After Yunkai and Xiao Han left director Chen's office, they went to see Xiao Jiayi first.

Although the child woke up, his mental condition was very poor. He was lying in the hospital bed with no light in his eyes and a dull face. He was like a doll who had lost his soul. Seeing the clouds open, he couldn't help crying. At the same time, his hatred for Beibei increased.

Although it is still unknown why the child was hurt, as the only guardian of the child at that time, Bei Bei has unshirkable responsibility.

Xiao Han patted Yunkai on the shoulder. His heart was also very uncomfortable, but after all, he was a man, not as emotional as a woman.

In fact, sometimes he thinks it's really good to be a woman. Whether it's sad or happy and excited, he doesn't have to care about anyone's eyes, and it won't make people feel worthless. On the contrary, he still attracts people's love.

But he, in the end, is a man.

He didn't know what Jiayi had experienced, but he could imagine how frightened, helpless and desperate the child was at that time.

He thought of himself many years ago. Even after a full 17 years, he was surrounded by women who loved him and he loved deeply, but he still had nightmares and still had a cold sweat when he dreamed back at midnight.

That's a psychological shadow that can't be erased in a lifetime. It's a nightmare that can't be waved away in a lifetime.

He didn't understand why his daughter would repeat what had happened to him one day.

But my daughter is only six years old. She's just a little child who doesn't know anything.

Tears finally slipped out of Xiao Han's eyes, one by one, and fell on the floor that could reflect people's shadow under his feet.

Yunkai was still sobbing. The whole person was wrapped in sadness. He didn't notice the difference of the men around him.

……

They came out of the inpatient building, came to the parking lot and sat in the car.

The driver didn't get on the bus and waited outside.

The air conditioner in the car has been turned on, and the cool air soon filled the whole car, making people finally feel less hot.

Yunkai was still crying, but now she was crying silently, and her eyes were rubbed red and swollen by her.

As soon as he turned his head, he found Xiao Han who was also crying. Yunkai felt more and more uncomfortable, but he held back his tears, wiped the tears from his face and eyes, raised his hand and held Xiao Han's hand.

When she held his hand, she found that his hand was cold and shaking.

Yunkai's heart trembled violently. Although she knew that he was angry, sad, sad and even blamed himself for the child, his reaction was beyond her imagination.

When did he get out of control like this? Although her face looked only sad, she could clearly detect the strong suppressed emotions in his body at this time.

She looked at him quietly. He didn't seem to realize that her hand had held his hand. He completely closed himself in his own world. Outsiders couldn't go in and disturb him, let alone peep into the real world in his heart at this time.

Yunkai's heart is still a little sad, because she wants to enter his world and share his sadness.

But he refused even her.

Xiao Han didn't immerse himself in his own world for long, and came out in a short time.

When he looked up and saw the clouds looking at him, her face was desolate and sad without any disguise. His heart felt a slight pain. He raised his hand and hugged her in his arms and kissed her on the top of her hair.

"Yunyun, what's the matter?"

Yunkai looked up at him and remained silent for two seconds. She still decided to ask. If she didn't ask, she felt uncomfortable.

From his expression just now, she saw not only that she was sad and remorseful about Jiayi, but also that she even saw fear. It was the kind of fear and uneasiness that a person would have after experiencing something. It was a deep, strong and terrible fear and uneasiness buried in the bottom of his heart.

She knew very well that she didn't know much about him, but she also knew a lot about him, so she thought it might be something bad that she didn't know happened during her absence in the past six years.

At the thought of this, she felt sad, blamed herself and felt sorry for him.

She will regret more and more. She regretted leaving him for so many years. She regretted that she didn't leave him any words when she left, but let him wait boundlessly, day after day.

Six years is enough to change a person a lot, but his heart of love for her still hasn't changed. She doesn't know whether she should be happy and satisfied or think and repent for her past stubbornness.

Life is full of many choices. At every intersection, we are always cautious and cautious, but we will still regret when we look back at the road one day in the future.

But in this world, no matter how much money you spend, what you can't buy is regret medicine.

"Xiao Han, did you... Encounter something?" Yunkai tried to make her voice gentle again and again. She didn't want to stimulate him and make him lose control of his mood because of remembering bad things, but she really wanted to share it for him.

