Antidote

Jiang Yuduo's words were so calm that they were nothing more than gossip, which made Cheng Ke stunned for a long time.

Boil an eagle?

Of course, he knows the boiled eagle. When he was very young, he also watched the documentary of the boiled eagle. There are still many articles. The specific details are not clear, but he still knows what is going on.

In order to wear away the wildness of the eagle, he covered his eyes and stood on a rope that shook with a touch, not to eat or drink, and not to sleep. Finally, when the eagle could not hold it, the owner gave some water to the meat. The eagle is obedient.

Cheng Ke remembered that in the documentary at that time, the owner took the eagle to hunt rabbits, the eagle flew to the sky for a long time, the owner kept blowing his whistle, and he refused to return to his arm.

Even an eagle that has been "boiled" may never return during a certain hunting process.

He still remembers what he had thought in his head at that time, fly away, fly away, don't come back... But in the end, whether the eagle came back or flew away, he can't remember.

Hope it flew away, never come back.

Cheng Ke has gone through the relevant content in his mind, and he does not know what these have to do with Jiang Yuduo, or that he dare not think about what these have to do with Jiang Yuduo.

Can only wait in silence for Jiang Yuduo to speak.

"My dad, played with eagles," Jiang Yuduo held a cigarette in his hand, holding a lighter in his hand, struck and extinguished at once, and flipped between his fingers, "He likes to tell us the most about the eagle. It’s not just eagles, but also people. It is also a challenge to the owner. The battle of willpower between man and eagle."

"Don't he eat or drink if he fights a fart," Cheng Ke wrinkled. "A battle that forces the other to fight is a battle of farts."

"Later stop playing with the eagle, he didn't play," Jiang Yuduo threw the lighter, and when the lighter fell back to his palm, he clenched tightly. "He said that we are not eagles, we are not wild, we are puppies. , It’s good to play a few meals, no challenge."

Cheng Ke suddenly turned his head and looked at Jiang Yuduo.

"But he said that the rules are useful," Jiang Yuduo looked at his clenched hands. "Darkness, hunger, cold, no sleep..."

"Does this make any sense?" Cheng Ke felt fear and anger.

"He said that he was not afraid, and we were not afraid of anything," Jiang Yuduo said. "Without fear, we are invincible."

"Fart!" Cheng Ke raised his voice. "These fears can't be washed away in a lifetime!"

"Yes," Jiang Yuduo turned his head to look at him, and smiled, "I have lived in fear all my life. None of us is invincible. I am afraid, I am afraid of everything."

"Can I ask first?" Cheng Ke frowned.

"Well." Jiang Yuduo responded.

"Which of your parents, were you shot?" Cheng Ke asked.

"I don't know," Jiang Yuduo said, "they were caught."

Cheng Ke breathed a sigh of relief, but Jiang Yuduo's huge pain and panic contained in these few sentences made him unable to calm down.

"What did he do to you, you, for what?" Cheng Ke asked with a gritted tooth.

"We train every day and go to play when there is a game," Jiang Yuduo said, "with other puppies, or ourselves."

"Who sees?" Cheng Ke asked.

"I don't know. I can't see people. It's dark all around." Jiang Yuduo said.

"What about other children?" Cheng Ke asked again.

"I don't know, it's all separated. I don't know where they are going," Jiang Yuduo said. "They don't know where I am, who I am now."

"Then you..." Cheng Ke hesitated for a while, "How did you get here?"

"Take the bus, one by one, get on and off, and sit for a long time." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Are you alone? They have all been arrested. Someone will take care of you. They are all children, and the police cannot ignore it." Cheng Ke said.

When referring to the word police, Jiang Yuduo's hand tightened and his knuckles were pale. He said softly, "No more harm can be done."

"What?" Cheng Ke froze.

"How is it?" Jiang Yuduo looked at him and smiled.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Ke was nervous.

"What you want to know, what happened when I was a kid." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke didn't speak.

