"This should be the last time I cook for you."

Xiao Teng's words stunned Yunkai and Xiao Han, who were tired of skewing, and looked at him sideways.

How do you feel a very sad atmosphere rising in the restaurant?

After Xiao Teng said something like thunder, he paused for a moment, observed the reaction of Yunkai and Xiao Han, and looked at them as if they were dull, which was obviously the effect he wanted.

His eyes flashed a similar look of pride, bent his lips, and then said, "after tomorrow, I'll be a man with a wife. It's inappropriate to cook for you like a cow and horse."

After a pause, like squeezing toothpaste, he said, "it's hard for you to want to eat my meal in the future."

Yunkai licked his lower lip. When she heard that he was going to get married, she was really happy for him, because she was really old. It was time to find a woman to get married and live. It was really a big problem to hang like this all the time.

But now it's hard to eat what he cooked after listening to him. She's a little sad because she's a foodie.

Of course, she knows very well that she can't be so selfish. It's a good thing that Xiao Han can find a woman to marry and live.

But I still have some bad taste in my heart. It's like eating a mouthful of mustard. My nose is sour and my eyes are sour.

She quickly lowered her head and pulled the noodles Xiao Han gave her. She was blocked in her heart and couldn't say how uncomfortable it was.

She knew very well that her care for Xiao Teng had nothing to do with the love between men and women.

However, it is always easy for a person to get used to being good to himself and gradually become dependent. Just like children, they always think that their father and mother are their own, so their love can only be given to themselves, not to others. Even a little will make them very uncomfortable.

Like Jiayi, SIL and Jon tonight, they will be jealous, jealous and sad.

She knows very well that she is selfish, which is a selfish desire for possession.

On the one hand, she enjoyed the good and everything Xiao Teng gave her. On the other hand, she was unwilling to pay anything. Now, she was lost and sad because he could no longer be so kind to her.

Even she thought she was too terrible, terrible.

Xiao Teng stared at her, probably seeing her strange, said calmly: "my plan is to bring her to meet you tomorrow, and then get the marriage certificate. After the wedding is finished, I'll come back to my adoptive parents."

Yunkai suddenly raised her head. At this time, she had hidden all her careful thoughts. She smiled at Xiao Teng and said in a relaxed voice: "Although I still feel a little hasty, it's really not young for your age. It's time to start a family. Xiao Han is as old as you. He has three children and is five or six years old. You're a little late, but it's time to catch up. I wish you and your sister-in-law well."

After thinking for a while, she stood up, "today is your last dinner before you are single. It's unreasonable not to drink some wine. Others will have a bachelor party before they get married. Let's just have a simple three person party."

He said to Xiao Han sideways, "go get a bottle of wine. I'll fry two dishes and have some more."

There was a good atmosphere at dinner, but at this moment, it was oppressive.

Xiao Teng sat there without talking. Xiao Han looked at him, stood up, went to the wine cabinet, took a bottle of the best red wine, opened it, put it on the table, and then went to get three wine glasses.

Yunkai was still busy in the kitchen, and the brothers drank in the restaurant.

"In fact, I don't think we should be in such a hurry even if we get married. I haven't heard you mention it before. How can we say we get married?" Xiao Han asked.

Xiao Teng hooked the corner of his mouth and held the red wine cup in his hand, "Since you can't get your love and you can't get it with all your efforts, it doesn't matter who you marry. It saves those cumbersome steps. It's actually good to get married directly. She needs money and I need a woman. Such a combination is not as perfect as you and Yunkai, but it may be the strongest."

He raised his neck and drank the red wine in the glass. Xiao Teng suddenly smiled bitterly. He picked up the bottle and poured another glass, still pinching it in his hand.

His eyes stared vaguely at the rotating red liquid in the cup, and his thoughts flew far and disorderly.

He said: "I want a child. Yunkai doesn't give it to me. I understand her consideration. I also know that my requirements are too much. Therefore, in order not to hurt her, you and children, this is the best solution at present. I can only get married and have my own woman. Even if I don't have love, I also have a responsibility in it. I will restrain myself invisibly.

I think time will be the best antidote. It will detoxify my body sooner or later. Even if it has been poisoned into the bone marrow, it will still be cleared one day.

