Yunkai didn't know how she got back to the ward. She just felt terribly cold. She hugged herself tightly and curled up in the quilt, still shivering with cold.

The room doesn't have an air conditioner or even a fan. Although it's not very hot in May, the temperature in Yuncheng this year is much higher than that in the same period in previous years. It's already 25 degrees at night.

But Yunkai felt that tonight was like a cold winter. She was standing in the ice and snow. Her blood was frozen all over her.

It's impossible to get pregnant again in this life. Director Ma's words were like a bolt from the blue. She forcibly split her in two. Her soul jumped out of the split body and disappeared.

Closed her eyes, she thought she should cry loudly at this time, but no matter how she blinked, her eyes were like a dry well, and she couldn't get a drop of water.

It turns out that if you can cry, it's not really painful. The real pain can't shed tears. That kind of pain is like cold sea water slowly passing over your head from the soles of your feet, and then it has numbed you in silence. You don't know the feeling of pain.

The light in the room didn't turn on. It was as black as thick ink. She wanted to find a trace of light, but she couldn't find it.

She was like a lost lamb, stumbling in the dark forest, howling and howling in her ears. It seemed that at any moment, she would be swallowed by those jackals, tigers and leopards, but she was not afraid of those jackals, tigers and leopards. What she was afraid of was the darkness and boundless darkness. It was swallowing her will little by little, slowly forcing her to be depressed and give up, Finally, stop struggling and wait for death quietly.

Death is really not terrible for her.

A person may be very afraid when facing death for the first time, but more times, he will not be afraid over time, because he is numb.

She is not afraid of death, but it is a pity that as a woman, she has not been able to have the crystallization and continuation of love with the people she loves.

Suddenly she envied Beibei, the woman who was a little annoying but could give birth to Xiao Han, so lucky and enviable.

Maybe this is her life.

That night, the clouds opened without closing their eyes, so they sat in bed with their silk quilt wrapped in their arms all night.

When Zheng Junjie came, it was just dawn. He gently pushed the door in with the porridge and steamed stuffed buns he got up at three o'clock in the middle of the night. He didn't want to wake Yunkai and put down his breakfast before he left. His flight at eight o'clock in the morning was going on a business trip to other places, so he specially came to see her early in the morning, but he didn't expect to see such a scene as soon as he got to the door inside——

Yunkai didn't lie down in bed, but wrapped in a quilt, revealing only one head outside, lying expressionless on his knees, staring at a place in front of him, motionless, like the soul ran away.

Zheng Junjie looked at her, his mouth moved and wanted to call her, but he didn't. instead, he walked in and put breakfast on the table. Then he sat down carefully by the bed and patted her on the shoulder. "Xiaokai? What's the matter?"

His movements were very slow and light, and his voice was very small and gentle, but he still startled the clouds, trembled all over, and looked up at him in amazement.

After about a minute, Yunkai regained consciousness, looked at the window, then changed into another face and bit his lower lip with a smile, "Junjie, are you here? Do you know I'm hungry, so you came to deliver dinner to me?"

Although Zheng Junjie had doubts in his heart, he looked at her as if she was OK at the moment, so he shook his head, pressed down his heart, smiled and rubbed her head, "are you hungry?"

"Hmm!" Yunkai nodded heavily, "what time is it?"

Zheng Junjie looked down at his watch. "When did you wake up before six? Why didn't you tell nurse Tong to buy you something to eat when you were hungry?" he said that he had got up from the bed, quickly opened the insulated rice bucket and took out the steamed stuffed bun and porridge. "You eat steamed stuffed bun first. The porridge is a little hot. I'll blow it for you."

"Hmm!" Yunkai picked up her chopsticks and took a bite of a steamed stuffed bun filled with spiced tofu. It was delicious. She blinked mischievously, "did you wrap it at home?"

Zheng Junjie stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon. While stirring and blowing, he glanced at her sideways, "yes, how does it taste?"

"That's needless to say! Of course it's delicious!" Yun Kai ate and said, "Junjie, why do you say you can cook so well? I don't know who your sister-in-law will be and who will marry you. When she said this, her mouth smiled, but her eyes were a little erratic. Unconsciously, a woman snuggled up beside him, The woman's belly is round and pregnant.

