"Dad..." Song Zhen was startled by Song's father's appearance.

I want to speak loudly, but I can't bear it subconsciously.

He stretched out his hand, but didn't know whether to put it on Father Song's body.

"Dad, what's wrong with you...?"

In the end, his hand fell on Father Song's shoulder, and Song Zhen squatted in front of Father Song, reassuringly saying, "Don't be like this, what's the matter, what's the matter, yes, just say it well."

Father Song's shoulders and backs trembled, and Song Zhen patted Father Song on the back.

Zhu Sui watched, as an outsider, winked and did not speak.

For a while, with Song Zhen's soft comfort, Father Song's emotions eased a bit, then he put down his hand and raised his head.

His face was exposed and his eyes were red.

Father Song shook his head and said sadly, "I didn't expect that the experiment would end up like this, the data is okay...If there is no problem with the data, the pregnant woman is because of the medication, that is..."

"It was during that time, your mother wasn't up there and didn't have the energy to control Alpha's experiment. It was..."

Father Song closed his eyes in a daze, and sighed abruptly, "It would be fine if I was an alpha."

The mood was too ups and downs, and the voice was chaotic. Zhu Sui and Song Zhen looked at each other. Zhu Sui took a glass of water and handed it to Father Song, and said in a warm and firm voice, "Dad, take a drink, slowly, calm down."

Zhu Sui: "We are not in a hurry, you take it easy first, okay?"

When this was said, Father Song stretched out his hand and took the water glass.

Waiting to tell this story, it is already the night after dinner and the housekeeping aunt left.

Zhu Sui squeezed three cups of juice, summer is coming, and prepared some cool drinks.

The sound of the TV was turned on in the living room to keep the house from being deserted. The three people gathered in the study room. After several hours of calming down, Father Song's expression and tone were calmed down.

It's just peaceful, and it brings a bit of vicissitudes of life.

"How did I get together with your mother, you should know something..."

Song Zhen was uneasy, "Mom said one thing, and you said something later, saying that it was from the countryside, and then with me, after that, the basic stabilizer can be extracted, so I went back to the third hospital in Jiangcheng together. Bar?"

Father Song nodded, "It's roughly like this." After a pause, he exhaled, "But we haven't told you the details."

Song Zhen pursed his lips and fell silent.

She only knows that her parents are in a good relationship. As for the process of getting to know each other, she really doesn't know much about it.

Both her parents protected her very well.

Father Song: "Do you remember your second uncle, Zhuang Yan?"

Song Zhen frowned, mother's brother...

Song Zhen shrank his shoulders subconsciously when he remembered something in his memory.

She remembered that it was vague and clear, what was vague was the other person’s looks and appearance, what was clear was the other person’s look at herself, and the expression of disgust...

She did see it once, and was shocked by the other party, then Zhuang Qing and Song Father rushed over and pulled her behind.

After that, the mother and the second uncle went alone to find a place to talk, and Song Zhen followed Song's father back home.

Along the way, Song Zhen remembered in a daze that his father had been comforting her, teasing her, and letting her not be afraid.

Song Zhen's eyes moved slightly, "You said, he is my uncle, isn't he a bad person?"

Father Song laughed, not knowing what he had remembered, his expression on his face became warmer, and said, "I think you were scared at the time, and bowed your head in a sense of compassion on the way home, so I comforted you a few more words."

Song Zhen's memory is correct.

But... Song Zhen grasped the singularity, "But after that, I never saw him."

Not only did she never meet Zhuang Yan, the dealer, except for Zhuang Jing, Song Zhen has no memory. She followed Song's father's surname and left the third research institute family area when she was only seven or eight years old. Most of the things you can think of about childhood It's a happy clip for the whole family...

What came to mind, Song Zhen: "Mom said that it didn't have much to do with the family. During that time, you weren't married, right? Mom seems to...have been making trouble with the family."

"That's right!" Father Song nodded and said with a melancholy smile, "Isn't it always rioting? Since the beginning, it has been rioting, many years have passed, and it hasn't stopped, but that period of time is different. ...You should go to school."

"Your mother and I met in my hometown, I..."