Xiao Han, you are really lucky. I was born one step earlier than you, but when I met Yunkai, you were one step earlier than me.

I think if the first person she met that day was me, or even if she met you first and then met me, I didn't have so much confidence and self righteous to leave and give her time to grow up, I would live in her house like you. Maybe the person she fell in love with would not be you, and you wouldn't have any intersection with her at all.

But without if, time can't go backwards. If I can go backwards, even if I pay any heavy price, I'm willing to build a space-time machine. When I meet her, I will stay and grow up with her. In this way, it won't be so painful for so many years and most of my life.

You and her, you will never understand how painful the pain of love is. It is a feeling that life is worse than death.

Sometimes I think, as long as I can look at her, accompany her and do anything for her, as long as she is happy, I will be satisfied, but people are always greedy and always want a lot.

I even want to continue to spend with you, because I think I will die behind you sooner or later. In this way, even if it's a round, it's my turn, but I can't wait after all. I'm afraid I'll hurt her one day. I'm afraid she hates me and alienates me. It's like taking away my heart. How can I live?

Today, I deliberately hung up her phone, and she put my number on the blacklist. I couldn't get through. At that moment, I felt that the world had collapsed. None of you could understand that kind of helplessness and despair.

You don't know how happy I am when I see her eating my meal. I don't think she doesn't like me. At least she likes my meal. I'm very satisfied and happy at that moment.

But some things are not yours. No matter how much you deceive yourself or others, they will never be yours.

I finally decided to give up. I'm too tired. I'm 40 years old. As she said, you are as old as me, and you have three children. The children are five or six years old, and I'm still alone.

Many times I lie alone in that big bed at night. I think that one day I suddenly fall ill and no one will find out when I die. This loneliness and desolation makes me panic. I sleep at night with the light on and my mobile phone at my bedside. I'm just afraid that in case of any accident, I can call someone to save me. In fact, I'm afraid to die, really.

I'm afraid to die in front of you. I'm afraid I won't have the opportunity to be with her in my life. I'm afraid that if you walk in front of her, she's so stupid. How to live alone, I'm afraid of a lot.

But you know what? I had no idea what fear was.

It is Yunkai who let me know what is love, what is happiness, what is hope, what is despair, what is fear, what is suffering and what is regret

In fact, I once had the opportunity to be with her, but I gave up. If I didn't give up when you were with Beibei, and I insisted on it, the result must not be like this. Even now, she may not fall in love with me, but she must be my wife and my woman.

But what I want is that she is happy, and I can only be unhappy, unhappy.

Xiao Han, treat her well. You must love her more than I do in order to be worthy of my accomplishment and withdrawal now. If one day you let me know that you have wronged her, I will rob her from you at any cost. I will love her and love her. "

These words, probably the most words Xiao Teng said at one time, which Xiao Han heard, pierced his heart like a needle.

That kind of pain is hard, hard and unbearable.

In the love of three people, it is doomed that one person will be hurt, compromise and scarred.

He wanted to say that he was the lucky one, but he clearly understood that his luck was Xiao Teng's let, Yunkai's tolerance and given by them. Otherwise, where could he be lucky?

After closing his eyes, Xiao Han also picked up the red wine cup in his hand and planned to drink it all at once.

But who knew that as soon as his glass was brought to his mouth, it was taken away.

Xiao Teng took away the wine cup in Xiao Han's hand and stared at him fiercely, "if you continue not to cherish yourself, you know what I will do."

Xiao Han looked back at him and didn't speak.

Then Xiao Teng raised his glass and drank it all at once.

"Xiao Han, you must live well. You are responsible not only for yourself, but also for your three children, but also for Yunkai."

Xiao Han still didn't speak, but he hung his head.

Xiao Teng poured himself another glass of wine, still stuffy.

The words in my heart are not easy, but they are blocked even more.

Sometimes he thinks he's really worthless. He wants to die all day for a woman. He doesn't look like a man at all.

But knowing this, he couldn't control his heart.

So that's it. Control it. If you can't control it, you have to control it.

In his life, there will always be times when things will not be smooth. He has been used to going with the wind and water since he was a child, so he finally made him fall a somersault and integrated the somersaults he hadn't fallen in the first half of his life into this one, which once made him unable to get up again.