Zheng Junjie was blowing porridge and didn't look at her, but when she said this, he held the spoon's hand slightly, and the blowing action also stopped. He just stared at the hot porridge in the bowl in front of him quietly. Somehow, he felt his sight blurred. Maybe the hot air covered his eyes.

After a while, he noticed something and suddenly turned his head. He saw that Yunkai was smiling blankly without making a sound. The smile at the corners of his mouth was beautiful and brilliant, but somehow he felt that there was envy and some loneliness and sadness in the smile.

He was about to ask her what happy thing she thought. He smiled like this. Before he could make a sound, he clearly saw two crystal clear tears rolling out of her eyes without warning and falling suddenly along her smiling face!

The tears were so sudden that it was clear that she was laughing, but suddenly she burst into tears. It was like a thunderbolt the next second after a sunny day. People couldn't return to God for a long time.

Zheng Junjie's mouth was half open, staring at the clouds, and she didn't seem to notice her tears. While laughing, she mechanically sent the steamed stuffed bun held on her chopsticks to her mouth, took a big bite, and then chewed it with satisfaction. Suddenly she muttered, "really happy, so envious..."

After a few seconds, he seemed to notice that someone was looking at her. He suddenly turned his head and looked at Zheng Junjie with a blank and shocked face. Yunkai's Dai eyebrow frowned and shook with his hand holding chopsticks, "Junjie, what's the matter with you?"

Zheng Junjie was stunned and said, "no, nothing." he turned back in a panic and stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon. He said, "Xiaokai, have you met anything?"

When she just came in, the posture and expression she sat on the bed, as well as the way she just smiled and cried, clearly there was something wrong, but she was trying to bear it. What happened after he left yesterday?

After hearing his words, Yunkai was stunned and denied, "no!" after saying that, she realized something and raised her hand to touch her face. Her fingertips were wet and cool. When did she actually cry?

He quickly put down his chopsticks and wiped away the tears on his face. Yunkai secretly looked at Zheng Junjie. He didn't look at her. He was concentrating on blowing porridge. She was secretly relieved, like explanation or self mockery. "Just thought of a movie I saw last night. When I saw it, I was very moved. I didn't expect to cry. Alas, it's getting shallower and shallower."

Zheng Junjie didn't answer her, because he knew that she was making an excuse for her tears that she hadn't even noticed. Although he didn't know what had happened, his heart had suddenly hurt.

"The porridge is ready. Drink porridge, eat steamed stuffed buns, and have a good sleep after eating." Zheng Junjie looked at the time. He should go to the airport. "I went on a business trip today. It will take three days to come back. Call me if you have something."

"Junjie." Zheng Junjie had come to the door, and Yunkai suddenly called him.

"Hmm?" he turned around and saw that she had returned to normal, but she wanted to talk and stopped. He was worried again.

Yunkai hesitated for a moment, then opened his mouth carefully, "Xiaomi... She's in the hospital."

Zheng Junjie looked calm. "Well, I know. Jin called me and said, is there anything else?"

"If you are free, go and see her."

Zheng Junjie raised his wrist and looked at the time. "It's getting late. I'm going to the airport, or I'll miss it. Come back and see you. Take care of yourself these days and call me if you have something."

"Junjie, Xiaomi is not in good condition now. Go -"

"Xiao Kai." Zheng Junjie pursed his lower lip. He didn't want to say it at first, but if he didn't say it now, she would certainly persuade him to see Sumi. "I'm over with Sumi. Whether she's doing well now has nothing to do with me, or... Are you still blaming me and hating me for that?"

"I......" Yun Kaiyu concluded, then shook his head vigorously, "I didn't!"

Zheng Junjie's tight face finally relaxed, and a faint smile came out of the corners of his mouth. "I'm relieved, otherwise I'll be nervous all the time. I'm gone and have something to call." after two steps, he stopped again. His back was straight, the muscles of the Buddha were tight, and his voice was very firm. "Open up, I'll only get married once in my life, and I won't get married again."

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