"I'm going out." Jiang Yuduo didn't wait for his answer, he opened the door and got out of the car, and stood on the sidewalk in front of the car.

Cheng Ke didn't follow, sitting in the car and watching him.

Jiang Yuduo did not wear a coat, so he only wore a t-shirt and stood in the wind.

But he seemed completely relaxed, not stiff because of the cold, not all the shrugs and necks that ordinary people would have in this temperature, and he even lighted a cigarette.

Cheng Ke remembered that he had just pressed a lighter into a neuropathy in such a wind, and he was not able to light a cigarette. Was smoking in the wind a magical skill for Jiang Yuduo?

Cheng Ke lit a cigarette and looked at Jiang Yuduo, who was also holding a cigarette in the wind.

Never ask again.

Never be curious again.

Jiang Yuduo didn't want to listen to those in the past.

Even if Jiang Yuduo only used the simplest and calmest tone, he could still not accept it.

When he was mixed with Liu Tiancheng before, he also heard some weird ways of playing, and these gangs said it in a relaxed and ordinary way. These completely unfounded things, he usually listened to it, he did not Concerned about the hidden events that are true or false or exist for bragging in corners that no one can see.

But what Jiang Yuduo said just now made him cold to the bone, and the car was heated, and he could still feel despair while sitting here.

Yes, more despair than fear and anger.

Jiang Yuduo is no longer in the place where he is desperate. It has been ten years since he left. He has returned to the real world, to the world where he can sleep casually, eat and drink at will .

But when he saw him standing in the wind holding smoke, Cheng Ke didn't feel his ease.

The marks on him, the experiences, did not leave. He breathed the air of this world, but he did not necessarily feel the reality of this world.

After the two cigarettes were smoked, Cheng Ke opened the door and took back Jiang Yuduo and his coat from the trunk and got off the car.

The fireworks over there are still leaping into the night sky, shining with various shapes of light. After disappearing, there will be those bright afterimages in the horizon.

Several huge ring-shaped fireworks rose in the night sky at the same time, and the surroundings were instantly illuminated, and there were cheers from around.

Cheng Ke looked at the fireworks and walked to Jiang Yuduo's side.

"Dress on clothes." He passed the clothes tremblingly.

"I'm not cold..." Jiang Yuduo turned his face and frowned when he saw that he was only wearing a cardigan. He took the coat and helped him put it on.

"If you are not cold, don't hesitate," Cheng Ke said, "I look cold."

"Well." Jiang Yuduo took the coat and put it on, and also pulled the zipper to his head.

"Look at the fireworks," Cheng Ke looked up behind him. "It should be almost over. This is a big fireworks."

"I'm... a little scared." Jiang Yuduo said.

"What are you afraid of?" Cheng Ke pulled his shoulder with one hand, stood face to face with him, and asked softly.

"I shouldn't tell you this," Jiang Yuduo frowned, "You shouldn't know this."

"It doesn't matter," Cheng Ke said, "I will forget, I will not remember."

"But I remember." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke didn't speak, staring at his face.

Jiang Yudui turned his back to the light, but the light from the fireworks could still illuminate his profile. Cheng Ke could see the small bright spots in the corners of his eyes, as well as the slightly shaking eyelashes.

"Everything I say will be forgotten," Cheng Ke raised his left hand and hugged Jiang Yu's shoulder, and whispered in his ear. "My grandma told me that if the secret is spoken, it will be blown away by the wind."

"I remember." Jiang Yuduo leaned against him gently, lowering his chin on his shoulder. "I remember a lot, I always thought I didn't remember so much."

Cheng Ke didn't speak anymore, he would not comfort people, and he didn't know how to comfort Jiang Yuduo in this state.

He could only pat on Jiang Yuduo's back.

"I remember I killed a lot of small animals," Jiang Yuduo said. "The stray cats and stray dogs we got back."

Cheng Ke shook his hand and continued to pat.

He suddenly understood why Jiang Yuduo fought with him for a kitten in the trash.

