Because of his father's piety and his own excellence, Kotomine Kirei's first half of his life was almost smooth sailing. He entered the seminary all the way and became an agent. Ability, and is about to take the priestly position that the Church of the Holy Spirit focuses on training.

This was the position his father held in his old age, who had dedicated his life to the church.

And this is just his starting point. It is not difficult to see that there is a bright future ahead of him, but at this time, Kotomine Kirei’s pursuit in his heart has also reached its peak. get happiness.

So, he decided to try one last time.

Forming a family like an ordinary person, he chose Claudia as his marriage partner, a woman who was eroded by illness and had only a few years left to live. Up to now, he does not remember that he is the only woman to choose from. , or chose her because of this trait of hers.

Kotomine Kirei was a very serious person when it was necessary to make a premise, so he treated marriage with the most sincere attitude as always.

He gave up the idea of ​​becoming a priest, resigned from the post of deputy, and became a good husband with peace of mind, taking care of his frail and sick wife in every possible way, and pouring all the love that ordinary people can think of to her.

They lived like this for two years, giving birth to the crystallization of love. During that period, Kotomine Kirei thought that he loved that woman for a while, only to find out later that it was just an illusion.

Although he did everything hard, Kirei still couldn't experience happiness from his wife, even if the other party understood his essence and worked hard to heal him.

But the more his wife was like this, the more he wanted to see her sighing expression.

Even a woman who understood him like this couldn't heal him. Kotomine Kirei finally decided to give up. He planned to cut himself off. Before that, he finally met his wife and made a confession.

"I still can't love you in the end,"

In the pale ward, facing the distressed Kirei, the woman who was eroded by a terminal illness and could die at any time smiled.

"No, you love me."

Claudia smiled and swung the cold knife towards herself. In the shocking pool of blood, the woman showed a bright smile like a hydrangea.

"Look, you're crying."

At that time, Kirei had confirmed that it was a woman's imagination. This woman tried to use her own death to prove that Kotomine Kirei loved her and was a valuable person.

But at that time, Kirei just left the red-stained ward without saying a word, with only one thought in his mind.

"Since death is inevitable, I hope I can do it myself."

"Do you remember it?"

Roland crouched down, held Kotomine Kirei's bowed head, and forced the priest to look at him.

"You are a twister who can only get pleasure from the pain of others, so the way you express your love is also twisted. If you really love someone, you want to see her in pain, which is contrary to common sense. so you might mistakenly think you don't love her."

"This is your inexorable and inescapable nature, but the difference in the way you express it does not affect the sincerity of the relationship."

"Tell me, Kotomine Kirei, have you ever loved someone?"

Kotomine Kirei looked at Roland blankly as if he had lost his skeleton. Then, in the reflection of his red pupils, he saw the light in the corner of his eyes, and then his vision became blurred.

"Are you crying?"

Hearing these words, Kotomine Kirei seemed to have been forgiven, touching the teardrops that fell on his face, his expression at a loss, as if he didn't dare to go home because he made a mistake, and could only wander outside. children.

At that time, what was the feeling in my heart, was it the unwillingness of not being able to enjoy the death of my wife, or the sadness of wanting to kill myself because I loved each other?

Because of suicide, Claudia's death was secretly hidden and sealed as a worthless archive, but Kotomine Kirei could not admit that it was worthless.

But one thing should be true, Kotomine Kirei, deeply in love with Claudia.

Now, under Roland's guidance, all the answers have been revealed. This stern man looked at Roland.

"I have a question, I will only ask it once."

"There must be a world where a sinner like me can find happiness."

"It must exist, if it doesn't exist, let's create it," Roland laughed, the corners of his mouth raised, quite defiant, as if the previous mildness was an illusion.

"Since fate has given us this innate quality, it can't dictate that we have to go to a painful, sad life. Why should the villain be sacked, and why should the villain suffer more than anyone else."

"I don't agree with this kind of truth. The wicked should have a happy ending. Even if the indescribable fate decides all this, I have to resist."

"I am more evil than all, nobler than all evil, and I will never stop going until I surpass my destiny."

Roland's pupils have been completely alienated, and the color of the iris is no longer blood-like bright red. It seems to be composed of countless layers of gem fragments, a dark red flowing like the magma of hell. Just looking at it makes people feel Burning, fearful.

He held out his hand again.

"So, are you coming to my side? My friend, even if you entrust your life to each other, will you follow this principle and do everything to complete him?"

"Of course," Kotomine Kirei lowered his head to attack again, but this time, his eyes were full of pale enthusiasm, he half-knelt down and kissed the hand that Roland held out.

"The revelation is right in front of me. As a believer, I can only obey."

"From now on, until the end of the world, I will love you as I love God."

"Welcome~www.novelmt.com~ my forever friend, now, rejoice, your wishes are manifested here."

"Yes, Lord Roland."

The priest uttered new prayers and cheerful laughter towards his god.

Just as Roland was about to make plans for the next move, the grand bell rang again in his ears.

"The Ark of the Dead."

He silently recited the golden finger, which almost disappeared, and came to the stone tablet again, with a few new lines of text on it.

【Milestone—Have trusted friends】

[Every savior should have a close friend who inherits his will, they are necessary and indispensable conditions for the destiny of his own creation. 】

[If it is a priest, then your taste will be even better. ——]

【Achieved】

(To catch the bus today, a little late, tomorrow will be four shifts.)

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