"Isn't there yet, and WeChat won't reply, I'll go down to pick her up, it looks like it's going to rain, she doesn't have an umbrella."

Zhu Sui was looking at the new information sent by You Team with his tablet. There will be a video conference later. Hearing the words, he looked up from the tablet, glanced at Song Zhen who was speaking, and thought for a while. : "Go down in sneakers, non-slip, take a big umbrella."

After speaking, I was still a little worried. I turned my head and glanced out of the French window in the living room. The dark and heavy clouds were rolling. After going to Beijing for a long time, it is estimated that it will rain soon.

It seems that it is not a light rain.

Looking back, Father Song had already taken out the things to Song Zhen, and told him, "Just wait at the gate of the community. If it rains, look for Tiantian again."

After that, I went to the shoe cabinet and picked up a pair of nice sneakers.

Zhu Sui's heart was slightly settled. Song Zhen finished changing his shoes and picked it up. Before leaving, he finally exhorted, "Go slowly, remember not to run."

"Good good, Lieutenant Colonel Take."

I don't know if Zhu Sui is still angry. It is not easy to ask in front of Song's father. Song Zhen nodded repeatedly, confirming that Zhu Sui had heard his assurance, and then went downstairs with an umbrella.

When the elevator door opened on the first floor, Song Zhen just pressed the switch and opened the door of the unit building.

Boom—

Along with the thunder, another silver lightning struck.

Illuminated the sky, and Song Zhen's face.

The sky and the earth are vast, and people appear incomparably small in the middle.

Wait for the second lightning to break through the sky.

The silver shining on the world and Zuo Tian's face was also shining on Zuo Tian's face. Zuo Tian opened his eyes while Yu Xu Anbai stared.

Rumble—

A bolt of lightning followed by a thunder, the world changed color.

The rain hasn't gone down yet, but the demon wind heading northeast, southeast and northwest is already blowing.

Zuo Tian's carefully managed ears and hair were blown up, and the hair was attached to her face.

In silence, Zuo Tian blinked, tears falling straight down.

The sinking, at the same time, Xu Anbai's heart.

"Need not."

"I do not need."

Zuo Tian smiled, sad and sad, shook her head slowly, and said firmly, "I don't need it, Xu Anbai."

After the focus of those round eyes became loose, they became solid again, and then the end of the line of sight fell on Xu Anbai's face.

Looking at the person she likes, Zuo Tian's black and white round eyes are gleaming, with indescribable joy.

It was beautiful, and she had an extremely smart look, but what she said with this unabashed look was completely opposite and cruel.

"I don't need you to persevere for me, surrender your identity, and fight against your family."

"I don't need you to endure the gossip for me in the future, and to endure the condemnation of the closest person, not understanding."

"I don't need, don't want, don't want..."

Zuo Tian's tears fell like broken beads.

But her gaze was extremely stubborn and fixed on Xu Anbai, no matter how embarrassed, her voice could be clear, and she was about to speak clearly and clearly.

"Seeing you make any sacrifices for me, destroying your own future."

"I…"

Zuo Tian's back trembled, but she did not wipe her tears. A line of broken drops fell from her crimson eyes. Zuo Tian frowned deeply and looked at Xu Anbai, with her head tilted a small arc, as if she was still the first time she saw her. Looks like, said miserably.

"I can not let it go."

Zuo Tian closed her eyes for a moment, Xu Anbai called her name, took a step forward, reaching out to touch her, Zuo Tian subconsciously stepped back, and the two of them were in a stalemate, a delicate distance.

Zuo Tian took a deep breath, "Needless to say, I have thought about what you said."

I've thought about it more than once, thought about it a thousand times, thought about it a thousand times...

Get a thousand denials again.

"If, if you are like Cheng Lang, maybe I will consider it, after all... but you are not her, your surname is Xu..."

"I am not eighteen years old, and I have passed the age of dreaming."

"My parents said, as a human being, we still have to be realistic. It's impossible for the two of us to look at it. Why bother, why bother?

She has personally shattered her colorful dreams.

Then buried the magnificent fragments deeply in my heart.

Let's go now, except for the occasional late-night moments, she will never recall it again and take a closer look.