"I like meow very much," Jiang Yuduo said, "but sometimes I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid of everything, I'm afraid of grayness, I'm afraid of black..."

"Are you afraid of elves?" Cheng Ke asked.

Jiang Yuduo paused and laughed softly: "Is it a waste elf?"

"Well." Cheng Ke nodded.

"Not afraid." Jiang Yuduo said.

"That's all right," Cheng Ke patted the back of his head. "Let's go to the lights."

"Good." Jiang Yuduo responded.

Cheng Ke turned his head and hesitated for about two seconds. Then he kissed Jiang Yuduo's earlobe and kissed his earlobe with his lips.

"It's a q bomb," he said.

What the **** are you talking about?

Jiang Yuduo was stunned for a moment, and then he began to laugh, coughing with laughter.

"Get in the car." Cheng Ke pushed him away and turned to walk in the car.

"I find you are stupid sometimes." Jiang Yuduo said behind him.

"You," Cheng Ke turned and pointed to him. "Pay attention to words. Believe it or not, I'm going to fight you now."

"It's not me," Jiang Yu snatched and took off his coat and ran into the back of the car, sitting in the driver's seat. "Just like you have one less arm, I let you beat all four legs."

"Where are you going to make two more?" Cheng Ke laughed and got into the car.

"Chen Qing's." Jiang Yuduo said seriously.

"Oh, hurry up," Cheng Ke took out his mobile phone. "I promised him to show him the lamp."

There are really messages from **** car beauty Xiao Chen 139xxxxxxxx on the phone.

-Brother! The lights!

Cheng Ke took the phone out of the car window and took a picture of the street light, and then sent it.

Two seconds later, **** car beauty Xiao Chen 139xxxxxxxx returned a message.

-Did the two of you go to see the lights?

Cheng Ke smiled.

-I just watched fireworks on the side of the road, now I'm watching the lights in the past, waiting

-What about fireworks? Did you take it? I can only see a firework tip here at home

-No shot

-What's your use? See if the fireworks don’t shoot you

Cheng Ke never returned to the news.

He didn't read all about the fireworks, and Jiang Yuduo said those things, and he felt like he hadn't seen anything.

He glanced at Yu Guang with Jiang Yuduo, who was driving in the car to the square. It looked quite calm, unlike the intense reaction when he mentioned those things before.

Cheng Ke didn't know whether it was because he went to see a psychologist or some other reason.

The two of them are sitting in the car now, and they both look very good, but Cheng Ke knows that he may only be able to laugh and laugh this evening.

After hearing these things, he did not know what kind of mood he could use to watch the lights.

Jiang Yuduo is stronger than him, perhaps because these things have been repeated in his memory for many years. After building a parking space with another double-door car of the same size in the parking lot near the square, Jiang Yu Yu looked very excited when getting off the car.

"This car is just fine. It's easy to park." The owner of the other two-door car came down and looked very happy.

"Yes." Jiang Yu nodded.

Cheng Ke glanced at the two cars side by side in the parking space, and felt that his mood was slightly raised, and he wanted to laugh a little.

"After watching the lights in a while, I told Chen Qing and my little brothers to come out for supper," Jiang Yuduo said to his ear. "Do you want to go?"

"What to eat?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Barbecue, we are together to eat barbecue, traditional programs, never innovative." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Good." Cheng Ke nodded.

Jiang Yuduo smiled and pointed to a large area of ​​light in front of him: "Just be there."

"It's so many." Cheng Ke looked at it, from the square to the surrounding streets, all of which were all kinds of lights of different colors, big and small, from afar, it was unclear what it was, just thought A large sea of ​​lights.

"Have you seen it before?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"No," Cheng Ke said, "I rarely join in this excitement."

"I'll buy you a lamp," Jiang Yuduo said. "You also bought me a lamp. I played with Chen Qing before. That's how it was sent."

"You and Chen Qing..." Cheng Ke tweeted, "If I hadn't known your relationship, I would certainly be able to treat you as a couple."