Father Song still remembers the scene of the first encounter.

After graduating that year, he didn't find a job yet, so he went back to his hometown to handle things.

When he returned to his hometown, the relative's daughter-in-law became pregnant. She was unwell at the time. He was about to take the hand and drive the car to the hospital. So he met the doctor Zhuang Qing in the hospital for the first time in the outpatient clinic.

On the first side of the impression, he only felt that this girl was particularly agile, not like a doctor.

Probably from an early age, geniuses are talented and arrogant. Zhuang Qing speaks and does things differently from ordinary people. While vigorous and resolute, he is inexplicably immersed in a sense of superiority and decisiveness.

You can say that this sense of superiority is self-confidence, or you can say that this feeling is arrogance.

In short, it is very unforgettable.

Maybe some people would hate it, but Father Song didn't feel that way.

When I met again, I was on the mountain. Zhuang Qing was alone, thin and small, looking for medicine.

Yes, I am looking for drugs that can extract basic stabilizers.

He happened to meet him on the mountain that day, and then helped Zhuang Qing's leader. Zhuang Qing saw that he was agile and exchanged contact information with him. Next time, Zhuang Qing called him and asked him to help him pick the plant. , How to charge by the hour.

What fees could Father Song charge a little girl? Seeing that she really wanted it, he just happened to be fine, so he went up the mountain to help her.

This time I helped the two people to close the distance a lot, and Song's father learned that the other party is from Jiangcheng. After graduating from university, he received an offer from the Third Research Institute. It is very good. Songfu University also studies medicine. , Pharmacology is figured out, he does not study research and development, but Zhuang Qing can understand the work.

——"Then why are you here? Isn't it good to go to work in the research institute? We have nothing here."

—— "No, you have something here." Zhuang Qing was very sure at the time, with eyes like stars, and promised Song Father, "Your fertility rate here is extremely high, narrow the scope, you may not believe it. Residents near the two mountains have the least chance of miscarriage due to pheromone disorder in the country."

——"You are wrong in saying that, here are all Beta, A and O are few, your sample model is wrong."

——"Are you still questioning me? Forget it, believe it or not, in short, I figured it out is abnormally high, there is always something at work here, it is not clear, I will not go. Look at it , I will find out."

The two people quickly became familiar with each other after going up the mountain to collect medicines and contacting them again and again.

The more he understands, the more Song Father admires Zhuang Qing, who looks delicate, but especially able to endure hardship.

What Song's father said is also true. The conditions in his hometown are not good. Few people engaged in scientific research can stay there calmly. In the first year, Zhuang Qing's friends persuaded her to go back, but in the second year, there were no people. Without him, I couldn't persuade me, and I gave up.

By mistake, Song's father was introduced to a decent job opportunity and chose to stay there.

Zhuang Qing was still joking, saying that Father Song said she was not suitable for staying there. She looked at Father Song's diploma and felt that Father Song should not stay there either. In the end it was good, and the ones that were suitable and inappropriate were all taken down.

Zhuang Qing is arrogant and self-sufficient. When the two people realized the changes in their own minds, they quickly got together.

Father Song is Beta, and his confidence is Zhuang Qing's attitude towards him.

It is said that the young Muai, the first love, no matter whether it can be done or not, always want to give it a try.

At that time, Father Song was still thinking that it doesn’t matter if there is no result. Zhuang Qing is an A-grade omega. It is inevitable that he and the other party will not have a result, but this does not prevent him from trying. If he doesn’t even have the courage to try, he will follow It would be a pity to think of Zhuang Qing for half a lifetime.

Half a year after the two fell in love, Zhuang Qing informed the family about the incident, and received strong opposition from her younger brother, Zhuang Yan.

The point that Zhuang Yan disagrees with is very realistic, that is, there are not many people in the banker in their generation that will split up. If Zhuang Qing chooses Song father, then Zhuang Qing's child will most likely be a Beta in the future.

Born in an aristocratic family, Zhuang Yan has had enough of the blinding of being a beta. He doesn't want the next generation to suffer, nor does he want other Jiangcheng families in the future to look at the dealer with a declining look.