She has already decided.

Already cruel!

Xu Anbai was silent for a long time, pale and repeated, "But I like you."

"Among so many people, I like you."

When she grows up to this age, she also likes her.

Why give up willingly?

Being confessed again, Zuo Tian trembled, biting her lips, tears could not be controlled, just when Xu Anbai stretched out her hand again and wanted to touch her, Zuo Tian couldn't bear too much emotion and broke out.

"enough!"

"Stop talking, it's enough!"

Zuo Tian raised her eyes, her teary eyes were hazy, and she questioned sharply.

"Like, what's the use of liking?!"

"Does your likes change my identity as a beta, or can it change the reality that you are an alpha?"

"Xu Anbai, is your surname Xu good? Do you know what you are responsible for in your family? Do you know what kind of existence the Xu family is to me? Do you know what alpha means to me? ?"

"Like, can liking break the prejudice, can it change China, and even the whole world, is to fancy the reality of Alpha and Omega, can it?"

"Equal rights has been advocating for half a century. Except for the loud slogans, most of the doors of convenience were not opened for AO. When Zhenzhen and I were in college, no matter how good we were, we couldn't make the jump, let alone It is like Cheng Lang who proposes an excellent scientific research project, and there are continuous support projects set up by the school, vying to provide her with help!"

"My heart, my heart is very small, not so strong, nor so brave!"

"I don't want to be a moth that extinguishes the fire, and I don't want to be laughed at by your family, and even the five-district family."

"Ten thousand steps back, even if we pass this level, I can't give birth. If we really have a child later, should I just look at him and stay in a place like the Xu family as a Beta? Surrounded by friends of alpha and omega, I have been in an environment where I shouldn’t be treated since I was a child, and I feel sad and sad for my own existence!"

Zuo Tian thought too far.

Even what she said far exceeded what Xu Anbai could answer.

What Zuo Tian wanted was never attachment, nor a lonely self-movement. What she wanted was far more than what Xu Anbai could give.

She wants them to stay together not to be slandered by rumors and laughter.

She wanted herself to stand upright beside Xu Anbai, as a tree of equal weight, alongside him.

She wants their future children to grow up healthily in a non-discriminatory environment.

These are more than Xu Anbai can't give.

Neither alpha nor omega can be promised.

These are recognized social issues in society and even the world.

Zuo Tian shook his head, tears like broken pearls, "Like can't change reality."

"But people can be changed by reality."

"I'm fine in a Beta environment, no lack of fame and no shortage of profits. As for the place where you live, I'm sorry, that's not what I can climb."

"And all this was destined when I was born."

"Contend against the prejudices of the world, I'm sorry, I can't do it."

"That's it, goodbye, you..."

Zuo Tian finally wiped her tears and wanted to take another look at Xu Anbai, but found that she couldn't see clearly. Zuo Tian resigned herself to her fate again. She sobbed and said her blessing, which is what she can give and the last thing she can give. Be gentle and gentle.

"I wish you cherish all the way, here is a bright future."

After speaking, he resolutely turned to the direction of Song Zhen Community and started trotting.

Xu Anbai didn't react for the first time, and he was going to chase after him, booming—

The thunder and lightning resounded across the sky, and several lightning bolts reflected each other in the sky.

A cold drop hit Xu Anbai's forehead, and he brushed it over, with big drops of water on his fingertips.

It's raining.

Heavy rain is approaching.

Zhu Sui also heard the sound of several thunderbolts, and was finally uneasy, put down the tablet, and said to Father Song: "Dad, I'll follow along."

"If she jumps, don't fall."

Especially now... it's better to be careful.

With that said, regardless of Song Father's suggestion, he went to the hallway to change his shoes.

After changing her shoes, there was an umbrella in front of her. Father Song gave her a big umbrella.

Zhu Sui thanked him and turned around and went out.

Seeing Dou Da's raindrops falling, Song Zhen still didn't see Zuo Tian at the door. He called her, but no one answered him.

After three or four fights, but still nowhere, Song Zhen looked at the sky. In the violent wind, he opened up the black umbrella he had brought, and the raindrops hit the umbrella surface. Song Zhen stepped out of the unit. Worried, ready to go to the gate and wait for Zuo Tian.