In this life, there will always be countless secrets, large and small, hidden in the bottom of my heart. I dare not tell them to anyone, even the closest and favorite people will have reservations.

But these secrets, when piled up little by little in the bottom of my heart, piled up a mountain little by little, and filled the whole heart, it was an extremely terrible and dangerous thing.

People are like a piggy bank. You put a coin in it every day. Sooner or later, you will fill the piggy bank. If you want to put it in again, you can only pour out the previous coins. Otherwise, if you insist on plugging it in, the piggy bank will burst.

"Will you tell me? You said that you can do nothing in this world, but you can't do without me, which means that your life and I are equally important. You and I should not divide each other. We are husband and wife and are one. You shouldn't lock me out of your world. I want to know all your secrets, good and bad."

The sun came in from the window and fell on the cold lines. It was so hot, but it didn't soften his lines at all.

He sat there quietly. Even when Yunkai said these words, he became more and more straight and tightened his back. His muscles and nerves were tight, like a bow string stretched to the limit.

He was silent, dark and deep fundus, with waves of undercurrent.

These undercurrents are the emotions at the bottom of his heart that Yunkai can't understand. She knows very well that he is hesitating, struggling and thinking.

She doesn't force him and gives him time, but she must know the bottom of his heart.

She wants to empty his heart that may not be full. Whether it is good or bad, it will rot and decay if pushed too long, so she doesn't need it.

People live a lifetime in a hurry for decades, not to mention that his life has gone nearly half the way. She can't change the first half of the way, whether it's hard or easy, but from now on, she needs to change the rest of his life and his life.

She admitted that she was selfish and arrogant, but all she wanted was that he could spend the rest of his life easily.

She loves him and wants him to live better and better.

Pursed his lips, Yunkai held Xiao Han's hand and put it in his heart. His clear eyes stared at him, "I love you. I seldom say these three words to you, but I believe you always know that it has been seventeen years since we met for the first time, but looking back on the past, what we can recall is beautiful, so few and so poor.

I always think, what is fate?

I always ask myself, Yunkai, how much do you love him?

I always wake up suddenly in the middle of the night. I don't even know it. I'm mumbling your name.

From meeting to acquaintance, although we don't fall in love first and then get married like other couples and other couples, it doesn't matter. We can still fall in love in marriage. We are deeply in love with each other.

In my heart, your life was more important than my own before SIL and zhuo'en came. Now with SIL and zhuo'en, your three lives are more important than mine. If my life is divided into three equal parts, it is you three, which are indispensable.

I love you. I want to share your happiness and all your sadness and sadness. I don't want you to be a little unhappy, because I will be more unhappy.

I admit that many times, I am always childish. I deliberately make you angry. I make you nervous and worry, but women are not like this. This is a childish expression that I want to prove how important I occupy in your heart. Now I will do this, and I will do it in the future. Women always lack a sense of security. Even though I know you love me, love me very much, I still love you Not satisfied, I also want to prove that I am greedy.

I greedily want to get everything from you, your people, your heart, all your emotions, sad, sad.

Can you tell me? We don't do anything today. Let's go to Houhai. We haven't had a good chat for a long time. "

Yunkai has been talking so much without stopping. He is a little thirsty.

Xiao Han took out a cup of yogurt from the car refrigerator. The temperature of the refrigerator was not too low. He didn't feel particularly cold when he took out the yogurt, but Xiao Han still covered his palm and warmed it for two minutes. Then he opened the cover and put the spoon into the yogurt.

Milk white block of old yogurt, just looking at it makes people's appetite increase greatly.

Yun opened his mouth and Xiao Han scooped it into her mouth.

With cool and refreshing yogurt, put a fresh spring from the tip of the tongue to the bottom of the heart, and then quickly spread to the whole body.

It's like being in the clouds in autumn.

He took a deep breath with his eyes closed, and the corners of his mouth turned up into an extremely beautiful arc.

"I want to eat."

Xiao Han put another spoonful into her mouth and smiled in her dark eyes.

The cloud opened slowly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that his deep fundus was suffused with bright light, and his smile was light. It was like the lake floating in the breeze. It rippled slowly, with circles of soft ripples, all the way to the deepest part of his pupils, which was the bottom of his heart.