Zhuang Qing and Zhuang Yan have been in a very good relationship since they were young.

But on this matter alone, no consensus can be reached.

How far did the two people disagree? Zhuang Qing went home to celebrate the New Year. The day before the 30th day of the new year, he called Father Song and said he wanted to come back. Before Song Father could persuade him, Zhuang Qing said that he was on the train.

It was snowing heavily that night on the 29th, and Father Song received the wronged Zhuang Qing at the train station.

Song's father didn't think about the conflict between the dealer and Zhuang Qing. After the two had spent the new year together, Song's father proposed it for the first time, otherwise they would forget it.

He really couldn't bear it, it was so painful to see Zhuang Qing.

On the other hand, Father Song also understands the sorrow of the family's decline. As Beta, he can understand Zhuang Yan's opposition.

Who doesn’t want to be born with a smooth flow? If you can be an AO, in a family, who would want to be a Beta, and be looked down upon. No matter how the country promotes equal rights, it’s okay when there are all Betas around. AO works together, and the difference is undeniable, but it is rooted in people's hearts.

It is important to know that prejudice is a mountain in people's hearts!

The visible mountain can be flat.

The invisible mountain will exist as long as the gender differential treatment in society persists.

After that day, they didn't break up...Zhuang Qing had Song Zhen instead.

"We feel that you are like a gift from heaven, and then we are together. In the second year after giving birth to you, your mother discovered a way to extract the basic stabilizer, and is famous at home and abroad for its basic stabilizer."

"You'll know all about it later."

"The dealer welcomes her, but the only one who doesn’t agree to the marriage between us hinders Zhuang Yan, and your mother didn’t say how to marry me if she wants to be particularly tough. In short, the dealer raises her and must consider the dealer. How people feel..."

"I thought, maybe it will be fine in a few years, if you are there, maybe, I will accept it slowly..."

"But your second uncle's stubbornness has exceeded our expectations. He has never let go."

"There was a very unpleasant disturbance in the middle. During the development of the stabilizer, your mother, as the deputy dean of the Progesterone Institute, and the dealer, except for the talented Zhuang Jing, all the others were driven out of the hospital. "

"For the outside, the dealer is still very beautiful. Inside, everyone who knows it knows that your mother and the dealer have a bad relationship, and only Zhuang Jing is left in the central laboratory. The dealers cannot touch the core of the stabilizer at all. R&D."

"The turning point was when the matching stabilizer was established. At that time, your mother couldn't sit still and didn't want to be in charge of the dealer's thoughts. If she said that she would cut off the relationship, she would cut off the marriage certificate. It is done. I want you to enter and leave the laboratory as a relative of her daughter in the scientific research institute..."

"This time, your second uncle didn't stop it anymore, but made a condition. The condition is that if Alpha succeeds, if Zhuang Qing can bring another honor to the dealer, then we don't care about our business."

At this place, Zhu Sui can already outline the outline of subsequent events.

Zhu Sui: "So, Teacher Zhuang is eager. Want Alpha to succeed?"

Zhu Sui concluded, "She has this need."

Father Song nodded sternly, "Yes, she has."

"Although she doesn't say anything, I know she values ​​her family very much and wants to be as gentle as possible to solve this matter."

Zhu Sui: "I remember that there is an affiliated elementary school in the scientific research institute, right? Education should be better than outside. Combining with what you said before, Dad, it was really time to go to school when Alpha had an accident. Teacher, do you want Zhenzhen to study in an affiliated elementary school in the name of her child?"

Parents’ beloved sons have far-reaching plans.

"That's it."

Father Song lowered his head, his eye sockets were red again, and he shook his head unbearably, "In fact, many times in the middle, I can see that she is very anxious. This is reflected in that every time she denies Alpha Reagent, she will become very hesitant beforehand..."

"Always thinking, try again, maybe it will work."

Zhu Sui murmured softly, "But if it hasn't worked, and if you have something to ask for, people's mentality will change if the frequency increases."

"Yes, she became very anxious when the third concoction was activated..."