He was also really tired. He tried his best to fight for himself. In the end, he was just beaten to pieces.

People always choose to compromise after hitting a wall again and again. Even if they are unwilling, they will always bow to reality.

He was the coward, but what about the coward?

In fact, he thought he was great. At least he sacrificed his own feelings. He made Xiao Han and Yun Kai, didn't he?

If he really wants to be more cruel and stubborn, now Yunkai has become his woman whether he wants it or not.

He was also a little lucky that he finally defended the last line of defense.

In Yunkai's heart, no matter what kind of person he is, he at least knows that after so many years of entanglement, he is equivalent to brushing his sense of existence. He finally squeezed out a position in her heart. Even if it is a very small position, it's good. It's better than nothing.

This should be enough. These should be enough to support him to live well with a woman he doesn't care about.

Yunkai, I finally made you achieve your wish. It won't hinder your eyes. Are you very happy, very happy?

Finally got rid of my big burden. Even I feel a lot easier. You must be, right?

But if you can, can you accompany me tonight, it's just me and you, walking along such a big cloud city.

I met you here. I've lived here for you for so many years. Since it's coming to an end, let's end here.

Everything starts because of you and is wonderful because of you. Then when it comes to the end, you should also participate.

Love you, never regret.

But let go, it really hurts.

I also want to live a life like this. I put you in my heart and let you accompany me through the rest of my life, but I still can't do it after all.

……

When Yunkai came out of the kitchen, he saw Xiao Teng as crazy, red eyes, cup by cup filling his stomach with wine. What Buddha drank was not wine, but water.

But even water can't be drunk all the time, can it?

Two empty wine bottles had been put in front of him, and half of the one in his hand had been drunk.

Looking at Xiao Han again, he leaned back on the back of the chair, closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep.

Obviously, Xiao Han didn't drink. Xiao Teng drank all the wine himself.

Xiao Teng, is he crazy?

When Xiao Teng tried to drink it up again, Yunkai strode to him, grabbed the glass in his hand and put it heavily on the table, "do you want to drink to death!"

With that, she took the red wine bottle from his hand, drank two mouthfuls into the bottle, drank too hard, choked, coughed and flushed.

Xiao Teng looked up at her and his lips bent slowly.

After a while, he blurted out two words, with spoiled and desolate words, "fool..."

Fool, you obviously care about me, don't you?

Unfortunately, you will never be with me.

"Marriage is a happy thing. Since you are so miserable and feel that marriage is more painful than killing you, why do you want to get married? No one forces you to get married. You are forcing yourself. Don't make it like the world has abandoned you in front of me!

If everyone is like you, if I want to marry a man who falls in love with me, I will marry a man all my life!

Marry a man, have a child, divorce, and then marry the next one, and then I'll get married, have children and divorce in my life. Isn't it very interesting?

Don't look at me like that!

I tell you, Xiao Teng, even if I really have you in my heart and care about you, so what? People will be moved and used to it. Even if it's not you, even if it's another man, he has always been good to me, and I will care about him!

But no matter you or other men, no matter how good you are, it's not what I want. All I want is Xiao Han, only Xiao Han! Do you understand? "

Xiao Teng nodded, and the smile on his face became more and more desolate. The whole person was pale and powerless. He nodded gently, and a small voice came out of his throat. The Buddha had no vitality.

He said, "I see."

But Yunkai, understand what, fall in love, want to love, want to quit, can't do it.

He slowly raised his hand and begged to pull her hand. He made her angry again.

"Don't touch me!" Yun Kai shook his hand and tears began to flow.

His appearance made her feel very uncomfortable.

Why do both of their brothers want to force her like this?

Obviously, what she can't see most is that they spoil themselves, but they do it every time. They deliberately pinch her seven inches to soften her heart and make her uncomfortable.

Asshole! All fucking bastards!

Xiao Teng once again reached out and took her hand. With an expression of supplication and flattery, he was thrown away by the cloud again.

"I said don't touch me! You bastard -"

But Xiao Teng suddenly stretched out his hand, hugged her waist and pulled her to her. His face was buried in her body and choked silently.

