After Going on a Blind Date with My Brother

Lin Wan is not a good girl at heart. Going to a bar to drink a few bottles is like playing, but this summer vacation has been restrained a bit. It has been a long time since I went there, and sitting in the booth actually felt a little noisy.

In the beginning, there would be some ignorant men who came to talk to each other, but they were all scared away by Lin Wan's indifferent expression, so she was soon left alone.

In the huge bar, everyone was hugging from side to side, but Lin Wan was the only one left empty, leaving her alone to drink in the dimly lit corner.

There was no taste to drinking it, but Lin Wan felt as if he was floating, and his mind entered a strange state of emptying.

She grinned, smirked, and walked out a little unsteadily.

I went back to my room to sleep, I slept soundly, I didn't think about anything, I didn't have to think about anything.

When I woke up in the morning, I had a splitting headache, and my whole body seemed to be a little hypoxic. As long as I followed the teacher to and from get out of class, and didn't even do my homework, I had already spent all my energy, and I had already tried my best to support it, so I didn't fall asleep directly. .

Even the three words Wen Yimu were deliberately avoided by Lin Wan, only occasionally a vague face flashed in his mind, and she immediately slid past them.

When eating at noon, Lin Wan was a little sluggish, hesitating for a long time to pick up a chopstick, chewing slowly, occasionally showing a smirk.

It seems that there is no normal aura at all, it is dumb and dumb, as if it has been hit by evil.

Zheng Zeyuan poked her arm a little worriedly, watching Lin Wan take a long time to react, and asked him indifferently, "What's the matter?"

Zheng Zeyuan said hesitantly, "I think you seem a little tired..."

Lin Wan tilted his head and thought for a while, then smiled at him, a bit playful: "It's alright, just a little sleepy, don't worry about me."

The girl's face was still as bright as a rose, but the rose was a little wilted, and it couldn't be seen on the surface, but if you looked closely, you could see that she lacked the nourishment of the rain, and it was about to dry up.

"Okay." Zheng Zeyuan thought to himself that maybe something happened to Lin Wan, and he didn't care about other people's private affairs, but Lin Wan's appearance clearly couldn't be what she said was okay.

He is not someone who likes to meddle in his own business, but he couldn't help but ask: "Have you...did you encounter something? I'll just ask, don't tell me if it's inconvenient."

Lin Wan had prepared a vocabulary answer for a long time, but when the words came to her lips, she just smiled lightly: "It's nothing, I just stayed up late to watch a drama."

She did have a faint layer of dark circles under her eyes, and she looked like she had stayed up too late.

Zheng Zeyuan nodded and expressed his understanding: "But you still have to pay attention to your body."

Lin Wan smiled to indicate that he understood, turned his head, his eyelashes drooped slightly, his eyes were calm and unspeakable tired.

She doesn't want to receive the care and pity of others, just torturing herself like this, what kind of results do she hope to get?

Will the person she was thinking of appear here?

Lin Wan silently swallowed a mouthful of rice, even though it was good fragrant rice, it still felt like he was eating a stone, choked in his throat, in a dilemma.

Repeated this kind of life for several days. I didn't read any news from Wen Yimu, and even blocked all thoughts about her. I drank until midnight, fell asleep when I was drunk, and followed the teacher in a daze during the day. Attend class.

The third year of high school was already hard, and she was still so turbulent every day.

When the get out of class bell rang, Lin Wan woke up staring blankly, handed in a blank paper, and waved his hands indifferently under Zheng Zeyuan's concerned eyes.

She has never been a good student. Although she used to work hard to complete the learning tasks that she should complete, in fact, she doesn't have to work so hard to find a way out. Why does she have to work as hard as Zheng Zeyuan?

When she handed in the blank paper for the first time, Lin Wan still felt a little guilty, but soon she felt no more. After all, the teacher did not pursue the rate of further studies, and valued everyone's self-study, and did not criticize Lin Wan at all.

Lin Wan simply didn't listen in class or hand in homework. At first, he played on his mobile phone and watched dramas in class. Later, he simply skipped class and sat on the rooftop to enjoy the scenery and eat snacks.

Are you happy? It seems to be happy, but there is an indescribable emptiness.

Drunk life and dream death, but that's it.

The wind on the roof is a bit strong. Although Lin Wan has been controlling the amount of drinking and only letting himself get drunk, it is inevitable that he will feel a little uncomfortable during the day.

When the wind blows, it is even more of a headache.

Lin Wan covered his forehead, found a corner without wind and squatted there, feeling indescribable frustration in his heart.

It's really painful. In fact, it's only three or four days, but it feels like a century has passed. Every day is a purgatory-like torment, both physically and mentally.

She was taken out of her soul, leaving only an indifferent body. She couldn't find her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and she didn't know the purpose and meaning of life.

She was tired of eating, drinking, and having fun; after a few days of class, she couldn't concentrate and couldn't understand the topic; friendship, family, and love were nothing more than that.

Hunting in the autumn wind, Lin Wan stared at the edge of the rooftop, almost having the urge to jump off.

