At eight o'clock in the evening, Yunkai locked the door of the tea restaurant and was ready to take the subway home. She didn't go home with Chi Ying and refused Qiao Yi to take her home. She just wanted to be alone.

But it didn't work out for her.

As soon as she locked the door and turned around, she sighed helplessly.

"I know you don't want to see me. I'll be annoyed if you see me. Let's go and take you home." Zheng Junjie took the initiative to come over and pick up the bag in her hand. "Qiao Yi called me and said you were in a bad mood. If you were afraid of anything, just call me. Otherwise, I really didn't dare to take the initiative. You frown when you see me."

After hearing this, Yun Kai really frowned, "yes?"

"Of course, you may not be aware of it." Zheng Junjie looked frustrated and injured. Since Song Ting's incident, he had no face to appear in front of her. Although there were phone calls or text messages every day, he didn't have the courage to see her.

If Joe Yi hadn't called him tonight, he still didn't dare to come. Although he would deliberately go around to work every day, sometimes he would look at her from a distance, but he still didn't have the courage to come forward.

It's been like this every day for more than two months. When I look at her from a distance, I feel satisfied.

Today, he could stand in front of her at such a close distance. Although others pushed him behind, he could not deny it. It was also what he expected.

She's thin. It must be hard to open a new store. He sees that she comes early every day and goes back late at night. It's strange that she's not thin.

She has a new hairstyle. When he saw her in the morning, her hair was not like this. It suits her very well and looks good.

"Have you done your hair?"

"Well, isn't it beautiful?" Yun Kai lifted his hair and blinked. "I'm trying this hairstyle for the first time."

Zheng Junjie's eyes were soft and nodded with a smile, "very beautiful."

"Does it look more mature than before?"

"Maturity is not necessarily necessary for growth. Just be yourself."

Yun Kai lowered his head and pursed his lips. "Did Qiao Yi tell you?"

"What are you talking about?" Zheng Junjie asked. Qiao Yi only told him that she was in a bad mood today and didn't let anyone take her back. He was afraid of what happened to her, so he asked him to come and take her home.

Just at the corner, he met Qiao Yi's car and Qiao Yi left.

Qiao Yi is concerned about her, very concerned, and he also knows Qiao Yi's feelings for her, but he knows very well that wishful thinking about feelings is useless.

Yun Kai raised his left hand and shook it. The diamond ring on the ring finger of his left hand was shining brightly under the light. "Xiao Teng proposed to me today! I promised. Is the ring beautiful?"

Zheng Junjie was stunned and stared at her hand in silence for a long time.

The night she broke up with Xiao Han, she called him and cried all night.

She said that her heart hurt very much. She didn't want to separate, but she had to separate.

She said that she and Xiao Han were separated by a human life and could no longer be together. In the future, she would never love someone easily. She loved twice, but both ended in failure.

She said a lot and cried until she couldn't speak.

He didn't know how to comfort her. Then she came out of the house without changing her pajamas on the phone. He ran all the way to her door. The light in the yard was on, but the light in her room was not on. He was shivering with cold. He crouched in the corner of the wall outside the door and asked her where she was now. She said he was lying in bed. He was relieved and sat down on the spot.

She didn't cry, but the sound of pumping tore his heart bit by bit. So close, he wanted to hold her in his arms and let her cry on his shoulder, but he didn't have the qualification. From the moment he went to bed with Su Yanxi and betrayed her, it was impossible for him and her to have any more results, Now he is very satisfied to be such a friend.

He is no longer greedy. In this way, as long as he can see her every day, occasionally have dinner with her, watch her happy smile and listen to her gentle voice, it is enough. From now on, he will walk steadily every step, step by step, because only in this way can he live, breathe the same air with her, and occasionally be so close to her as now.

She shook the dazzling diamond ring on her hand and told him with a smile that Xiao Teng proposed to her. The tone was so happy and the smile on her face was so bright, but he clearly saw the sadness in the bottom of her eyes.

He didn't know what had happened to her and why he agreed to Xiao Teng's proposal, but he knew that she was not happy.

Zheng Junjie sighed, took her hand and looked down at the diamond ring. "The ring is beautiful, but it doesn't look good on you." as his voice fell, the ring had fallen into his palm.

Yunkai was shocked. "What are you doing? Why take off my ring? Give it back to me."

Zheng Junjie had already clenched his palm, and the ring was still lying quietly in his palm with the warmth of her body.

The four eyes are facing each other and the sword is in tension.

"Give it to me!" Yunkai spread his hand.

Zheng Junjie sighed helplessly and shook his head, "Xiaokai, you're not happy. Don't pretend to be strong in front of me, OK? Just cry if you want. I know you're upset. Although I don't know why you agreed to Xiao Teng's proposal, I guess it must have something to do with Xiao Han. I'm not good to comment on you, but I just want to say, follow your heart? Make yourself easier and happier. You are now It's not suitable to start a new relationship. Of course, you don't need time to heal. All you need is to let nature take its course and follow your heart. You can go wherever it goes. Don't escape, okay? "

Yunkai looked down at his toes and tightly pursed his lips without making a sound.

Zheng Junjie spread out his palm and looked at the diamond ring. "I'll keep the ring for you for half a year."

Yunkai gave a stuffy "um" sound and didn't lift his head. Tears swirled in his eyes. Grievances were like boiling water in a pot, boiling in his heart.

When we were together before, we didn't think that this man was actually a psychologist. It was easy to see through a person's mind and break down a person's barriers.

He's really, really annoying, very annoying.

Zheng Junjie hesitated, tentatively stretched out his hand, carefully hugged her in his arms and patted her on the back, "well, fool, you know to cry when you encounter something. Won't you call me? Is there my brother in your heart? Huh?"