Yunkai was stunned at first, and then reacted violently. He patted him. The red wine bottle in his hand also fell to the ground, broken and cracked, and the red wine flowed all over the ground, dazzling and dazzling.

"Asshole! You let go! Don't touch me! I told you, didn't you hear me? Let go of me... Wuwuwuwu... You are both assholes, you are both..."

Her tears fell one after another, one by one, all on Xiao Teng's head, along his hair, into his scalp, and then slowly, bit by bit.

Xiao Teng hugged her and held her tightly. He didn't say a word, didn't speak, and didn't loosen up for a long time.

After a while, Yunkai felt that after several hours of releasing the Buddha, her waist would be broken by him. Her legs were so tight that she was about to break, her hands were tired, and her tears ran dry.

She raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, looked down at him and said in a hoarse voice, "Xiao Teng, let go."

The person holding her didn't move, and the Buddha didn't hear.

"Xiao Teng, I say it one last time and let go!"

There was still no response. Yunkai raised his hand and slapped him on the head. There was still no response. The Buddha fell asleep.

Xiao Teng really fell asleep. Under the influence of alcohol, in his long-awaited arms, he smelled the happiness he had stolen and fell asleep.

He had a dream that he married Yunkai. They had a daughter who looked like her and his daughter. She was very beautiful.

She named her daughter Xiao Tianai, which means God given love.

……

The next day, when Xiao Teng woke up, he found himself on the sofa in Yunkai's living room, covered with a thin pile blanket.

He slept safely all night. As soon as he opened his eyes, he felt relaxed and comfortable, without any hangover.

Hearing footsteps, he looked up.

Yunkai came towards him with a bowl in his hand. He lay down again, turned over and watched her approach him step by step.

This feeling made him very relieved and comfortable.

"Drink the sobering soup. Just now your mobile phone rang and kept ringing, so I picked it up. It should be your girlfriend. I asked you when to meet at the Civil Affairs Bureau. I said you were drunk. It's estimated that you'll be late."

Yunkai looked at the time of the floor clock. "It's not too late. You go to eat after drinking sober soup. It's not too late to start now. It's a big deal to get the certificate. Don't let the woman wait for a long time. Even if you get what you need, she and you are equal and respect is necessary."

Xiao Teng lay motionless and looked at her affectionately. "The clouds are open, but I regret what to do? I don't want to get married."

Yunkai was slightly stunned and looked at him, "this is your business, not mine. You don't have to tell me."

After a pause, he said, "Xiao Teng, you're 40 years old. Can you stop playing this childish game? It was Yang Nuan before. What's the name now? It's fun to give people hope and cut it off with your own hands. You're a man. You speak loudly and loudly. Don't let people look down on you, OK?"

"Then you give me a child."

When the cloud opened, it became angry, "you come again!"

I thought it was over. I didn't expect he was still thinking about it!

Xiao Teng took a look at her, collected his eyes, calmed down for two seconds, and sat up. "Well, I'm kidding. I know you won't give it. I'll just think about it and talk about it."

The cloud opened and stared at him, "go quickly after drinking. I don't want to see you!"

Last night, he had a good night's sleep. She and Xiao Han had no sleep all night.

He's a real asshole. If he hadn't thought he drank too much, he should have kicked him out last night.

Xiao Teng nodded, picked up the sobering soup on the tea table, smelled it first, then frowned, just like drinking poison, and drank it one mouthful at a time.

After drinking, pass the empty bowl in the air, "here."

Yunkai took over, didn't look at him again, turned and went to the kitchen.

Xiao Teng stood up and stretched himself out. It's good to start a new day!

Looking out through the French window of the living room, it's still a sunny day today. The weather can't be better. He saw it yesterday. It's not suitable for marriage today. He wanted to try what kind of method is not suitable for marriage.

After drinking the sobering soup, he probably opened his appetite. He felt hungry, so he followed him to the kitchen.

Yunkai has prepared breakfast, boiled millet porridge, mixed two cold dishes, fried two hot dishes and steamed some steamed buns.

There are many people in the family and children. You can't just take a bite as before.

Hearing the footsteps behind her, she didn't look back, but continued to hold porridge from the pot.

After that, he put it on the stove, then picked out four steamed stuffed buns from the steamer and put them there. Then he turned and left the kitchen without saying anything.