If there is such a heavy rain, people will be overwhelmed by it.

Thinking like this, before walking a few steps forward, I saw a familiar figure rushing inside.

While running, he stretched out his hand to wipe his face, as if...cry?

When he realized that the figure was Zuo Tian and the two were less than a hundred meters apart, Song Zhen stretched out his hand and shouted Zuo Tian's name.

The running person's footsteps stagnated, Song Zhen shouted again, Zuo Tian reacted, it was Song Zhen.

Realizing the arrival of her friend, Zuo Tian didn't run away. She didn't run away. Song Zhen held the umbrella as she approached. Only when she was close enough to see her face, she confirmed that she was right. Zuo Tian's face was full of tears.

Finally walking to the front, Song Zhen tilted the umbrella to Zuo Tian without hesitation. Regardless of the cold on his shoulders from the rain, he reached out and pulled a paper to wipe Zuo Tian's tears, and asked distressedly, "What's wrong?" ?"

"How did you make it like this?"

"What happened, sweet, are you today..."

Halfway through the conversation, Xu Anbai got stuck in his throat, and Song Zhen realized it later.

And when she asked her last words, Zuo Tian bit her lip, bowed her head and started crying again.

Song Zhen didn't know what to say, so he stood closer and let the umbrella firmly propped on the top of the two of them, tightly holding them together, so that they could not get caught in the rain.

"Really, I...I'm useless, I want to cry, I can't help it."

Song Zhen sighed inwardly and said softly, "Cry when you're sad. It will be better after you cry."

Zuo Tian choked, and took the tissue from Song Zhen's hand. After a moment, he said straight, "He said he likes me."

Who he is, everyone is tacitly aware.

Song Zhenxin missed a beat and listened to Zuo Tian with a sad smile, "But I refused."

After laughing, tears flowed down again.

Zuo Tian looked at Song Zhen, bit her lip, like a child, and asked Song Zhen: "You said, why am I not an omega, why am I, but it's a beta?"

Song Zhen couldn't answer.

Zuo Tian tears like rain, "My heart is uncomfortable."

"The whole person is uncomfortable."

Song Zhen didn't speak this time, stretched out his hand, and slowly hugged Zuo Tian in silence.

This gentle movement, made by her best friend, seemed to completely strip away Zuo Tian's strong support, so that she could no longer control her and started crying loudly.

Song Zhen had never heard Zuo Tian crying like this, heartbreaking.

As if to cry clean all the grievances in my heart.

Zuo Tian cried and murmured a sentence or two. Song Zhen could not hear clearly, but if he heard clearly, it could be summed up in two words. These two words, Song Fu was in front of her and Zhu Sui not long ago. , Said the same.

These two words are unworthy.

She and Xu Anbai are unworthy.

Song Zhenxin was about to be broken by Zuo Tian's crying, patted the other's head, and his eyes were red.

Song Zhen shook his head and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry."

"Sorry, Sweet."

Zuo Tian burst into tears, completely indulged in her grief.

Xu Anbai looked at the house number sent by his friend, turned a corner, and was in heavy rain. This was what he saw.

The world was speechless, and the heavy rain fell.

Across the thick rain curtain, Xu Anbai saw the girl who had just been confessed to her, crying horribly.

That voice pierced the lungs, making him feel like being torn from the inside out.

As they walked slowly, Xu Anbai and Song Zhen met.

In the silence, Song Zhen only gently shook his head and motioned him not to come.

Xu Anbai paused, and stood in place for the next instant.

Do not advance, nor retreat.

In this way, at a distance of a hundred meters, watching and listening from a distance.

The relationship between him and Zuo Tian seems to be the same as their current position.

In reality, separated by layers of obstacles, it is impossible to get close, retreat, and reluctant to give up.

Did he do something wrong?

She is obviously named Zuo Tian, ​​and she is really a smiling, sweet girl.

As long as she is with her, Xu Anbai can always reap a lot of happiness. She seems to have infinite energy, and she does not give up in the face of setbacks. It is in his heart, a warm existence like a little sun—

But now, the warm little sun was crying for him.