"Needless to say, in the last week of the accident, she went abroad for an exchange meeting. After returning to China, she really should start applying for school. At that time, Zhuang Yan was on a business trip. She bought a plane ticket and followed... I was afraid that they would have a conflict, so I told Zhuang Jing, she also followed Qingqing..."

"Zhuang Jing later sent me a message, saying that that time, the two of them completely fell out."

"Then come back again. I remember that the plane landed in the morning. When I went to the central laboratory in the afternoon, there was news that something happened to the pregnant woman in the clinical trial..."

Father Song covered his face with his hands, and said sadly, "If it hadn't been for me...she would have suffered a lot less wrongdoing."

Zhu Sui quickly grasped the key point, "You mean, one week before the pregnant woman's accident, Mr. Zhuang was not in the Third Research Institute?"

Father Song shook his head, "She should be there, but I can't persuade her to have a temper."

"I have always been ashamed of her and her family's affairs, and I also feel that there is no position to intervene, who knows..."

Zhu Sui glanced at Song Zhen, and Song Zhen's eyes were red.

Father Song mourned, "If she could be more sensible, she stayed in the research institute instead of chasing Zhuang Yan to other places... Maybe, maybe in the end she won't..."

When it comes to the end, it can't be said anymore.

Zhu Sui watched, Father Song shook his shoulders, and hid his face behind his hands uncomfortably.

Father Song, who is always friendly and polite, rarely shows such an expression, such a sad expression...

Zhu Sui also understood what Song's father meant.

Ultimately, Song's father felt that the data was okay, and that was that Zhuang Qing was too flustered and careless during that time.

The panic is due to family reasons, so he blames himself.

Everyone was in a bad mood, and Zhu Sui did not speak any more.

But when he went to bed at night, Zhu Sui said to Song Zhen, "I think what Dad said is still wrong. Your mother may have been in a bad mood and flustered at that time, but I think it should not affect her control of the experiment."

Song Zhen looked at Zhu Sui.

Zhu Sui helped her straighten her hair, and said as she brushed her hair, "If it is really careless, then back to Jiangcheng, during the time when you are chasing your uncle, why did your mother let the central laboratory lower the dose?"

"If it's like Dad speculated, this move is unreasonable."

"Moreover, the reduced dose is not just a casual sentence, it is reduced to the decimal place. It is obvious that before leaving, she was not stunned by your second uncle and hurried away, but arranged everything before she left. "

Song Zhen raised his eyes, "You mean..."

"I always feel that there is something wrong in it, but Dad may have subjective feelings too...it's hard to ask."

Zhu Sui thought for a while and said, "What happened during that time, I think I should thoroughly understand it again."

"As far as the current statements are concerned, I don't feel right."

"In other words, it was not enough to make a collective accident for pregnant women, mistakes."

Song Zhen still had the past in his mind. Hearing what Zhu Sui said, the reality and the past were intertwined, causing headaches.

Zhu Sui saw it, patted her forehead, and said in relief: "I told you that I was afraid that you would fall into my dad's thinking, but I didn't mean to urge you. You are all tired today. Don't think about it and rest. "

"You rest for two days, and let dad rest for two days. What's wrong after that, let's ask dad slowly, okay?"

Song Zhen's voice was soft and nodded, "Okay."

Zhu Sui turned off the bedside lamp.

In the darkness, Song Zhen hadn't fallen asleep for a long time. After a long while, he asked Zhu Sui, "Do you think my dad is not worthy of my mom? My mom wants to be with my dad. Is it forcing me to be with him?"

Go against the trend without good results.

Zhu Sui was silent for a moment.

Slowly, he asked, "Do you think I would think that my brother doesn't know the current affairs?"

Song Zhen suffocated.

Zhu Sui: "The Analects of Confucius says that if you know you can't do it, you will be brave if you succeed, and you will be foolish if you fail."

"The world's evaluation is the world's opinion, but in reality, the final result of the event is often not our original intention of deciding to do this, nor does it affect our decision at the moment of choice. After all, before doing it , We cannot predict the result."

"Before doing something, we can't predict the result."

"Regardless of success or failure, the moment they choose to do it, they are brave."