She closed her eyes and felt that she really couldn't hold it anymore, she just wanted to fall asleep, and it was over.

On the rooftop, the girl's body was as thin as a butterfly, and the wind blew through the corners of her clothes, as if she would fly away from this world in the next second.

Lin Wan finally didn't fall asleep on the rooftop. She struggled and returned home like a walking corpse. She closed the door under Aunt Zhang's surprised eyes, curled up in the bed and slept for a whole day.

After waking up, I ate a big bowl of hot chicken noodle, took a hot bath, froze for a while, and then went back to sleep.

During the period, I also received several messages. It was Zheng Zeyuan who was concerned that she didn't go to class, but Lin Wan didn't reply.

As for whether Wen Yimu sent a message, she didn't know, because the message reminder had already been canceled.

Having slept and eaten enough, lying on the bed cleanly, with messy hair reading the latest girl's novel, the love in it is lingering and sad, and it's life and death at every turn, Lin Wan looked at it and couldn't help laughing out loud.

Looking up, the soft sunset outside the window just came in, casting a golden glow in front of the desk, dazzling and gentle.

Lin Wan watched quietly for a long time, then walked to the desk and stretched out her hand.

The sun gently greeted the girl's white tender palm, licking her like a puppy, itchy and warm.

Lin Wan wanted to cry, but she didn't know how to express her feelings.

After all, she still couldn't do it, she couldn't be as pure as in the novel, she couldn't live to the death just for love, and even if she suffered in every way, she still persevered in the end.

Lin Wan took a deep breath, took a sip of hot water, and turned on the phone with a blank expression.

At the bottom is a message from Wen Yimu, dozens of them one after another.

It started with questioning, asking her what she wanted and an explanation for her behavior.

Then asked where she was.

After that, there is a simple message: "Kaigai, maybe I know what you want, I can find you soon, but I don't know if you want to see me. I'll wait for you."

After that, it's good morning and good night every day, just as punctual as a punch card.

And the small daily life that I share from time to time, such as seeing a beautiful flower on the road, such as the weather is cold, wear more clothes.

Lin Wan looked down one by one, and the latest one happened to be sent by Wen Yimu a few minutes ago.

It is a church under the setting sun, dyed in gentle colors, sympathetic like a god.

WYM: "I saw it on the road, I want to watch it with you."

After Lin Wan finished reading the news, he turned back and read it over and over again. She thought that she would not cry for Wen Yimu for a long time, but in fact, a large drop of water soon fell on the screen of her mobile phone.

I can't tell what it feels like, but I just know that the other party has not given up, and there is a sense of stability.

It was like a drowning traveler who finally reached out to hold the straw, and finally surfaced to breathe in the fresh air. The oxygen poured into his lungs, like a new life.

Lin Wan remembered what Lin Sui had said before arguing, she scoffed just a few days ago, but now she seems to understand a little bit.

I really like it, no matter where you are willing to hurt each other, even if you are full of thorns, I want to come up and hug you.

As long as I can hold you, it's fine. It doesn't matter if it hurts. I also have a thorn on my body. Let's slowly pull it out together.

Just don't let me see you, as long as we're together.

Lin Wan stood there, the setting sun illuminating her profile, gilding her face with a layer of gold, she stood there, weeping.

She called Wen Yimu, and the call was picked up in the next second, as if she had been waiting in front of the screen for a long time.

It was quiet, and the sound of zizi electric current echoed in his ears.

After a long while, Lin Wan cried softly, "Wen Yimu."

"I'm here, don't be afraid." Almost immediately, a familiar and gentle voice came from the opposite side, with a bit of caution, but resolute and decisive.

Like a pair of snow-white wings, she stroked her cheeks with feathers across the screen, making Lin Wan want to shed tears.

She said softly, "I didn't study...but I want to see you, Wen Yimu."

"I'm always here." Wen Yimu bit his lower lip and said seriously.

Despite the screen, they both felt that the distance between two people had never been so close.

Their hands are clasped, tightly entangled, never and never want to let go.

Lin Wan smiled, very satisfied with this answer.

It was her first sincere smile in so many days.

It turns out that as long as they like each other, as long as they have a firm mind, there are not so many complicated problems.

I like you, so hold you tight and never let go no matter what.

All problems can be solved.

Lin Wan heard his own trembling voice: "Then see me, right now, I'm at home."

"Okay." It's just a simple word, but it's heavy.

Lin Wan cut off the phone reluctantly, sat at the desk for a while, picked up the comb and combed her hair, and slowly found the most familiar self, fresh and agile.

At least, don't be too embarrassed when you see Wen Yimu, otherwise, my sister will feel distressed.

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Half an hour later, Wen Yimu received Lin Wan, and the two looked at each other, not willing to speak.

Lin Wan sat in the co-pilot, waiting for Wen Yimu to drive to the finish line, waiting for all misunderstandings to be clarified.

The author has something to say: I wrote myself crying, I hope everyone can watch it slowly and experience the changes in emotions.

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