After a while, his eyes became calm, but those eyes that were washed by the lake became darker and brighter.

They have known each other for so many years, what kind of smiling he she hasn't seen?

This smile, obviously a very common smile, but made her a little flustered. She chewed the yogurt gently and accidentally bit the tip of her tongue.

The sharp pain immediately spread all over her body and made her blush for a moment.

He obviously just smiled at her very clean and peaceful without any desire, but she just found something that made her heart beat faster from this smile.

Yunkai bit her lips. She felt that she was hopeless.

Eyebrows and eyes hung down, and her face became more and more crimson, as if she had just been very ashamed of him.

Ah, Yunkai wailed in his heart, pursed his lower lip and planned to eat the yogurt himself. At this time, a low and pleasant voice sounded in his ear, "bite your tongue? You can bite yourself if you eat yogurt, alas..."

With a long sigh, releasing the Buddha contains endless helplessness.

"Stick out your tongue and let me see if it's serious."

Yunkai tightly pursed his mouth and shook his head vigorously. He didn't want you to see it!

What a loss!

She pursed her mouth and twisted her face like a child. Such a childish side provoked Xiao Han to laugh in a low voice.

Then, he said to her in a voice that made people almost lose their armor: "be obedient, open your mouth and stick out the tip of your tongue. Let me check whether it's serious."

Yunkai's lips moved and almost opened their mouths, but at a critical juncture, they suddenly clenched again.

Don't let him see. It's obviously that he seduced her to bite herself, but now she pretends to be a good man in turn. It's annoying!

The little face shook, snorted from his nostrils and ignored him.

Xiao Han finally didn't force it. He scooped a spoonful of yogurt and sent it to her mouth, "eat it quickly. After eating, we'll go to Houhai."

Yunkai suddenly trembled and looked back at him. The shallow smile in her deep eyes became more and more clear.

Is he going to open up to her?

There are some expectations, some nervousness and some confusion in my heart.

"No more?" until his smiling voice sounded in his ear, Yunkai suddenly recovered and opened his mouth to let him send yogurt to her mouth.

The sun is still just the sun, still so hot, but when the clouds open and look again, I feel that it is not the same as just now.

The light reflected on his side face, which made his face look particularly clean and gentle. His slightly curved lips, the bridge of Yingfei's nose, dark and thick eyebrows, and the eyelashes that were almost longer and thicker than her eyelashes. The whole face seemed to be vividly outlined by a paintbrush, soft and quiet, which made her have a deep sense of unreal.

She knew how beautiful this man was when she was a little girl. Otherwise, at that time, she wouldn't make her heart beat faster just at a glance, like several rabbits jumping happily in her heart.

Yunkai looked a little demented. He finally forgot to chew the yogurt in his mouth. He just contained it in his mouth and looked at her for a moment. He had never seen such a beautiful picture before. He and her man were so beautiful that they couldn't move their eyes.

Xiao Han raised his hand and pinched her face. His voice was low and happy. "Eat it quickly. It's not too late to see it after eating. People are yours. There will be decades in the future. I don't care about this moment. I'll let you see it every day. Have a good look. Now eat yogurt."

Yunkai's face turned red, swallowed the yogurt in his mouth, then saw the yogurt in his mouth, opened his mouth and bit it without hesitation, and swallowed it again.

"Slow down, I won't rob you." Xiao Han leaned over and wiped the yogurt from her lips with his mouth. Well, it tastes really good.

Finally, he rolled his lips with the tip of his tongue, and the curve of the corner of his lips became larger and larger.

After eating several mouthfuls in a row, Yunkai finally stopped. Seeing that there was not much yogurt left in the cup, he put it with a very generous hand, "don't eat, the rest will be given to you."

Xiao Han smiled and nodded. He was not polite at all. He scooped a big spoon into his mouth.

He seldom eats these things, but because there are two women at home, Yueyue was before, and now she is, he always keeps these things in the fridge at home. Occasionally, he will follow them and take two bites.

However, those eaten in the past do not seem to have such mellow, sweet and memorable taste as today.