Is it true that what he said, his mind, is the original sin.

But, obviously like it should be a beautiful feeling, isn't it?

How come it's like this!

In sight, the second umbrella appeared slowly. Behind the umbrella, Zhu Sui's face appeared. When Zhu Sui walked up to Song Zhen, he glanced at him in the distance, and then at the crying Zuo Tian in Song Zhen's arms. .

Xu Anbai watched, Zhu Sui stared at him, turned his head to say something to the two, Zuo Tian was in Song Zhen's arms and shook his head.

Xu Anbai closed his eyes.

He knew that the best time had been missed.

Zuo Tian also answered.

Although not what he wanted, it was the only answer Zuo Tian could give.

After a while, the pouring rain will rest for a while.

Xu Anbai opened his eyes when he heard the broken sound of rain falling on the umbrella surface.

The bamboo-year-old umbrella enveloped the two of them, worried, and asked with a sense of distance, "Team Xu, are you okay?"

Xu Anbai spoke with a hoarse voice: "I'm afraid not."

When the words fell, the late tears also fell from the red eyes.

Zhu Sui looked at the tears on his face.

Xu Anbai touched her face, warm, Fang confirmed that it was tears.

Looking at the beads on the fingertips, not only rain or tears, Xu An asked Zhu Sui in a dull manner: "I like sweetness, did I do something wrong?"

After a pause, rubbing his fingers to crush the drops of water, he muttered blankly, "But I can't control who I like."

Xu Anbai left, and Zhu Sui gave it away.

Looking at his appearance, he was not relieved, and Zhu Sui's umbrella was given to Xu Anbai.

Then Zuo Tian was taken home by them.

Zuo Tian was also caught in the rain, Song Zhen also got some on his body. When he got home, Song Zhen couldn't help but push Zuo Tian into the bathroom of the guest room and let her take a hot bath to avoid catching a cold.

Just persuaded here, Song Zhen was going to change Zuo Tian's clothes and was pushed into the bathroom of the master bedroom by Zhu Sui.

"You also take a hot bath. Look at your back, it's all wet."

No way, heavy rain, no matter how big the umbrella is.

"That sweet..."

"You take it out to her after you wash it, it's not so fast on her side."

In Zhu Sui's words, after Song Zhen took a quick bath, Zuo Tian hadn't come out yet.

While holding the clothes, Father Song made a hissing gesture to them, and whispered, "I'm listening, it seems to be crying inside. Please be careful when you talk later."

Song Zhen was taken aback and looked at Zhu Sui. Zhu Sui had expected it to be average, and nodded.

"Let her cry, she will be fine."

Hot water was winding along the skin, Zuo Tian squatted in the closed bathroom, embracing herself with her hands.

The hot water is warm and her heart is cold.

In fact, with such a touch of sentiment, she never thought of breaking it, and Xu Anbai probably didn't.

But since that day, I can’t go back. That day, the hundred-day feast of Zhu Yi’s children.

Xu Anbai was persuaded to drink by his acquaintances. He drove the car. Everyone in the five districts had their own arrangements. No one would drive him. Zuo Tian had to reluctantly.

When they were sent to the research institute to arrange for them to live temporarily, Xu Anbai got off the car before his mobile phone fell out of the car.

The first reaction of the two people was to reach out and pick it up, and their heads huddled together.

I don’t know if the atmosphere was too good that night, or the night was too gentle, staring at each other, eyes entangled, Xu Anbai leaned in and kissed her, and Zuo Tian did not immediately refuse...

From there, the disguise was torn, and it was impossible to go back.

Can't pretend to be friends, that alienation is the only end.

That is, the best way out.

Zuo Tian buried her head in her knees, letting the hot water pour from her head, from head to toe, mixed with tears, and then flowed away.

It was too rainy this night, and people couldn't leave. Seeing Zuo Tian's state, they didn't dare to let anyone leave.

Finally, I asked Song's father and settled in the guest room.

Zuo Tian's crying eyes were red and extremely tired.

I fell asleep on the pillow.

When she slept, she wouldn't be sad anymore, and Song Zhen closed the door for her.