"You won't be," Jiang Yuduo turned his head to look at him, "yes..."

"Rest assured that I won't eat Chen Qing's vinegar. I wouldn't have any idea about the two of you lying in bed and embracing each other," Cheng Ke said.

"Fuck|Your uncle," Jiang Yuduo rubbed his arms fiercely. "Don't say this, I'm afraid I will see Chen Qing at night to hit him."

"I don't say you always beat him," Cheng Ke sighed. "Chen Qing is not easy."

There are many people in the square. From the place one hundred to two hundred meters away from the lights, it has been full of people.

Cheng Ke took a mobile phone and shot all kinds of lights at once, because there was only one hand, and he couldn't care about framing or focusing. Anyway, he shot when the frame was on.

Animal lights, flower lights, food lights, abstract lights... no matter what lights, there are a bunch of people in front of each other, seeing each other as if there is nothing, and don’t mind that there are a lot of people in the camera who pose in different directions besides themselves .

"You take a picture for me." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Okay," Cheng Ke nodded. Jiang Yuduo's request made him a little surprised. "Where did I shoot?"

"That big cat lamp." Jiang Yuduo said, "Is it a bit like a meow."

"Meow is a gray cat, this is an orange cat..." Cheng Ke looked at him, "Are you worthy of meow, haven't known its coat color after so long?"

"I mean look!" Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke glanced at the big orange cat lamp again, to tell the truth, it was very ugly, let alone look, and Jiang Yuduo said that it was a cat, he only realized that it was not a bear.

"Come on," Cheng Ke lifted his phone, and Orange Bear followed a bunch of people. He didn't know where Jiang Yuduo could stand, "You..."

He was about to arrange a stand for Jiang Yuduo. Jiang Yuduo had entered the camera and stood at the forefront of everyone. Then he unzipped the jacket, stretched his hands to the sides, and opened his legs. Big characters.

Although this posture is so stupid to the extreme, I have to say that when he sways this character, only a few leftovers will be left behind.

"Meow!" Jiang Yu roared.

Cheng Ke pressed the shutter and took a picture of Jiang Yuduo with an uppercase o.

"Let's see." Jiang Yuduo came quickly.

Cheng Ke couldn't bear it: "Stop taking another picture."

"It's okay, I'll do it," Jiang Yuduo took his cell phone. "I'm going to do that...Is this **** me?"

"Otherwise," Cheng Ke said.

"Why can you shoot me like a fool?" Jiang Yuzhuo glared at him. "I thought you were an artist, how can you be better than Chen Qing!"

"You **** meow a fart!" Cheng Ke also glared at him, "If you meow another one, you're a **** dumb!"

"Come on," Jiang Yuduo hesitated. "One more."

He turned and stood over again, standing in front of everyone, and put a big letter again, followed by a few people holding mobile phones.

"Why is this guy here again!" a big sister who was about to take a picture yelled very unhappy.

"I'm here again, why didn't you leave?" Jiang Yuduo looked at her.

The elder sister squinted him and said nothing again.

Jiang Yuduo turned his head and looked at Cheng Ke here: "Quick! I'm not meowing! You shoot directly!"

Cheng Ke looked at Jiang Yuduo in the camera, no matter the posture or expression of the picture, Jiang Yuduo was so big, it was estimated that no more than ten serious photos should be counted as ID photos.

A very handsome person with a fan, who can be more than 3,000 times more stupid when taking a serious picture than when he accidentally enters the lens.

Cheng Ke pressed the movie to freeze Jiang Yuduo's smirk.

"No," Jiang Yuduo took a look at the mobile phone. "I... did my mother know enough about yourself?"

"You don't have a comprehensive understanding of how to take pictures," Cheng Ke said. "It should be said that they know nothing."

"Then you show me one." Jiang Yuduo looked around, and suddenly pointed to the right in excitement, "I fuck! That's for you!"

"Which..." Cheng Ke turned his head in the direction he pointed, scolded after seeing, "Go!"