Looking at him as if he had never eaten yogurt, Yunkai couldn't help but dislike him again in his heart.

But she was glad to see him like this.

After Xiao Han finished eating the yogurt, Yunkai saw that there were some left in his mouth that had not been rolled with the tip of his tongue, so he stretched out the tip of his tongue and rolled it away.

Her heart beat a little fast, and her face began to turn red again. Then she quickly interrupted and said, "let's go. It doesn't mean going to Houhai. Do you drive or let the driver drive?"

This kind of careful thinking, Xiao Han had a panoramic view, enjoyed it very much, and did not destroy the warm atmosphere.

"I want to be just the two of us, but I don't want you to leave my arms, so let the driver drive."

Xiao Han said easily and pressed the window.

The driver came and drove quickly.

The car drove slowly in the scorching sun. The car was separated from the front and rear. In the back seat, Yunkai kicked his shoes and half lay on the back seat, with his head resting on Xiao Han's legs and looking at the backward scenery outside the window.

Looking at it, she felt that her memory began to regress. The sweet and sour past about her and him passed in her mind one by one. Although some were only a fleeting picture, they still left a mark in her heart.

"Xiao Han, after a while, let's have a wedding at eleven. How about we have a wedding?"

For so many years, we have been married twice, we have two children, and we haven't had a formal wedding yet.

In the past, I felt troublesome and unnecessary, but now my mind has changed.

Sier and zhuo'en told her more than once that they had never seen their parents' wedding and that it was a great pity not to be a flower girl.

Although she would like to tell her babies that more than 95% of the babies in the world have not been flower children at their parents' weddings.

But she still doesn't want to make the two children regret. Anyway, she and Xiao Han haven't held a wedding. It's just a small one.

Xiao Han looked at her in surprise. He once said more than once that he would have a wedding, but she just didn't agree. Why did he suddenly change his mind today?

It really surprised him. What changed her?

Before he asked, she took the initiative to open her mouth and said, "don't be amorous. I'm just for Sier and Zhuo en."

Xiao Han helps his forehead. Mingming doesn't think so. He has to say it to annoy him. Is this really good?

Who just said, I love you, I want to share your happiness, share all your sadness and sadness, I don't want you to be a little unhappy, because I will be more unhappy.

Dare to love is to cheat him, women's words, really can't believe it.

Xiao Han was angry in his heart. He felt that the woman in his arms was too cunning. He shouldn't move. He should tell her mind and lift her appetite.

Yunkai looked at him and said nothing. His fingers were on his chest, holding his white shirt in circles. In a moment, the front of his shirt was crumpled by her.

"Don't wear a white shirt tomorrow. Change the color. Although you look good in a white shirt, wearing it all the time will make you tired."

"OK." Xiao Han replied very simply, "you buy it for me."

Yun Kai wrinkled his nose. "There are so many wardrobes at home that you can wear any one."

"It was six years ago. Let's just say the number. It's too big to fit."

Xiao Han was telling the truth. He didn't think much about it when he said it. He just wanted her to buy him some shirts. Walking in jiuxiaoyunwai commercial street these years, he met countless pairs of men and women and saw countless women buy shirts for men, but he still felt that buying shirts for men is the most exciting thing in the world.

Xiao Han, who was still immersed in his imagination, didn't notice the change of cloud opening expression.

It was not until a tear came out of the corner of his eyes, and the glittering tear sent out a dazzling light in the sun and stabbed his eyes that he regained his consciousness, bowed his head and coagulated her, and his heart stagnated.

"What's the matter? Well, why are you crying?"

Yunkai shook his head, raised his hand around his neck, buried his face in his arms, and listened to his powerful heartbeat, which made her heart beat and feel at ease. At the same time, she also heard her heart sobbing.

Not to mention the time, just say the number. It's big and doesn't fit.

She didn't find that he was much thinner than six years ago, but was inadvertently mentioned by him again. Her heart was still uncontrollable.

In fact, she didn't want such a little girl, but she just couldn't control her emotions. She wanted to choke, but she didn't dare to make a sound, so all her emotions became tears and flowed out.

She will take good care of him in the future, take good care of Sier, Jon and Jiayi.