When she passed Xiao Teng, she didn't even look at him. Her face was expressionless.

Xiao Teng moved his lips and consciously picked up porridge and steamed stuffed buns. There was a plate next to him with some dishes. He picked them up and came to the restaurant.

He was alone in the restaurant. He sat down and ate carefully.

The porridge is very sweet, the steamed stuffed bun is very fragrant, and the dishes taste very good.

Her cooking has always been delicious. In fact, he likes her cooking very much, but he doesn't want her to work so hard every time, so he cooks whenever he can.

But today, this is probably the last time to eat her cooking.

Xiao Teng ate the meal slowly, seriously and carefully.

It was more than half an hour after breakfast, and the amount was just enough for him, no more, no less.

After eating, he washed the dishes. Xiao Teng left the kitchen, stood in the living room and looked upstairs. He wanted to say something. Finally, he didn't say anything and left quietly.

He drove back to his house, changed his clothes, and then rushed to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Marriage can't be cancelled. Even if he really regretted it, since he had taken that step, he had no way back.

An hour later, Xiao Teng arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau.

I saw the girl standing there waiting for him from a distance. Today she was wearing a white dress, elegant and decent.

When he first saw her, he knew that she was very beautiful. At this time, she stood in the morning sun, and her whole body was like inlaid with a layer of soft gold, becoming more and more beautiful.

Men are visual animals in the end. Even if they don't love, they will choose a beautiful wife. Even if they don't have children, they will deceive themselves and others. This is for the consideration of the next generation.

In fact, he can't remember her name until now. What's her name?

It seems that his surname is Meng, but what's his name?

Alas, is he a special failure? They are getting married, but they don't even know the name of their prospective wife.

Meng Qiong saw his car and came over with a smile. When he got out of the car, she also came right in front of him.

"You're here. I thought I'd have to wait a little longer."

"Oh, by the way, I called you at that time. A young lady surnamed Yun answered the phone. He said you drank too much last night, so I bought you yogurt. Drink it. Your stomach will feel better."

Meng Qiong took out a box of yogurt from the bag in her hand and handed it to him.

Xiao Teng looked at the yogurt she handed over, and his eyebrows wrinkled imperceptibly. Outside, he never received food and drink from anyone.

But today, after hesitation, he reached for it.

Not for anything else, but because of what he said at home in the morning.

She said that even if you get what you need, she is equal with you and respect is necessary.

He investigated the girl. She should be a good girl, otherwise he wouldn't choose to get married with her.

Meng Qiong saw him take it, so she asked, "by the way, have you had breakfast? I also bought food."

"After eating, you can eat. Go in after eating."

Meng Qiong smiled. "I've eaten it too. I'm afraid I bought you one too. Since you've eaten it, I'll keep it for lunch."

The breakfast I bought for him caught up with her meal for the day.

Xiao Teng didn't say anything and walked towards the Civil Affairs Bureau.

In less than half an hour, two steel stamped marriage certificates were obtained.

Xiao Teng knew that her name was Meng Qiong.

Give me a wooden peach and return it to Qiongyao.

What he can think of is this sentence, which writes love, but what about his love?

From this moment on, it will be buried forever.

"I have to go to the company later. What are your arrangements?" Xiao Teng asked Meng Qiong.

Meng Qiong thought, "there's no specific arrangement. You're busy with you. I'll walk around by myself. When you're busy, call me and have lunch together. After all, today is our wedding day."

"OK."

Before getting on the bus, Xiao Teng took out a card from his pocket and handed it to Meng Qiong, "buy what you want."

Meng Qiong shook her head and didn't take it. "Thank you, but I really don't need it. I'm very grateful that you can help me pay my brother's medical expenses."

Xiao Teng frowned and was a little unhappy. Unexpectedly, someone refused his card.

You know, this is the unlimited black card that countless women dream of.

If it hadn't been for her being his wife now, she wouldn't have seen it.

"Take it. As Mrs. Xiao, this is what you should have. Go and buy some clothes, jewelry and cosmetics."

Meng Qiong hesitated for a moment, and finally reached for it, "thank you."

Xiao Teng didn't say anything. He turned and got into the car.