Song Zhen felt guilty and couldn't sleep, so he stayed in the study for a long time.

I didn't want to turn on the overhead light, so I turned on the desk light and looked at the paper data of Alpha's clinical trial repeatedly.

And what I looked at was not the data, but Zhuang Qing's signature and handwritten opinions.

Song Zhen could feel some sporadic relief from the words that traveled through time and space.

If Zhuang Qing is still there, she still has a lot to say to her, at this moment.

"Am I doing something wrong?"

When Zhu Sui carried milk into the study, Song Zhen turned through the materials and muttered.

"What are you muttering alone?" Zhu Sui put down the milk, put his hands on the table, looked at Song Zhen, and asked her, "It's so late, aren't you sleepy? You are usually asleep at this time."

Song Zhenchang exhaled, and glanced at Zuotian's room without concealing it, "I can't sleep yet."

Zhu Sui knocked on the table, "How long do you have to watch, Teacher Song?"

Song Zhen begged, "Look for another ten minutes, okay?"

Zhu Sui glanced at his watch and nodded, "Okay."

Before leaving, Song Zhen thought of something, touched the cup of warm milk, and said, "You are, you are not angry anymore?"

Zhu Sui turned her head over, shook her head deliberately, and sighed, "That's not fate, but Baba and the others coaxed it, and this happened. You just comforted your broken-hearted friend, how can my wife? Then I don’t wink, and it’s still old-fashioned for you, right? Angry, don’t you dare!"

The witty words made Song Zhen amused.

Song Zhen smiled, and Zhu Sui looked at her and laughed.

"Okay, just ten minutes, ten minutes later, I will catch you back to the bedroom!"

"Look, don't bother you."

Song Zhen smiled, turning the page, Zhu Sui was about to turn her head, she was stunned for a flash of light.

In the next instant, Zhu Sui turned around and said, "Don't move."

Song Zhen looked up blankly.

Zhu Sui, "You turn the page again, yes, just turn the page, you turn the page down."

Song Zhen followed Zhu Sui's instructions.

Zhu Sui came forward and read the pages of the data-recording paper in Song Zhen's hand over and over again, picked up the bookmark, and turned the previous page again, and asked Song Zhen, "I remember , This is special paper, right?"

Song Zhen was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Ah, yes, it's specially made."

"S-level scientific research projects, at that time, were the focus of the world's attention, and then they entered clinical trials for the first time. In order to be afraid of tampering, or to identify the authenticity in the future, special medicines were added to the paper, which can be preserved..."

"I'm not talking about this." Zhu Sui interrupted, "What I asked was, I remember, s-level scientific research projects, each batch of data paper, is specially made, right, each batch of labels, I remember there are also The difference is used to distinguish."

This Song Zhen was a little vague, blinked and thought about it carefully, Fang Dao, "It seems that a batch of transcripts will be sent out every month, but is the label on it different?"

"Not the same!" Zhu Sui suddenly determined.

"And for Alpha, obviously the measures were more complete at that time."

Already understood, Zhu Sui turned to the bookmark page, and the watermark on those pages was clearly revealed.

Then Zhu Sui turned to the front again. The watermark on the front and the last few pages are indeed different.

Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, "But maybe this time is just the beginning of the moon, just..."

Halfway through the conversation, I got stuck again.

Because after Zhu Sui turned to these pages, a certain page at the back showed light, and the watermark became the same as the previous one again.

Alpha paper records, the last batch of data, the watermark is messy, some parts are the same as before, some parts are self-contained, it is another kind.

Realizing something, Song Zhen hurriedly read it by himself, and after reading it, he sat down in a daze.

Zhu Sui came to the conclusion, "There is only one situation that fits the way the watermark appears, and that is..."

Song Zhen murmured, "The pages with the wrong watermark are all recorded medication data, and the pages with the same watermark are the temperature, humidity and the status of the pregnant woman that day."

"This is the last batch of data. You can't use the clamping principle. Use the data before and after to approximate the positive and negative derivation at the same time to verify its correctness. This batch of data only needs to conform to the positive and negative derivation of the previous data."

With eyes wide open, Song Zhen couldn't say anything, "Prove that from the source, someone replaced the data!"

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