There is an elf-shaped lamp on the right side more than ten meters away from them. It looks a little like the orange bear lamp, but it can be seen from the pointed ears that it wants to say that it is an elf.

"Hurry up." Jiang Yuduo pushed him, "The elf is going to find your little partner."

"You said you are looking for a smoker?" Cheng Ke looked at him.

"Quick," Jiang Yuduo laughed, "I see how you take pictures."

Cheng Ke pulled back his jacket with some helplessness, walked over with his right arm, and stood next to the "little buddy". He looked at the light sources around him, adjusted the orientation of his face, and made a choice. Side light.

Jiang Yu snatched his phone: "Shooted! One, two, three!"

Cheng Ke almost didn't hear the two or three numbers, and he didn't have any expression on his face. Jiang Yuduo had finished shooting, and waved at him: "Handsome! Come another one!"

"...You count down, your speed is not as good as count." Cheng Ke said.

"Good." Jiang Yu nodded.

Cheng Ke glanced at the "little buddy" behind him and the little girls standing next to the little buddy. He went wrong next to him and planned to let Jiang Yu capture the side of the little buddy.

"Shooted! Not count!" Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke smiled.

"Okay!" Jiang Yu nodded.

When Cheng Ke was about to go over and look at the photos, a little girl came by next to him: "This handsome guy."

Cheng Ke turned her head and glanced at her.

"Can you have a picture together?" the little girl asked with some embarrassment.

"... OK." Cheng Ke hesitated and nodded. He had encountered a lot of such things. Even before the performance, he could meet the little girl who wanted to take a group photo.

"Thank you." The little girl hurriedly stood beside him and pointed forward, "My friend is there."

Cheng Ke smiled over there. Two seconds later, a little girl holding a mobile phone in front waved: "Okay!"

"Thank you guys!" The little girl smiled at him and ran to her friend. They looked at the phone in a huddle.

Cheng Ke turned around and walked back to Jiang Yuduo. When he was looking at his mobile phone, he found Jiang Yuduo looking at the little girls with an unhappy face.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Ke asked.

"You really don't have a sense of vigilance," Jiang Yuduo said. "Whoever wants to take you to take pictures?"

"The two little girls are high school students," Cheng Ke sighed. "Can I still be beaten by taking a picture?"

Jiang Yuduo snorted and handed him the phone: "I found that it's really nice to take pictures and make videos. When you stop there, you can hardly see anyone else."

"Thank you," Cheng Ke laughed. "I'm really willing to boast."

"Otherwise..." Jiang Yuduo hesitated and glanced at the little girl over there. "Tell them to help us take a picture too?"

"Huh?" Cheng Ke said with a smile, "Don't you be vigilant?"

"That selfie." Jiang Yuduo quickly changed his mind, raised his phone, and put his arm around his shoulder to close it.

Cheng Ke leaned on him and didn't wait to see what virtue both of them were in the phone. Jiang Yuduo had pressed the shutter.

"Third Brother," Cheng Ke was helpless. "I beg you, can we give some time to sort out my expression?"

"Oh, then you just shoot me and shoot," Jiang Yuduo raised his phone again. "I'm not so much involved, I still sort my expressions, do I want to stack them up?"

"Shut up!" Cheng Ke said.

Jiang Yuduo didn't speak anymore, looked at the camera with him.

Cheng Ke turned his head to Jiang Yuduo's side, and Jiang Yuduo glanced at him, and also turned to his side: "Is that true?"

"Well," Cheng Ke responded, "smile."

Jiang Yuduo smiled, Cheng Ke's smile just started, Jiang Yuduo's smile was over, he couldn't help but shouted: "Keep!"

Jiang Yuduo froze for a while and then rejoiced: "Fuck, I forgot."

This smile was natural and handsome, and Cheng Ke quickly raised his hand and clicked on the shutter.

Finally, a normal Jiang Yuduo was shot. He took Jiang Yuduo's mobile phone and looked at it, and sent this photo to his mobile phone.