After he left, Meng Qiong looked at the card in her hand, pursed her lips and carefully put it into the inner bag of the bag. She wouldn't use his money. He has helped her a lot. She has her own hands and feet and can make money herself.

Although they are husband and wife now, she knows very well that they just get what they need.

But she still appreciated him. He was a good man.

However, Meng Qiong looked down at her clothes and the bag in her hand.

She bought the skirt in a discount shop outside jiuxiaoyun yesterday. It cost her more than 500 yuan for a 20% discount. This is the most expensive skirt she has ever worn in her life. The bag was bought yesterday. It cost 200 yuan, the shoes were 150 yuan, and it was almost 1000 yuan. It was a big expense for her, but she knew very well that for a man like Xiao Teng, These are too shabby.

But people have different origins and positions, so they are doomed to different choices.

But she never feels inferior. She can wear her own style with a 20 yuan T-shirt and 30 yuan Cowboy SHORTS.

Appearance is very important to a person, but it is not the most important.

It's good for her to dress comfortably. The most important thing is to consider her economic conditions.

In the later stage of her brother's illness, she still needs a huge amount of expenses. Although Xiao Teng said she would give her money, she is also conditional to pay.

There is no free lunch in the world. Everything needs to pay a price.

But it's worth it to give her brother a way to survive with her marriage.

What's more, she hasn't met a man who can make her heartbeat and give her a sense of security. Although Xiao Teng is much older than her, such a man that countless women dream of has now become her husband.

In fact, they all envy her, don't they?

In fact, it's good to marry such a man.

He is handsome. Although he is 40 years old, his charm is unmatched by those men in their twenties and thirties. Such a man is the man who stands at the top of the pyramid.

She picked up a big bargain!

Meng Qiong smiled. She had asked for leave to get married today. She decided to cancel her leave and go to work. She could still earn a day's money.

Xiao Teng certainly won't call her. All he wants is a married name.

She doesn't know about Xiao Teng and won't inquire about it. A man, who hasn't married yet, must have a deeply loved woman in his heart.

The woman who answered his phone today is Yunkai, Yunkai. She seems to have heard the name, but she can't remember where she heard it.

That woman should be the woman he loves deeply. As for why they can't be together, it has nothing to do with her.

She just needs to do her own things, spend the year safely, and then take her brother to a smaller city with less pressure when her brother recovers from his illness.

……

In the morning, Yunkai found her holiday coming. She hummed happily, ran to the bathroom and sat on the toilet shaking her head.

This woman is abnormal if she doesn't bother for a few days every month.

Xiao Han also went to the company after breakfast. Cloud development information told him that his holiday was coming. He had a stomachache and felt uncomfortable. He wanted him to warm up.

Xiao Han was in a meeting. His mobile phone, which was turned to silent on the front table, flashed twice. He picked it up and looked at it.

Originally, I was very happy when I saw who sent the message. I hooked my lips and smiled. Several managers on the side saw him laughing. The depressing conference room was finally a sign that it would be sunny after rain.

However, in less than two seconds, there were dark clouds and wind and rain.

Everyone held their breath, especially the sales manager who was making a report at this time. He was in a cold sweat and didn't speak quickly. He bit his tongue twice.

"The meeting is suspended. It's over today. You can do whatever you should do."

Xiao Han quickly got up and left the meeting room.

Gangzi followed him and wanted to ask, is something wrong? Xiao Han strode back to his office, took the car key and left in a hurry.

In such a hurry, what's the matter?

Gangzi was confused, but he didn't ask if his husband told him. Just do his job well.

The children are reading, drawing and writing in the upstairs room. It's very quiet.

Although it's summer, Yunkai still holds a warm water bag, pulls up the gauze curtain, nests on the sofa on the balcony and accompanies the children. Although she doesn't have to do anything, it's enough that she can see her when they look up and them when she looks up.

Hearing the sound of the car downstairs, she opened the veil, looked at it, and then grinned.

The next second, she got up quickly, ran to the bathroom with the warm water bag, poured out the hot water inside, put the warm water bag in the cabinet, and then came back and continued to lie on the sofa with her hands on her abdomen. She looked very uncomfortable and didn't want to move or talk.

The three children all looked at her blankly. They didn't know what their mother was doing?

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like