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  Lu Feng was stupid on the spot, and one bad idea after another emerged in his mind, but he was unwilling to believe it, but he couldn't give himself a reasonable explanation.

   entered the house, Duoduo lay on the table to do his homework, raised his head and glanced at Lu Feng, and asked, "Isn't Mom back yet?"

  Lu Feng's heart tightened. He was always calm and calm. He didn't know how to answer her. He licked his dry lips and said, "I will give you a vacation today. Go back to the house and go to sleep."

   "Teacher will check tomorrow." Duoduo looked at the notebook in his hand and said.

   "Then go upstairs and write!" Lu Feng persuaded.

  Duo Duo took the workbook, pencil, and eraser upstairs. Walking on the stairs, the little guy stopped and said, "I miss her."

   "It's alright, go back to the house, you'll be back in a few days, and you can tell her in person." Lu Feng didn't even dare to look at her expectant eyes.

  Duo Duo went back to the house. Aunt Liu was busy in the kitchen and took off her scarf to go back to the house.

   "Aunt Liu, wait a minute." Lu Feng looked at her.

   "What...what's the matter?" Aunt Liu dodged a little and said, "I'm a little sleepy."

   "It won't take much time." Lu Feng looked at her and asked, "Where did Jiang Xiaoyan go?"

   "Out... I'm out to play, I almost can't open my eyes, I will go back to sleep first." Aunt Liu hurried to her bedroom as she spoke.

  "You stop me!" Lu Feng shouted and said, "I am the head of this family. What happened, I am not qualified to know? Which hospital is she in now? What's the matter?"

   Aunt Liu's face turned pale when she heard this, and the matter was over, and there was no point in concealing it. Aunt Liu had to say it all.

  In the hospital, Jiang Xiaoyan's face turned a lot rosy, but her eyes still didn't have much energy, and Zhang Fengxia, who was sitting next to her, looked rather tired.

  A whole day, Jiang Xiaoyan talked a lot about how the matchmaker introduced the two people to each other and how they got married, and then after the long years of torture, she wanted to end her life more than once.

However, as Lu Feng changed, she seemed to see the sun rise in her own world, thinking that she would only have happiness for the rest of her life. She never thought that the roller-coaster-like life had just begun. It was like Jiang Xiaoyan said that she was the best in the world. Lucky people are also the most unfortunate people in the world.

  The so-called big ups and downs are nothing more than that.

  Jiang Xiaoyan told Zhang Fengxia about a lot of prejudice in the village. Under the condition of such strict family planning, even if they are burdened with fines, there are still people who have died giving birth to sons.

  Even Jiang Xiaoyan can feel it. Since Jiang Xiaohong gave birth to a son, her mother has become a little impatient with herself.

  She began to feel panic, insecurity, anxiously unable to fall asleep all night and all night, and sometimes even hearing hallucinations, always feeling that someone was laughing at her behind her back.

  Dare to face Lu Feng’s parents. During the Chinese New Year last year, Jiang Xiaoyan broke down just because she asked a few questions about her children.

  She has been pushed to the limit, and pregnancy at this time is simply the arrival of the gods in her life.

"You persuaded me so much. I know what you told me about foreign countries and changes in thinking. I know that they all exist, but they are too far away from me." Jiang Xiaoyan took a deep breath, already red eyes, and said: " I can’t pass this level of myself. Others’ forgiveness of me is like a punishment. How can I face him and his assets, but I can’t give him a son and a half?"

  Zhang Fengxia always felt that Jiang Xiaoyan was a woman who came out of the countryside and was imprisoned in her mind, but after hearing her talk so much, she put herself in the situation and thought that if she was her, she might not be as good as her.

  She can't get out of other people's prejudice against her. What's more, she can get out of her own prejudice against herself.

  Lu Feng drove to the city hospital and ran to the front desk and asked, "Hello, I want to ask, which ward is Jiang Xiaoyan in?"

   "Which Jiang Xiaoyan? Which department lives in?" The nurse asked without looking up.

  "Gynecology or obstetrics, I don’t know, she was sent with the baby, you can check it for me!"

  The nurse flipped through the notebook in her hand, looked for it for a while and said: "Fourth floor, Ward 403."

"thank you!"

  Lu Feng finished talking and jogged up the stairs. He just walked to the door of the ward and heard Jiang Xiaoyan's voice inside. Lu Feng stood at the door, holding the doorknob in his hand.

   "What do you say to me? How do I face him? No matter how thick-skinned I am, no matter how shameless I am, I can't just stay beside him and be a useless person!"

   "He loves me, but one day he doesn't love me. I have nothing. I live in fear every day. Now there are no children. What should I do? Tell me, what should I do?"