Well, stop crying. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears and looked up at him. "Xiao Han, will you be a father in the future? I'm actually worried about you."

Xiao Han was slightly stunned. He was still crying, but the blink changed the topic.

He has considered this question more than once and asked himself more than once.

Yes, Xiao Han, will you be a good father in the future?

Not, Xiao Han, will you be a good father in the future?

Although they were all those words, they only slightly adjusted the order of a few words, and the meaning immediately became different.

Xiao Han pondered very seriously for a while, then said solemnly, "I don't know."

Look, what a real person. He doesn't play with falsehood at all.

Yunkai took a deep breath, "Since you don't know, I'll make a decision for you. You must learn to be a good father. You are no longer a hairy boy in your twenties. Whether you have imagined the arrival of children or not, they really came to the world and came to you. You have no reason to shirk, let alone shrink back and shoulder your responsibilities , taking good care of the children and me is your top priority for the rest of your life.

Work can not be so hard. In this world, money can never be earned. It's enough to spend. The future of children doesn't need you and me to fight for them. They should have their own sky. Their future is wider and broader than ours.

Give the clouds to capable people. You can relax. You're 40 years old. Although it's not time to enjoy the rest of your life, you've overdrawn your life in the next 20 years. Therefore, from today on, you have to slow down, slow down, steady, steady, and go further and longer.

I don't want to wait until I'm 40 and you become 70. I want you to wait for me. I'm 40 and you'll be 45 at most. Promise me, okay? "

Xiao Han didn't make a sound. He just stared at her quietly from top to bottom. There was something she couldn't see through in her dark eyes, but she still looked at him stubbornly.

But gradually, his handsome face in his eyes grew bigger and bigger. Finally, the tip of his nose was slightly hot. It was his tip that stuck to her, and then his lips.

Yunkai didn't close her eyes. It was rare for her to look at him at this time. For the first time, she found that his eyes were calm without waves. The person who was doing such a close thing was not him. At most, it was just two lips on him, which seemed to have nothing to do with him.

Nima, Yunkai couldn't help scolding in his heart. He still pretended at this time. Would he die if he didn't pretend?

He closed his eyes and didn't want to talk to him.

But she has always been so unpromising and restless, because her body is always more honest than her mind.

Secretly opened his eyes and looked at Xiao Han. He was still so calm and calm. He didn't mean to be emotional at all. On the contrary, he had already deliberately shaken his mind.

At the end of a kiss, both of them were panting. Fortunately, the baffle was raised in the car, otherwise Yunkai would have to hide behind the wall.

Xiao Han is in a good mood, because Yunkai's attitude towards him these days is finally not as cold as before. They can't help kissing, but just a kiss has made him very satisfied.

Between him and her, has already gone beyond the needs of simple men and women.

……

There are many people in Houhai this season.

Houhai is a beautiful scenic spot in Cloud City. There are never fewer people here in winter or summer.

Houhai is said to be the sea. In fact, it is more accurately a lake. It is a very large lake. You can't see the end from any angle on the shore. Therefore, Yuncheng people are used to calling it Houhai.

Big is not the symbol of Houhai. Houhai is famous all over the world because its water is like a changeable girl.

Winter incarnates into hot spring, which makes the place within a radius of nearly one kilometer warm as spring.

Summer is cool and pleasant. Sitting on the beach, even if there is a hot sun overhead, it won't make people feel particularly hot.

The car stopped at the parking lot one kilometer away from the beach. Xiao Han took out his sunshade hat and umbrella from the car and put on the sunshade hat for Yunkai. He opened the sunshade again and took her by the waist. They walked along the winding path to the beach.

The cool wind blowing from the sea hit us head-on, and immediately swept away the sticky heat.

Yun Kai closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then opened his hands to embrace nature.

"It's so comfortable! When SIL is discharged from the hospital, take him, zhuo'en and Jiayi to play here. They will like it very much."

Xiao Han nodded with a smile. He liked it too.

Yunkai suddenly turned around and asked, "Xiao Han, our wedding will be held by the sea. What do you think?"

Her eyes were clear and bright with ardent expectation.

In fact, in her heart, she also wants a wedding, right?

What else did you tell him about this bad thing? Don't let him think about it. She's just for two children.

