng came forward and hugged her. "Don't drink any more. You've drunk a lot today. I don't want to go home with a little drunkard in my arms."

Xu Yan smiled, stood on tiptoe and kissed his lips. She was intentional. She knew that she promised to see it. She wanted him to see it on purpose.

She nodded like an obedient daughter-in-law, "I see. I don't drink anymore, but I'm a little tired. Can we withdraw in advance?"

Guo Peng raised his hand and touched the lip she had just kissed. His heart softened into a pool of water. Of course, he responded to every request.

"OK, I'll talk to my parents and we'll go now."

The sound outside the bathroom went farther and farther until it disappeared.

Promise this is like being emptied of all strength, powerlessly leaning against the door of the bathroom, covering your face with both hands and shaking violently.

Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Sorry, I personally sent you to the arms of other men. I'm sorry that you finally broke your heart. I'm sorry

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