Zhang Fengxia grabbed her hand and couldn't answer her question. The two family members complement each other. When one of the family members becomes too strong, the other will naturally be uneasy and afraid of losing. Coupled with Jiang Xiaoyan’s growth environment and psychological problems, Now she was forced to collapse.

Lu Feng's hand that was about to open the door was let go. He sat down on a bench beside him in a low mood. For so long, he has been desperately making money like a demon. The company is getting bigger and bigger. Also more and more.

However, she seems to lack care for Jiang Xiaoyan, and Lu Feng can also feel it. She really doesn’t want to have so much money. Firstly, she likes to be plain, and the money is enough to spend. Secondly, the more money she has The more, the more she feels inferior.

  Life is a matter for two people. What is needed is not only the closeness of the heart to the heart, but more importantly, the same social status, there will be more common words.

Lu Feng thought about it carefully. She didn't seem to care about her feelings. Every time she came back from a business trip, she always talked to herself about the trivial things, what happened to a lot of things, how and when a dog came over. It's windy, when does it rain.

  This kind of thing that would never be noticed in the eyes of a busy person is the whole of her life. How lonely a person would pay attention to it so meticulously.

  Lu Feng wanted to go in and say sorry to her, but he knew that Jiang Xiaoyan was completely unable to face herself now, her emotions were already on the verge of collapse, and rushing in would only make things worse.

  In the room, Zhang Fengxia slowly calmed her emotions down, and Lu Feng also sat outside, the clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock in the evening.

  Lu Feng stood up and took a deep breath. He decided to go home first. Perhaps she should be given more time and space to catch her breath.

  In the ward, Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes were red, and she looked at Zhang Fengxia and said: "I really can't live anymore. It's too torturous. It's harder than killing me. Just leave me alone, okay?"

   "What are you talking nonsense? You are dead, what should you do? What should your parents do?" Zhang Fengxia hurriedly persuaded.

"I have Xiaohong at home. My mother feels ashamed of me. When Lu Feng was just getting rich, she often mentioned me to people, but now she doesn't want to talk about it. She just said Xiaohong, I was not taken seriously at home. When I live, I cook more and eat delicious food, but I eat less."

   "How much is that? She is an orphan, don't think about it!"

"Duo Duo was originally not my child. He is so rich and can find any kind of stepmother. No one needs me. I always need someone else. I need him to support. I need Duoduo to be my child. I need that home." Jiang Xiaoyan choked up while speaking: "I...I really can't live anymore, you just leave me alone, please, please, really please!"

  "Well, let me kowtow to you. Leave me alone. You are an elite talent who has returned from studying abroad. What are you doing next to a woman who came out of the countryside like me?"

  "Stop talking nonsense, it's just a child, he still doesn't know anything." Zhang Fengxia was anxious, and subconsciously said: "It's just a child, I will give birth to you!"

   "You give birth for me?" Jiang Xiaoyan seemed to have caught the life-saving straw, suddenly sat up from the bed, stared at Zhang Fengxia, and asked, "Can you really give birth to me?"

Zhang Fengxia didn't expect that she would take her words of comforting her seriously, but it was already at this point, so she had to bite the bullet and said: "I will give birth to you. When I went to school abroad, people over there were open to having children and having fun. Similar."

   "In this way, it is also his child. When this child grows up, I will recover and I will have another one." Jiang Xiaoyan muttered to herself.

  As long as she can be with Lu Feng, as long as there is a reason to persuade herself, she will not give up, even if this thing is ridiculous, but only herself and Zhang Fengxia know.

  "Is it too late? I am now three months pregnant." Jiang Xiaoyan asked a little nervously, "Will I be discovered?"

   "No... it's okay~www.wuxiaspot.com~ You will tell me to go abroad for pregnancy, he won't know." Zhang Fengxia felt a little stiff on her face.

   "You will help me, won't you?" Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her with anticipation in her eyes, and she had no way to choose.

  Zhang Fengxia had thought about it a lot before, but she didn't expect that she and Lu Feng would proceed in this way. This thing is so absurd that people can't believe it, but it happened.

  She took a deep breath. At this point in life, perhaps it is fate. Whether she likes it or loves it, it is an attempt.

   "You like him, don't you?" Jiang Xiaoyan asked.

   "Don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm not blind, I can see it." Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, and she grabbed Zhang Fengxia's hand and said: "You are very good, you are a good person, you have a good personality, your education, family background, and looks are very good. As a woman , You can say it’s perfect. Sometimes I am ashamed of myself when I compare with you."

   "Where is there so much that you said, you promise me first, don't try to survive."

   "As long as you are pregnant, I will promise you."

   "Okay!" Zhang Fengxia nodded and agreed.

  Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, smiled and cried.