A man of two minds.

He nodded with a smile and looked at the sea in the distance. Under the sunshine, the sea was sparkling and spectacular.

If their late wedding is held here and witnessed by Houhai, they will get the most beautiful and best wishes.

He and her parents are dead. Let Houhai be a witness to their marriage.

"Well, wherever you say."

"I'm going to take a new set of wedding photos, and I'm going to take them together with serron and Jiayi. It's a family photo. It seems that you haven't taken a group photo with the children?"

Xiao Han picked his eyebrows, "yes, poor."

The hand on her waist was tight, and she was moved and sweet beyond words.

As soon as she mentioned the children, she would mention Jiayi. He always knew that she was a kind-hearted person, but she would still tighten her heart uncontrollably every time she mentioned Jiayi. It was moving and grateful.

No matter what kind of accidents, misfortunes and even disasters Jiayi's arrival has brought to him and her life, it's nothing. From now on, this child will be her and him, always.

Jiayi would ask her to call her mother and ask him to call him father, just like SIL and Jon. She will be in love with SIL and Jon, because they are brothers and sisters and the closest people in the world.

He also believed that SIL would forgive Jiayi. He had always been such a kind child, just like his mother.

"Yun Yun, we don't know what happened to Jiayi, but..."

Xiao Han looked at the distance, pursed his lips and paused.

Yunkai knows what he's going to say. The secret in his heart has been hidden for many years.

"Let's go there!" Yun Kai pointed to a big stone not far away.

Houhai is surrounded by bamboo forests, in which there are stone paved paths winding around the whole Houhai.

Yunkai and Xiao Han sat down on a big stone beside the bamboo forest. The bamboo leaves blocked the light. The stone was not scorched by the sun. Sitting on it was neither hot nor cold. The temperature was appropriate.

Xiao Han took away his umbrella and put it on the stone aside. He wanted to hold the clouds in his arms. Who knows, she said that they should sit back to back and lean against each other's backs, so that no one would feel tired.

"Yun Yun, if Jiayi grows up in the future, you are a man. You were pursuing the kind she likes and likes very much, but one day you heard about her when she was a child or found her scars when you had a relationship, would you dislike her?"

Yun Kai pursed his lips and didn't speak immediately. Instead, he raised his head back and leaned against Xiao Han's shoulder. His hands were behind him and hugged his body.

On the way to this problem, she was thinking. Halfway through her thinking, she thought of herself.

Thought of her first marriage with Zheng Junjie.

The direct reason for her marriage with Zheng Junjie is the betrayal and infidelity of Zheng Junjie and Sumi, but what are the important factors leading to this reason?

Is it because Sumi likes Zheng Junjie?

Or is it that her three-year Platonic love with Zheng Junjie is too boring. It's just a vigorous man. How can he always be a clear water monk, so he can't resist the temptation for the first time, and then eat marrow and know the taste, indulge in it, and can't extricate himself?

These are, but they are not important.

The important thing is that before she met Zheng Junjie, she was not a clean and perfect body, and he couldn't accept it.

In fact, even if it happened when she was in love with Zheng Junjie, he couldn't accept it.

In people's concept, as a woman, she is dirty, incomplete, and even unworthy of love and being loved again.

Therefore, Zheng Junjie finally betrayed her love with him, because cheating will make him feel his psychological balance, because his body is the same as her. Finally, he is not clean, she is dirty, and they become dirty together, so that he will not dislike her.

Even though his heart has always loved her and has never changed, those love has become no longer pure. It is mixed with revenge and the distortion of human nature.

So this is also what she is worried about. She has complained about Zheng Junjie's cheating and betrayal, but she has never hated him, just because her heart is like him. She thinks she is dirty and doesn't deserve him.

Choosing divorce is not because she feels wronged and unforgivable, but because she finally feels that the secret hidden in her heart for three years has been forcibly taken out, she is suddenly relieved.

As a result, she found that her love for Zheng Junjie disappeared while she was relieved.

Love and not love, sometimes, really just a thought.

"Yunyun, do you believe in the reincarnation of cause and effect?" Xiao Han suddenly made a sound. In his light voice, there was a trace of acceptance, a trace of helplessness and a trace of sadness.

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