Yunkai buried his face in his chest and said stiffly, "your brother is not competent at all. How can there be a brother like you who hasn't shown up for more than two months."

Zheng Junjie's face was stiff. He smiled unnaturally and said, "I was busy some time ago, but I won't do it in the future." he helped her up and rubbed her hair. "Well, don't cry anymore. Didn't you have dinner? I didn't eat either. Do you want to eat outside or go home and I'll cook it for you?"

"I spent more than 500 on a new hairstyle today. Why are you and Qiao Yi like this? My hairstyles are all messed up!" Yun Kai stared angrily, but then he rubbed his head with impatience. "I'm so bored. I always feel uncomfortable wearing a hat that doesn't fit my size!"

Zheng Junjie lost his smile, raised his hand and rubbed it for her a few times, then stepped back two steps and held his chin in an appreciative posture, "I think it's much better than just now."

"Get out!" Yun Kai glanced at him, walked over, opened the door and sat in.

Zheng Junjie shook his head, went over and sat in the driver's seat.

He said, "go to my place? I'll cook you sweet scented osmanthus dumplings. When the sweet scented osmanthus bloomed last year, I specially picked a lot to dry and put it in the refrigerator. Although it's not as sweet as fresh, it's OK. How about it?"

Yunkai nodded. She hasn't eaten Tangyuan for a long time. Osmanthus Tangyuan is her favorite.

This is the first time that Yunkai has been to Zheng Junjie's house since he moved. When he stepped into the door, he was startled. He was stunned and didn't make a sound for a while.

Zheng Junjie thought she thought he was in a mess here. She was embarrassed. At the same time, the clothes and socks she took off yesterday on the sofa were still thrown there, and a sock was somehow thrown on the tea table. He walked with a red face and quickly put away his things. "Last night, I came back late yesterday, and I didn't wash after taking off." then he hurriedly took his clothes into the bedroom and threw them into the laundry basket.

When she came out again, Yunkai had recovered from her shock. "How big is your house?" she turned a corner and asked something else. In fact, she wanted to ask how to decorate it like the house they married at that time. Although the house was much smaller than the wedding house, the style of decoration was the same, even the sofa, and their wedding photos were nailed to the wall.

"Thinking of living alone, I didn't buy a big one at that time. It was originally two bedrooms and two halls, but later it was renovated into one bedroom and two halls." Zheng Junjie said, opening the shoe cabinet, took out a pair of pink women's slippers and put them in front of her, "new."

When Yunkai opened the shoe cabinet, he found that there were more than one pair of women's shoes in the shoe cabinet. She recognized two pairs at a glance. They were her previous shoes. After the wedding room was decorated, she stayed there with him for several nights and left some pairs of shoes there. Now they are all in the shoe cabinet.

I can't tell the taste in my heart, but I suddenly regret that I promised him to come over for dinner. When I don't know, I can pretend not to care, but now all these are in front of me. It's hard for her to care.

Zheng Junjie looked at her staring at the shoes and thought she didn't believe he said the shoes were new. "Why don't you change them? They're really new. There's no woman here."

"No, I just suddenly remembered something." Yunkai didn't look up and quickly changed his shoes.

Zheng Junjie also changed her slippers and let her watch TV by herself. He went to the kitchen and was busy.

Yunkai sat in the living room, tightly pursed her lips, and was in this once familiar and warm house. Her emotions were overwhelming, but she didn't know how to deal with it.

Zheng Junjie is different from Qiao Yi, Xiao Teng and even Xiao Han. If secret love is not her first love, he is her first love, the man she once loved deeply. She wants to hold hands with a white headed man.

He is a dawn in the dark period of her life, lighting up her world and her heart. Without him, there would be no clouds coming out of the darkness, let alone dare to touch the clouds of love. He is an irreplaceable existence in her heart.

Xiao Han has said more than once that he doesn't like her being so close to Zheng Junjie. He wants her to become a stranger to Zheng Junjie. Sometimes she also thinks that if she breaks up and makes friends, why break up? But she can't forget this man, let alone become a stranger with him.

She once deeply loved this man and separated from him because she could not tolerate the defects in the marriage, but she never denied and doubted their love. She knew that this man loved her no less than she loved him.

She thought more than once, if Mom and Dad were still alive, would they persuade her that men sometimes inevitably make mistakes, as long as they can correct it, as long as you still love each other, forgive him once. She thought maybe. Both her father and mother liked him so much. Maybe mom and dad are still there. Maybe she and Zheng Junjie are really together now. Maybe they also have children. Now her stomach must be round like a big ball. He likes children very much. He told her before he got married that they would have a child after they got married. He can't wait to be a father.

Maybe, maybe... Just maybe.

The fragrance of sweet scented osmanthus wafts out of the kitchen, inhales into the lungs and infiltrates into the heart and spleen. Once, it was replayed one after another, but it can no longer go back and continue.

On the highway of life, you can only move forward, not turn around.

Whether Zheng Junjie or Xiao Han, they have become the past. Even though they still have memories, feelings and thoughts, they are no longer her lovers.

Osmanthus dumplings are sweet, soft and waxy. Yunkai ate two bowls and was very satisfied.

After dinner, Zheng Junjie sent her back. They said goodbye at the gate. She opened the door and entered the yard. He said, "take a bath and have a good sleep. Don't think about anything. Tomorrow will be a new day."

She nodded and believed him, as before.

Although this night is still a person, it seems different.

"Good night." she turned and hugged him gently. "Be careful on the road."

He nodded. "Yes, go in. I'll go when you come in."

In the night, she stood at the door of the house and waved to him. He smiled and responded to her. They never separated, as ever.

If time could go back, she thought, he thought, how good it would be, so that there would be no third person in the relationship, no fatigue and no pain.

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