"Brave is brave, there is no shrewd bravery, and stupid bravery, these two terms."

"Those who want to be free and have the courage to pioneer new ways have to bear the greatest responsibility. Those who choose the path that others take less, have to bear the heaviest and heaviest shackles. There has never been one, and there is no need to fly against gravity."

"They just conformed to their instincts, did what they wanted to do, and because of this, they were burdened with what they should be carrying."

The words paused for a moment, and Zhu Sui leaned his head on Song Zhen's body.

He sighed lightly: "Sister, right and wrong are judged by oneself, and reputation is judged by others."

"To do our best, to be ashamed of one's heart, is what we can control."

"As for the gains and losses, let's settle for it."

Song Zhen was in a daze for a moment.

Zhu Sui patted her head, "It's late, go to sleep, don't think about it."

"In the adult world, there are not so many right and wrong, and many things cannot be summarized by right and wrong."

Song Zhen followed with a sigh, leaned his head against Zhu Sui, and closed his eyes.

In the quilt, by the body temperature of another person, the coldness was dispelled from the whole body, and he fell asleep.

The next day Song Zhen and Song Father were not very energetic.

This decline lasted until Monday.

Zhu Sui couldn't say anything, except to tease Song Zhen when he was together, more often, he left space for her to be alone.

After having been absent all morning, when Chen Ye came back in the afternoon and took Song Zhen to say that something was wrong, Song Zhen was still in a daze.

"What's wrong? Didn't you go to campus to recruit today?"

Chen Ye: "That's right, the group leader is, you go with me, they are quarreling."

Chen Ye: "The section chief has passed by first, but you are the omega and the team leader, so follow me."

Chen Ye's words were strange, and Song Zhen was taken aback for a moment, "What do I mean by omega?"

While driving, Chen Ye relayed the incident to Song Zhen on the road.

Today, there are many AO and Beta students who are recruiting for the second group of Adenosine Department, but in general, there are still more AO students.

Zuo Tian sat in the formation, read the information, and chose Beta between an Alpha and a Beta. The alpha was dissatisfied. When they were about to leave, they were emotionally pulled Zuo Tian, ​​saying that Zuo Tian was eccentric and shouldn't accept the beta.

"It just happened to be closing the shed again at that time. His strength was so strong, he pulled the sweet sister and fell, and then fell with the people who took the shed. A bunch of people came around. The alpha depends on the crowd, but he was shouting sweetly in public. Sister is not fair. Many alphas and omegas who came to interview before also gathered around. When he made a noise, everyone thought it was better than the beta, and wanted a comment!"

After getting out of the car, Song Zhen followed Chen Ye to the Military Medical University.

Song Zhen: "Where did you fall, someone..."

The words were not finished, the two were approaching, and Song Zhen could see people from a distance.

Seeing people, Song Zhen was stunned.

Zhu Sui was at the scene, but other people were also at the scene, not others, acquaintances, Xu Anbai and scientific researchers from the five districts.

But in front of Zuo Tian, ​​only Xu Anbai squatted down, took a cotton swab, and gave Zuo Tian a little bit of medicine on her knee.

While applying the medicine, he was blowing.

Song Zhen had always felt that the atmosphere of the two of them was not right. Now seeing Zuo Tian frowned and pushed Xu Anbai to grab the cotton swab from Xu Anbai’s hand, Xu Anbai was not angry, but she avoided and did not give it. Medicine...

There was a buzz in Song Zhen's mind, combined with the words of Father Song that had been around him for the past two days, instantly initiating.

Song Zhen looked at Chen Ye, pointed Zuo Tian, ​​and couldn't believe him, "When did they two?"

Chen Ye didn't react, "When?"

Chen Ye has been following Zuo Tian, ​​as an assistant, getting along more often than Song Zhen and Zuo Tian.

He must know what is wrong with Zuo Tian, ​​and several times before Xu Anbai came, Song Zhen said Zuo Tian had a bad attitude, and Chen Ye also helped his sweet sister to cover...

Song Zhen didn't practice Tai Chi, and said, "That's it, like each other, when did it happen?"

Chen Ye paused and almost staggered on the ground!

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